Blind, in love with you

It was late at night, and He Zhifan was called back by Shao Ye's life-threatening serial call.Ye Qinghe sat alone in the living room, still not sleepy at all.Thinking over and over in his mind the details of the five months of getting along with An Yu.

An Yu, like Qin Si'an, likes the smell of gasoline.Ask for fresh ones.

An Yu lost his temper on the first day when he arrived at home, because of the pot of cloud sand that he didn't know who used it with, he reacted greatly.Not only did the boiled dumplings rot, but she also didn't speak for several days.

An Yu always has sugar on her body.Qin Si'an said that his mother told him: "Eat a piece of candy when life is hard, and you won't feel bitter." An Yu eats sweets more than Qin Si'an. Does it mean that he has always been very bitter when he is by his side? ?

An Yu said: "This elevator keeps trapping people." Qin Si'an has been trapped many times before.Every time I hit my arm, I didn't dare to say a word of complaint.Sometimes he was forced to apologize to the elevator by the childish Ye Qinghe.

An Yu said: "My first love is my senior." Oh, Ye Qinghe remembered, the first time we met in the hospital, Director Zhong mentioned that An Yu was a top student in international finance at University Z, and he shamelessly tried to solicit connections, saying that he was also the same. He graduated from Z University Business School, his senior.It turned out that he was An Yu's scumbag senior whom he cursed every day.

An Yu's cell phone ringtone is set as "I have a needle in my heart" for Ye Qinghe's incoming calls. "There's a needle in my heart that I want to scream silently..." He is the needle in An Yu's heart, and he can't swallow it, and he can't shout out.

oh!He actually tried to shout.Many times he asked tentatively, who also likes the smell of gasoline?Who gave you the pendant?During the heart-to-heart conversation that night, An Yu asked him, "Don't you guys like that kind of thing a little bit?" My own answer is "just for fun" and "not a lover".

Perhaps, he just came to me to ask an answer, love him or not.And I totally denied that person.Forgetting is worse than not loving, he can't even ask for an apology!

Ye Qinghe buried his face in his palm, really didn't know how he could be so slow.

An Yu is Qin Si'an, that's why Ye Qinghe couldn't help but think of Little Tudan when they made it for the first time.Although An Yu pretended deliberately, there were some deep feelings, some emotional reactions, and some subtle and unique smells, which couldn't be hidden.It's like the sensitive spots on his body, as long as he kisses his chest, he will tremble uncontrollably just like Qin Si'an.

And kissing.An Yu never kissed him deeply.He never let Ye Qinghe stick out his tongue when kissing, because Qin Si'an had a fang in his mouth, when he kissed Qin Si'an before, he would always lick it for fun.

In fact, Ye Qinghe had never thought of these details.And An Yu remembers everything, so he knows to hide his fangs. When he sees the An character charm, he immediately knows that there is a heart on it. Even when the charm is not recognized as a gift from his lover, he will Chaoji's suggestion was to take it and throw it away.These small brows and brows, habitual traits, and even hidden anger and willfulness, after An Yu's identity was exposed, they all surfaced in an attempt to cover up.

No wonder Yu Xian said he "has no heart".

He spent five months with An Yu, and even had skin-to-skin relationship in the end, but he didn't recognize him.He didn't recognize Qin Si'an, and after hearing Yu Xian's name and seeing Yu Xian himself, he didn't recognize Yu Xian who was always hanging around Qin Xiao'an at that time.Even if Yu Xian has lost a lot of weight, he still can't explain that he doesn't recognize him at all.He just has no heart for Qin Si'an, nor for An Yu.

Ye Qinghe thought, maybe An Yu didn't mind Yu Xian calling him Xiao An, he just didn't want him to be called Xiao An.There is a difference between intimacy and distance.In the end, An Yu can get close to anyone, but only with Ye Qing.

Ye Qinghe finally understood, obviously everyone else said that An Yu was cute, and he felt that it was a delicate and delicate face, but An Yu kept saying that he was ugly, insisting that he was not Ye Qinghe's aesthetic.Ye Qinghe thought that the seniors he had dated in the past told him that he was ugly, which caused An Yu to be hit, so that he lost all confidence in his relationship.Only now did I know that Ye Qinghe really hated the little bastard himself.

Ye Qinghe really wanted to kowtow to commit suicide.In fact, the little earth egg is not ugly.He is just a plain, clean and undressed person, but he has blind eyes and does not know the treasure, and belittles the sincere and innocent people that day to nothing.At that time, lard was blinded by ghosts, childish and superficial, and only liked those boys who were well-dressed, famous brands, and elegant disguises, and never took a serious look at the little boy who came here with his heart in his arms.In his eyes, Qin Si'an was a spoils of war that allowed him to complete the bet from beginning to end. He got a big deal, but he still thought he was not good looking.

Why on earth!

He should hate himself, right?Should be hated.Especially after I am blind, I feel more empathetic to the helpless situation of a blind person.

Also at the age of 24, Ye Qinghe was bullying, insulting and making fun of the invisible Qin Si'an, while Xiao An, who was bullied and stripped of his skin, turned into Teacher An, giving him all the help and teaching him everything he could teach him. Ye Qinghe.

He not only taught him, he also protected him.So the gentle people choked openly with people in the night market for him.At that time he said, "I know all about his past"; he scolded Xu Yang for not being a victim of the past, what fart he is doing now.It turned out that he really knew all about it.It's no wonder he was so angry, he, the biggest victim, didn't make a sound, so he couldn't help other little fish and shrimp to scold him.

There are so many differences between people.Ye Qinghe collapsed on the sofa, he knew that what he did to the little blind man deserved death.If he just fell in love with Xiao An and left without a sound, in Qin Si'an's mind it would be a vicious breakup at most.But Ye Qinghe betrayed his sincerity, made fun of his affection, and trampled on his trust. He cheated and played with this boy cruelly and cruelly.Then, all these unsightly and dirty things were known to the parties involved.So seeing that old person who passed by tonight, or the lover he met for the first time, Ye Qinghe ran away in a hurry.He couldn't face An Yu, couldn't see the hatred in his eyes.

No wonder An Yu cared so much about his eyes, and in the later stage, he took care of his eyesight by taking three meals a day.He wasn't expecting his eyesight to recover so quickly that he could see him.He is preparing to leave.An Yu had planned it long ago, the day when he regained his sight was the day when he left.

Doesn't he, and he doesn't want to be seen by these filthy false eyes that can't see the true kindness and beauty?

Ye Qinghe was lying on his back, blinking his eyes lightly, it was said that tears would not flow out like this, but it didn't work, the tears still fell down one by one.

He hated it so much, hated his past self.After he suffered a family change, he finally rekindled his hope and enthusiasm for the future, finally moved his heart for the first time in his life, and finally mustered up the courage to pursue that person.I cut off the love with my own hands and ruined the love.

It turns out that wanting to be happy is really hard.

That night, Ye Qinghe thought of Qin Si'an a lot, he even remembered their dating days.

"The date of our relationship is April Fool's Day?" Ye Qinghe thought it was funny at the time, this April Fool's Day is so appropriate for Qin Si'an, an idiot.Only now did he realize that such a precious complete trust may only come once in a lifetime, the one who is stupid is not Qin Si'an, but himself.He destroyed the precious affection he once got, and he was still complacent.

Stupid Ye Qinghe, he has made many, many loves with many people.But never really love.

So he doesn't understand.So when he got it by accident, he didn't recognize it as the most precious gift in life.It is the sum of the most kindness, tenderness, tenderness and trust that a person can give to another person.

But now that he understands and wants it, he is completely disqualified.

(to be continued......)

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?Moonlight broken thoughts?

?? It's too late to want anything now! !

See you tomorrow morning at ten o'clock~~~~