Rebirth Comes Quickly

The ancient pendulum strikes repeatedly, and the sound of clattering is very clear in the quiet room.Standing in this familiar yet somewhat unfamiliar room, Shan Jinxuan stared blankly at everything around her, feeling at a loss.If she remembered correctly, she should be at the wedding scene with Fan Heng, when the explosion happened, she and Ou Yayun hugged each other, and then lost consciousness.But why did she stand here after waking up?

Or, during the time she fell asleep, what was left behind?

Stepping on the blanket, the soft touch is transmitted along the soles.Shan Jinxuan was walking in the room, trying to find Ou Yayun's figure, but he couldn't see where he was.Looking at the scattered documents on the desk, she walked over to organize them, but found that these were not ordinary documents, but something similar to a will.It clearly stated on it that Ou Yayun gave herself all the property under her name.

This includes all the domestic and foreign companies under Ou's divisions, as well as her house, car, and money.Such a will made Shan Jinxuan terrified. She didn't understand why Ou Yayun did such a thing, and she was even more worried about whether the explosion brought something to the other party.Anxiously, Shan Jinxuan eagerly wanted to see Ou Yayun.

"Yu? Where are you?" Shan Jinxuan frantically searched for Ou Yayun in the house. After looking upstairs, she went downstairs to look for her, and finally turned back.Looking at the balcony behind the bedroom, Shan Jinxuan walked slowly with hope. As soon as she approached, she smelled a strong smell of alcohol, and the familiar figure from behind also jumped into her sight.

Compared with her in memory, Ou Yayun has lost a lot of weight at this moment.

She leaned on the recliner, drinking the red wine in the glass quietly and alone.

Her eyes were full of confusion and loneliness, and her whole body was filled with intense loneliness.

Shan Jinxuan's heart aches for Ou Yayun like this, and she doesn't know if she has done something to make her so sad.

"Yu, although it's strange to ask like this, but I want to know why I'm here. What about those wills on your desk?" Shan Jinxuan said behind Ou Yayun's back, but the other party didn't seem to hear In that way, he still drank wine by himself.Shan Jinxuan looked a little sad, she stepped forward and wanted to hug Ou Yayun from behind, but to her surprise, her hands couldn't touch Ou Yayun, as if there was a barrier between them .

Shan Jinxuan didn't understand why this happened, she called Ou Yayun's name in a panic and anxiously, and kept reaching out to grab it.It's a pity that Ou Yayun got farther and farther away from her, and became more and more blurred.When her vision regained clarity, Shan Jinxuan found that she appeared in an inexplicable place again.This is obviously a gorgeous office, and there is a figure crouching above the desk.Looking from a distance, Shan Jinxuan only felt very familiar, very haggard, and felt a little uncomfortable.

At this time, someone knocked on the door and came in. When the person saw the person lying on the table, he walked over to pat her to wake her up. The moment she raised her head, Shan Jinxuan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she couldn't even believe it. see everything.The person crouching on the table is none other than herself!

Before encountering such a thing, Shan Jinxuan never thought that she would look at herself from the perspective of a third party.After looking at it like this, I realized that this self looks very wrong.He clearly has a face in his 30s, but his demeanor is full of fatigue and aging.Her long black hair was mixed with some white hair, and the first thing she did after being woken up by the assistant was to find medicine.Seeing her skinny and skeleton-like hands, Shan Jinxuan approached slowly, reaching out to touch her face, but as she imagined, she couldn't touch her, nor could she touch the assistant.

"Manager Shan, I've bought everything you asked me to prepare and put them in the car downstairs."

"Well, I see, today's matter will be handled by you."

"Yes."

Seeing the other self slumped down the stairs and got into the car, just as Shan Jinxuan was thinking about how to keep up, the screen changed, and in the blink of an eye, he arrived at another scene.At this moment, Shan Jinxuan already clearly knew that what happened now did not really exist, but she didn't feel that all this was her dream.Watching the other person get out of the car, Shan Jinxuan knew that there was a connection between this place and just now, so she hurriedly followed.

However, she did not expect that the destination they went to was the cemetery in Langqi City.

Watching myself holding up a large bouquet of roses and walking towards the cemetery with a bottle of red wine.Shan Jinxuan only felt her heart beating faster and faster, and her anxiety surged like a wave.When she followed her other self to a secluded tombstone and looked at the familiar person on the tombstone, Shan Jinxuan fell to the ground, staring blankly at Ou Yayun's black and white photo.

"I'm sorry, because I went to a foreign country for business, I haven't seen you for more than a month." Putting the rose and red wine in her hand on the ground, Shan Jinxuan ignored the dirt on the ground and sat there too.There was a faint smile on her face, but there was no way to hide the pain in her eyes, anyone could see how forced this smile was.

"I don't know if you miss me, but I really miss you. I am very worried about the workers in those cemeteries. They do the cleaning every day, but I am always afraid that you will be ignored. You see, I am just a Before the moon comes, your photo is covered with dust. You love beauty so much, you will not be happy. I promise you, I will come to see you every week, okay?"

It was obviously a small talk, but it also ended in the form of a question, but here, no one could answer Shan Jinxuan, or in other words, she was talking to herself from the beginning to the end.

"Since you don't want to talk, I won't force you. Now, I brought back your favorite wine when I went out this time. You used to like drinking this wine very much. I always remember it. You said you like roses , I don’t like other flowers, so I brought roses to see you. Maybe you think that everything I do now is to make up for you, but in fact, I just want to do these things to make myself feel better. "

"Ou Yayun, sometimes you are really willful. You come to my world and break into my life so domineeringly, but you love me so disregarding yourself. I understand everything you do, but I I can't get over the hurdles in my heart, I can't let go of those burdens and be with you. I thought you would understand, but I forgot your sadness and pain."

"Everything is my punishment now, and I know I shouldn't say it, but I really miss you. I'm starting to drink what you drink and smoke what you smoke. But I know you'll never I will come back again, and I won’t come back to coax me after I make you angry like every time before. Maybe this is despair, just like you knew you couldn’t have me at the beginning, I know very well, no matter Whatever I do now, I can't call you back."

As Shan Jinxuan spoke, she opened the red wine and drank it slowly.Her mood is very unstable, even if she swallows slowly, she will choke.Seeing her turn around, coughing violently and painfully.Scarlet liquid flowed out from the crevices of her fingers, it wasn't wine, but real blood.Looking at the pool of red in her hand, Shan Jinxuan wiped it off with a tissue and continued to drink.

"I'm sorry, I might have scared you just now. I know you love me all the time, and you don't want me to suffer a little bit. So every time I see you, I want to make myself more beautiful and make you feel at ease. Now, those who pretend to be me I don’t need it anymore, this body has come to an end, although I want to accompany you sooner, but I can’t do that, after all, I’m still the mother of that child.”

"Now that she has grown up, she can take care of everything by herself, and I can go to you with peace of mind. Ou Yayun, I miss you, I miss you like crazy. But you are so cruel, so directly cut off the relationship with you." My connection is so difficult even if I want to see you in my dream. Ou Yayun, don't want me, let me go to your side, okay? "

As Shan Jinxuan spoke, she suddenly laughed, but tears dripped down her chin to the ground.She knelt in front of the tomb, wiped Ou Yayun's photo over and over again, and finally put a kiss on the lips of the person in the photo.Even if she couldn't touch it, the visual impact was still so strong. Shan Jinxuan sat on the ground, staring blankly at her other self, and at some point, she burst into tears.

At this moment, the scene switched again, as if returning to the place where she first came.In the room, Ou Yayun sat quietly on the floor.There are many familiar photos of Shan Jinxuan in front of her, and the people in them, from childhood to teenage girls, to adulthood, are all of herself.

Seeing Ou Yayan tidy them up and store them in the safe in the study, she then took out a pistol from the drawer.Looking at the gun, Shan Jinxuan suddenly became uneasy.She kept rushing towards Ou Yayun, eager and begging to touch her, but she was always separated by a barrier, unable to penetrate.

The moonlight shone into the room, illuminating Ou Yayun's face transparently.She smiled and paced the room, as if waiting for something.She obviously looked happy, but Shan Jinxuan felt that her heart was already dead.A person who has never been happy would smile so lonely, how could it be a smile from the heart?Immediately afterwards, watching the butler come up to talk to Ou Yayun, Shan Jinxuan watched another self in a black suit come up.She had an ominous premonition, and she was so frightened that she wanted to cry.

However, what worried her most happened.Seeing Ou Yayun pull the trigger, with the crisp sound of the gunshot.She bent down in pain, but still smiled and propped up her body, showing a brave smile.She went to the room, changed into clean clothes and came out, sitting on the sofa drinking like nothing happened.Seeing her face getting paler and blood staining the red dress even redder, Shan Jinxuan knelt on the ground and called her name over and over again, but...it didn't work at all.

The most painful thing in the world is to watch the one you love suffer but you can't do anything about it.Kneeling next to the sofa, Shan Jinxuan watched Ou Yayun's life go by, and watched her frown and endure the pain in her body and heart as she poured the wine into her mouth.At that moment, she saw the tears and nostalgia in Ou Yayun's eyes. Through the barrier in front of her, she reached out and grabbed Ou Yayun's shoulder vigorously, but she couldn't shake it at all.

"Please, please don't do this. It's all my fault, it's all my fault.

Ou Yayun, don't leave me, please! "Shan Jinxuan never knew that she would cry so helplessly. She ran down in a panic and screamed at her other self, wanting her to go upstairs to see Ou Yayun. But no one could hear her." No one can feel her sadness and fear in her words.

Realizing her own uselessness, Shan Jinxuan ran back upstairs again. At this moment, Ou Yayun had already fallen into the arms of the other one, and the blood overflowing from the belly stained the ground red.

"Xiao Jin, call me by my name, okay?" She asked like this, which might be her last wish.Unfortunately, she never got the call she wanted most.Shan Jinxuan stared at Ou Yayun in a daze, watching her die in her arms with a smile on her face.She slammed her head on the floor vigorously, and kept reaching out to grab Ou Yayun.

"Ouya...don't die! Don't leave me!"

"Miss Shan, are you awake? Wait a minute, you can't move around now!"

Seeing the anxious look of the medical staff, Shan Jinxuan stared blankly at the white ceiling, and her first reaction was to go to Ou Yayun.

"Where is she... where is she..."

"What?" The medical staff did not expect that Shan Jinxuan, who had been in a coma for two years, would wake up crying, and saw the other person anxiously asking herself the same sentence. The little nurse wanted to go to the doctor for help, but Shan Jinxuan held her back tightly.

"Tell me, is she still alive? Where is Ou...Ouya!"

"You mean Miss Ou? She just left, you..."

"Ou...Ouya...Yu"

Hearing what the little nurse said, Shan Jinxuan suddenly fell off the bed.Two years of deep sleep made her limbs unable to move like ordinary people. She pulled out the infusion needle and the equipment on her body, grabbed the crutches beside her and stumbled towards the outside.She couldn't see the surprised expressions of the people around her, let alone hear the shouts of the nurses behind her.Falling down, she doesn't feel the pain, she just knows, she can't let her go, she wants to see her!

"Ouya... Ouya!" Walking at the gate of the hospital, Shan Jinxuan looked at the familiar figure in the distance and called out.Unfortunately, her throat was dry and hoarse, and she couldn't shout much.Seeing that person's figure getting further and further away, she ran desperately.Her bare feet were scratched by the stones on the ground, but they couldn't stop her from walking.She has made that person wait for too long, and this time, she is willing to be that person chasing him, regardless of her own safety.

"Don't go... Ou Yayun... don't leave me!" Shan Jinxuan roared loudly as if exhausting the last bit of strength in her body.She felt a sweet smell in her throat, as if her throat was so dry that it was torn and blood was overflowing.She didn't care, but at the moment Ou Yayun was stunned, she threw away the crutch in her hand and walked towards her like crawling.

"Xiao Jin...you..." Ou Yayun looked at the person in front of her in surprise, but couldn't say a word.Shan Jinxuan looked haggard and embarrassed at the moment, the backs of her hands were bleeding, her feet were covered with mud, and she was crying like a child. Just looking at it, Ou Yayun felt her eye sockets heat up.She didn't expect Shan Jinxuan to wake up suddenly, and make herself so scarred just to come out to find her.Ou Yayun hugged Shan Jinxuan distressedly, and couldn't say a word of reproach.She wanted to take Shan Jinxuan back to the ward, but the other party grabbed her hand at this moment.

"You once said that you wanted me to call you by your name. I didn't say it at the time. Is it still too late? Ou Yayun, I love you."

The author has something to say: Well, writing this chapter really touched me.Xiaojin actually had a very long dream, which can also be said to be a kind of soul time travel.What she sees are all about her in her previous life or another world.In short, this chapter can be regarded as satisfying some questions from the previous life, and I will save some of them for later.The chapters of the main CP may be a little more than the sub-CP. I would like to ask if you want more meat, or more interactive and cute?

By the way, there is a song that fits the artistic conception of this chapter, everyone must have heard it (づ￣3￣)づ╭? ~