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In silence, Vulcan closed his eyes and lowered his head, without any response.

Slowly leaning forward, Heizi wordlessly dropped the sports bag in his hand.

Hearing the sudden sound of the package falling to the ground, Heizi took a deep breath, leaned forward without hesitation, and gently embraced Vulcan's stiff body from behind.

"..." Feeling the instant warmth covering his back, Vulcan's shoulders trembled imperceptibly, but he didn't turn around.

With his cheek delicately pressed against Vulcan's broad back, Heizi slowly closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and continued to tighten Vulcan's sweat-soaked sweatshirt with his ten fingers.

The breathing sound of the person in front of him clearly circled his ears, and Heizi's arms trembled a little, but he tried his best to shield the turbulent turmoil in his heart.

"Big I."

Calling softly, Heizi's calm voice is full of mixed emotions.

"If possible, I really hope that I can stay by your side forever." There was a trace of hidden bitterness in the sea-blue eyes, and Heizi sneered self-deprecatingly, "But, I don't want the development between us to become a big one." A stumbling block in my pursuit of my dream."

"..."

"I hope that the big self can freely outline its own future, fully seize every opportunity to awaken its potential, and realize its ideals without any worries."

"..."

"So I--"

"Heh..." However, just when Heizi wanted to convey his thoughts to the other party, the person in front of him let out a frustrated chuckle, lowered his head slowly, and his shoulders trembled more and more violently.

Heizi looked up at the person in front of him blankly, without letting go, and frowned: "I...?"

Covering his forehead with one hand, Vulcan furiously twisted his blood-red eyebrows, gritted his teeth, and hid his eyes under his bangs.

I don't know how long the silence lasted before Vulcan opened his mouth in a chaotic breath, "Your boy, it's always been like this..."

"..."

"If you decide on one thing, you will stick to it to the end." The slender fingers clasped the skin on the forehead, and Vulcan slowly clenched his fists. "It's not just about basketball, but about everything."

"..."

"Ideal? Huh?" His shoulders continued to tremble uncontrollably, Vulcan's voice was hoarse, "Do you know what my ideal is now? Huh?"

"..." Hearing this, Heizi's perplexed eyes gradually became dumbfounded.

However, while he was in a daze, Vulcan pulled Heizi's arms away with great force, turned around quickly, and tightly grasped Heizi's wrists with both hands, his red pupils blazingly locked Heizi's body line in his field of vision.

With a solemn face, Vulcan gritted his teeth and stared at the embarrassing blue eyes of the person in front of him, frustrated: "You say you want to give me the freedom to choose the future? You say you want me to pursue my dreams without worries?..." Pinch Heizi's arms tightly until the corners of Heizi's lips are slightly raised because of the dull pain, "Did you really give me a chance to choose? Huh?"

"..." Staring at Vulcan's focused eyes in astonishment, he didn't know how to respond for a moment.

Pulling Heizi's wrists and slowly pulling the other person's thin body closer to him, Vulcan's eyebrows became deeper: "Do you really know what I want? Heizi?"

"..."

The warm breath gradually caressed the faces of both sides, and Heizi desperately wanted to pull away the painful arms twisted by Vulcan, but the other party did not intend to let go at all.

"You took away my only chance to choose, understand?" Those fiery eyes almost melted Heizi, and the ends of Vulcan's hair covered Heizi's forehead, "When you choose to leave me, you will take it away with your own hands. fulfilled my dream, understand?"

"..." Listening to the sincere words of the person in front of him, Heizi had already stiffened and moved his Adam's apple dryly.

The forehead completely touched Heizi's, and Vulcan's ten fingers were almost embedded in the skin between Heizi's wrists: "Life is so long, how can dreams not change?" With half-closed eyes staring at Heizi's wide-open eyes, Vulcan's voice gradually turned soft ,"Is not it."

"Big...I..." Heizi subconsciously raised his face while being forced into his chest by the other party, and opened his mouth in embarrassment.

"Listen to me, Heizi Tetsuya." The expression slowly leaked from the inside out, and the blood red eyes of Vulcan became brighter, "Now, what I want..." He squeezed Heizi's chin with one hand, Vulcan's eyes moved down, staring at the slightly swollen lips of the other party, and slowly tightened his five fingers, "It's you." After finishing speaking in a low voice, he closed his eyes suddenly, leaned forward without hesitation, and roughly attacked the sunspot. The defenseless lips.

"Hmm..." With his eyes wide open dumbly, Heizi curled his hands on Vulcan's strong chest, mechanically trying to push him away, but in vain.

Delicately sucking and kissing every inch of purity around Heizi's lips, Vulcan stretched out his hand to hook the back of the other's head, and pressed the other person closer to him.

Just like this savagely trampled on the thin man in front of him, until the man in front of him's legs gradually weakened, gasping like suffocation from his lips, Vulcan opened the corners of his lips sideways, and stared at the man with blurred eyes on his chest with a bright red face.

"Big me, you—"

Looking at the fiery eyes of the man in front of him, Heizi opened his mouth, but the other party hastily pulled the sports bag off his shoulders and threw it on the ground, then stretched out his big hand, tightly wrapped around Heizi's chest, and dragged him to the open air. Public restrooms next to the stadium.

"Big me!" During the dragging, Heizi yelled in surprise, but the people around him remained silent and walked like flying.

After a while, flashing into the bathroom, Vulcan kicked the door and locked it.

In the next second, he turned around and pulled Heizi to push him to the sink. Before he could react, Vulcan bowed down fiercely, rubbed one hand into the tip of Heizi's hair and kissed him.

"..." Just as he was about to open his mouth, he was swallowed by the other party without a word. Heizi could only hunched his shoulders to barely support the other party's strong body, and let the dexterous tongue wander in his own lips.

After a while, the other party reached out to touch the button of Heizi's shirt, and it seemed that he was about to tear it open with great force.

Panting and watching the other party's movements, Heizi quickly pressed Vulcan's impatient wrist, frowning: "I, please calm down..."

"..." Vulcan didn't respond, just leaned forward silently, and kissed Heizi's fair and delicate neckline without hesitation.

Frustrated, he stretched out his hand to press the back of Vulcan's head, Heizi clenched his teeth, shielding the intermittent panting that kept welling up in his throat, and said softly, "You first... wait..."

Hearing the almost pleading voice of the other party, Vulcan froze his body and stopped abruptly.

His cheek rested between Heizi's neck, his breath caressed the opponent's skin, Vulcan lowered his eyes, and put his arms on the edge of the sink, wrapping Heizi firmly in the triangle area of ​​his chest.

"Big me, you—"

"Let me ask you, Heizi, what exactly do you want?" The forehead slowly touched Heizi's neck, Vulcan interrupted Heizi's words, and spoke lightly.

"..." Hearing this, he choked for a moment, and Heizi was stunned.

Slowly adjusting the disordered breath, Vulcan straightened his body, gradually put his hands on Heizi's back, gently rubbed the opponent's strength into his chest, and slowly tightened.

"Tell me." The voice was muffled in Heizi's neck, Vulcan's voice was dim.

"..." His chest was pressed against Vulcan's chest, and Heizi raised his head in surprise, letting the other party hug him tightly.

"I really don't understand how you did it..." Muttered in frustration, Vulcan sneered, "Can you be so flexible?..."

——It was obviously the other party who confessed first.

However, during the communication along the way, the other party sometimes responds forcefully, and sometimes alienates coldly.

Being able to handle emotions so freely...

——Vulcan is in chaos.

Because I am in a completely different situation.

As soon as all the rationality came to this kid's affairs, it collapsed into pieces, and there was no control at all.

Sensing the slight tremor of the person in front of him, Heizi moved his shoulders stiffly, then slowly stretched out his hand, hugging Vulcan's strong chest.

Feeling the rough texture of the opponent's sweatshirt with his fingertips, Heizi slowly rubbed it, and then tightened his embrace in response.

"I was wrong again..." Heizi closed her eyes, sniffing Vulcan's frustrated and slightly sullen breath, and buried her cheek in the neck of the person in front of her.

Moving his body, Vulcan frowned.

"I want to know what I want... right?"

"……Um."

Hearing the other party's plain and simple response, Heizi gave a helpless smile, his eyes filled with gloom.

"If my older self knows what I want, I might choose to leave." Heizi stated calmly, his voice muffled against Vulcan's chest, "Then, do I still want to listen?"

"..." Puzzled and squinting, Vulcan lowered his head, trying to meet Heizi's eyes.

However, the other party did not look up.

Tightening his grip, Vulcan sneered.

--leave?If he could, he would have done it already, wouldn't he.

"I want to listen." The voice was resolute, undeniable, and the Vulcan was awe-inspiring.

"..." Heizi remained motionless and closed his eyes.

"Heizi, tell me."

Hearing the other party's response, Heizi smiled weakly.

—what he wanted? ...

Too much too much.

I'm afraid that the other party can't bear it.

"I want to... play basketball with my older self."

"Heh, what are you kidding, why don't we just—"

"No matter what happens, I want to be able to be with my bigger self."

"Be the first to tell your big self about happy things, and the first to share with your big self about sad things."

——You didn't notice it, Big Me.

"No matter what kind of goals or ideals I have, I want to be with my big self for the rest of my life and never be separated."

——I am, in fact, a...

"If you want to be bigger than me, it only belongs to me."

——A very selfish person.

Slowly raising his head from his chest, Heizi's light blue eyes gleamed brightly, staring intently at the face of Vulcan in front of him, who was gradually turning astonished, with a complex wry smile on his lips.

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