HP Margo's Diary

Mon, Jun15, 1992

It's summer break at Smeltings, and Harry hasn't told me when he's off.In fact, I knew he didn't want to go back to Privet Drive.

I saw him from the window carrying Hedwig's cage and a suitcase, and I couldn't help leaning out and waving at him.

He also saw me, and he put down the suitcase and waved at me sharply.

I smiled at him against the scorching June sun in London, as happy as if I had discovered the sun was so bright for the first time.

Thur, Jul17, 1992

Forgive me, diary.I know I've been writing less in my diary these days because I want to spend all my free time with Harry.

Wed, Jul21, 1992

Harry says he kept his Nimbus 2000 at school because Muggles couldn't be told about magic

He said that Muggles are people who don't understand magic, like me, I am a Muggle.

I retort, but I know something about magic.

He said, you are different, the principal said I can tell someone I trust, you are, Margot, you are someone I trust.

He grinned, and I pursed my lips into a grin, feeling my heart beat faster at his words.

I suddenly felt that those distances and those magics were nothing.All the sourness I'd had from reading his letters melted away the moment I saw his green eyes.

Tues, Aug4, 1992

Harry was grounded and he was locked in a room on the second floor.

I don't know what to do, we can only communicate with Hedwig delivering notes across the street.

We exchanged birthday presents for each other, and what he gave me was a small crystal ball with a castle in which it was snowing.

He said this was Hogwarts, and the real Hogwarts was even more beautiful with snow.

I cherish it on my desk, where I can see it at a glance.

He was complaining about Dursley's viciousness, saying he wanted to get out of here, for good.

I didn't respond to him, I just stood at the window and looked at him from a distance.He's grown taller than when I first met him, but he's still wearing Dudley's old clothes.

So when I saw a blue car flying in the air and saw Harry stuffing his luggage into the car without hesitation, I was happier than I imagined.

Those heavy emotions are still in my heart, but compared to him being stuck here forever, compared to his life in Dudley's old clothes, I feel relieved for him now.

I seemed to hear the laughter coming from the car, so I also raised the corners of my mouth.

But the car disappeared suddenly in the air, and I didn't even have time to watch it off.

Sun, Nov1, 1992

Then Harry's letters became less and less, so I had to read and re-read the letters he sent me before.I even saved up to buy expensive owl rations so Hedwig could fly faster.

I got Halloween candy from Harry, and a little golden ball.

But he seldom writes to me anymore, and those who share daily ramblings only stop at the 1991 date.

Even though I save up the letters I want to send to him every time, and want to bring them to him once when Hedwig arrives, he still rarely replies to me.

Maybe he was too busy, I thought.

But those emotions deep in my heart began to haunt me. They would haunt my heart when I was staring at the crystal ball in a daze, and they would make me gasp uncomfortably when I thought of Harry.

I always feel panicked and insecure, and I know it's not right to feel that way.Harry has his own life and new friends.

Even though I never imagined Harry's life without me before.

Sun, Dec20

There was a letter from Harry, and I opened it carefully, trying to read the contents quickly and read slowly.

"Dear Margot:

how have you been?Sorry, I haven't written to you for a long time.I want to say, I miss you very much.

Remember when I used to be able to talk to snakes?Turns out it wasn't a special ability, it was an ominous sign, and I was deeply troubled by it.The classmates who are usually enthusiastic about me are starting to fear me, they say something behind my back, Ron and Hermione tell me to ignore it, but I still feel... I don't know what to say

Anyway, I miss you very much, Margot.

Your sincere friend Harry"

His handwriting is neat, but there are places where the ink is darkened by the pause of the nib.

I feel down for him, but at the same time I am excited deep in my heart. I can almost imagine his expression and tone when he said that he misses me beside me.

"Dear Harry,

I'm so sorry I'm not with you at this time, and I miss you too.As for your schoolmates, Harry, I believe they just don't know you, and maybe give them a little time to get to know the real you, the kind and brave you.

But if someone still says something in front of you, please give him a punch, Harry, I'm always on your side.

Your forever friend Margo"

I seemed to be infected by Harry's bravery, and even said such reckless words as "give him a punch", I smirked, but didn't cross it out.

I folded the letter, took out the owl rations and fed it to Hedwig

"Hedwig, hurry up, fly to Harry's side quickly." I gently stroked the snow-white feathers on her head.

Hedwig yelled a few times, flapped her wings lightly, and flew into the sky with my letter.

Mon, Feb8, 1993

Mrs. Dean gave birth to a little girl.

She also inadvertently showed awkwardness towards me, which Mr. Dean apparently noticed, and he could only express his apology by being more friendly and polite towards me.

Of course I am not qualified to say anything, I should be grateful to Dade if they treated me kindly, not to mention that Mr. Dean also paid part of my tuition.

It's just that the atmosphere at the dinner table often makes me feel awkward, so I have to go back to the room with an empty stomach.Ignore the words Mrs. Dean swears about my argument with Mr. Dean.

Wed, Apr28, 10

Harry hasn't replied to me since that letter.I think he may have solved the problem.

I'm happy for him and a little disappointed at the same time.

I hope he can think of me when he is down, but I am afraid that he only thinks of me when he is down.

Fri, May 28, 1993

"Dear Margot:

Margo, I'm so happy that we finally solved the Chamber of Secrets, and more importantly, we got our friends back!

It was all pretty thrilling, but we were all happy with the outcome - final exams were canceled (except for Hermione, who was very upset about it)

I can't wait to tell you about my experience in detail!

your harry"

I pondered over what he meant by "secret room" in his words, and finally had to give up. It seems that this is not a pun.And "Hermione", Harry mentioned this girl's name many times in the letter, a sour smell rushed into my mouth, I pouted.

Tues, Jun15, 1993

We met at the lake in the park, and as soon as I saw Harry he had grown taller.

I leaned over and took a closer look, and found that his face was also a little thinner.

Harry saw that I seemed to be a little stunned, and he blinked slowly before showing a shy smile.

"You've grown taller," I said, and I stood in front of him and gestured with my hand. "I'm only reaching your chin now."

He seemed uncomfortable with my approach, and he took a step back unconsciously.

I was also embarrassed by his step, and retracted my hand a little away from him.

"No, it's not for this reason." He seemed to have noticed it, and quickly explained, "It's because...you..."

His hesitation made me more curious, and I looked at him.He seemed to be burned because of my eyes, and his eyes wandered to the side of my face, and he changed the subject "Your hair has grown"

I look sideways at the hair falling on my chest

"Your hair used to be here." He raised his hand and stroked the side of my face, and the warm touch stunned both of us for a moment.

I looked up at him, and this time he didn't avoid my gaze, and his green eyes looked at me seriously.