Seeing each other, Yu Ye really wanted to, just seeing each other once.

Because there are many things in the world that the Internet cannot do for you.Human beings need to meet to feel the real heartbeat and body temperature; and Yu Yehao also needs to meet to confirm whether he wants Zhu Qingqing to be well forever, or only when he is the best.

He turned his eyes to the graffiti photo of Xiang Kongshan again, with red eyes, raised his hand to take it off the corner of the table, and wiped the black marks left by the oil-based pen on it with his hand.Soon, Xiang Kongshan's handsome but slightly indifferent face in the photo became dirty and black, and his own fingers were also stained with some gray and black oil stains; but he didn't seem to notice it. He wiped his face with his hands, and wiped his face again.

Yu Yehao's tears kept falling, washing his face and the face of the person in the photo into gray and white strips. He cried very hard, but he didn't make a sound at all, and didn't even disturb Yu Xinzhi and Ye Xin who were separated by a wall; This is the case, I am really wronged to the extreme, but I don't want to be known by others at all.

The mobile phone is still on the table, quietly, and has not turned on yet.But he did not blindly wait for Zhu Qingqing's reply. Instead, during the time gap that was shelved, he repeatedly asked himself: If this kind of mutual love with Zhu Qingqing is not considered true love, neither is liking her. If he really likes him, is it also possible that his judgment of Xiang Kongshan's feelings will be wrong?

Yu Yehao no longer believed in any of his choices, but thought: Why Xiang Kongshan, how could it be him?

That was the person he hated the most, the person he said he would never like, and... a man.

However, he really developed an undue desire for exclusive possession of such a person. This person made his shallow fantasies about love concrete, and even made him dare not search for the source at this time. What is the memory? In which day and at which second, the original relationship changed, giving birth to such a shocking feeling.

Yu Yehao used to be brave, but now he is really cowardly. Even though he is only one step away from opening the door, he is still hesitating, not daring to approach it.

With a "beep", a notification sound came from the mobile phone on the table. He hesitated to pick it up to look at it, but found that Zhu Qingqing replied to him: [Not yet, okay, it's not the right time yet. ]

opportunity?So what is the right time?

Is it the right time to wait until the chicken has finished pecking the rice, the dog has finished licking the dough, the fire has blown the lock, and he has changed from a boy of seventeen or eighteen to an old man of seven or eighty?

Yu Yehao looked at the text message from Zhu Qingqing. The other party's tone was soft and doting, no different from usual.But now he wants to see more than this. Zhu Qingqing is the last straw he can grasp, so that he can not be crushed by the surging guilt and fear. He is a coward. I want to get back on track and go back to the bright road.

Because he should be like this, always be No.1, have a well-regulated life, always be outstanding and dazzling, and make all choices that meet social expectations.

if you can.

Yu Ye really thought, if he could see Zhu Qingqing, if he could go all the way to the future with Zhu Qingqing smoothly, he would keep a distance from Xiang Kongshan; because people's passion is always limited, give up a person who maybe liked when he was young. People are the price he pays for being a normal person.

It doesn't matter, there is always a price for doing anything in the world, he is just unlucky and happens to pay more than others.

Yu Yehao thought about it, but his vision became more and more blurred, and he shed two lines of tears while trembling.

[When is it? ] He replied, [Qingqing, what timing do you want? ]

After sending this sentence, he stared at the dialog box without blinking. Although his eyes were sore from tears, he was still stubborn, as if as long as he looked at it like this, there would be nothing he didn't want to see. machine.

But the other party's "typing" lasted for a long time, and finally said: [Wait until... wait until you are busy with this paragraph, okay?Don't be angry, it's not that I don't want to see you, but you have other things to do, don't be distracted by such things. ]

At the far end of Qinggang Street, Xiang Kongshan looked out the window at the dark night, and slowly closed his eyes.

This day will always come, the company and snuggle he cheated by relying on lies and Yu Yehao's ignorance of feelings is finally coming to an end, and there is no way to delay it with any excuse.

The decent Mr. Xiang Kongshan is not decent now, he tried his best to stay one more day, and even thought, if he could go back to the past——

never mind.He suddenly thought again, what to do in the past, to end everything on the first day?Then he doesn't even have this memory. The good fate between him and Yu Ye started with a mistake, like a deliberate joke made by God, and it happened strictly following the fallacy from the beginning to the end. If everything ends at the very beginning , then not only hate, but even love are gone.

[Okay, I...] I don't know what kind of mentality Xiang Kongshan used to write this sentence. Facing this ending that he hoped would never come but finally came, [I will go to you when the work at hand is finished.] See you, I promise. ]

Sensing Yu Yehao's mood swings, he even took the initiative to make a voice call.

Yu Yehao sniffed his nose and picked it up. At the very beginning, he heard the sound of overturning heavy objects in a hurry, and then all the sounds stopped, followed by the fragmented erhu tune.

Yu Ye really didn't know how to appreciate this kind of musical instrument, but the timbre of this instrument was so fucking in line with his state of mind, he couldn't help crying in the sizzling voice: "Qingqing, I'm sorry Qingqing, I'm really sorry. "

The voice over there suddenly stopped, and then he heard a very light sigh.

Yu Yehao cried even harder, he thought, what a bastard he is, he can even hear Xiang Kongshan's tone from a sigh, he is really a volatile villain.

[Okay, don't cry, no matter what happens in the future, you will always be my only audience. ]

Such a sentence suddenly appeared on the phone, but Yu Ye was so emotionally crying that he didn't see it.

It was as if a heavy feeling was scattered in the wind, and no one responded from the beginning to the end.

Yu Ye was so dazed that he didn't even know what time he fell asleep; the next day, he went to school again with a pair of peach eyes.

Yu Kangzhe also came very early, as soon as he entered the door, he made a fuss and squeaked towards his seat, but when he came to a sudden stop in front of him, he was obviously shocked by his eyes: "My brother, Did you go up the mountain to dig out the beehive?"

Yu Ye was in no mood to be poor with him, and opened his mouth in a hoarse voice: "I'm fine."

Yu Kangzhe was even more shocked: "Do you look okay?"

Yu Ye turned around and ignored him, so Yu Kangzhe stuck around for a while, then handed over a thermos and said, "My mother's stewed pears with rock sugar are just for you to drink."

Yu Kangzhe seemed to have noticed something, and never talked about the previous topic, but Yu Yehao didn't care about it at this time, so he let him go.

The former only talked about giving him eyedrops, stared at him after drinking a whole glass of rock sugar pears, then sat back, and then said casually: "Brother, take care of everything, just follow me if you have anything to do." I said."

Just this one sentence made Yu Yehao feel like crying again. He let out a muffled "hmm" and waited until lunch time to hear Yu Kangzhe ask in a roundabout way: "Are you unhappy? Are you with someone, Did Xiang Kongshan have a conflict?"

Yu Ye was so breathless that his hand holding the chopsticks froze in the air, and it took him a long time to whisper, "No, I'm really fine."

"Really?" Yu Kangzhe pawed at his empty bowl again in doubt, and didn't think about the other party's mysterious girlfriend at all, but turned around and thought of the endless words that Yu Yehao sent to him, Then he thought about it and asked again, "Then the question is too difficult?... I'm not talking about you, brother, let's do the question, and we can't take advantage of this kind of horniness."

"Yu Kangzhe," Yu Yehao suddenly raised his head to look at him, his eyes were red, and asked in a low voice, "What does it feel like to like someone?"

"Ah?" Yu Kangzhe was stunned, and wanted to say that he didn't understand, but seeing Yu Ye's good expression, he didn't dare to say that, so he tried to say something that everyone knew, "I don't really understand either. But from my mother For the TV series you watch, you should want to see her every day, and you are not happy when she plays with other people, and you want to be nice to her, especially nice."

"That's it," Yu Yehao lowered his head, seemed to smile, and went to pick up the rice in the bowl, but he didn't eat a few mouthfuls, a tear fell into the bowl, "I see."

For the next time, despite Yu Kangzhe racking his brains, the other party never mentioned this matter again, and he was listless until after school.Seeing that all the students were about to leave, and only those who needed tutoring were left, he had no choice but to pick up his schoolbag first, hesitantly glanced at Yu Yehao who was in a daze, and walked out the door, just as he saw Xiang Kongshan carrying his schoolbag to this side Let's go, the bag is rarely bulging, and I don't know what it contains.

Yu Kangzhe didn't care, stood in the corner and waved to him: "Xiang Kongshan! Here!"

When the latter came up to him, he lowered his voice and said worriedly: "Okay, I'm not very happy today, don't be stubborn with him, let him go, okay?"

Xiang Kongshan looked unsurprised, and his face seemed no stronger than Yu Ye's. He said, "I see."

Yu Kangzhe watched him walk into the classroom, feeling rather strange: what expressions do these two people have?Why do they all run away with their wives?

He took one last worried look at the classroom and finally went home.

On the other hand, when Xiang Kongshan entered the classroom, he first saw Yu Yehao curled up on the seat, he paused, his Adam's apple rolled, and then walked over slowly, wanting to sit down beside him; but Yu Yehao suddenly stretched out his hand, Stumbled and said: "You, don't sit here, I have an appointment with Peier, and I will sit with him today."

"...Okay." Xiang Kongshan glanced at his red eyes, and finally said nothing, and obediently sat in the seat before Pei Er.

Everyone arrived soon, and Yu Yehao never looked back at him from the beginning to the end.

"Hi Yu Ye," Xiang Kongshan suddenly called him from behind, "Do you have a sore throat? I brought pear soup today, would you like some? I see that your eyes are also red, do you need some eye drops?"

Yu Yehao wanted to cry again, but he still didn't look back, and said softly, "No, thanks, thank you."

Think about it carefully, why am I such a person, Xiang Kongshan is so kind to him, but he is thinking about such dirty things, if Xiang Kongshan finds out, the other party will definitely not want to be friends with him anymore.

He was so nervous and sad that he was thinking wildly, he didn't notice that Xiang Kongshan behind him was silent for a long time, the corners of his lips curled up like self-deprecating, and he stuffed a full glass of pear water into his schoolbag.

Before coming here, he thought of countless reasons to rationalize this cup of tea that was like giving charcoal in the snow, so that his feelings that had already begun to count down could leave more memories for him to speculate on in the years to come alone. ; but he didn't expect that in fact, there was no need to think of any excuses——

How could he have forgotten that Yu Yehao didn't want anything from Xiangkong Mountain from the very beginning.

The author has something to say:

I’ll give you one first, and if you have any reading discomfort, you can scold me. Although I often joked before, our brother Shan is really not a scumbag!

I'm sorry, if you really don't enjoy reading it, then I apologize to everyone in advance, I love every little treasure, and any comments are accepted! (Actually, I was too nervous to read the comment section

[ps, Brother Shan’s pear soup was not wasted, it all went into my sister’s stomach, I don’t know why I emphasize this, maybe because the focus of the rice bucket is relatively strange

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