Sui Jiu Dan blue half-pin

It rained suddenly in the cold weather.

The rain soaked the coffin, and the rain, like ice blades, smashed on it as if it was about to tear the coffin apart.The crowd of see-offs and onlookers did not disperse. The coffin bearers and funeral procession moved forward slowly in the heavy rain. The white coffin seemed to weigh tens of thousands of catties, and it was extremely difficult for them to lift it.

Jie Ao's funeral was very grand and solemn.After learning of his death, all the people in the city sighed and felt sorry for the loss of a benevolent general in the world.

It was the children who cried the loudest in the team. At the moment, the big brother who lost his dearest loved one was crying bitterly as if he had lost his center of gravity.

Jiefu looked the most distressed. Although he didn't cry, his complexion was extremely bad, and he lost weight.

In the whole team, there was only one person who couldn't see any emotion, and that was the eldest princess.

At this time, Su Shiqing in mourning clothes appeared in the middle of the road.

The despairing eyes contain the peace of grief, and the red Luoying in the hand is particularly eye-catching and desolate.He went straight to the coffin, every step was extremely difficult, and finally he put Luo Ying on the coffin with trembling hands.

If possible, he really wanted to give everything to the void, and then follow Jie Ao.

After Su Shiqing retreated, the coffin bearers clearly felt that the coffin was much lighter.

The eldest princess looked at him, her deathly silent eyes suddenly filled with resentment, and said coldly to him: "Don't follow me any more."

She killed the general of Daren Kingdom, Yu Renjun lost his beloved general, heartbroken and furious on the spot.Not only deprived her of her title, but also punished her to guard Jieao's grave forever, repent in front of his grave, and forbid her to step out of her fief.

Hearing the eldest princess' order, Su Shiqing's face turned pale, like a person about to drown. At this moment, he fell into an extremely desperate situation.

Soon, the rain stopped.

The funeral procession continued to sing the mourning song and quickened their pace. The coffin slowly walked out of the city gate, crossed mountains and rivers and finally disappeared into the distance.

A huge black butterfly slowly flew over from the diffuse smoke and landed on Su Shiqing's chest.

"Jie Ao...is that you?"

Tears welled up in his eyes in an instant, and dripped down his wings along the tip of his nose.Frightened, the butterfly flew up again, and finally disappeared. No matter how hard he searched, he couldn't find it.

The blow came too suddenly and too deeply.

He complained sharply to himself, and all the memories from the past flooded his mind over and over again.

He ran into the wine shop to get drunk, trying to use alcohol to numb himself, woke up and did the same thing again and again.After being chased out by the clerk of the wine shop in the middle of the night, he staggered and ran wildly on the road, his face was covered in blood, he was out of breath, and his heart was broken.

Jie Ao's familiar figure could be vaguely seen on the deserted street, occasionally turning his head and smiling at him, but gradually disappearing when he ran past.No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch Jie Ao's familiar body temperature, only the cold air.

Su Shiqing couldn't help shouting: "Jie Ao! Don't go! I was wrong, please come back, okay?"

Tears are like beads that have been torn from the thread, falling down in big ones.

I don't know how many days passed in such a daze before he finally returned to the temple.

The door opened gently with a sound of "ah".

Su Shiqing appeared at the door with a pale face.

Liu Shuying quickly wiped the tears off her face, and turned to look at him.

"Gu Lang, where have you been? I'm so worried about you..."

Jie Ao's funeral has been over for several days, but he has not come back yet.I don't know what he went through during the time when he disappeared. The injured and haggard face is really worrying.

"I'm sorry, I'm in so much pain... I didn't mean to leave for so long..."

Su Shiqing's voice was almost forced out, very hoarse, and her trembling body seemed helpless.

Liu Shuying's heart fluctuated uncontrollably, and she couldn't help crying, and then walked up to him and hugged him gently.

Su Shiqing held Liu Shuying's arm tightly, as if she had found support, and blamed herself: "...If I hadn't left him at that time, none of this would have happened at all! It's all my fault! It's all my fault!"

"How can this be your fault?"

Su Shiqing hammered her chest angrily: "No! You don't understand, I really hate myself!"

Liu Shuying coughed anxiously, and stopped, "Ahem! Gu Lang! Don't do this! Cough!"

Her cough finally made Su Shiqing calm down a little.

"Don't worry about me anymore...!"

Naturally, Liu Shuying would not just let his impulsiveness and willfulness go, and her grip became tighter.

"Gu Lang, I understand, I understand your heart, cough! But I believe General Jie is definitely not willing, cough, I don't want to see you like this..."

As Liu Shuying said, she hurriedly covered her mouth with a handkerchief and coughed violently.

Seeing this, Su Shiqing didn't care about other things, and quickly helped her to the bed and sat down.

"Are you okay? Why are you coughing so badly?"

Not long after, the entire handkerchief was stained red with blood, and Liu Shuying's face became bloodless.

Su Shiqing looked at the blood, it was like a sharp sword piercing her heart, and she began to suffer from colic pain.

He held Liu Shuying in his arms and apologized over and over again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...it's all my fault, I shouldn't make you worry!"

"No... Gu Lang, it's my body that doesn't live up to expectations, so I don't blame you..." Liu Shuying said weakly.

Hearing her angry voice, Su Shiqing hurriedly helped her to lie down.

"Stop talking, take a rest first, and I'll make you some medicine right away."

"Um……"

Liu Shuying nodded slowly.

After going out, Su Shiqing's tears burst out again like tearing apart the defense line.

He can no longer give up on himself like this, he has to cheer up, otherwise what will Liu Shuying do, she still needs him!

After that day, Liu Shuying almost never got out of that bed again, her condition was so serious that Su Shiqing was afraid, afraid that she would leave at any time.

The days passed quietly in such a calm and tense atmosphere.

One day in late autumn, the wind was very strong, the yard was full of dust, and the air was extremely cold.

Liu Shuying suddenly forced her body like a dead leaf to get out of bed to dress up, and even changed into the pure white dance dress that Su Shiqing drew for her, and danced the dance when she won the oiran in the yard regardless of the severe cold .

Before her eyes came the scene of Su Shiqing dancing heartily on the stage that day, and Su Shiqing stopping to appreciate in the audience.

Su Shiqing, who came back with the medicine, saw this scene and rushed over to grab her, only to find that her body had been blown extremely cold by the cold wind.

"It's freezing outside, why did you come out to dance? Hurry up and don't catch a cold!"

Liu Shuying gently opened Su Shiqing's hand, gentle and firm, her smile was silent happiness.

"Gu Lang, let me dance one last dance for you."

She had never danced this dance just for him.

The clean-looking white shirt and the long skirt with water sleeves spread out in all directions like blooming flower buds.Her black hair was like a waterfall, her elegant and beautiful face wore a faint smile, and her whole person was like a fairy or a spirit like an orchid in an empty valley.

Tears flowed all over her face unknowingly, Su Shiqing only felt that Liu Shuying was like a dancing snowflake, which would melt as soon as it hit the ground, sad and helpless.

Finished dancing.

Liu Shuying shook her precarious body, Su Shiqing caught her just in time.

Lying in his arms, she murmured: "We will never forget each other for a few days, my heart is like a concubine and a concubine..."

Su Shiqing wept silently, Liu Shuying raised her head and gently stroked his cheek, and smiled wearily, her air was like a silk.

"Life is alive, it is inevitable to face life and death, Gu Lang, don't cry, I want to see you smile."

"I'm sorry, I can't do it, I really can't..."

Liu Shuying closed her eyes, panting intermittently: "Flash in the pan, man is short, Gu Lang... I hope you can forget me and General Jie and start again, although we can no longer accompany you. But I believe that in the next In the years and years, you will definitely meet someone like us again, he (she) will replace us and accompany you until the blue hair is covered with frost, and you can see all the flowers and sunsets, and the flowing water..."

Su Shiqing shook her head sadly: "I don't want it, I just want you to stay by my side forever!"

"I'm sorry...Gu Lang..."

After a long time, Su Shiqing thought that Liu Shuying just fell asleep, but she did not expect that she passed away without a sound.

He looked at Liu Shuying's pale snow-like face sadly, as if he had been struck by five thunders, his thoughts were condensed and he could not think at all.

An invisible but extremely sharp blade pierced his heart suddenly, and an indescribable pain spread throughout his body.

No, he has nothing left...

His lips kept opening and closing, but it was difficult to hear the hoarse words.Rather than saying words, it is better to say that it is a whine from animal instinct.

time.

The monks who came to pay their respects entered the room.

The rattle bells made clanging sounds, and the monks chanted sad scriptures, which sounded like ghosts crying, extremely sad.

Su Shiqing had already shed tears.

He took out all the things about Liu Shuying, including the portraits he drew for her, piled them all up in the yard, stared at them for a long time, and finally brought candle lamps and lit those relics.

The swaying flames shuttled across the objects, and the places where the red tongues licked were dead forever.The night wind blew gently, and the blue smoke flew into the air together with the ashes that had not completely disappeared.

Su Shiqing stared blankly into the distance, and saw the suspension bridge leading to the temple hanging in the air, like a bridge of Naihe leading to the underworld.

Only when everything is gone, will there be a possibility of complete liberation.

After Liu Shuying was buried, he stayed in front of the grave and did not drink a drop of water for two consecutive days.

The morning of the third day.

Su Shiqing looked at the rising morning light shining on the tombstone, and the engraved name showed deep sadness.At this moment, his heart was as cold as ice, and his whole body was shaking.

He really felt so painful, he really wanted to quickly remove the heavy burden on his shoulders, but he couldn't restrain the craziest impulse in his heart.

Suddenly, he took out a dagger that he had prepared a long time ago from his sleeve, without the slightest hesitation, and without pausing, he cut towards his wrist...

Seeing that he had not returned, the monks came out to look for him. After seeing this scene, a monk rushed towards him swiftly and snatched the dagger from his hand.

The bright red blood flowed all over the ground in an instant, and the monk was so frightened that he quickly pressed his palm against his wound.

The monk yelled, "Donor! What are you doing?"

"Leave me alone! Let me die!"

Su Shiqing struggled and yelled, then suddenly fell to the ground and passed out.

The monk hurriedly tore off the hem of his clothes to bandage his wound, then carried him on his back and rushed to the temple to find the abbot.