he is afraid, he pretends

The three of them finished their lunch, and Wen Siyuan had just hung up a bottle of intravenous drip.

The nurse came to change Wen Siyuan's second bottle of intravenous drip, and Wu Luming went out with the trash to throw it away.

By the time he returned to the ward after throwing out the trash, the curtains of the ward had been drawn halfway.

Wen Siyuan was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, unable to tell if he was asleep, but tiredness was evident on his face.

Seeing this, Wu Luming lightened his steps, and was about to enter the room and slowly close the door, when Xu Qiqi who was inside suddenly waved to him.

He saw that the meaning should be to go out to talk to him, and after he had just stepped into the ward, he backed out again.

The two of them went to the door of the ward, and Xu Qiqi said, "I still have something to do, so I have to go first. In the morning, Lao Wen also did a few routine checkups, which should be all available."

Xu Qiqi said and handed a few forms to Wu Luming: "I asked the nurse when I came, and the report will be picked up on the first floor of the outpatient clinic next door. If the test results are all right, I should be able to leave the hospital after the injection in the afternoon."

Wu Luming took the list and nodded, just as Xu Qiqi was about to leave, the two went downstairs together.

There are not many people in the hospital at noon.

After Wu Luming finished taking all the report sheets, he walked out while looking around with lowered eyes.

He has always been a frequent visitor to the hospital and has become a doctor after a long illness, so the routine report can be more or less understood.

Turning from the first floor of the outpatient clinic, just as he was about to walk to the door, a voice suddenly came from beside him: "You dropped something."

Wu Luming was preoccupied with the report, and couldn't recover right away.

After a while, he realized that the words seemed to be addressed to him, the person who spoke probably saw that he hadn't responded, and had already picked up the things that fell on the ground for him.

Out of the corner of his eye, Wu Luming caught a glimpse of his keychain, with several keys strung on it.

Both Wen Siyuan's family and the school dormitory are there.

He immediately thanked him and reached out to take it, but just as he was about to take it, the person who handed it suddenly retracted his hand.

Then the man clicked the ring on the keychain that was attached to the key before handing him the key again.

Wu Luming took it, glanced at the loose wire on the keychain, and realized what the other party had done just now.

It is estimated that when I handed it to him, I saw the wire protruding out, so I pressed it back for him.

"You're welcome." The cool and indifferent male voice sounded again.

Wu Luming put away the keychain and looked up at the other party.

It was a boy about his height, and he was very handsome.

Most of the time, people's appreciation of beauty will be biased by personal preferences, but just a glance at the appearance of the person in front of them will give people an extremely intuitive feeling-no matter what kind of beauty preference, it is difficult not to recognize a look.

Wu Luming's white has no blood color all year round.

The boy in front of him was also white, but there was red in the white.

Long eyelashes and big eyes, the pupils are very light in color, and the facial features are so delicate that they look like carefully pinched dolls.

It's just that with such a beautiful and harmless appearance, the boy's temperament is very cold.

It's not a deliberate indifference to keep a distance from people, but a very pure coldness that rejects too much contact with people from the inside out.

He didn't even look at Wu Luming during the whole process of handing the things back to Wu Luming.

After giving the things, he said "you're welcome" and then turned around and left.

After walking two steps, another boy who was slightly taller called him with a medical record in his hand.

Wu Luming watched the boy's temperament undergo a very subtle change.

Still cold, but from the second to the first.

Wu Luming withdrew his gaze, not paying attention to this episode.

He stuffed the keychain back into his coat pocket, didn't get distracted from reading the report, and walked out of the outpatient building without looking sideways.

However, within a few steps, he suddenly heard another voice calling his name.

Wu Luming stopped and looked towards the source of the sound, and saw a boy wearing glasses walking towards him.

It's Wu Lupal's boyfriend, Xi Beinan.

Wu Lupalm and Xi Beinan are high school classmates, and they started dating after graduating from high school.

Although Wu Luming didn't meet Xi Beinan many times, he could chat harmoniously every time he met.

Xi Beinan is a very easy person to get along with.

Seeing that he did not recognize the wrong person, Xi Beinan approached and asked with concern like an elder: "Why are you in the hospital, are you sick?"

Wu Luming said truthfully, "I came with Brother Yuan."

Xi Beinan saw that it was not Wu Luming who was ill, so he stopped properly and did not continue to ask further questions.

He answered by the way: "I'm also here with someone. I have a dinner in the dormitory. The dormitory has a bad stomach, so the whole dormitory came together."

The two didn't talk much.

When they were about to leave, Wu Luming suddenly said again: "Brother Xi, do me a favor, don't tell my sister about meeting me in the hospital."

Before Xi Beinan uttered his doubts, Wu Luming quickly explained with a chuckle: "Although I am not the one who is sick, she will definitely think how nervous she is when she hears that I am coming to the hospital."

Upon hearing this, Xi Beinan paused for a moment, as if thinking of something, nodded quickly without asking why.

·

There is nothing wrong with the inspection results.

Wen Siyuan was let go by the doctor after hanging two bottles of intravenous drip.

Before leaving, the doctor told me to come to the hospital to change the medicine on my shoulder within a week.

The day when Wen Siyuan changed his dressing was cloudy.

Because Wu Luming wanted to accompany him, he specially picked an afternoon when Wu Luming had no class.

Unexpectedly, Wen Siyuan was temporarily assigned a task that afternoon.

When he and Wu Luming rushed to the hospital to change their medicine, it was already dark when they left the hospital.

The two simply ate dinner outside.

Wen Siyuan answered the phone when he got home, and was forced to enter the study without stopping as soon as he finished changing his shoes.

Wu Luming basically didn't bother Wen Siyuan when he was working.

Seeing Wen Siyuan enter the study, Wu Luming took a shower, and after taking a shower, took a few Olympiad papers to do in the bedroom.

Just finished half of the sheet, and the back of my head was aching.

Wu Luming stopped writing, turned around and looked out the window.

I don't know when it started to rain, but the rain was not too heavy, so I couldn't hear any noise, but when I looked outside, I could see fine drops of water falling on the window.

Wu Luming turned around and took out a mint candy from the sugar bowl on the table, stuffed it into his mouth and chewed it.

The coolness of the mint goes straight to the sky.

Wu Luming ignored the increasingly obvious pain in the back of his head, and picked up his pen to continue working on the questions.

However, one paper was not finished, so he stopped writing again.

Wu Luming has always been actually not too disgusted with this unbearable pain in rainy days.

Just waking up two years ago would have hurt even more.

Not only the head, but everything in the body looks like it's about to fall apart.

But at that time, his whole person was in a state of being unable to get on the ground.

Pain is better, at least it feels alive.

In the past two years, Wu Luming has gotten used to this kind of pain that follows him everywhere in rainy days.

Most of the time, the pain is so bad that he can't sleep all night and he doesn't feel anything.

But today, there is an inexplicable feeling in my chest that I don't want to bear.

It's like a person who has had a toothache for a long time and suddenly gets a tablet of painkillers.

After taking one pill, the time without painkillers can no longer be tolerated.

Wu Luming picked up another mint candy and threw it into his mouth to chew.

Before he finished chewing the candy in his mouth, he pulled the chair away as if surrendering, got up, put away the paper, turned and left the bedroom.

There is no light in Wen Siyuan's bedroom, he should still be in the study.

Wu Luming walked to the door of the study and knocked on the door.

Soon Wen Siyuan's voice came from inside.

Wu Luming pushed the door open after the sound, but didn't go in right away, but poked his head in first.

It just so happened that Wen Siyuan moved half of his head from behind the computer to look at the door, and the two of them looked at each other for a moment.

Wu Luming laughed softly: "Brother Yuan, do you still have to work for a long time?"

Wen Siyuan looked back at the computer in front of him: "Up to 15 minutes."

After receiving this answer, Wu Luming opened the door, walked to the desk and sat down beside Wen Siyuan.

He sat quietly beside Wen Siyuan, waiting for the last 15 minutes without making a sound.

After 15 minutes, Wen Siyuan finished the work in hand on time, and turned to look at Wu Luming.

Wu Luming was curled up in a half-packed chair, with his eyelids half closed, looking sleepy.

But as soon as Wen Siyuan looked at him, he opened his eyes again and regained his energy.

Wen Siyuan stared at Wu Luming's expressionless face for two seconds, then turned to look at the only window in the study.

It's a pity that the curtains in the study room are drawn, so you can't see out of the window.

At this moment, Wu Luming's voice sounded: "Brother Yuan, can I stay in your arms for a while?"

Wen Siyuan agreed without thinking too much.

Although it wasn't time for kissing yet, the matter of hugging was already on the agenda before Wen Siyuan's shoulder was injured.

On the contrary, after Wen Siyuan's shoulder was injured, Wu Luming cared about Wen Siyuan's injury, and stopped approaching him easily to hug him.

After Wen Siyuan agreed, he opened his arms, and was about to hug Wu Luming, but Wu Luming got up and got off his own chair, walked in front of Wen Siyuan, and sat directly in Wen Siyuan's arms.

Wen Siyuan obviously didn't expect such a hug.

Wu Luming sat in his arms for a while, Wen Siyuan's open hands were still open, and there was no movement for a long time.

Wu Luming's stature is considered tall among ordinary boys.

On weekdays, a thin layer of muscle can also be seen on the body.

But this time he was curled up in Wen Siyuan's arms, but it felt extremely soft.

Everywhere is soft, and everything seems to be very easy to pinch.

Especially where it will be in contact with Wen Siyuan's legs in a large area.

It was warm and soft, and it moved slightly from time to time, and the position it moved was very close to the danger zone.

Wen Siyuan froze for a while, but finally his hand didn't fall on Wu Luming's body, and he rested on the armrest of the chair in a compromise.

During the time when Wen Siyuan was frozen, Wu Luming had already found a comfortable position for himself, and leaned against Wen Siyuan's arms.

After he didn't move, Wen Siyuan regained his senses a little, and heard the sound of rain outside the window.

He looked down at the person in his arms who was obviously not in a particularly good spirits, and didn't say anything, but slowly moved his hand to the wound on the back of Wu Luming's head, rubbing it gently like he did in the previous nights.

The person in his arms froze for a moment, and looked up at him.

After a while, he slowly relaxed his body again.

Since Wen Siyuan was discharged from the hospital, Wu Luming has been in such a state.

Wu Luming used to be in front of Wen Siyuan, as if his expression was programmed to always be obedient and docile, with a smile from time to time.

But that was obviously not Wu Luming's true state.

In fact, Wu Luming's true state is not even clear to himself. He is used to having different states in front of different people. After a long time, there is no such obvious boundary between pretending and real.

After talking to Wen Siyuan, Wu Luming was obviously trying to get his body to react in front of Wen Siyuan before his brain.

But he is obviously used to his thoughts controlling his words, deeds and expressions, so when he gets along with Wen Siyuan, he always restrains himself to adjust his state.

Wen Siyuan didn't seem to notice the changes in Wu Luming's body, he gently rubbed the scar on the back of Wu Luming's head calmly, and looked at the time displayed by the alarm clock on the wall.

09: 30.

In the past, it was time for him to take a shower and get ready for bed, but today he just glanced at it, then looked away as if nothing had happened, and said to Wu Luming, "Let's chat?"

Wu Luming still seemed a little uncomfortable.

After being silent for a while, he lightly grabbed a piece of Wen Siyuan's clothes with one hand, and finally looked up at Wen Siyuan to respond: "What are you talking about?"

Wen Siyuan thought for a moment: "I knew you before."

Wu Luming blinked his eyes lightly.

The year he met Wen Siyuan, he was supposed to be in the third year of high school.

Later, he took a year off from school due to an accident.

"It seems that there is nothing to talk about." Wu Luming said softly.

"Why?" Wen Siyuan asked.

Wu Luming considered for a moment.

"You asked me if I was sick at that time. I was sick when I first met you. Something happened and I was in a coma for half a year. When you saw me, I just woke up for two months."

Wu Luming's tone was very flat, and he simply brought this matter up, then he looked at Wen Siyuan and said, "Fortunately, you met me at that time, if it had been earlier, you met me before my accident, we will sit down now Not together anymore."

Wen Siyuan asked why again.

Wu Luming looked up at Wen Siyuan again, and finally said: "As I said, I used to have a bad temper."

He paused for a moment: "It's really very bad. I used to hate talking to people. If I met you at that time, not only would I not chase you, I might not even say anything to you."

Wu Luming's life seemed to be chopped into many sections by an invisible knife.

One of the most important cuts was the accident at the age of 17.

That accident was like a reshaping machine, throwing Wu Luming into it and breaking it up, and then throwing out a reassembled him.

Wen Siyuan seemed to be thinking about Wu Luming's words, and after a while he asked, "How bad is it? Will you fight with others?"

"meeting."

"Will you skip class?"

"meeting."

"Did you do something illegal?"

"...not so."

Wen Siyuan hummed lightly, and seemed to have fallen into serious thinking again.

He was thinking too quietly, which inevitably made Wu Luming, who hadn't answered honestly for a long time, a little nervous.

Wu Luming looked up at Wen Siyuan's sharp-edged jaw.

The man's appearance and demeanor are clearly cold and hard, but the movements of his hands are extremely gentle.

After a long time, he seemed to have come to a conclusion, and said seriously: "It should be fine if I meet you in high school. If I met you in high school, I should chase you."

After listening to Wen Siyuan's words, Wu Luming's mind froze for a moment.

"?"

The author has something to say:

Xiaolu: If I had known, you would be so kind...

If I have enough energy after finishing this book, I might write a side story about two people falling in love in high school

Indifferent and world-weary little genius x old-fashioned rules and dead-brained

Shasha

Speaking of everyone, why did several people throw mines at me in the last chapter? Is it because I said I have to work hard?