Sui Jiu Dan blue half-pin

The midday sun was shining brightly, and the yard was muddy from melting snow.

The chirping of birds could be heard faintly in the distance, as well as the sound of heavy snow falling and breaking branches.

Su Shiqing and Shao Erxue sat on the rock under the pine tree, watching the snow scene.

"Brother Han Su, what kind of paint did you use just now, why haven't I seen it before?"

Su Shiqing was the first to break the silence.

Shao Erxue took out several packets of paint from his bosom, opened them and handed them to him.

"I found this by accident when I passed by a place. The people there use this kind of pigment to dye cloth. The color is deep and not easy to fade. It is different from the usual painting pigments, so I brought some here to show you. .”

"It's a beautiful color."

Su Shiqing took the paint, rubbed it lightly with her fingertips a few times, and looked at it carefully in the sunlight.

Shao Erxue looked at his scarred hands and felt pain in his heart.The hands that used to be slender and slender, covered with the fragrance of ink, are now scarred and ugly.

He sighed softly: "You can't use such a beautiful color, don't you think it's a pity?"

Su Shiqing lowered her head in disappointment: "What a pity, as you saw just now, my hands can no longer paint like before."

He tried his best to draw a tooth and modify the mouth, but the lines he drew were not satisfactory.Ordinary people may not be able to see the difference, but those with a little painting foundation can tell the difference at a glance.

"Really?" The cold wind blew Su Shiqing's hair, Shao Erxue brushed it for him, and said, "You really don't know anything about your talent."

With warm heat coming from her cheeks, Su Shiqing looked sideways slightly, staring at Shao Erxue's eyes full of deep meaning.

"I have never painted a picture that I am satisfied with, but even so, I still gritted my teeth and showed it to the world. I once said that your painting skills can't keep up with the idea of ​​​​wanting to depict something, That's why I want you to practice more by my side. But why not me? I have been tempering and struggling, because it is every artist who paints the fleeting inspiration at the other end of the mind. what you want in your life, isn't it?"

Shao Erxue's gaze was as hot as the palm of his hand: "For me, as long as I can paint, I am satisfied. Even if I can't move my hands or my eyes can't see, I will continue to create. Because so far, there has never been a time when I can paint Draw a picture that satisfies me, so I can only continue to struggle, I want to draw better, and better..."

Hearing these sincere words, Su Shiqing suddenly came to her senses.

"Brother Han Su..."

Shao Erxue looked directly at the sun and said, "Today's sun is extraordinarily dazzling, don't you think?"

Su Shiqing was a little puzzled, why did he suddenly say this?

Just about to ask, Shao Erxue turned around and smiled at him like a blooming snow lotus, and said, "I mean, you are also a dazzling light, so far away."

To him, Su Shiqing's light is like the sun, dazzling and unattainable, but he doesn't know it.

Su Shiqing stayed there in a daze without realizing it.

Without waiting for him to speak, Shao Erxue jumped off the rock with a smile, and stared up at him.

"Do you know why I named you Yingxue?"

Su Shiqing shook her head in a daze, as if something was about to break through her throat, it was very uncomfortable.

"Because you are like a ray of light reflected on the snow, warming me and melting me." Shao Erxue stared at him, "Meisheng, there is still a long way to go, you must learn to take care of yourself, it's getting late , I think I should leave."

Su Shiqing hurriedly jumped off the rock: "Brother Han Su!"

"Don't come to see you off, I'm afraid that if I look at you one more time, I won't be able to bear the heart to say goodbye to you." Shao Erxue paused, "Treasure."

After speaking, he walked straight to the gate of the temple, and the servant was already waiting for him at the foot of the mountain with his luggage.

Su Shiqing silently looked at Shao Erxue's back without saying a word.It's just that those eyes trembled slightly like the wings of a butterfly struggling on a spider's web, and soon there were crystal tears.

The wind gradually tightened, and the person in front of him slowly disappeared. He wanted to reach out to touch it, but what passed through his hand was the howling cold wind.

There is still such a long life-he has some small regrets and complaints in his heart, but he is even more grateful.

Because to him, Shao Erxue is not a light?

……

Spring goes and winter comes and spring comes again.

The white magnolias in the courtyard are in full bloom. Although they are beautiful, they cannot compare with Su Shiqing who is painting under the tree.

Since Shao Erxue came last time, he picked up painting again, practiced from morning to night almost every day, and his hands gradually adapted to the state of painting.

In the evening, two monks who went up the mountain to collect herbs returned.

The abbot checked their bamboo baskets one by one, and found that some medicines were mixed.

"This is Centella Asiatica, and this is Money Grass. Although the two look similar, they have different functions. They must not be used together. Compare the differences between the two carefully, and don't confuse them next time..."

Su Shiqing listened carefully and carefully observed the difference between the two herbs.

The stems of Desmodium are thin, square, covered with fine hairs, the lower part is prostrate, the upper part is erect, and the leaves are opposite... The stems of Centella asiatica lie on the ground, and the nodes take root.Alternate leaves, long petiole...

A monk next to him said: "There are also two kinds of herbs that were mixed together last time, Hedyotis diffusa and Waterline grass. They are very similar after drying, everyone should pay attention."

Su Shiqing asked: "So many herbs will be confused, don't there be pictures in the medical books?"

Abbot: "There are some medical books, but they are incomplete and not detailed."

"Is that so..."

Su Shiqing suddenly had an idea in his heart.

"Abbot, all masters and uncles, next time you go to the mountain to collect medicine, take me with you."

A monk asked, "Are you finally willing to learn medicine?"

Su Shiqing smiled and shook her head: "I just want to repair and organize the medical books, and draw all the medicinal materials in a precise and complete way, so that everyone will not be confused again in the future."

The abbot stroked his silver whiskers, and said comfortingly: "Yinchen's suggestion is good. If it can be realized, it will surely benefit all people and bring great merit!"

From that day on, Su Shiqing devoted herself to repairing and organizing medical books.

In addition to chanting scriptures and praying for blessings every day, I just carried my painting tube and ran up the mountain.He not only described the herbs mentioned in the medical books in detail and completely, but also re-transcribed and sorted out all the medical books.

He even fenced off a piece of land in the temple for the cultivation of medicinal materials, sorted the seeds of medicinal materials and kept them in the temple.

This persistence lasted for two full years.

Rende four years, Xia.

No matter where you go, the scorching sun follows you like a shadow, scorching people's backs fiercely.

Su Shiqing walked into the scripture room.

Nearly half of the books on the bookshelf had turned gray as if they had faded, and he was deeply fascinated by the smell, pungent fragrance, and elegant atmosphere of old things.

The doctors in the medical center planned to reproduce the medical books that he sorted out from him, so he spent the past few days reviewing and approving them here.

At noon that day, the abbot called him into the meditation room.

"Yinchen, you have done a great thing for the common people."

Su Shiqing scratched her head in embarrassment.

"These are all the credits of the abbot and all the masters and uncles. Yinchen is just doing his best."

"You are too modest." The abbot smiled kindly, slowly twisting the beads in his hand, and asked meaningfully, "Yinchen, do you understand yourself?"

Su Shiqing shook her head, feeling lost in her heart: "Abbot, please clarify."

"Have you looked into your own heart?"

"..."

"If you don't face it squarely, how can you understand the true meaning of Buddha?"

Su Shiqing looked at the abbot with eyes full of grievances.

The abbot said earnestly, "Yinchen, you don't belong here."

Su Shiqing raised her head in surprise, and asked puzzledly, "Abbot?"

"Only by going through hardships can you truly become strong, Yinchen, you are no longer the fragile child you were at the beginning, and it's time to leave here, spread your wings and fly high, and do more meaningful things."

Su Shiqing panicked: "Abbot, are you trying to chase away the news?"

"Amitabha... Yinchen, I am not trying to drive you away, but looking for you not to live in seclusion in the mountains, but to find the courage to survive in the secular world with a sinful body." The abbot said with emotion, "As the saying goes, people are not saints. , Who can be without fault? All sins must be forgiven in the depths of your heart, his sins belong to others, and your own sins must be resolved by yourself. Suffering in the world is limited, and the end of suffering is the truth, so you have to feel the suffering until you can’t This is the method that can really dissolve the evil."

"Abbot..."

Su Shiqing's tears fell down the ground, and she felt very reluctant in her heart.

"Yinchen, you are not only intelligent, but also versatile. No matter what you do, you can benefit the people, so you don't belong here, but belong to all people."

Hearing this, Su Shiqing's mind unexpectedly showed Jieao's face, and his heart always hides the feelings of family and country and the common people.Perhaps he should really pass on the spirit of Jieao and carry it forward.

Use the pen in his hand and the emotion in his heart to do something more meaningful.

At that moment, Su Shiqing seemed to understand the deep meaning of the abbot's words, so she knelt on the ground and kowtowed to the abbot.

"Thank you abbot, Yinchen understands."

The abbot clasped his hands together, closed his eyes solemnly like an ancient Buddha.

"Amitabha."

three days later.

Su Shiqing formally returned to vulgarity. After bidding farewell to the abbot and the monks, she resolutely walked down the mountain with her painting tube and luggage.

He raised his head and saw the birds arranged in the shape of "people" in the blue sky, spreading their wings and soaring towards the boundless sky.

Nine years of benevolence.

Su Shiqing spent five years visiting various places, collecting various folk remedies and secret remedies.Then he completed the repair and sorting of dozens of medical books, recipes and other classics. During this period, he also compiled the book "The Complete Record of Medicinal Food".

He unconditionally donated all of these to the government and medical centers in various places.

In his spare time, he also paints.

Maybe it's because your horizons have broadened, and you have more ideas and inspirations.Every time a picture of his comes out, it will definitely shock the whole painting world.

Among them, the more famous ones are "Mountains and Rivers Coloring Picture" and "You Yo Luming Picture".

"Mountains and Rivers Coloring Map" is gorgeous in color, and almost all the colors are in battle.The whole painting has a variety of exaggerated tones such as white powder, bright red, blue, blue, green, etc., and the color is very rich and colorful.

In the painting, the mountains painted by cinnabar are shrouded in clouds and mists. In the mountains, there are luxuriant white trees, lush green pines, colorful maple trees, jagged green rocks, and dripping blue water.A white-faced monk is walking in this colorful mountain forest with a stick.

Although the color of the picture is thick and rich, it does not look messy and gaudy, but has a kind of elegance and freshness, and even a feeling of being out of the world.From the composition point of view, the rhythm is full, full of flexible fluidity, and the sense of space and vividness is very strong.

"Yo Yo Lu Ming Tu" is the complete opposite.

In the quiet late autumn woods, the night sky is full of stars and deep and lonely, leaving only black shadows of the trees.

A white buck, with beautiful five-pronged horns on its head, was standing by the running water, and seemed to be listening.Bits of starlight melted into a faint glow, illuminating the white deer, whose eyes hung like pearls in the twilight of the night.

The smell of green grass and soil rushes towards the face, the quietly flowing stream brings infinite reverie and endless loneliness to people, and sadness and beauty quietly blend into the heart.

The whole picture is easily reminiscent of the sentence in "The Book of Songs": Yoyo Luming, the apple of the wild.

This painting is almost only painted in two colors of white and black, but it creates the stunning color of this accidental encounter.

Such a masterpiece, even Liu Shihao, who is good at ink and wash, can't compare it with himself, and Gu Chuanfeng, who pursues light and shadow, is also full of praise.

All of his paintings are signed "Yingxue".This is also to let Shao Erxue know that everything is fine with him and there is no need to worry about him.