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"Holding the test paper for so long...does your stomach hurt again?"

Jiang An leaned against the classroom window, and finally saw Fang Zhi's limping figure appearing at the stairs with 2 minutes left for class.

He greeted Fang Zhi anxiously, and supported Fang Zhi's crumbling body: "What are you doing when you come back? You should go directly to the infirmary."

Fang Zhi raised his eyebrows and glanced at Jiang An from under his bangs drooping due to sweat: "Far away."

"Where is it far? Why don't you just come out of the dormitory and turn around?"

Fang Zhi was so uncomfortable that the root of his tongue was sore, his head was dizzy, and Jiang An's voice seemed to be separated by a layer of cotton, so he couldn't hear clearly.He didn't want to stand at the door with Jiang An and blow the northwest wind, so he pushed him away and walked back to his seat. After sitting down, he lay down on the table without moving.

The class bell rang suddenly accompanied by the sound of electric current.

Xu Dai and English teacher Zhao Shishi stepped on the bell and walked into the classroom.

"The bell is ringing, what are you doing?" Zhao Shishi stepped on her high heels, frowning and asked Xu Dai who was hurrying to her seat.

Xu Dai's expression froze, he glanced at Fang Zhi in embarrassment, and then replied, "Sister Shishi, I'm moving to the dormitory, and I just went to pack my things."

"What kind of dormitory do you want to move..." Zhao Shishi muttered in a low voice, and then waved her hand to signal him to return to his seat quickly.

The aftertaste of the hustle and bustle between classes gradually calmed down in the suddenly quiet atmosphere.

Zhao Shishi twitched her fingers and tapped on the table lightly until the boys in the last few rows stopped whispering before she coughed lightly and said, "Yesterday I handed out a test paper with 150 multiple-choice questions, all of which are basic questions. , No one with a full score, only one with a score of 145 and above, I won’t talk about those who use ABACD routines to fool me, I will focus on our No.1 in the preliminary math competition, Fang Zhi.”

As soon as the words fell, a few eyes of unknown meaning fell on Fang Zhi who was slowly sitting up straight.

Almost everyone in Puyang No. [-] Middle School knew that Fang Zhi, a classmate in Class [-], was a prodigy. His math was rigorous and powerful, but his English was so sloppy and casual.The famous incident was a monthly exam in the first year of high school. Fang Zhi wrote a large D in the reading comprehension question with only three options, ABC, which caused Zhao Shishi to be furious overnight, and posted the "rebellious" test paper on the school announcement At the very center of the column, public executions were carried out, public humiliation was carried out, and all students were warned: Please use your brains if you do anything wrong, and don’t treat the teacher as a fool.

The test papers were not anonymous, so on that day, everyone knew that the name of this warrior who treated his teacher like a fool was Fang Zhi.

However, the more coquettish operation is yet to come.

That month's mathematics exam papers were jointly produced by the four major universities. The questions were novel and difficult. Not many people completed all the questions in the first grade.Under such circumstances, Fang Zhi's math test paper with a high score of 142 was quietly posted on the bulletin board, and it was posted next to his English test paper in a grand manner.

Extremely provocative.

Since then, student Fang Zhi has been known throughout the school as "a cripple who deviates from subjects".

The crippled Fang Zhi stared at Zhao Shishi indifferently at this moment, and said after thinking for a while, "I think I'm serious about writing this time."

"..." Zhao Shishi gave him a loveless look, "It's very serious, and I wrote the math draft on the English test paper seriously. I asked your math teacher specifically, and the steps are correct. Congratulations. "

"puff."

After a long period of silence, someone couldn't hold back a laugh, which instantly ignited the laughter of the whole class, and the noisy laughter suddenly rang out.

"Okay, okay, if you are as good at math as he is, then no matter how poor your English is, you Lao Du will protect you." Zhao Shishi waved her hand, signaling for everyone to be quiet, "Everyone study hard."

Lao Du, the homeroom teacher and math teacher of Class [-] and [-] in high school, is an older unmarried middle-aged man with a violent temper. He likes Fang Zhi's likes regardless of black and white.

Fang Zhi heard the sarcasm in Zhao Shishi's tone, and calmly turned his gaze out of the window.

The sharp pain in the stomach continued, and the senses that had just recovered for a moment were immediately brought back into the chaotic and blurry state by a sharp pain, followed by a dusty memory.

Fang Zhi was kidnapped when he was 12 years old.

The other party claimed to be his biological father. Because he had no money to spend, he kidnapped him and wanted to use him as a bargaining chip to ask his mother for a ransom.

12-year-old Fang Zhi was thrown into a dilapidated and gloomy room when his mind was still blank.

He was not interested in knowing the grievances and grievances between the previous generation, but he couldn't stop the drunken chatter of the kidnapper man.

"Your mother is a slut! I went to do a temporary job on the construction site that day, and when I got home, I saw it, hey! The daughter-in-law is gone, and the son is gone!"

The man smelled of alcohol, squinted his eyes and looked at the dirty-faced child who was chained to the corner of the room by him with a dog chain.

"Do you know how long I've been looking for you? Ah? Your name wasn't Fang Zhi, what a shit name! Your name is Zhao Xiong! You're my son, Zhao Jianxing! Damn it! Slut! If I hadn't accompanied you last time That son of a bitch at the construction site went to that shitty company and saw your mother, that bitch, and I will never get my son back for the rest of my life!"

These words are often accompanied by the man's fist hitting Fang Zhi's body, carrying so many years of anger and resentment.

Fang Zhi didn't want to believe every word the man said, but it was the only bloody fact that could explain why he was in such a predicament.

Fang Haiwen said that Fang Zhi has a calm and self-restraint that does not belong to his age group. At best, he is sensible, but at worst, he is withdrawn, cold-hearted and indifferent, as if he is not familiar with him.

Therefore, even if he was kidnapped, Fang Zhi's performance was not crying or panicking, but he even knew how to deal with Zhao Jianxing and inquire about the situation outside when he was calm.

"Your mother? Tch! That bastard is crying and going to call the police, but your father who has been shouting for so many years stopped you." Zhao Jianxing threw a peanut into his mouth, and looked indifferently at the corner squatting in the corner. Fang Zhi suddenly became interested, "Hey, I think they both have a kid? Then you don't look like an outsider in their house?"

Fang Zhi, who had been turning a deaf ear to the man's chatter, suddenly widened his eyes and looked at Zhao Jianxing fiercely.

Zhao Jianxing is used to seeing the indifference on this little brat's face these days, and he doesn't necessarily have any painful expression on his face when he scolds him. At this moment, he felt that it was funny to be stared at by him, so he staggered up to Fang Zhi, pinched him Looking at his sunken cheeks due to torture, a vicious and excited light burst out in his eyes: "You are an outsider, no one loves you and no one loves you. Do you really think that your stupid old lady likes you? She has loved you for a long time. Such a brat is getting impatient! Because of you, she has been stared at in her current home, and she wishes you would be killed by me quickly!"

While talking, Zhao Jianxing slapped Fang Zhi's face maliciously with his hand, feeling his struggle, and finally revealed a look of fear on his face, Zhao Jianxing felt unprecedented excitement.

"You have been abandoned by her! She doesn't need you anymore!" Zhao Jianxing's expression became more and more crazy, and the corners of his eyes were also stained red because of the sudden excitement.His hands tightened tighter and tighter. When he saw Fang Zhi's tears due to the intense physical pain and discomfort, he suddenly thought of the helplessness and panic when he found out that he was abandoned by his wife and children.

It's great that someone feels the same way as him, sharing the pain of being abandoned and the helplessness of not being loved.

Zhao Jianxing fell into an extreme excitement for a moment.

He widened his blood-red eyes, and squeezed his subordinate's neck more and more tightly, as if he wanted to extract the excitement from the little boy in front of him in this way.

"You are just like me, no one wants you! Do you know how many days you were tied up by me? Five days! A full five days! If that bitch cared about you, why didn't he fart for so long?"

Fang Zhi was pinched so hard that he couldn't speak, and the man's uncontrollable roar could be heard in his ears.He managed to stay awake in the chaos, asking himself over and over again, is this so?Is what he said true?If it's not true, why hasn't anyone come to rescue me until now?

He was very tired, his ears were buzzing, everything around him became illusory and distorted, the man's terrifying expression and the pain from the wound on his body tore his nerves, so everything suddenly became uncontrollable.The emotions that he had been suppressing for the past few days, whether it was fear or hatred, burst out all of a sudden, breaking his already fragile rational nerves.

He heard the rattle of the dog chain tied around his neck, the man's screams and messy footsteps gradually faded away with the smell of blood in his mouth, like a dream that was too absurd to linger on.

When he regained his senses, the first thing he saw was that his face was covered in blood, and Zhao Jianxing, who didn't know where he had bitten him so much blood, was escorted into a police car by several policemen.

The crowd was bustling with noisy voices. In the chaos, Fang Zhi saw Fang Haiwen who was standing ten steps away from him. cloud kite.

Liu Yunyuan was trembling, as if she had seen something that frightened her, so she could only hide in Fang Haiwen's arms to find some comfort.

Fang Zhi was only 12 years old after all.The moment he saw his dear ones, his calmness when facing Zhao Jianxing suddenly shattered, and the grievance and fear in his heart surged in an instant.

His neck was worn out by the dog chain, and the slightest movement caused severe pain, and his throat was also injured.But Fang Zhi didn't care about the pain at the moment, and while calling his mother in a hoarse voice, he staggered and ran towards Liu Yunyuan.

Almost, almost, as long as the past, as long as buried in that embrace, all...

"do not come!"

A shout suddenly sounded.

Fang Zhi was stunned.

At this moment when Liu Yunyuan scolded him and stopped him, he still had an expression of grievance and sadness on his face, and the tear stains on his cheeks appeared and disappeared under the alternating light of red and blue lights.

The air froze for a moment, and after a while, Fang Zhi, who was stiff in place, saw Fang Haiwen pat Liu Yunyuan's back comfortingly, muttered a few times, and then slowly uttered a few words: "Your mother is scared, you First... don't come here."

What do you mean?

Fang Zhi hadn't recovered from the huge mood swings, and stared at Fang Haiwen in a daze.

There was no usual smile on the tall man's face, and the straight corners of his mouth indicated that he was not in a good mood.

He looked indifferently at the half-grown boy standing a few steps away from him: "I'll take your mother home first."

Then, the man supported Liu Yunyuan, who seemed to be very weak, turned and left.

From the beginning to the end, Liu Yunyuan didn't even give Fang Zhi a look except for that "don't come here" that trembled as if her liver and gallbladder were bursting.

what happened?why did you leave?what about me?what should I do?what do I do?

Fang Zhi froze in place alone, the sudden joy in his heart when he saw his mother dissipated without a trace, only doubts and troubles filled his thoughts like a rising tide.

A female police officer who stood behind him and witnessed the whole process felt a little prickly in her heart. Looking at the dirty little boy who had been tortured to such an extent, her nose couldn't help but start to feel sore.

When they arrived with their people, what they saw was the boy with a dog leash tied around his neck, with bloodshot eyes, biting the man's nose fiercely.

All the policemen present were startled, and they hurriedly stepped forward to separate them. They couldn't help but gasped when they saw the boy covered in bruises all over his body.

However, when the woman who claimed to be the boy's mother arrived at the scene, she saw the boy as if she had seen something terrifying. She called out "monster" in a high-pitched voice, and then buried herself in the arms of the accompanying man. I can't move.

These were all Fang Zhi came to the police station to take notes later, and pieced together from the fragmentary sentences discussed by the police.

He lowered his head, unconsciously picking at the scabs on his hands, and finally figured out why Liu Yunyuan has been deliberately avoiding him since he was rescued, and even asked Fang Haiwen to be a lobbyist and asked him to go outside alone live.

"Her mental state has not been very good since that day." When Fang Zhi questioned the man who accompanied him, the middle-aged man whom he had called "Dad" for more than ten years took a puff of cigarette silently. The voice was hoarse, "Zhao Jianxing is not a good person. I remember that when your mother found me in her arms, she was skinny, with scars all over her body and face."

"When I first met her, she was not so emaciated. Although she looked malnourished, she had a smile on her face."

Recalling the memories of more than ten years ago, this man who had always been gentle in Fang Zhi's eyes had an expression similar to hatred: "Zhao Jianxing, he is a beast, and you are the blood of that beast."

Fang Zhi paused, and then indifferently met Shang Haiwen's fierce eyes that suddenly turned to him.

"Do you know how disgusting I am with you? Every time I see you, I think of Yun Yuan's suffering. You are a burden, a shackle, and you can't go anywhere if you lock her by Zhao Jianxing's side. I wanted to put her You were sent to the orphanage, but Yunyuan didn't want to."

Fang Haiwen stared at Fang Zhi, and then lowered his eyes after a long time, and sighed heavily: "Actually, she is quite afraid of you. You are Zhao Jianxing's son. You are superstitious, that is, his genes are engraved in your bones, who knows Will you become the second Zhao Jianxing and ruin her life again. But you are her son, a piece of flesh that fell from her body, and she doesn't want to see you suffer."

"But you see, it turns out that you and Zhao Jianxing are the same way." Fang Haiwen threw away the burnt cigarette butt between his fingers, and crushed it with his foot. When the little spark turned into ashes and was buried in the dust, he felt strangely Feeling a sense of pleasure, "The tyrannical gene is in your bones, let Yun Yuan see it, you have nothing to quibble about."

"She actually wanted to abandon you a long time ago."

Dead silence.

The bright lights inside the police station couldn't reach the corner alley here, so in the shadows, the half-grown boy's tears rolled down his face silently.

He was dropped.

He finally knew all the truth after more than ten years, and finally realized very clearly that he was an existence that had never been expected.