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It was the end of the term in a blink of an eye, and the old electric fans in the classroom were spinning fast and dutifully, but they couldn't stop the pervasive heat.The people in the classroom bound by the final exam were sweating profusely, and there were waves of tide where the chairs met the fabric of the trousers, but no one dared to waste even a second of time fanning themselves.

The tenacity, drive, silence and restlessness of the teenagers are the strongest vivid colors in midsummer.

Fang Zhi paid attention to the time when he stopped writing. There were still more than ten minutes left. He confirmed that there was enough time to check the test papers. He raised his eyes and looked at Xu Xie who was sitting at the top of the first row in the classroom—that was the grade during the qualifying exam. The number one position, in the past and the occasional rotation, in their current session, it has become the exclusive throne of Mr. Xu.

Fang Zhi used to take the exam in the second class, but in the last monthly exam, his Chinese score soared by [-] points, and it was this [-] points that made him squeeze into the last class of the exam room.

One of them is at the other end of the classroom, and the other is at the back door of the classroom, forming a perfect diagonal line.

Fang Zhi squinted and flicked the pen, gestured the distance between him and Xu Xie, and realized that the shortest straight line between two points was also a bit too long.

His gaze continued to inspect the remaining [-] or so people in the classroom, and their positions connected to form several curved curves, which indicated that his road to catch up with Xu Xie in the next year would be difficult and long.

Yes, he wanted to catch up with Xu Xie.

It's not that I want to take his first place, but I just want to shorten the distance between myself and him, so that I can have more confidence to express my heart to him when I graduate.

...It is better to be admitted to Z University with him more confidently.

Fang Zhi's performance in the monthly exam last month barely missed the admission cutoff for Z University this year, by one point.

Xu is different. The last monthly exam score was more than 20 points higher than the cut-off mark. Keeping this score is not a surprise, and it is appropriate to go to Z University.

Thinking of this, Fang Zhi retracted his twirling pen depressedly, lowered his head and began to check his test paper.

The next day, with the end of the last exam, the students ushered in a 20-day summer vacation.

Before the crowd howled, Lao Du blocked their mouths: "You can just be content, they will take ten days of high temperature vacation in the first middle school, you are very happy."

After all, they were going to be promoted to a third grade, and no matter how unwilling they were, they knew the seriousness. They skipped the topic after muttering for a while, waiting for the teacher to hand out the test papers while clamoring to pack things.

The humanity of No. [-] Middle School is reflected at this time. In view of the high school seniors who have to squeeze time to go to the bathroom when they go back to school, the school decided to reduce the burden on the second year of senior high school this summer. .

This Coke spoiled all the fun-loving ones. Across most of the classroom, Fang Zhi could clearly hear that Jiang An had already started a one-sided discussion with Yan Qing about going to the beach.

Fang Zhi rubbed the weightless stack of test papers beside his hands - he could finish writing this stuff in at most three days.

Then for the remaining seventeen days... a trip seems to be a good idea.

As for traveling companions...

Taking advantage of Lao Du on the podium being booed by people to find out if he has found a partner, Fang Zhi quietly took out his mobile phone to send a message to Xu Xie.

[FZ.]: How about traveling in summer vacation?

There was no reply for a long time.

Until Fang Zhi was about to go back to the dormitory to pack his things, the phone didn't receive a reminder of the message reply.

Through the phone screen, he tapped Xu Xie's panda WeChat profile picture that had not been moved for a long time with the tip of his index finger, changed his pace, and transferred to the first class of the second year of high school.

School holidays are like letting the animals out of the cage. As early as the teacher announced that they could leave school, they ran in small groups.Fang Zhi stayed for a while longer because Fang Haisheng said that he would be late to pick him up from school.

At this moment, the entire teaching building is empty, and Fang Zhi even has the illusion that he can hear the echo of his footsteps as he walks among them.

He stood at the door of Class [-] classroom and peeked in, but he didn't see Xu Xie.

Just at this moment, Fang Haisheng sent a message asking him if he would like to help pack his things.

Fang Zhi hurried to the dormitory while replying to the message——

Since there is no one in the classroom, it is likely to be in the dormitory.

But when Fang Zhi rushed back to 314 out of breath, what he faced was the empty room and the bed that Xu Xie had already made.

The soft black and white checkered bedding was taken away, leaving only a narrow bed made of a few thin wooden strips.

Fang Zhi stood in a daze among the intertwined light and shadow, feeling lost for no reason.He rushed into the bathroom again, and the toothbrush, toothbrush, towel and soap that belonged to another person were all gone.

Xu just left without saying a word, not even saying hello.

Fang Zhi was silent for a moment, then sent another message to Xu Xie.

[FZ.]: Are you leaving?home?

The fingers hovered on the typing keyboard for a moment, but finally did not press down.

He originally wanted to ask why the other party didn't tell him, but after thinking about it, he felt that he was being hypocritical - he was his friend, so why should he report everything to him?

It's me, and I have other thoughts in my heart, so I feel that I should be special from others.

Bandit logic.

So in order not to look like a "bandit", Fang Zhi and Xu Xie restrained themselves every time they chatted.

It took a long time before there was a reply to the previous message.

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[Brother Xu]: If there is something urgent, I will leave first, I forgot to tell you.

[Big Brother Xu]: I’ve already gone home.

[Big brother Xu]: I've been a little busy recently.

At that time, Fang Zhi was paralyzed on the sofa and stroking the cat. After receiving the reply reminder from the message, he immediately sat up straight and checked the message. As a result, he saw the last sentence of rejection in disguise at first glance.

He knew that Xu Xie's daily life was different from his, and thought that he should be busy because of his part-time job, so he didn't ask any further questions, and replied "yes" to show that he understood.

After that, the two chatted on WeChat every day, with a high frequency, but not much, and every time it ended with Xu Xie saying goodbye in a hurry.

Fang Zhi didn't think much at first, until one day the voice call between the two was interrupted due to a signal problem, and Fang Zhi accidentally pressed the video call when he called again. When he realized it, Xu Xie's face had already appeared on the screen.

With just one glance, he was stunned.

In just a few days, the young man's face became quite haggard.The fundus of the eyes is blue, the pupils are dull, and the corners of the eyes are drooping listlessly. Further down, there is a conspicuous large acne at the corner of the mouth, and some stubbles grow on the chin. The whole person looks tired and depressed.

When Xu Xie realized that she was answering the video, she immediately hung up.

But Fang Zhi still saw the environment he was in clearly.

The infusion stand, the nurses coming and going, and the big red characters "emergency" pasted on the door and window glass.

……Hospital.

The moment the video hung up, Fang Zhi sent the other party a message without hesitation.

[FZ.]: What are you doing in the hospital?

[FZ.]: Sick?injured?

[FZ.]: Don't play dead, I'll give you five seconds to answer.

Xu Xieka replied at the last moment of the time limit.

[Big brother Xu]: A little bit of heat stroke.

The boy's questioning followed closely behind.

[FZ.]: Didn't you help that little girl named Wang Ziran with tutoring?How can you get heatstroke?Not indoors?

[FZ.]: What's the matter with you?

The young boy's concern was aggressive, Xu Xie chuckled, and slowly relaxed the nerves that had been tense for several days.He twisted his shoulders, stretched his stiff shoulder and neck muscles, leaned on the back of the row of chairs in the hospital for people to rest, and replied to Fang Zhi's message with a smile in his eyes.

[Big brother Xu]: Students need to reduce their burden, and the industry is in recession after class, so I resigned.

The other party was silent for a while, and the "The other party is typing" on the top of the page appeared and disappeared several times. Finally, Xu Xie received his reply.

[FZ.]: I don't want to reduce the burden, so you can give me tutoring.

[FZ.]: I will double what others give.

The olive branch offered by the young boy was not accepted by the other party.

The screen turned on for a while and then turned off lonely. Brother Xu once again left without saying goodbye on WeChat.

Fang Zhi stared blankly at the pitch-black phone screen in a daze, and after a few seconds, he trembled slightly as if suddenly returning to his senses.He hurriedly turned on his phone, found Lin Yufeng's WeChat and sent him a message.

[FZ.]: Do you know that Xu Xie is in the hospital?

Fang Zhi knew how treacherous Xu Xie's mouth was, so he was careful not to tell what Xu Xie said about his heatstroke.

To put it bluntly, he just didn't trust Xu Xie.

Sure enough, Lin Yufeng on the opposite side exposed Xu Xie's lie with a single sentence.

[Lin Yufeng]: I know, his mother was in a car accident and he was taking care of him in the hospital. I was the one who called him that day.

Xie Wen lay on her back on the hospital bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling in a daze, feeling her body inch by inch.

Face, neck, ribcage, shoulders, arms... all the way down to calves.

Fortunately, they are all there.Except for the dull pain spreading from the joints and the intense tingling pain that seemed to burst from the depths of the brain, there was no other discomfort.

Stimulated by the headache, the delirious mind vaguely recalled a few episodes before the car accident.

Xu Xie was on vacation at the end of the term that day, and she wanted to pick him up from school on a whim, so she packed up her things and went downstairs, planning to hail a taxi and go to No. [-] Middle School.

She is not in good health and stays indoors all year round, so when she was exposed to the scorching sun for a moment, she was caught off guard by the dizziness that hit her for a moment, and she was already standing in the middle of the road while she was able to stabilize her figure .

Immediately afterwards, a fast-moving car arrived in front of her in an instant with the harsh sound of brakes.

Bloody, the driver who got out of the car in a panic, the onlookers who approached but didn't dare to get too close... There was a lot of commotion, all kinds of things, everything suddenly came into her sight.

But she couldn't tell what was what.The short-term blindness caused by the strong impact made her eyes covered with snowflakes, and the objects with strong colors fell into the eyes, but they were just a bunch of blurred color blocks.

She saw Xu Likai's tombstone in such a messy and colorful world.

So in an instant, fear created a clear light in the drowsy consciousness.She struggled to raise her head and looked around, wanting to see the parasite that she had been tied in her hands all the time, representing that she would never be abandoned.

It's a pity that it didn't take long for her to hold on, and she was stimulated by the pain all over her body and passed out.

The memory came to an abrupt end, but the bewilderment at that time seemed to be torn out of the memory, instantly crawling over her nerves.She turned her neck with difficulty, and her eyes moved around as flexibly as she could, trying to find the person she was thinking of. Xie pushed the door open and entered.

The two stared at each other for a while, and Xie Wen broke the silence first.She raised her hand slightly, her fingers twitched and curled up, signaling Xu Xie to walk over.

The other party understood her instructions, stepped forward and gently held her somewhat cold hand, and kept looking at her eyes that blinked lightly from time to time, lest if he didn't pay attention, those eyes would never open again.

Time went back to the day of the holiday, when he received a call from Lin Yufeng, his brain went blank on the spot, and he didn't even know how he got out of the classroom and rushed to the hospital.

Lin Yufeng was waiting for him at the entrance of the hospital early on, and seemed to have said a lot in his ears, but he had some tinnitus, and rushed to the hospital when he heard the words "emergency room" sporadically.

He ran wildly for a while, and even signed a critical illness notice during the period.

With trembling hands, she dropped the tip of the pen. For the first time, Xu Xie deeply realized the fact that she was old enough to sign the critical illness notice.

I don't know how long it took to endure the hardship outside the rescue room until I was told that Xie Wen's life was not in danger, and Xu Xie's beating heart that had lost its rhythm gradually calmed down, and the messy and bad thoughts in his head slowly stopped .

Lin Yufeng went to help with the hospitalization procedures, and Xu Xie slumped on the seat with cold hands and feet to relax.After a few minutes of delay, the brain that was occupied by Xie Wen's car accident remembered to do other things.

He took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat, the first thing he saw was a message from the top boy.

He patiently replied to the other party's message, then scrolled down, and saw the message from Fang Zhi half an hour earlier in the old Zhou.

[Old Zhou]: I packed up all your school things for you.

[Old Zhou]: Let it go to my house first, come and get it when you are free.

It was followed by several "the other party withdrew a message".

Xu Xie knew what Madam Zhou was thinking.He probably wanted to ask about the current situation, but considering Xu Xie's mood, he didn't dare to ask, so he repeated it for a long time without asking anything.

Xu Xie consciously explained the current situation to him clearly, then replied to the scattered greetings and concerns sent by several classmates, and finally returned to the chat interface with Fang Zhi.

The little boy replied with a dry "OK" and there was no more to say.

He raised and lowered his fingers several times, but in the end he didn't send anything.

That's it, just go to the end, take it in and out, there is no reason for the things that have been decided to be shaken every time.Just like his reasons for rejecting Fang Zhi's travel invitation, he was very busy with a lot of things, and he didn't have time to think about things related to feelings.

... There is no reason to pull Fang Zhi into this dark world of his own.

He lay flat on his back on the seat, staring straight at the white light above his head, until his eyes were sore and he squeezed out a few tears physiologically, then he looked away, sighed slightly, and got up to look for Lin Yu. wind.

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