he is afraid, he pretends

Wu Luming seldom touches wine, today is the first time he drank several bottles in one go in such a coherent manner.

Therefore, when he woke up a little and found that he was sitting in Wen Siyuan's passenger seat, he was inevitably a little confused.

He leaned against the glass window, and Wen Siyuan's serious driving profile was reflected in the car window.

Not daring to open his eyes too much, and after concentrating on thinking for a moment, Wu Luming slightly remembered the cause and effect.

It was he who called Wen Siyuan drunk, and after the call, he lay down on the barbecue stall and fell asleep.

When he fell asleep, he vaguely heard Yunye talking.

It should be Yun Ye who told Wen Siyuan the address.

Just as Wu Luming figured out the ins and outs, he felt the car stop slowly.

After struggling for too long, he closed his eyes again.

There was the sound of a car door opening and closing.

Not long after, Wu Luming felt a gust of cold wind blowing from his side, and as soon as the cold wind rolled over his body, a warm embrace came close to him.

Wu Luming felt that his wine hadn't fully sobered yet.

As soon as Wen Siyuan's familiar breath hit his nostrils, he was so stimulated that he almost shed tears.

It's cold.

The weather forecast had been saying that it would snow a few days ago, but the snow did not fall, but the temperature remained low and did not rise.

But Wen Siyuan's embrace was so warm that Wu Luming felt a little untimely and drowsy.

It wasn't until being put into a somewhat icy bed that the drowsiness that had just come up did not dissipate.

Wu Luming could feel that Wen Siyuan didn't leave after covering him with the quilt.

The room was silent, and the eyes fixed on him never disappeared.

Until a sudden cell phone rang.

The shock came from Wu Luming's pocket.

Wu Luming froze, and before he could react, he felt the quilt being lifted off his body, and Wen Siyuan's breath wrapped him up again.

Just when he felt that Wen Siyuan's hand was about to reach into his coat pocket, Wu Luming finally let out a sigh of relief, raised his hand to hold Wen Siyuan's wrist, and said, "Let me take it."

Wen Siyuan stopped, didn't take his hands away, but just looked at him intently.

Wu Luming didn't look back, and buried his head to get the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, Qian Weichang's voice rang in the empty room instantly: "Wu Luming, where are you? Didn't you agree to continue drinking when I go back?"

The reaction of his head after drinking was a little slow, Wu Luming came to his senses belatedly, he forgot about Qian Weichang.

He let go of the hand holding Wen Siyuan's wrist, and was about to sit up while supporting the bed, when the mobile phone next to his ear was suddenly taken away by a big cool hand.

"He won't be going back tonight, please help him take a leave of absence, thank you." Wen Siyuan's low voice sounded in the room.

Qian Weichang was quiet for two seconds: "Brother, who are you?"

Wen Siyuan opened his mouth, and was about to answer, when he suddenly remembered something, he fell silent, and looked at Wu Luming again.

Wu Luming's hair was shorter than when the two parted last time.

Because of drinking, his cheeks were slightly red, and his mouth was watery.

Wen Siyuan remembered what he saw when he went to pick up Wu Luming.

In front of the square table of the small barbecue stall, Wu Luming fell asleep lying on the table, and sitting beside him was an extremely eye-catching and beautiful young man.

That was someone Wen Siyuan had never seen before.

At least Wen Siyuan can be sure that this person did not exist in Wu Luming's social circle before the two separated.

But now the two are in a relationship where they can sit and drink together.

Some things Wen Siyuan had already anticipated when he agreed to Wu Luming's mother's request.

But when I really saw it, my mood still fell uncontrollably.

He restrained his emotions and took Wu Luming away, but was stopped by that beautiful young man.

The man said to him before he left: "He is going to give up on you soon."

Wen Siyuan has been circling this question in his heart since he heard this sentence until he took Wu Luming home.

It can be seen that when Wu Luming woke up, he suddenly didn't want to ask again.

In the end, he just told Qian Weichang his name and hung up the phone.

Putting the phone back into Wu Luming's coat pocket, he raised his hand to touch Wu Luming's forehead, and asked, "How much wine did you drink?"

Wu Luming looked at him without answering.

The room was quiet for a moment, and Wen Siyuan spoke again in a softer voice: "You moved all your things away from home."

Wu Luming responded this time.

With a soft and hoarse voice, he asked Wen Siyuan: "Is it not possible?"

"Why don't you wait for me to come back?"

"When you agreed to my mother's request, did you wait for my consent?"

Wen Siyuan was hoarse for a moment.

He carried Wu Luming into the room just now, afraid of waking people up, so he just turned on the warm yellow bedside lamp.

Under the warm yellow halo, the eyes of the person lying on the side and the person sitting on the bed collided. After a long silence, Wen Siyuan said again: "I'm sorry."

"Because I have promised your mother that I can't break the promise, so I can't contact you according to the agreement before everything is dealt with. Now I can explain to you what happened at that time..."

Just as Wen Siyuan was speaking seriously, Wu Luming sat up from the bed suddenly, raised a hand and stroked the side of his face gently.

He fell silent for an instant, staring intently at Wu Luming's movements.

Wu Luming's thumb lightly rubbed against Wen Siyuan's jaw.

During the time when he was dating Wen Siyuan, sometimes he leaned on Wen Siyuan's lap to read, and would touch the side of Wen Siyuan's face.

The lighting in the room was dim, making it hard to see people clearly.

The touch of his subordinates clearly told Wu Luming that Wen Siyuan had lost a lot of weight.

He even felt some beard stubble, not hard or prickly.

Wen Siyuan's face became a little hot from being rubbed by Wu Luming.

He was raising his hand to pull Wu Luming's hand, but Wu Luming's hand suddenly wrapped around the back of his neck, followed by the whole person arching his back forward and kissing him.

Wen Siyuan paused.

The glasses hit Wu Luming's nose during the movement, and Wu Luming raised his hand to take them off.

Wu Luming barely ate the barbecue at night, drank a lot of wine, and his breath was full of alcohol.

There was warmth between his lips, he rubbed Wen Siyuan's slightly cool thin lips, and burrowed in to test.

Wen Siyuan only hesitated for a few seconds, then quickly reacted, wrapping his arms around Wu Luming's waist.

Just about to turn passive into active, Wu Luming suddenly stopped, got up and pushed him away, then got out of bed, walked to the door, leaned against the wall lightly, and said coolly: "I'm going to sleep, you can go out."

There was a brief silence in the room.

Wen Siyuan obviously didn't come back to his senses.

Until Wu Luming's voice sounded again: "I'm going abroad."

Wen Siyuan frowned instantly, reacting.

He picked up the glasses on the bedside and put them on again, got up and walked towards Wu Luming and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"Exchange students, study abroad." Wu Luming replied simply.

"What country?"

Wu Luming did not answer.

When Wen Siyuan came to him, he pushed Wen Siyuan to the door before saying, "I won't tell you."

The faint warm light reflected in Wu Luming's eyes, he looked straight into Wen Siyuan's eyes, and said to Wen Siyuan, "Wen Siyuan, this time you have to find me yourself."

After the words fell, the door closed in front of Wen Siyuan's eyes in a second.

Immediately afterwards, the sound of locking was heard.

Wen Siyuan came back to his senses and turned the doorknob again, but the door couldn't be opened anymore.

He frowned tightly, and stood at the door of the room without moving for a long time, until the sound of the phone vibrating came from his pocket.

He ignored it at first, and after several rings in succession, he finally made a move and took out the phone from his pocket.

Opened it and found that it was a message on WeChat, sent by Ruan Shumu.

First a photo, followed by a few words.

[I just flipped through the photo album and found a photo of you and my aunt in the hospital garden some time ago. 】

[Looking carefully, I feel that the person in the hat in the lower left corner of the photo looks a bit like your little boyfriend. 】

[I don't know if I read it wrong, take a look? 】

Wen Siyuan scanned the message from Ruan Shumu and clicked on the photo.

After zooming in to see the person in the lower left corner clearly, he stood there for a long time without seeing anything.

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Wu Luming woke up the next morning, feeling a headache for a long time.

It was different from the pain at the back of his head in the past, and it was not very unbearable for him.

He sat up and rubbed his temples, recalling the memory of last night.

Except that the matter of drinking too much and calling Wen Siyuan at the beginning was a little bit off track, the rest is not much different.

I looked at the time, it was nine o'clock in the morning.

There is no class this morning, so Wu Luming is not in a hurry.

He got up, spread the quilt, and went out. Unexpectedly, there was no one in the living room.

He walked into the bathroom in the living room, and there was a new set of toiletries on the sink.

When taking the new tooth cup to rinse his mouth, Wu Luming faintly felt a faint smell of smoke in his mouth.

He frowned thoughtfully.

When I kissed Wen Siyuan last night, I didn't remember the smell of cigarettes in Wen Siyuan's mouth.

Just as he was thinking, there was a sound of opening the door.

Seeing this, Wu Luming squeezed toothpaste and didn't think about it any further.

After the footsteps outside the door walked away for a while, they gradually approached again.

When Wu Luming finished washing his face, there was a knock on the door.

Wu Luming wiped his face casually, then turned to open the door.

"Bought breakfast." Wen Siyuan's voice sounded after the door opened.

After finishing speaking, he saw the drops of water on Wu Luming's face, he went into the bathroom, took down a new towel and was about to wipe Wu Luming's face.

Wu Luming stepped back first, took the towel and said, "I'll do it myself."

Wen Siyuan's hand stopped in mid-air, and he didn't let it go for a long time.

Wu Luming didn't seem to notice it. After wiping his face, he hung the towel back on the shelf, and said, "No more. I have classes in the afternoon and I have to go back to school."

As he spoke, he walked out, and just as he reached the door, Wen Siyuan grabbed his wrist.

"I'll take you there. If you're in a hurry, you can take it to the car to eat."

Wu Luming did not refuse this time.

The two came to the garage.

Wen Siyuan started the car and drove the car out of the garage.

As the eyes gradually brightened, Wu Luming pressed the straw into the cup of soybean milk and drank slowly.

The car drove slowly onto the road.

In the quiet carriage, there was only the sound of the air conditioner blowing hot air and Wu Luming taking two sips of soy milk from time to time.

When he was about to approach University A, Wen Siyuan's voice suddenly sounded in the carriage: "Xiao Ming, you said earlier that you found out that you had a crush on me at the coming-of-age ceremony in the third year of high school."

Wu Luming stopped, didn't look at Wen Siyuan, but agreed.

"You came by my side only in your sophomore year." Wen Siyuan paused, just in time for a red light, he stopped the car, turned to look at Wu Luming, "Did you come to see me when you were a freshman?"

Wu Luming still didn't look at Wen Siyuan, but half closed his eyelids and his eyelashes trembled slightly.

He didn't agree until the traffic was surging again, "I've looked for it."

Wen Siyuan's hand on the steering wheel tightened slightly.

As if after deliberation, he finally asked, "Once or many times."

Wu Luming did not answer for a long time this time.

It wasn't until the car stopped at gate C, he opened the door and got out of the car, turned around and closed the car door, that he said to Wen Siyuan, "Many times."

The author has something to say:

It doesn’t matter if you feel confused when you see this, I will explain it clearly later~

In fact, what I want to express in this article is the same as that of my roommate. It is the collision and fusion of two personalities.

I prefer a complete story, so I hope that the characters I create can be the luckiest part of the world, as long as they untie each other's knots, they are the most suitable people in the world ╰(*?︶` *)╯