Cultivation from entry to abandonment

In the end, Shang Mingqian said in a very soft voice: "Choose me, please?"

Jiang Fuqing put his arms around him, patted his back, and said nothing.

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The days were very comfortable. On a calm and windless morning, the white personality came back, and his memory was still at the moment when Liu Bu'an hit him with a fan and was blocked by Jiang Fuqing.After waking up, he kept thinking about the situation at that time, and came to the conclusion that Jiang Fuqing and Liu Bu'an were trying to provoke him so as to awaken the red personality.

Shang Mingqian found Jiang Fuqing to confirm whether this was the case.Jiang Fuqing nodded without hiding anything.Shang Mingqian was very angry and asked Jiang Fuqing: "Why did you do this? Don't you know how dangerous the red one is?"

Jiang Fuqing also expressed his thoughts: "You should not be in a hostile relationship."

Shang Mingqian tapped his finger on the table twice, and said: "He doesn't follow the law, has no bottom line, and is simply a bad maniac. Without him, all the tragedies would not happen. I hope you Don't help the evildoers."

Jiang Fuqing didn't want to argue with him, but frowned, turned and walked out.

One day, when Shang Mingqian was flipping through a book on the table, he found that on a page of the book it was written: Jiang Fuqing is going to choose me, you are doomed.

The handwriting was insane, the horizontal and vertical lines in the strokes were so long that it seemed unstoppable.It's the handwriting of the red personality.Shang Mingqian's temples throbbed, his head hurt, and his ears were buzzing.He stood up suddenly, took the book and found Jiang Fuqing.He handed the book to Jiang Fuqing and said, "What's going on?"

Jiang Fuqing quickly said: "I never said that. And it's not something I can decide."

Shang Mingqian flipped his hand, and the Fuyi sword fell into his hand, and said: "I will not let him out. If there is such a day, I will definitely strike first." After finishing speaking, he swung his hand, as if to tell Jiang Fu Qing, he has this determination.Jiang Fu knew early on that he could say and do it. At this moment, he was a little frightened, reached out and grabbed his wrist, and said, "Promise me, don't do this."

Shang Mingqian said in a low voice: "Are you afraid that he will die? Will he never come out again?"

Jiang Fuqing frowned, a little anxious, and said, "Can't you let yourself go? Why do you always fight against yourself?"

Hearing his sincerity, Shang Mingqian's eyes seemed to sparkle, and he thought that when he was too excited and desperate, the red one would come out.Therefore, he also made up his mind and put away the sword.Then he turned and left, bringing a gust of cold wind.

Although the white personality is angry, his understatement is actually the same as usual.For example, this night, although the white personality was angry, he still went to the kitchen to make some food and served it to Jiang Fuqing.And the standard has not fluctuated at all, the same freshness and deliciousness, and even a few more side dishes.Liu Buchen over there didn't even notice that Shang Mingqian was sulking, and praised Shang Mingqian's cooking skills as usual.

After finishing the meal with Jiang Fuqing, Shang Mingqian consciously cleaned up the dishes.Jiang Fuqing thinks that these two personalities have something in common, that is, they will always make concessions and compromises when facing the person they like.Even someone with the temperament of the red personality will restrain himself in front of him.

Shang Mingqian was overwhelmed with dealing with the affairs of the sect. In the past few days, he had piled up a lot of things that he hadn't dealt with.The red personality doesn't think about these at all, and acts recklessly, only caring about having fun.He works at his desk, very serious and quiet, like a tireless humanoid machine.He seldom showed emotional fluctuations, always gentle and gentle, restrained and restrained.Maybe it has something to do with his childhood trauma, he has to rely on others for his life, and no one cares about his emotions, even if he expresses his emotions, he will not get any positive response.So over time, he developed a habit of hiding his emotions without showing them.

But emotions are just hidden, not absent.So after years of accumulation, his emotions finally broke out completely in the second personality.So the second personality is so enthusiastic, so freewheeling, and so magnificent.One is like a calm lake, while the other is a hot and throbbing flame.Be still and move.One cold, one hot.

Jiang Fuqing walked in slowly and asked Shang Mingqian, "Why don't you ever say you are unhappy?"

Shang Mingqian seemed to find this question very abrupt, raised his head, and asked, "Will it change anything if you say it?"

A bitterness flashed in Jiang Fuqing's heart, and he said, "As long as you speak out, I will try my best to understand you."

Shang Mingqian looked down at the book again, and said casually: "I have no right to be unhappy."

Jiang Fuqing opened the stool, sat down beside him, reached out to hold the back of his hand, and said with a smile: "You are qualified. You can be unhappy at any time, and tell me your emotions. People, isn't that the case? Why do you always have to restrain yourself?"

Shang Mingqian only felt that the back of the hand held by him was very warm, as if his soul had been soaked in honey water, it was so sweet that it made him flustered, but at the same time he felt suddenly enlightened and very satisfied.

After a while, Shang Mingqian suddenly asked: "Can you like me?"

Jiang Fuqing held his hand and said, "I like you. What about you?"

It seemed difficult for Shang Mingqian to say such straightforward words, but he still said: "I like you."

The two looked at each other for a long time, then both laughed.

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Jiang Fuqing was going to collect herbs, although Liu Bu'an was proficient in medicine, but he was too lazy to move, so he let Jiang Fuqing go by himself.Shang Mingqian was worried that something would happen to him, and he handled the matters in hand almost, so he went out to gather medicine with Jiang Fuqing.Accompanied by him, Jiang Fuqing's herb-picking journey becomes very smooth, and the herbs that grow on the cliffs can be easily picked.

Shang Mingqian asked: "Why don't you just buy it?"

Jiang Fuqing shook his head and said, "It's not like you can buy everything. And I also like to pick some herbs and grow them back. Some herbs not only have unique medicinal properties, but also have great ornamental value."

Shang Mingqian smiled slightly and said, "Yes."

They walked and chatted.There was another pool in which Jiang Fuqing washed the dirt from his hands, and saw white fish swimming in the pool.

Jiang Fuqing picked too much of a certain kind of herbal medicine accidentally, so Jiang Fuqing wanted to sell it to the pharmacy. He had a good relationship with shopkeeper Sun of the pharmacy, and shopkeeper Sun basically took all his medicinal materials.So Jiang Fuqing and Shang Mingqian went to the town again, and went back to the yard on the way, but was entangled by Long Huai, Shang Yue and other disciples again, clamoring to protect Jiang Fuqing's safety Help Jiang Fuqing deal with all conflicts and disputes.Jiang Fuqing's persuasion was fruitless, so he asked several people to follow.

"You guys are too enthusiastic." Jiang Fuqing whispered to Shang Ming modestly.

Shang Mingqian smiled and said, "They have a crush on you. It would be different if it were someone else."