Blind, in love with you

"Then how did you get hard in the end, taking medicine?"

"Fuck you, I still need to take medicine. Just turn him over so he doesn't look at his face."

Ye Qinghe once uttered such nonsense. At a very damn celebration, the waiter secretly recorded the audio, and then played it to the victim.Those harsh and ruthless words were branded on An Yu's heart, and he hadn't thought of them for so many years, but it didn't mean he could forget them.

Ye Qinghe was sweating coldly.Looking at his boyfriend's unusual behavior, he remembered how he trampled on people's hearts back then.Although many years have passed, he can no longer remember exactly what nonsense he said, but compared with An Yu's words and deeds at this time, he can roughly know what nonsense he said at that time without thinking too much.

Because he has said such despise Qin Si'an more than once in the past, saying that he is ugly and ugly, and that he can't be hard on such an ugly monster.If you say he is blind and can't see, you don't have to watch him do it yourself, just turn him over.Laughing and cursing, taking lowliness and vulgarity as fun.Now seeing An Yu lying on the bed automatically, his body so stiff that he trembled slightly; hearing him say in a nasal voice hoarsely, "Turning people over in this way, you won't lose your appetite", Ye Qinghe regretted wanting to travel through time and space and kill the of myself.

It wasn't funny at all, and his heart ached to death.

"Xiao An..." Ye Qinghe got off An Yu's body and knelt beside him, stretched out his arms to hug him, trying to pull him up.But just when his hand touched his shoulder, An Yu, who was tense all over, felt like getting an electric shock, and quickly slapped Ye Qinghe's hand away with his backhand.He rolled twice and retreated to the edge of the bed, turned over and sat up, and yelled at people in a low voice: "Why on earth are you? Why are you still looking for me? You apologize, and I agree to forgive you, why are you still talking about falling in love?" What kind of love are you talking about?" He pulled off his mask excitedly: "You see clearly, I am that ugly Qin Si'an."

An Yu knelt on the bed and stared at Ye Qinghe, she was shocked to feel that her face was wet, so she wiped away the unrestrained tears with her sleeve in a panic.After yelling at Ye Qinghe, he really felt wronged, lowered his head and complained in a low voice: "Obviously everyone said I was cute when I was young, and they all said I was obedient and lovable. But why, only you don't like me?"

Ye Qinghe froze completely.The words I once said cruelly are now being whipped on my lover again.He stared blankly at An Yu who was sitting on the bed struggling to hold back tears and trembling slightly. Only then did he really see clearly how serious Qin Si'an's injuries were.

"I don't dislike you..." Ye Qinghe was too shocked by An Yu's sad counterattack, and even the rebuttal was so weightless that An Yu even skipped it as if he didn't hear it.

"Why am I so stupid. You have already said that you don't like Qin Si'an. How can I still think that you will like me? I am Qin Si'an! I am as ugly as him!" An Yu grabbed her hair angrily, and said to herself The language is self-defeating and self-defeating.

"No, you are not ugly." Ye Qinghe explained anxiously: "Xiao An, you are not ugly at all. It is because I have a problem and my heart is ugly that I see everything as ugly."

"That Dennis is beautiful, you say he is beautiful!" An Yu reminded Ye Qinghe that he doesn't look ugly in everything. "Do you like that?" An Yu was so sad that he wanted to cry when he thought of the handsome boy with heavy makeup.He couldn't figure out Ye Qinghe's aesthetics, he was naturally clean, but he just didn't know how to make up, so why didn't he deserve to be loved.Sad tears still couldn't help flowing out, he hurriedly covered his face, used his anger to cover up his grievance, and complained, "If you like that, then go find him, he didn't give you a business card. Why do you still come... to lie to me."

"I didn't lie to you, I didn't lie to you!" Ye Qinghe crawled in front of An Yu, wanted to hug him but didn't dare to act rashly, so he kept explaining: "I like you, Xiao An, it's true. I like you, it's true .”

"What do you like about me? Qin Si'an used to have a nice voice that could barely attract you. I don't even have a voice now, what do you want to like me?" Xiaoan's emotions were out of control, and he yelled at Ye Qinghe: "I am Ugly, ugly! I actually believed you would like me, do you think I am funny?"

"No! It's not funny!" Ye Qinghe didn't care so much, and hugged An Yu.His eyes were red with anxiety, and he also shouted at An Yu: "You are not ugly, An Yu is not, and neither is Qin Si'an. You are very good-looking, you are a hundred times a thousand times more beautiful than that Dennis. Everything is my fault, It's me who is too stupid. Xiao An, don't think about it. I like An Yu, I like you. I like it very much."

"You liar!" An Yu leaned into Ye Qinghe's arms and broke down and yelled, "You can't even be hard, what do you like?"

Ye Qinghe was speechless.An Yu was actually forced by him, and could only use the most primitive sexual desire to prove whether she was loved.A person who was so gentle and elegant was humiliated by his blindness.To this day, he has not come out at all.With the slightest sign of trouble, the nightmare of the past came rushing in.

It turned out that these things never happened.

"Xiao An, it's not like this. I have feelings and desires for you. I can be hard! The first few times were just, just, I wasn't ready yet, trust me." Ye Qinghe hugged An Yu tightly, feeling distressed and overwhelmed Too stupid to say anything convincing to comfort her heartbroken boyfriend.

An Yu couldn't listen at all. He was hugged by Ye Qinghe, cried in his arms for a while, and then shook his head disappointedly: "It's okay, you don't have to force yourself. I probably figured it out. You just want to atone for your sins. That’s why I stayed with me all the time. In fact, the two of us may not even have a common topic, and you don’t really want to see me..." An Yu thought that not long ago, he had already been wearing a mask, and Ye Qinghe’s eyes were still flickering, unable to Resting his eyes on his face, he felt hopeless for a while.He was very sad, why Ye Qinghe's standards were so high, someone else said he was good-looking, why Ye Qinghe didn't want to take a look.He couldn't even watch it like this, and he still talked about love, and talked about whether it was hard or not.

"I didn't!" Ye Qing interrupted An Yu's words in a broken voice. At this moment, he had a very bad feeling that An Yu was going to leave.Ye Qinghe didn't know that in order to restrain his own desires, he deliberately avoided An Yu's wet, cute and sexy eyes several times, which would cause him such a big misunderstanding.At this moment, Ye Qinghe really regretted it.What to avoid, he should fly over and gnaw people to the bone, which is better than making An Yu feel inferior and sad, killing him in grief.Ye Qinghe was so confused that he couldn't organize what he wanted to say. He just kept repeating incoherently: "I don't see you. I like you very much. You are not ugly. You are beautiful."

An Yu nodded, a kind of helpless compromise: "Well, I'm not ugly. I just don't have your eye contact." He sobbed and sniffed: "I can't force it if I don't have an eye contact." Although An Yu really wanted to deceive himself and always believe that Ye Qinghe said he liked her, but after several times of helpless temptations and getting close, he didn't want to do this again.The fruit picked by force is not sweet, and the love that is forced will not be happy.

"Let's just talk about it today." Tears have been unbearable, so I can't bear it anymore.An Yu let the tears flow down: "Your company for the past few months will be regarded as your atonement. I am very happy during this period of time. Although it is fake, at least I also feel that I have been very happy. In the future... We won't be in contact anymore." The more An Yu spoke, the more sad she became, thinking that she was about to be separated from this person, she cried out of breath.

"You just said, I'm not ugly, I'm good-looking. Well, I believe in you, then I still have a chance to find someone who likes my appearance. He doesn't have to force himself, he can love me, and I , I will love him too. I can be very happy. I hope you can also find your own happiness in the future." An Yu couldn't make a sound, sobbing and breaking into many breakpoints in a sentence, speaking in a mess.Ye Qinghe felt that he didn't understand, An Yu didn't mean that, someone must have made a mistake.

He knew that An Yu liked him, and he liked An Yu so much, how could they separate.It was just a misunderstanding, and he could explain it.As long as An Yu gives him some time and more trust, he can explain everything that An Yu questions.But at this moment of confusion, Ye Qinghe just looked at An Yu in shock, unable to believe that he would cut off their relationship so easily.

"What is my own happiness? My happiness is you!" Ye Qinghe let go of An Yu's hand and grabbed his arm instead. He bent down to look at his tearful eyes, and shook him hard, anxious Anxiously want to save, want to explain.But at such a sad moment, any words are too weak, and all explanations sound like excuses, and they are all useless.An Yu didn't give Ye Qinghe a chance to continue talking, he took a deep breath and said, "You are looking for me today, what do you want to tell me?"

An Yu unilaterally announced the breakup.Without giving any room for maneuver, the topic was changed.Ye Qinghe's mind almost stopped spinning in a trance, and he could only passively follow An Yu's words to think, what would he say to An Yu today?

Ah yes, talking about treatment.

But what should I say now?At this juncture, mentioning the treatment of the throat, it would be more confirmed that he detested him.

Ye Qinghe opened and closed his mouth with red eyes, but couldn't say anything.Seeing that Ye Qinghe was speechless, An Yu confirmed the previous conjecture even more.It's just that I don't know why, but I still feel heartbroken even though I have made preparations in advance.

"Is the factory going to renew the contract?" An Yu took the initiative to answer the question: "Okay, let me talk. I will make it clear to my dad and An Heng. Don't worry, you will never have to wrong yourself for the factory. I Guaranteed." I promise you will not be threatened by An's again, asking you to trade your happiness for the survival of the zipper factory.I'm not that unbearable either, only by exchanging benefits like this can I keep people by my side.

"Xiao An!" Ye Qinghe panicked, he tightened his hands tightly, as if An Yu would not leave.

An Yu was caught in pain, he struggled to break free from Ye Qinghe, Ye Qinghe was afraid that if he let go, he would really lose him, so he used brute force not to let him go.The two were jostling, pushing and shoving. An Yu twisted and took advantage of Ye Qinghe's loose grip, and pulled his hand back forcefully. In a moment of anger, he took advantage of the situation and hit him.But I didn't expect that this one just hit Ye Qinghe's face firmly.

Both of them stopped because of the crisp applause.An Yu was too angry just now, she lost her sense of proportion and weight, that firm slap immediately left clear fingerprints on Ye Qing and his left cheek.

Ye Qinghe was naughty since he was a child, and was often served by Ye's father with vines. He even had the experience of fighting and being beaten when he was in his 20s, but no matter what, the second youngest of the Ye family had never been slapped.Ye Qinghe sat on the bed in a daze with the hot redness, swelling and pain on his left cheek, and didn't recover for a while.

Accidentally slapped Ye Qinghe, An Yu was also startled.But he was too angry to apologize at this time.Seeing that Ye Qinghe was stunned by the beating, he took the opportunity to jump out of bed and run away.When Ye Qinghe reacted and chased him out of the bedroom, An Yu had already grabbed the document bag on the coffee table in the living room and rushed out the door.

(to be continued......)

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?Moonlight broken thoughts?

all right!Let's talk! !

Langur: You fart!What to say! !You mean to separate! ! ??

Moonlight: Oh!You say yes! ??

Langur: Give back my Xiaoan! ! ! ??????