Rebirth Comes Quickly

"Aunt Ou, will mom really come back tonight?" Sitting in the familiar living room, Shan Xinyan blinked her small eyes and looked at Ou Yayun, but she was extremely happy in her heart.After a few days of getting along with Fan Heng, the little guy had already felt strong repulsion and resistance in his heart.In the past, she yearned for her father because she had never experienced Fan Heng's love, but now it seems that what Fan Heng gave her was all hypocrisy.

"Well, she will be back. You go to the room to rest first. Auntie has something to deal with. Go and bring mom back tonight."

"Okay, I like being with my mother and Auntie Ou the most." Seeing Shan Xinmin running upstairs happily, Ou Yayun lowered her head, smiled self-deprecatingly, opened the door and walked into her room.

Even in the daytime, the room still has heavy curtains to block out all the sunlight.The news that Shan Jinxuan and Fan Heng are going to get married is playing repeatedly on the TV. If you look carefully, you will find that this is not the content of the TV, but the video tape that is playing the same news repeatedly.

Sitting in the far corner of the room, Ou Yayun curled her body into a ball, silently and dully looking at Shan Jinxuan's face on TV.These days, the only motivation to support her is the memories of the past and the scene in front of her that made her so painful that she was shattered.She also knew that the current situation of the Ou family was under attack from both sides, she shouldn't be so decadent and hide in the house like a coward.But she knew that at this moment, she couldn't see the sun and couldn't concentrate any attention.

Xia Qianqing came to find herself more than once, she asked herself if she was so in love with Shan Jinxuan, she was obsessed with believing even though there were so many evidences that Shan Jinxuan was involved with the Carpenter family.In this regard, Ou Yayun neither denies nor admits it.Now she no longer trusts anyone, and only follows her own inner thoughts.

She wanted Shan Jinxuan, and wanted this person to return to her side.It doesn't matter whether she loves herself or not, and it doesn't matter which side she is on.Ou Yayun just wanted Shan Jinxuan to be by her side very simply, that's all.

"Jin... come out and meet me, okay?" The heavy rain poured down, extinguishing the hustle and bustle of the city, making everything empty and transparent.Standing at the door of Shan Jinxuan's house, Ou Yayun kept ringing the doorbell, begging Shan Jinxuan to come out to see her in an almost begging tone.These are the memories of the previous life, Ouya's dusty past.

She pursued Shan Jinxuan like a lunatic, even she herself didn't know how she fell in love with such a person so paranoidly.Perhaps, such a thing as love cannot be measured and explained by cause and effect.She is in love, so in love.There is no reason to be infatuated, and there is even no way to stop this pursuit that seems to never see an end.

It rained heavily that day and it was very cold, but what made Ou Yayun even more chilling was Shan Jinxuan's attitude towards herself.Obviously, she hated herself even more in her previous life.In order to hide from herself, she went to a foreign country and got married with Fan Heng, but she still refused to see her.She used many methods to find out Shan Jinxuan's address, and went to look for her every day, but all she got was a tight door.

The feeling of wanting to see someone but not being able to see it hurts my heart, if I don't know the location, it's fine, but it's obviously such a short distance.She still couldn't see her, and she refused to see her.I don't know how long I waited, until the sound of a car driving in the distance, Ou Yayun came back to her senses in a daze.

Looking at Shan Jinxuan and Fan Heng who got off the car, they talked and laughed and walked towards the gate.At this moment, Ou Yayun, who had never been afraid of anything, chose to retreat.She hid in the grass in embarrassment, watching Shan Jinxuan and Fan Heng kiss in the rain, and became a witness of this romance. While being tortured, she had neither the courage nor the qualifications to stop it.She was even grateful in her heart that she finally saw Shan Jinxuan.

The future may change because of a person doing something, but Ou Yayun always believes that the personality of a person will not change much.Ou Yayun knew a long time ago that Fan Heng approached Shan Jinxuan for an impure purpose.In her previous life, Shan Jinxuan had a car accident not long after she married Fan Heng, but fortunately she was rescued in time and did not die.Ouya asked someone to investigate the cause of the car accident carefully, and finally determined that the accident was caused by the Fan family.

From before to now, everything she did was for her sake, including killing Fan Heng.He deserves to die because he hurt the person he gave his life to protect.However, the more damning reason for him is that he got what he dreamed of, but didn't cherish it.

"Heh..." The empty room made the smile clearer and clearer. Sitting on the ground, Ouya put her head in her hands and felt that what happened now was like history repeating itself. It was testing itself and wanted to put Shan Jin back again Xuan took it away from her.Impossible, she, Ou Yayun, will never let the same thing happen a second time.

"Jin... you must come to see me tonight, don't let me down, I really have had enough of the days without you. You always told me before that my feelings for you are distorted possession, and there is no It's not love. Do you know that such a veto has made me sad for a long time, I will engrave your name in my heart and keep your people by my side, okay?"

The sharp blade pierced the skin, but Ou Yayun didn't seem to feel the pain, she still slid the knife on her heart.There was a wanton and satisfied smile on her face, and as the last stroke of the word Jin was put on her heart, that smile bloomed even brighter.However, just smiling like this, she forgot the difference between a real smile and a fake smile.

"Jin... I miss you." The blood stained the white clothes, and the area around the shoulders was red. Pressing the wound with both hands, the blood stained the palms of the hands.Ou Yayun stared blankly at her hands, and then hugged herself tightly, as if these hands were Shan Jinxuan's hug.Her embrace has a faint mint fragrance, although it is not very warm, it will make me feel at ease.

She had lost this man once, lost this hug countless times.Ou Yayun knew that it was her own cowardice and scruples that caused the current consequences.In her last life, she should have kept Shan Jinxuan by her side regardless of everything, so that she would not have to bear the pain and misunderstandings that followed.Ou Yayun didn't want to experience the feeling of being cornered by a loved one anymore, and she was even more afraid of seeing Shan Jinxuan's hateful eyes again.

Yes, she was wrong from the beginning.She shouldn't have restrained her love for Shan Jinxuan, she shouldn't have scruples about her relationship with Ou Qing, she shouldn't have given in to Shan Bo, and she shouldn't have let Fan Heng live so long!They are all devils, no matter in the last life or this life, they are trying every means to take Shan Jinxuan away from her.Why...why do you do this...

Without Shan Jinxuan, she would have lost the whole world. These cruel devils not only wanted to take away everything from her, but even made Shan Jinxuan hate her.Why should she be so depressed, why should she wait and wait.Waiting for Shan Jinxuan to turn around, waiting for Shan Jinxuan to fall in love with her, and even to face the interruptions of these people.

So... wouldn't it be better if they all died?

Shan Bo, Ou Qing, Fan Heng, including everyone who prevented her from being with Shan Jinxuan.If these demons are dead, there will be no one to stop them.In this way, Xiao Jin will also become alone.She lost everything like herself, so she would no longer think about it, and would only think about herself wholeheartedly.Even if this thought is not love, but hatred and resentment, Ou Yayun will still pester her endlessly.

"Jin...I finally found a way to be with you forever. You must come tonight so that we will never be apart again. I know you don't like people who are late, so I'll wait for you now, okay Okay?" Ou Yayun whispered to Shan Jinxuan on the TV, and even obsessively stroked Shan Jinxuan's face inside.

However, the screen suddenly changed to Fan Heng's face full of disgust.Looking at the people on TV, Ou Yayun picked up the gun and pulled the trigger without hesitation.The sound of the shattering TV was deafening, but it didn't completely break the picture.Seeing that Fan Heng's fragmented face turned back into Shan Jinxuan's appearance again, Ou Yayun stroked it distressedly, and hurriedly picked up the fragments of the broken screen, trying to piece it back together.

The sharp edge pierced the palm of the hand, staining the bloody hand even more red, but Ou Yayun seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and continued to piece it together in a panic and anxiously.But in the end, the TV was turned off, and all the pictures disappeared, and she could no longer find Shan Jinxuan's face.

"Xiaojin...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to..." Kneeling on the ground, Ou Yawen hugged those screen residues in her arms, murmuring in a low voice.Then he threw it into the trash can as if nothing had happened, turned and walked to the bathroom.Hot water washed the wound, making the blood flow more wanton.They flowed down the fingertips to the ground, forming a pool of bright red marks.Ou Yayun tried her best to wash her body, wrapped her broken hands with gauze, and put on a pair of retro black leather gloves.Standing in front of the mirror, she carefully dressed herself, wearing Shan Jinxuan's favorite attire, using make-up to cover up all her tiredness, and then walked downstairs with a smile.

"Aunt Ou, are you going to pick up your mother?" The young and light Shan Xinyun naturally didn't know that Ou Yayun had shot the loud noise just now, and when she saw the other party coming out, she asked excitedly.

"Well, I'll pick up my mother, Xinmin is waiting for us at home."

"Okay! Come on, Aunt Ou, if mom refuses to come back, you must kidnap her back."

"I will." Saying goodbye to Shan Xinyun, Ou Yayun drove towards the destination.Looking at the endless deep sea in front of her, she smiled and pulled out the knife from her waist, and kept carving the three characters Shan Jinxuan on the beach.The wind blew away the name, and she showed distressed face, and she smiled and wrote it again after a while.

"Jin...I will wait for you until you come, don't let me down again."

The author has something to say: Hey... It feels a bit depressing to write this chapter.This chapter uses a whole large sheet to write about my aunt's psychological changes. In fact, I hope everyone can understand my aunt's mood.Sometimes that feeling of wanting someone and not having it can really drive a person crazy.then.Guess everyone, will Xiao Jin come?Seeing the aunt of the Lun family like this, I feel so distressed!So, in order to relieve everyone's sadness of reading the text, let's write a funny little theater.It tells about the behavior of Xiaojin and Fan Heng after the aunt caught rape...

Auntie: Don't stop me, let me go, I saw them go in to open a room!

Xiaojin: Auntie?You... why are you here?

Fan Heng: O... Boss Ou?

Auntie: Okay, Shan Jinxuan, you little bitch!You actually raise a man behind my back!And raised such an ugly one!I can kill you little bitch!

←Everyone: Author, you are not funny, you are a Honkai character, my sister!

Xiao Jin: Why, you are allowed to cheat, but I am not allowed to raise a man!You green tea bitch, you're so boring!

Aunt: I can kill you!You are the green tea bitch, my old lady has always been Ming Sao! ! !

Xiao Bao: Pfft, so, I use this to adjust my emotions, do you have the idea of ​​wanting to rape and kill Lun's family now, ah, Ya Die, be gentle! ← Everyone: The author is in a convulsion, please don't look directly at it.