Rebirth Comes Quickly

He ran all the way from Ou Yayun's house, and didn't stop until a long distance away.Standing in the middle of the road where no one and no cars passed by, Shan Jinxuan suddenly felt a trance.She didn't pay attention to it before, and she didn't care, until now she realized that she had no other place to go except Ou Yayun's home and school.

Shan Jinxuan didn't know what happened to Ou Yayun, why she suddenly did that kind of thing to herself as if she was stimulated.Even though she has accepted the other party on the surface, she still can't open her heart.It can be said that what happened today was the trigger, completely igniting the long-standing conflict between Shan Jinxuan and Ou Yayun.

After thinking about it all the way, in the end, Shan Jinxuan decided to go back to school first, and then slowly deal with her and Ou Yayun's affairs.Since the neighborhood is a villa area, Shan Jinxuan walked for more than half an hour before seeing an empty taxi.She reported the name of the school, then sat down and closed her eyes to meditate.

However, as long as she closes her eyes, the scene that happened in the room just now will appear in her mind involuntarily.Ouya looked at her with extremely possessive eyes, but she still couldn't conceal the love that was so full that it was about to overflow.She kissed herself, wanted to do something deviant to herself, and hit her herself.

Thinking of that slap, Shan Jinxuan opened her eyes and stared blankly at her right hand.She didn't forget how painful her hand was when she slapped her hand, which shows that Ou Yayun's face will not be relaxed.Thinking of the other party's sorry, Shan Jinxuan suddenly felt a little sore, no matter how wrong that person was, he shouldn't hit her.

"Driver, please... Forget it, it's not necessary." Thinking of Ou Yayun, Shan Jinxuan wanted to turn the car around.She was worried that something would happen if Ou Yayun was left alone at home, and she was even more afraid that she would think wildly and feel sad.But thinking of her surveillance of her and her aggressive words, Shan Jinxuan changed her mind.

"Eh? Why are you back?" After getting out of the car and returning to the dormitory, Shan Jinxuan heard An Dulan ask her this just as she opened the door.The gloomy mood made Shan Jinxuan too lazy to answer such boring questions. She opened the door and walked into her room, locked the door, threw her body onto the big bed, and began to think about what happened recently.

Being able to be with Ou Yayun was an accident, but it was also inevitable.Although she was born in a wealthy family like the Shan family, Shan Jinxuan received very little care.She always does what she should do silently by herself, Shan Bo does not allow her to make a single mistake, let alone make friends casually.Speaking of which, the only person Shan Jinxuan can be called a friend is Ou Yayun who grew up with her.

The two are aunts and nephews, but they are only eight years apart.Shan Jinxuan never felt that there was anything wrong with sticking together with Ou Yayun, until she noticed how the two of them felt for each other, then she began to deliberately distance herself from Ou Yayun.From the age of 16 to the present, for three full years, I had no contact with Ou Yayun.But this woman still treats her unconditionally as before.

Thinking of this, Shan Jinxuan suppressed the pain in her nose and heart, and slowly closed her eyes.It's true that she likes Ouya, but she really feels tired being with Ouya.Not only did she have to face the pressure from her family, but she also had to bear Ou Yayun's expectations of her.She couldn't bear to make Ou Yayun sad, but she couldn't get over the obstacle in her heart.In this way, the contradictions accumulated more and more, and finally became the current situation.

Even though she had received the ideological education from Shan Bo since she was a child that the weak would eat the strong and that if she didn't work hard, she would become cannon fodder, but no one told her how to deal with her relationship with Ou Yayun or how to get along with her lover.She didn't accept Ou Yayun before because she was afraid that their relationship would be unreasonable.Now, she wants to separate from Ou Yayun because she feels that she is not qualified.

Ou Yayun was so kind to her that Shan Jinxuan couldn't breathe.She always felt that with her present identity and actions, she was not capable of standing beside Ou Yayan, and her childish behavior made Ou Yayan hurt her again and again.Thinking of this, Shan Jinxuan fell into a half-asleep, half-awake dream.Throughout the night, her mind was filled with fragments of her getting along with Ou Yayun.In the end, it was that person's tears.

Waking up in the morning, Shan Jinxuan felt top-heavy and tired all over her body after not having a good rest for two consecutive days.She took leave of absence to go to class and slept in the room.Just as he was about to fall asleep, the bedroom doorbell rang suddenly.Shan Jinxuan couldn't imagine who would come over at this time, after thinking about it, she still got up to open the door.The moment I saw Xia Qianqing appearing at the door, I was somewhat surprised.

"Sorry to disturb your rest." Looking at Shan Jinxuan's haggard face, Xia Qianqing knew that she was having a hard time.However, compared to the person who has locked himself in the room until now, Shan Jinxuan is already in such a state, which is already very good.

"Is Miss Xia okay?" Until now, Shan Jinxuan still hasn't forgotten the scene of Xia Qianqing and Ou Yayun at the bar.She knew that it was the person in front of her who unilaterally wanted to do something wrong to Ou Yayun, but the person she liked was taken advantage of by others, so she felt somewhat uncomfortable.

"May I come in? There's something I want to talk to you about."

"En." Hearing Xia Qianqing's request, Shan Jinxuan let her in sideways, and brewed two more cups of jasmine tea.Just seeing Shan Jinxuan's well-organized yet elegant movements, Xia Qianqing knew how strict the education this girl had received since she was a child.

"How is she?" Sitting on the sofa drinking tea, seeing Xia Qianqing looking at her silently, Shan Jinxuan couldn't help breaking the silence.Even if they don't say who she is, both of them know it well.After all, Shan Jinxuan was still worried about Ou Yayun.

"It's not very good. Since you left yesterday, she has kept herself locked in the room and never came out."

"How come..." Shan Jinxuan frowned tightly after hearing Xia Qianqing's words.She had already guessed that Ou Yayun would not feel better after having a conflict with herself, but she never thought that she would ignore the affairs of Ou Shi and Ou Tang and lock herself in the room. Shan Jinxuan did not expect this kind of consequence of.

"Jinxuan, I hope you don't mind me calling you that. Maybe what happened at the bar that night made you misunderstand me, but I can tell you clearly that I like Ou, not a little less than you. You and her I don't care about entanglements and conflicts, but I don't want her to be hurt because of your immaturity. If you can't make her happy, leave her as soon as possible."

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Xia Qianqing's meaning was obvious, and Shan Jinxuan also knew that she had seen the relationship between herself and Ou Yayun, but she still refused to admit it.She wasn't sure if this person had a different heart and was loyal to Ou Yayun.If he admits here and gets caught with evidence, it's hard to guarantee that he won't cause trouble to Ou Yayun.If it spreads to the Dan-Ou family, the consequences will be disastrous.

"Can you understand, what I want to say is the same. You are not suitable for Ou, and you don't understand how much danger and hardship she has endured to get to this point. While you are still living the life of your eldest lady At that time, she had already shouldered the burden of being the heir of the Ou family, and went to deal with those old foxes who had been in the underworld for many years."

"Don't look at her like she doesn't care about anything, but she knows the things behind the scenes better than anyone else. You don't know the Shan family's intentions, but I don't believe your mother doesn't know either. As for your going to the Fan's house, Ou Gen I didn't monitor you, and I was even afraid that you would be unhappy, and I didn't even arrange for extra bodyguards, but only asked me to protect you. Even so, you still refuse to believe her."

"Shan Jinxuan, listen to me, you are just a flower growing in a greenhouse. Everyone, including yourself, only sees your glorious surface, but they don't know how much trouble the greenhouse has to bear to protect you. The most suitable Ou's only person is me, you don't have anything to talk about standing beside her."

Following Xia Qianqing's last words, the door of the dormitory was also closed tightly.Shan Jinxuan stared blankly at the cup of tea on the table, and realized that she had no reason to refute Xia Qianqing's words.That's right, I hurt Ou Yayun again, very deeply.No matter what that person does, the first thing he thinks of is himself, but all he can do is misunderstand her and not understand her.

Thinking of the Ou Yayun she saw in her dream, the person who would cry even when she was sleeping, Shan Jinxuan blinked and wiped away the moisture that should not have been in her eye sockets.He changed his clothes casually and took a taxi back to Ou Yayun's house.

She wanted to go back and take a look at the woman who had been hurt the most by her. What worries, fears, and dangers, these questions have become empty words at this moment.Shan Jinxuan can't give up on Ou Yayun, even if she has too many flaws, she will try her best to catch up with Ou Yayun.Sooner or later, she will become someone who can protect Ou Yayun.

Stepping into this room again, Shan Jinxuan found that the room was terribly empty, but if she didn't come back all night, she completely lost the feeling of living with Ou Yayun before.After changing her shoes, she walked upstairs, looking at the room belonging to Ou Yayun, Shan Jinxuan turned the doorknob without hesitation, pushed the door and walked in.

Unlike the bright sunshine outside, Ou Yayun's room was dark and cool with the curtains drawn.The room is full of wine bottles and cigarette butts, counting carefully, there are probably as many as a whole pack of cigarettes.Seeing this, Shan Jinxuan frowned, walked around the wine bottles, and walked to the innermost bedroom.

There was a person lying on the floor of the inner room. She was wearing a black nightgown, and she curled up her tall body, as fragile as a newborn cub.Her body was shaking, especially after hearing her own footsteps, the shaking became more intense.Seeing Ou Yayun like this, Shan Jinxuan felt her eyes moist.She walked forward slowly, stroked Ou Yayun's shoulder with her hand, and found that the other party curled up even tighter.

"Xiao Min, I'm back." Such a fragile and helpless Ou Yayun aroused Shan Jinxuan's pity and distress. It was the man's face with his eyes closed tightly, and that pale and haggard face.

Only at this time did Shan Jinxuan realize that the slap she slapped yesterday was really too hard.After a night, even though the red mark had faded a lot, there was still a faint pink mark left, which combined with Ou Yayun's lip that was bitten by herself, made Shan Jinxuan feel distressed.She caressed Ou Yayun's face with her hand, and dropped a kiss on it.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, does it still hurt?" Shan Jinxuan hugged Ou Yayun's trembling body in her arms, and kept stroking her back for her.The two hugged each other tightly like this, and they didn't move for 1 minute, 2 minutes, or even a full 10 minutes.

"Xiao Jin..." After a long time, Ou Yayun finally spoke.Her voice was even hoarse than yesterday, full of exhaustion.Due to lack of rest, her eyes were bloodshot, but her own face was reflected in her black pupils.It was as if she was the only one in her world.

"I'm here, I'm back with you."

"Xiao Jin, since you left, I have been waiting for you to come back. Every second I wait, my heart will be more afraid. I am afraid that you will not come back after you leave like this, just like at that time Same." Ou Yayun didn't know whether she was muttering to herself or to Shan Jinxuan, looking at her slightly slack eyes, Shan Jinxuan kissed her forehead distressedly.

"It's my fault, everything is my fault. I won't leave you, definitely not." Feeling Ou Yayun's fear, Shan Jinxuan kept comforting her, trying to calm her down.At this moment, she forgot the contradictions in her heart and the troubles she might encounter in the future.She just wanted to suppress Ou Yayun's uneasiness and make him happy.

"Xiao Jin, you are not angry with me anymore, are you?"

"Don't be angry, I'm not angry with you anymore."

"Well... that's good... I'm so tired..."

Xu Shi's tense nerves were finally relaxed, and in Shan Jinxuan's arms, Ou Yayun felt sleepy again.She leaned her head on Shan Jinxuan's shoulder, and gently kissed Shan Jinxuan's neck with her lips.Shan Jinxuan couldn't help hugging Ou Yayun even tighter with that weak appearance, wishing she could just rub her into her body so that Ou Yayun could feel more at ease.

"Xiao Jin...you are mine...no one can take you away." At this moment, Ou Yayun had fallen into a state of half-asleep and half-awake. Hearing her raving, Shan Jinxuan fondled her head, Get up and put her on the bed.Therefore, Shan Jinxuan did not hear what Ou Yayun said later.

Anyone who wants to take you away deserves to die.Get rid of them, and you will be completely mine.

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