are you a clown

The postgraduate dormitory of the Faculty of Arts and Sciences of ×× University.

Irregular black skirt, tie sweater, Er Jiasi looked at her clothes in the mirror, and helped the woolen beret on her head.

All black.It's like going to someone's funeral.

"If you go to the cafeteria to eat, remember to bring me a copy." The roommate who was still on the bed turned over when he heard the movement.

During the Chinese New Year this year, in the dormitory, apart from Er Jiasi, who is preparing for the next year's law exam, there is only one roommate who is an intern at a law firm, and she is also the woman of the couple who went to the coffee shop together last time, but she really can't handle the workload at the end of the year. , I resigned a few days ago and is currently staying in the dormitory. These days, Er Jiasi is 24 hours a day, and about [-] hours will be with each other.

"I'm not going to the cafeteria." Er Jiasi looked at himself in the mirror, turned to the left and then to the right.

"Okay, just remember to bring me food anyway." When the roommate replied, he turned over again.

"I won't be back at noon."

"I may not be able to get up at noon. I played with baboons last night, and I was exhausted from playing the zero-type book."

"I may not be able to return to the dormitory until around twelve o'clock in the evening." If Er Jiasi remembered correctly, the coffee shop closed at eleven o'clock in the evening.

Er Jiasi's words were like some kind of depth bomb. When the roommate heard the words, she immediately lifted the quilt, got up from the bed, grabbed the guardrail of the bed, and stared at her: "You're going downstairs again!" Do you keep it?"

"No." Er Jiasi knew who the roommate was referring to, but not this time.

"If it rains again, I won't pick you up again."

"I have an umbrella." Er Jiasi looked at the transparent long-handled umbrella hanging on the side of the closet, and held it very lightly in his hand.

"Is this the one you brought back last time?"

"Ah."

"It really doesn't taste like yours. You don't even have a logo... But I was wondering, you had an umbrella last time, how could you still drench yourself like that."

"Because I got the umbrella later."

"Behind?" The roommate suddenly thought of the man who left her and her boyfriend at the coffee shop Er Jiasi to strike up a conversation, so she couldn't help thinking, "The coffee shop..."

Er Jiasi didn't say a word, and she didn't plan to say anything about going to the coffee shop.After all, there is love about oneself, not every paragraph must be known to others.

"It's really up to you if you're a female university. Anyway, no matter what happens, remember to call me when the time comes, roommate. Although I can't help much, I can still do things to help."

"Ah."

Erjiasi is always like this, no matter how much he puts his warm face on, what he gets in exchange is such a neither salty nor bland, lukewarm response.The roommate doesn't know how Er Jiasi usually falls in love, but she thinks that's how it is, that's why she was dumped.

She looks pretty, but if she takes the initiative, no one will be Er Jiasi's opponent, right? !

Seeing that the roommate could not ask anything from Er Jiasi, and it was cold this winter, she felt that the temperature of her whole body had dropped by at least five degrees as soon as she got out of the quilt.

"What do you think of my body?" Er Jiasi said suddenly, she looked into the eyes of her roommate who followed her reputation, showing a somewhat embarrassed expression, "Would it be a bit gimmicky?"

"Isn't it very pure and lovely?" The roommate rolled up the quilt, sticking out a head like a caterpillar.Erjiasi put on a rare make-up today, which made the female roommate's embarrassing expression in Erjiasi a little bit heart-pounding.

Er Jiasi is not very satisfied with the words of the roommate, but after all, she has never regarded anyone in this school as an acquaintance. If she can be satisfied with the words of the roommate, it means that she has to start treating the other person as a person. .

This is not going to be a good thing.

Taking someone on campus as an acquaintance, and then treating them as someone else, can be devastating to the next three years of your graduate career.

Erjiasi knew this very well, and she never wanted to change this status quo.She can't afford the consequences of failing to change...

*

The school is some distance away from the coffee shop. In fact, if her roommate hadn't dragged her here last time, Er Jiasi would not have traveled so far to eat dessert.

She has a car, but can drive.

However, Er Jiasi remembered the night when she first met Lin Chensan, so she decided to walk there.

Maybe in this way, I can see some scenery that I usually can't see? !With this in mind, Er Jiasi pushed open the door of the dormitory, and stepped into the world of natural sunlight from the room with lights.

At that moment, it felt like a frog at the bottom of the well jumped to the ground... until Er Jiasi raised his head and found that the ceiling above his head was still cement gray, not the blue sky with white clouds floating, that illusion came from his heart eliminate.

*

Naturally, walking is not just walking step by step with two legs, but choosing a route with a subway, try not to take a bus, ride a bicycle, or drive a car.

The biggest advantage of the school, in Erjiasi's opinion, is the convenient transportation. The nearest subway station is only 50 meters away from the east gate of the school gate, but in fact, since she got her driver's license in her freshman year, she hasn't taken the subway much.

This is the first time in four years.

Er Jiasi pressed the beret on his head and walked into the subway station with some jumps.She originally planned to use her mobile phone to scan the subway, but when she saw the machine for buying subway tickets on the side of the corridor, she remembered that when she was in elementary school, she first went to a big city with her parents to settle down, and the first time she took the subway, she bought it. Physical ticket, she remembered that the physical subway ticket at that time was not much different from a one-yuan coin in terms of appearance, but it was thicker, so she returned her phone from the boarding code interface.

Erjiasi wondered what the physical subway ticket looks like now.As a postgraduate student who is a pillar of the country, she seems to have been divorced from the reality of life for a long time.

Fortunately, she has the habit of carrying cash with her, and stuffs the banknotes into the machine with the edges aligned. When Er Jiasi watched others scan the code at the interface of the ticket machine, she felt like a child playing a prank.But she couldn't completely reproduce the feeling at that time. When she reached out to get the ticket and the rest of the cash, she could feel that there was only one physical ticket in her hand.

And when she was with her parents back then, she got three physical tickets from the ticket outlet of the ticket machine.

In the end no longer the original intention.

And at this moment, a middle-aged woman in well-dressed clothes approached Er Jiasi, holding an empty wallet, the side of which was scratched, and she spoke a local dialect: "Beauty... I was visiting during the Chinese New Year, and someone stole the money on the way, so I almost got the money to go back, so I borrowed ten yuan to take the subway..."

Er Jiasi nodded, and she took out her mobile phone: "You transfer Alipay to me, and I'll give you the change."

"Our mobile phone is out of battery, and we won't ask someone to borrow money at this subway station if we have electricity."

Er Jiasi looked around for a while, and at the entrance she saw a newsstand mainly selling sweet potatoes. This kind of newsstand was basically not seen on the road in the past few years, and she did not expect to see it here. The newsstand has The supply of shared charging treasure, took someone there, only to find that the phone is broken, not out of power.

The woman became sad at the time: "What's going on, I just went out, the money was stolen, and the phone was broken. Let's go back, the old man is going to beat me..."

Normally, the money should be paid when the plot ends here, but Er Jiasi turned her phone to the dial button, she lowered her head and asked, "Auntie, you remember your husband's phone number, right?"

"What husband's phone number?"

"Auntie, your phone is broken and you can't transfer money, but your husband can answer the phone. If you transfer the money to me over there, I can give you some change." Er Jiasi's eyes were very clear, as if in those two eyes. Under the eyes, all evil deeds are invisible.

The woman's hand holding the broken mobile phone flinched, and she couldn't help muttering: "If you don't borrow it, you won't borrow it. What are you doing with so many moths? It's only ten yuan, and it seems rare to you."

Er Jiasi didn't make a sound, just flicked through the handfuls of banknotes in the wallet, red or green, all of which were in large denominations ranging from [-] to [-], but none of them were less than [-].

The woman was a little greedy, but she really couldn't find anyone to play her husband: "Beauty, we can't do it at home. If we lose money and the mobile phone is broken, we will let us know." There is no good fruit to eat when I go back, so you can give me ten yuan, and I will write down your mobile phone number, and I will transfer your money when I go back..."

Er Jiasi closed the wallet: "My Alipay account was applied for by email."

"But now Alipay is usually bound with a mobile phone number, right?"

"My mobile phone number was bound to someone else before, and I haven't changed it back. If I enter the number directly, there may be two users who will be confused."

"Then you still let my man answer the phone to transfer money..."

"Ten yuan is it??"

"Two, twenty. We have an aunt waiting for us at the subway entrance."

"..." Er Jiasi left without listening to the middle-aged woman.It doesn't cost ten yuan to take the subway to the airport alone.

This is not the way she is used to. As usual, if she thinks that the other party is a liar, she must feel indignant that the other party has overdrawn the conscience of the society. At least she will talk to the volunteers in the subway station about this last time.But now, her heart is full of calmness.

Based on this kind of understanding alone, it is impossible to determine the facts. From a personal point of view, she is unwilling to pay for such a conscience.

Since when did she change?

Passing by a flower shop before going to the coffee shop, Er Jiasi suddenly came up with a sentence: but Mrs. Dalloway said she was going to buy flowers herself.

If you go to a funeral, it is really better to buy a bouquet of flowers.

Drawn by such thoughts, Er Jiasi opened the door and entered the flower shop.She bought a bouquet of anemones.

Unexpectedly, the little fat man who bit her yesterday was the son of the female shop owner. The little fat man was very surprised to see her, but today Er Jiasi didn't intend to care about it. She took the flowers wrapped by the little fat man and stepped on the wind. The bell leaves the flower shop full of flowers.

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The author has something to say:

Well, I thought I could write the scheduled chapter within ten chapters, but it doesn't seem to be possible, let's talk about it.

Anemone words, the following comes from Baidu:

hope.

Gradually fading love.

Expect to be abandoned.