Blind, in love with you

The last person was sent down by Ye Qinghe.

An Heng parked the car at the gate on the west side of Building G closest to Lvjingshanlin, and sat in the car waiting a little anxiously.When he saw Ye Qinghe walking towards them holding An Yu's wrist, he almost couldn't hold back, he wanted to get out of the car and scold them, but Zhao Wan'er held him down.

"What are you doing," Zhao Wan'er said, "you are allowed to fall in love yourself! I think brother Yu is in pretty good shape recently, so don't worry about it."

"Is he dating?" An Heng muttered, "I think it's just being stupid again. Anyway, I can't stop him from being gay, but I don't feel at ease if I want to make peace with this Ye Qing. By the way, Didn't you say before that you would introduce your boyfriend to Brother Yu, when are you going to make an appointment?"

"I don't think so," Zhao Wan'er stammered in a low voice, "I asked later, and I felt that the two of them had different models."

"What model doesn't fit?" An Heng's straight man didn't even think about it in his bones: "Shouldn't the two men fall in love?"

"It's... two men, so you have to look at... the model number!" Zhao Wan'er patted her hot cheek awkwardly: "You know, it's like, heterosexuals are male and female, homosexuals are zero and one, some type of."

"..." An Heng's face darkened for a moment.

The young master of the An family is a very ethical person by nature, he knows that An Yu likes men, that's all, he never thinks deeply about other aspects of operation.He himself talks about love in a pure and innocent way, and he has always been passionate and polite. How could he think about his good brother's lust, that would be too rude.But now that Zhao Wan'er awakened the dreamer with a word, no matter how much he didn't think about it, he wouldn't be so dull that he didn't know what zero number one meant.What's even more frightening is that once his thoughts wandered, he couldn't control it, and An Heng's black face was tinged with a suspicious red color.

An Heng looked at the people walking in front of him silently, temporarily put aside his sense of morality, and tried to guess the "type" of these two people.He found to his dismay that no matter how much he tried to deceive himself, that bastard leaf really didn't look like number zero.Coupled with his image of a scumbag in the past, An Yu was made miserable, and his intuition must be that he "bullied" An Yu.

With this realization, An Heng couldn't sit still anymore, and rushed out of the car as soon as the door opened, Zhao Wan'er didn't even have time to stop her.

"Scared!" An Yu and Ye Qinghe were about to walk to the front of the car, and were startled by An Heng who suddenly rushed out aggressively.

"Why are you so scary? You're so naive!" An Yu put one hand on her heart to suppress her shock.

"Get in the car!" An Heng stared at An Yu's held wrist, and said in a harsh tone.

"Just get in the car, why are you shouting..." An Yu complained in a low voice.

An Yu is really speechless, he knows that An Heng is worried about him, but as soon as this guy meets Ye Qinghe, he is like a brutal switch turned on, always grinning at Ye Qinghe, so irritable and irritable is really annoying Can't bear it.

In order not to anger An Heng any more, Ye Qinghe quickly let go of An Yu's hand, and said to him gently: "Hurry up and get in the car!"

"Then I'm leaving." An Yu turned her head and reluctantly waved goodbye to Ye Qinghe.

"Well, goodbye." He watched An Yu get into the car, and nodded to An Heng: "Drive carefully."

An Heng is in a bit of a mess now, his head is full of bad pictures of the rascal Ye Qing and his innocent younger brother who is not suitable for children, and the anger burns even more in his heart.He ignored everyone, sat back in the car and drove off.

Ye Qinghe smiled helplessly, wondering why the young master of the An family became even more angry after admonishing him.

An Heng suppressed his breath all the way and did not speak, and An Yu was also a little angry.In fact, he always knew that An Heng was good to him, but he felt a little distressed seeing Ye Qinghe being targeted by An Heng everywhere tonight.Therefore, he didn't want to take the initiative to talk to An Heng.Zhao Wan'er felt that the two brothers were starting to quarrel again, but she was already used to it. She relaxed and listened to the music played in the car, rested with half-closed eyes, and did not interfere in the love and killing of the two.

An Heng silently sent An Yu back to Tangxiang to pick up the car. An Yu said goodbye and good night and got out of the car. Unexpectedly, An Heng asked Zhao Wan'er to wait for him in the car, and followed An Yu to get off the car.

"Are you still driving this Yaris?" An Heng just forcibly calmed down in the car, and now he followed An Yu to the side of the car, looking for something to talk to.This car was a gift from An Shi to An Heng when he was admitted to Z University.After Anheng started working, he picked up another Mazda, and the Yaris was parked in the garage.Later, An Yu got a driver's license and said that he would not dare to drive a new car on the road and would not buy a new car, so An Heng had to give him the old car to practice.

"Well, Xiaohui is still very easy to drive, so there is no need to change it." An Yu's anger has not yet calmed down, and the answer is a little bit lost.

"An Yu, you...you," An Heng suddenly hesitated, and An Yu looked at him puzzled.The fierce Ye Qinghe wasn't very overbearing just now, what's the matter with hemming and hawing now?

"What's wrong with me?" An Yu asked.

"You, you and a boy, falling in love..." An Heng bit his tongue, unable to fully explain in pain and entanglement.

"Hey, what's the matter?" An Yu was even more puzzled.He has been out of the closet for seven years, and now An Heng left his girlfriend in the car in the middle of the night just to say this? "Just say what you want to say, I feel uncomfortable when you do this."

"You're dating a boy," An Heng gritted his teeth and asked, "Have you ever had a relationship?"

An Yu was stunned when he heard this question.

"...Why do you ask this?" An Yu's face was a little hot, but more doubts.An Heng is not the kind of person who is so curious that he wants to explore even his privacy, why is he so abnormal tonight. "I, I'm an adult, it doesn't matter if I have a relationship."

"It's Ye Qinghe! You've been in love with him." An Heng said bitterly.

"Why are you asking this? It's boring." An Yu was a little embarrassed.

"He, you, you," An Heng began to stammer again: "You, don't be 'bullied' by him anymore..."

"Hey, how many times have I told you that he has reformed himself and won't bully me anymore!" An Yu yelled at An Heng.Amidst An Yu's voice, An Heng spit out the words in confusion: "During 'that' time, don't be a girl."

"What?" An Yu still heard An Heng's words clearly amidst the noise of the two talking at the same time, but she didn't understand at first, and only after thinking about it did she realize what An Heng meant.

An Yu blushed and stared at his brother.An Heng straightforwardly said: "They are all men, why do you want to be a woman?"

"..." An Yu was shocked and felt embarrassed and wanted to laugh.What the hell is this innocent straight man thinking?

"It's not a woman." He said helplessly and amusedly: "He and I are both gay, no one will treat each other as a woman. We must be men."

"But, you..." An Heng was confused and didn't know what to say. ②477068021

"You want to talk about body position?" An Yu rubbed his ears uncomfortably: "The ones above and below, or one and zero, do you want to say this?"

"Yes." Although An Heng felt embarrassed, he still struggled with this.Thinking that An Yu was bullied by Ye Qinghe like this, and would continue to be "bullied" after going to bed, he was very angry. "Why should you be pressed down by him, by him...that."

"Because I like it." Although An Yu blushed, she still said calmly.

"Ah... like it?" An Heng was shocked.With his straight man's lack of knowledge and imagination, he really couldn't figure out that there are still people who take the initiative to like... Down below?Well, doesn't it hurt?

"An Heng," An Yu explained calmly, "The ones below are also men.

"Above and below are just a kind of posture that makes us happy. It's not 'being bullied', nor is it 'being looked down upon'." An Yu explained with difficulty, hoping that his brother would be more calm: " , Some people like to be one, and some people like to be zero, all have different fun.

"He and I can both be below." An Yu began to blush again and scratched his ears: "It's just that I prefer to be the one below. I don't feel much on the top." Although An Yu has never really been on the top, but at this time Don't go into details.The point is to let An Heng know that the choice of up and down comes from a decision of active joy, not being forced to submit to others.

"Wait a minute, how do you know that Ye Qinghe is willing to be below?" An Heng also blushed, but she didn't quite believe it.

"...We tried." Although An Yu felt that it was inappropriate, but in order to prevent An Heng from continuing to misinterpret and imagine the consensual pleasure as one party's grievance and humiliation, he decided to make it clear.

"Ah, he is willing?" An Heng was even more shocked.

"Just say it's a way of pleasure." An Yu was so shy that he was a little irritable, he stamped his feet lightly at a loss, and said, "He is willing."

An Yu stood on the side of the road in the middle of the night discussing his position with his brother, feeling absurdly powerless, but he didn't want to let An Heng continue to misunderstand, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "For me below, it's not Being bullied. I wasn’t bullied, that’s how I like it.” He said very softly: “If you think that’s bullying, then I can only say, in bed, I like being bullied like that.” He was embarrassed He coughed twice, and emphasized again: "I really enjoyed it."

Hearing An Yu's naked and straightforward expressions, the little virgin An Heng also blushed a little.When he thought about it carefully, there was nothing wrong with An Yu's words. If the sex was congenial, of course he would do whatever he liked, but his own thinking was too biased.

"...It's because I'm narrow-minded." An Heng self-criticized.

"Yeah!" Seeing that An Heng finally understood a little bit, An Yu shouted in relief, thanking God, and said after thinking about it: "And what did you describe at the beginning! What do you mean by being a woman? Your tone is very discriminatory. Do you think that when you do things with women in the future, you feel that she is "that" by you, that she is inferior to you who are "on top", and that you look down on her?"

"Of course not! Don't talk nonsense." An Heng was shocked: "I didn't mean that, I made a mistake, I apologize."

Of course, An Yu knew that An Heng didn't mean that, it's just that people who don't understand homosexuality tend to have such high and low judgments about gay men, and have some stereotypes, even "female" and "subordinate" and so on. To put it bluntly, I can't really blame him for this.

He curled his lips: "Okay, don't worry about me anymore. I am no longer the blind Qin Si'an I was back then. I will learn to be good when I grow up, and I will not be so stupid again. Ye Qinghe is real this time Yes, I can still feel it, don't worry about it."

"..." An Heng knew it was his fault this time, he was too lenient and made fun of himself, so he turned around resentfully and wanted to go back to his car, murmuring: "I know you think I'm a dick , Mind your own business. Forget it, do whatever you like, anyway, you are already this old, and I can't stop you from...enjoying."

An Yu looked at the back of An Heng leaving sadly, laughed lightly, and called him again: "Brother,"

"What are you doing again?" An Heng stopped by his car door and looked back at him angrily.

"Thank you." An Yu walked over and hugged An Heng: "I know you are worried about me, but you trust me once, this time I will be fine with him." He paused, then said softly: "Even if you don't Well, I also promise that I will not do anything to hurt myself again. If we still break up in the end, I will be fine."

"What nonsense?" An Heng hugged him back stiffly, and patted his back hard: "Have you guys started dating yet? What a breakup! It's really unlucky."

An Yu laughed again.With a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, he is still a staunch opponent.He has an opinion on everything, and he has to refute whatever he says.

"Ah, you agree with me to fall in love with him?" An Yu deliberately angered him: "First, I agreed that I would sleep with him again, but now I am not allowed to say goodbye. Do you really agree?"

"..." An Heng realized that he had been tricked, and angrily pushed the idiot An Yu away: "I don't agree!" He left this sentence angrily, got in the car and left.

really!The naysayer, An Heng, can you be any cuter?

(to be continued......)

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?Moonlight broken thoughts?

While writing this chapter, I wonder if this conversation will be redundant.

But I think An Heng's reaction should be shared by many gay men's family members.

After the family has experienced the shock of coming out, the next thing they think is: So are you a man or a woman?

(I always feel that such a statement belittles boys and girls at the same time????)

So, I still want to write about it.

All men!All men!All men!

To be gay is to be with a man.He didn't treat one of them as a woman.

Number zero and number one are personal preference, no model is inferior.

Just like between men and women, no one is inferior.

It's a joy, a shared enjoyment,

In a normal consensual state, they pursue pleasure together.

To put it very rudely: it's not being fucked, it's being coherent. (Mom! I don't mean to swear!????)

Hope I have expressed what I want to express.

Alas, this chapter is almost two chapters long,

I want to cut it into two chapters, but I don’t think it will be fun to read.

So let's send it out together.

But it also caused me to save the manuscript now

I try my best to catch up. If I can make it out, I will update it tomorrow.

If you can't make it out, then ask for leave tomorrow.

sorry

See you on Sunday or next Tuesday at ten o'clock in the morning~~~~