migratory birds return to the forest
Chapter 88
The two of them haven't gotten back together yet, and Lin Min still has something in his mind. Naturally, he can't act like Xu Fei, let alone bite back.
Seeing Xu Fei's reaction, Lin Min realized that he was fine now, so he stood up.
Xu Fei looked at the traces on Lin Min's body with a smile on his face. He had never realized so clearly for a moment like now that they were made for each other, they should be together, and no one can tear them apart.
With Xu Fei's confidence in his mind, he will chase people even more recklessly in the days to come.
If it was said that the previous time when someone was staring at him and he chased people more subtly, then this time his pursuit process can be called ostentatious.
He prepares roses for Lin Min every day, tells him love words every day, and is not stingy at all in expressing his like and love.
He still rubbed against each other from time to time, trying to draw in the relationship between the two people.
Even if Lin Min stopped him, he didn't get annoyed. If Lin Min asked him to let go, he would let go, and if he asked him to back up, he would back up. He was very obedient.
On this day, Xu Fei suddenly said that he wanted to eat hand-rolled noodles. Lin Min was making it for him, and Xu Fei started to touch him on the side.
Lin Min was afraid of getting the flour on Xu Fei's body, so he pushed him a little away, and saw that Xu Fei not only didn't appreciate it, but stretched his neck to lean towards him.
His head was almost on Lin Min's chest. Lin Min was so amused by him that he couldn't help reaching out and gently pushing him. Just like that, he successfully dyed Xu Fei's little hedgehog fur. white.
But Xu Fei wasn't conscious yet, seeing Lin Min touching him, he raised his head and smiled brightly at him.
Infected by him, Lin Min unconsciously smiled a little.
In the next few days, Xu Fei chased people even more vigorously.
Giving gifts, building a love wall, and pulling people to watch movies, he thought of it as a one-off.
The two of them are like going back to the past.
During the period, Xu Fei hand-copied a love poem for Lin Minye and put it on his bedside.
After Lin Min saw it, he put it away silently.
Seeing that half a month had passed like this, Xu Fei could clearly feel that Lin Min's attitude had softened, but even so, the relationship between the two of them didn't seem to have made any obvious progress.
One day Xu Fei was sitting on the edge of the bed with a glass of water in his hand, thinking about it. Suddenly, his brain turned and he became a bit ambitious.
He pretended to drop the water glass on the bed inadvertently, and in an instant, the bedding was completely soaked with water.
Xu Fei got up immediately and told Lin Min about it.
Lin Min came over to take a look, and used a towel to blot up the water stains on him, and then hung the bedding to dry.
Xu Fei moved to Lin Min's side and said in a low voice: "Brother, it's going to be dark, and the quilt can't be done today. I'll sleep with you at night, okay?"
Lin Min turned his head to look at him, the two people's eyes met, and Xu Fei felt somewhat guilty for Lin Min.
After a long time, Lin Min responded and looked away.
Xu Fei couldn't help jumping up in his heart, but he didn't realize until night that Lin Min had spread two quilts, separating him from the Chu River and the Han Dynasty on the bed.
The two of them slept on the same bed for so many years and were covered with a quilt. Looking at the two quilts on the bed, Xu Fei felt somewhat sad for no reason.
Lin Min was lying on the bed in his pajamas, and Xu Fei was about to take off his clothes, when Lin Min gave him a set of pajamas, and said calmly, "Put this on."
Xu Fei is not a good sleeper, he likes to kick the quilt, and also likes to ride the quilt, so he is easy to catch cold at night.
In the past, Lin Min slept with him, and only when he held him in his arms could he be a little more honest.
But at this moment, the two of them haven't completely reconciled. Xu Fei looks like he's chasing someone, but in fact, his tail is almost up to the sky. Even if Lin Min pressed him, he couldn't make him really calm down Stop to reflect and think about the future of the two of you.
If he continued to indulge like this, Xu Fei might not be able to bear to think about these things anymore.
Xu Fei was a little depressed looking at the pajamas in front of him, but seeing Lin Min's serious expression, as if he couldn't be easily fooled, he finally put on the clothes obediently.
When the two of them lay down, Xu Fei found that the bed that he thought was just the right size in the past was surprisingly big now.
The two lay side by side like this, and they couldn't touch each other.
He moved over, but just touched the corner of Lin Min's quilt.
After all, Xu Fei didn't dare to make too much fuss, until he saw that Lin Min was asleep, he carefully lifted Lin Min's quilt, got into his quilt, and gently embraced him from behind.
He put his nose close to Lin Min's neck, smelling the familiar smell on his body, and finally felt at ease.
Perhaps it was because they were separated for too long, Xu Fei hugged Lin Min like this, and his body had already reacted.
Thinking of Lin Min's obedience to him in bed in the past, and thinking of now, Xu Fei was so regretful that his intestines were green. He said something about breaking up. His freshman wife was gone in no time...
Hey... now you have to sneak around when you sleep with someone in your arms, let alone do something else.
Lin Min probably wouldn't have imagined that Xu Fei hadn't been able to reflect on what he had done while he was keeping Xu Fei cold for a while.
Xu Fei hugged him even tighter, but in the end he didn't do anything unnecessary to Gu Lin Min's wishes. He gradually fell asleep with Lin Min in his arms.
At night, Lin Min felt that his body was being pressed. He woke up in a daze, and saw Xu Fei was pressing his legs on his legs, and even put his arms on his body.
Xu Fei's chest was pressed against his back, and Lin Min could clearly feel the temperature coming from his back.
He lay on his side slightly, and saw that his quilt barely covered his waist, but Xu Fei's entire back was already exposed.
Lin Min hugged Xu Fei into his arms, let him rest on his chest, then pulled the quilt over the two of them, and fixed them in his arms, then closed his eyes again.
Xu Fei changed into a comfortable position in Lin Min's arms in a daze, and slept more soundly.
The next morning Lin Min woke up first due to the influence of his biological clock.
Since Lin Zhengze's death, Lin Min has never set the alarm clock again. Firstly, it is because his biological clock has already been fixed, and he will wake up when the alarm clock is not fixed. Secondly, it is because even if he wakes up late, it doesn't matter anymore. up.
The person he cares about has either gone to another world, or is no longer by his side, and there is no one who needs his careful care.
As a result, he became indifferent to time itself, as if he had become careless about eating.
In the days since Xu Fei came back, his biological clock has always been on time, so he never thought of setting the alarm clock. Until now, seeing Xu Fei sleeping soundly in his arms, he felt a little lucky that he hadn't set the alarm clock. It's been a long time I have never seen Xu Fei sleep so peacefully in his arms.
Lin Min had the rare thought of staying in bed, he didn't want to think about it, and he didn't want to wake him up, so he just wanted to look at him like this.
Lin Min followed Xu Fei's face time and time again with his eyes, until it was almost seven o'clock before he got up to prepare breakfast.
When Xu Fei got up, Lin Min was no longer there, and he found himself sleeping in Lin Min's bed tightly wrapped up. The quilt on his side had already been kicked into a bad shape by him, and it was crumpled into a ball .
He sat up from the bed, thinking that Lin Min must have found out now.
He felt a little guilty, thinking of the feeling of holding Lin Min last night, his reaction in the morning became stronger.
Xu Fei sighed leisurely, this is only for watching but not for eating, it is really a bit too torturous.
After Xu Fei got up and changed his clothes, Lin Min had already prepared breakfast.
During this period of time, the two of them did not eat milk and bread every morning. Lin Min would carefully cook some breakfast from time to time, but occasionally he would eat milk and bread. After all, there is still a lot in the refrigerator. I have never seen any wasteful behavior in Lin Min.
Lin Min didn't spend too much time preparing breakfast because he didn't get up early this morning. Today's breakfast is milk and bread, but the food that goes with it is not only fried eggs, but also vegetable salad and fried to just the right size. of beef.
The two of them ate together facing each other. I don’t know if it was because they hugged each other and slept too much yesterday. Xu Fei looked at Lin Min drinking milk from a cup and seeing his Adam’s apple rolling up and down, and he couldn’t control it again. By myself, yellow waste is produced in batches in my mind.
The intimacy they had had innumerable times, at this moment Xu Fei didn't even need to take the initiative to think about it, various fragments of the past had already appeared in his mind.
His body, which had just calmed down in the morning, was now on fire again.
He changed the posture of crossing his legs to cover up his body's reaction.
He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. He had been abstinent for so many years. After reuniting with Lin Min, although he liked to do some little things to get close to him, he had always been relatively calm in this regard. But at this moment, he suddenly had a feeling that he couldn't control it.
Xu Fei's quilt was already dry, Lin Min originally thought that Xu Fei might find some excuse to sleep with him, but Xu Fei not only did not, but became more honest in the next few days, and did not rub against him anymore. There are also many small movements.
Lin Min has become a habit of being pestered by Xu Fei during this period of time, but seeing Xu Fei like this now, he is not used to it.
The relationship between the two was obviously moving forward, but now, there was a sudden tendency to retreat. Lin Min thought over and over again, what went wrong.
Xu Fei has always been the kind of character who pushes forward. With this night of sharing the same bed, it stands to reason that he will only continue, and there is no reason why he will stop at this threshold.
For the first time, Lin Min doubted his charm and his attraction to Xu Fei.
When the two met, he was just 30 years old. There is actually no obvious boundary between the age of 30 and the age of 27 or [-], especially since he has been exercising and his body has been in good condition.
And now he is 36. Although he still insists on exercising every day and is in good physical condition, even though he has confidence in his figure and physical fitness, he dare not use his face to compete with the 20-year-old boys compared.
The passing of age is out of his control.
For the first time, Lin Min realized that the reason why he has been able to hold down Xu Fei during this period of time is only because he knows that Xu Fei still has certain feelings for him.
Until now, he hadn't thought about what to do if his charm was no longer enough to attract this person, if Xu Fei lost interest in him, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't keep this person.
In the past, his attitude towards age was very calm, but now facing his own age, he felt a sense of crisis for the first time.
He even wondered if he would make things difficult for both Xu Fei and him if he hung and pressed Xu Fei like this.
Xu Fei has always been the kind of person who does what he thinks and acts on impulse. It is difficult for him to reflect on his past behavior and think about the future.
And the relationship between them may not be able to withstand such wear and tear.
Perhaps, Xu Fei has come back completely, it was always his illusion.
In the past few years, he has no way of knowing what Xu Fei has experienced outside. He knows that Xu Fei may have been playing wild outside after a few years, but to what extent, can he completely win his heart? Not sure at all.
It's not a risk for him to hang Xu Fei in this situation. If Xu Fei really gives up like this, can he really bear the result?
Lin Min sat on the chair and unconsciously lit a cigarette.
He wanted Xu Fei to love him steadfastly, and wanted a promise from Xu Fei. Would this matter itself be a luxury?
In those few years, even if the relationship between the two had reached that level, Xu Fei never gave him a promise from the beginning to the end, so why should he ask for these now.
Why does he...
Lin Min realized for the first time that he was like a gambler, but what he was holding was just a worthless bargaining chip.
What he could give to Xu Fei, he had given everything to him long ago, no matter how much he gave now, it was just that.
And are these really attractive to Xu Fei?
He thought that after Xu Fei experienced loss and came back again, there might be some changes.
Now he realizes that Xu Fei may never have changed, he has always been like that, even if he likes it, he is tired and in pain, he will still choose to let go.
Seeing that Lin Min hadn't come out for a long time after returning to the room, Xu Fei couldn't help but feel a little strange. He raised his head and looked in. Before he saw anyone, he smelled the smell of smoke in the room.
Xu Fei frowned. When he entered the door, he saw Lin Min sitting on a chair in a trance with a cigarette between his hands.
There were already three or four cigarette butts under Lin Min's feet.
Xu Fei snatched the cigarette from Lin Min's hand and extinguished it.
He leaned over to look at Lin Min, forcing Lin Min to look at him, "Brother, you can't do this, you have to quit smoking. Let's do the same as before, this time I will help you get the cigarettes, as long as you can control it For the amount of smoke, you can also ask me, you can ask for anything, okay?"
Lin Min and Xu Fei looked at each other, "Cutexx is okay for any request?"
"Ah."
Lin Min pushed the cigarette and lighter in front of Xu Fei, and said hoarsely, "Okay."
Xu Fei had been waiting for Lin Min to ask him for cigarettes ever since he accepted Lin Min's cigarettes, but he didn't expect that it was three cigarettes a day, and as the next day passed, Lin Min never asked him for cigarettes once.
That night, Lin Min saw Xu Fei go to the bathroom to wash up, so he followed him to the bathroom with a change of clothes.
As if he didn't see Xu Fei, he calmly took off his shirt in the bathroom, just like that, shirtless, took a change of clothes, went into the shower room, and turned on the faucet.
Hearing the sound of water inside and seeing the faint figure inside through the frosted glass, Xu Fei's throat rolled unconsciously.
Lin Min drenched his whole body, and then turned off the faucet. He let go of all his restraint, gasped, and tried his best to seduce Xu Fei.
The evil fire that Xu Fei hadn't been able to suppress these days completely burst out now.
He was suffering physically, but he didn't dare to step out of the circle Lin Min drew for him without his permission, and he didn't dare to rush in and do something to him without his permission.
He didn't want to leave like this, so he could only suffer like this.
When Lin Min came out of the shower with water dripping on his head and shirtless, Xu Fei saw the water dripping on his fair skin and flowing along his graceful muscles, the fire in his body reached its peak.
Even the way Xu Fei looked at Lin Min changed.
Seeing Xu Fei's cruel and wild eyes, Lin Min finally confirmed that his attraction to Xu Fei was not completely lost.
Xu Fei walked up to Lin Min, regardless of the water stains on his body, and tightly pulled him into his arms.
He said accusingly: "Brother, you did it on purpose, I feel so uncomfortable."
Lin Min didn't refute Xu Fei's words, he did it on purpose.
Lin Min looked at Xu Fei, and asked in a low voice: "It's not the only thing that makes you uncomfortable during this period. You said that you will let go if you feel uncomfortable. When are you going to let go this time?"
Xu Fei buried his head on Lin Min's chest and said in a muffled voice, "It won't happen this time."
Lin Min looked down at Xu Fei, he could vaguely understand why Xu Fei said to break up, but he also complained.
Blame him for not believing that he won't force him to do something, and even more blame him for giving up this relationship so easily.
It wasn't until Xu Fei left that Lin Min realized in a trance that in those years, Xu Fei was just muddling along. Even though he said he liked and loved too many times, he never gave him a promise. Xu Fei never believed that they could join hands. A total of whiteheads.
During this period of time, he has been hanging on Xu Fei, suppressing him, and wanted Xu Fei to make him a promise, but now, he took off all his unwillingness and reservedness and threw it on the ground.
He looked at Xu Fei and said seriously: "Xu Fei, I have been waiting for you to come back all these years, and I am very happy to see you come back."
"These years, I think you're crazy. From the first day you came back, I wanted to hug, kiss, and make-love with you like before."
"I have been restraining myself for more than half a month, not because I don't want to, nor to torture you, I just wondered if you left so easily and decisively at the beginning, would it really be what you said? .”
"Is it really because I promised too easily at the beginning, so you feel that it is not worth cherishing, so this relationship is not taken seriously by you, so you will not feel much regret if you lose it."
"I thought I could keep you if I did my best to treat you well. I thought that as long as I loved you enough, you would be able to give me the same love back."
"It wasn't until you left that I realized that I gave you many promises, but you didn't even give me a single promise. From the very beginning, you knew that our relationship would end one day, so you were stingy in giving you promise, isn't it?"
Xu Fei's eyes were reddened by Lin Min's words, but he couldn't refute.
He did not promise Lin Min before, because he was really not sure how long this relationship would last, and that they could just walk hand in hand for the rest of their lives. Min was disappointed and sad.
Lin Min was the first person in his life who wanted to make a promise. It was the first time he wanted to make all the promises to a person, but he still didn't do it after all.
Lin Min raised Xu Fei's chin with his hand, and looked at him, "Today is almost over, can I make a request?"
"My request is just one."
Xu Fei looked at Lin Min.
"I won't break up again in the future, can it be done?"
Xu Fei and Lin Min looked at each other. From Lin Mingang's words and Lin Min's actions after he came back, he finally understood that Lin Min's rejection of him during this period was never to push him away. Lin Min wanted him to hold on tight, so that he would never let go again.
Xu Fei's heart suddenly throbbed, and he made the first promise in his life, "Yes, brother, I will never say goodbye to you in the future, and I will never separate from you again."
Lin Min finally got what he wanted to hear the most, he hugged Xu Fei into his arms, and kissed him lightly, "I will believe what you say, this period of time is my fault, it made you uncomfortable, I will never do it again It will be like this."
Lin Min was so gentle, but Xu Fei couldn't control his tears.
He wiped his tears carelessly on Lin Min's body.
Lin Min kissed him lightly, "Okay, it's okay, don't cry."
"I love you."
"Hey, don't cry."
Lin Min's tone was unprecedentedly gentle, as if he was coaxing a child, he kissed him as soon as he said a word, as if he wanted to use this method to make up for all the kisses owed to Xu Fei during this period of time.
It took Xu Fei a while to calm down.
The two kept hugging each other like this, the water on Lin Min's body covered Xu Fei's body, Lin Min asked softly, "You're all wet, take a bath first, okay?"
"Not good." Xu Fei just wanted to hug Lin Min like this, and didn't want to let go at all.
Lin Min chuckled, "I'll wash it for you, okay?"
Lin Min's appearance was so gentle that Xu Fei couldn't resist. He sniffled and said, "Okay."
The two of them entered the shower room together, and as soon as the shower came out, Lin Min was pressed against the wall by Xu Fei.
Xu Fei was no longer as fragile as before. Although the corners of his eyes were still slightly red, there was only fierceness left in his eyes.
He seemed to have turned into a ferocious beast, and after venting his emotions, he just wanted to swallow Lin Min whole.
Seeing Xu Fei's reaction, Lin Min realized that he was fine now, so he stood up.
Xu Fei looked at the traces on Lin Min's body with a smile on his face. He had never realized so clearly for a moment like now that they were made for each other, they should be together, and no one can tear them apart.
With Xu Fei's confidence in his mind, he will chase people even more recklessly in the days to come.
If it was said that the previous time when someone was staring at him and he chased people more subtly, then this time his pursuit process can be called ostentatious.
He prepares roses for Lin Min every day, tells him love words every day, and is not stingy at all in expressing his like and love.
He still rubbed against each other from time to time, trying to draw in the relationship between the two people.
Even if Lin Min stopped him, he didn't get annoyed. If Lin Min asked him to let go, he would let go, and if he asked him to back up, he would back up. He was very obedient.
On this day, Xu Fei suddenly said that he wanted to eat hand-rolled noodles. Lin Min was making it for him, and Xu Fei started to touch him on the side.
Lin Min was afraid of getting the flour on Xu Fei's body, so he pushed him a little away, and saw that Xu Fei not only didn't appreciate it, but stretched his neck to lean towards him.
His head was almost on Lin Min's chest. Lin Min was so amused by him that he couldn't help reaching out and gently pushing him. Just like that, he successfully dyed Xu Fei's little hedgehog fur. white.
But Xu Fei wasn't conscious yet, seeing Lin Min touching him, he raised his head and smiled brightly at him.
Infected by him, Lin Min unconsciously smiled a little.
In the next few days, Xu Fei chased people even more vigorously.
Giving gifts, building a love wall, and pulling people to watch movies, he thought of it as a one-off.
The two of them are like going back to the past.
During the period, Xu Fei hand-copied a love poem for Lin Minye and put it on his bedside.
After Lin Min saw it, he put it away silently.
Seeing that half a month had passed like this, Xu Fei could clearly feel that Lin Min's attitude had softened, but even so, the relationship between the two of them didn't seem to have made any obvious progress.
One day Xu Fei was sitting on the edge of the bed with a glass of water in his hand, thinking about it. Suddenly, his brain turned and he became a bit ambitious.
He pretended to drop the water glass on the bed inadvertently, and in an instant, the bedding was completely soaked with water.
Xu Fei got up immediately and told Lin Min about it.
Lin Min came over to take a look, and used a towel to blot up the water stains on him, and then hung the bedding to dry.
Xu Fei moved to Lin Min's side and said in a low voice: "Brother, it's going to be dark, and the quilt can't be done today. I'll sleep with you at night, okay?"
Lin Min turned his head to look at him, the two people's eyes met, and Xu Fei felt somewhat guilty for Lin Min.
After a long time, Lin Min responded and looked away.
Xu Fei couldn't help jumping up in his heart, but he didn't realize until night that Lin Min had spread two quilts, separating him from the Chu River and the Han Dynasty on the bed.
The two of them slept on the same bed for so many years and were covered with a quilt. Looking at the two quilts on the bed, Xu Fei felt somewhat sad for no reason.
Lin Min was lying on the bed in his pajamas, and Xu Fei was about to take off his clothes, when Lin Min gave him a set of pajamas, and said calmly, "Put this on."
Xu Fei is not a good sleeper, he likes to kick the quilt, and also likes to ride the quilt, so he is easy to catch cold at night.
In the past, Lin Min slept with him, and only when he held him in his arms could he be a little more honest.
But at this moment, the two of them haven't completely reconciled. Xu Fei looks like he's chasing someone, but in fact, his tail is almost up to the sky. Even if Lin Min pressed him, he couldn't make him really calm down Stop to reflect and think about the future of the two of you.
If he continued to indulge like this, Xu Fei might not be able to bear to think about these things anymore.
Xu Fei was a little depressed looking at the pajamas in front of him, but seeing Lin Min's serious expression, as if he couldn't be easily fooled, he finally put on the clothes obediently.
When the two of them lay down, Xu Fei found that the bed that he thought was just the right size in the past was surprisingly big now.
The two lay side by side like this, and they couldn't touch each other.
He moved over, but just touched the corner of Lin Min's quilt.
After all, Xu Fei didn't dare to make too much fuss, until he saw that Lin Min was asleep, he carefully lifted Lin Min's quilt, got into his quilt, and gently embraced him from behind.
He put his nose close to Lin Min's neck, smelling the familiar smell on his body, and finally felt at ease.
Perhaps it was because they were separated for too long, Xu Fei hugged Lin Min like this, and his body had already reacted.
Thinking of Lin Min's obedience to him in bed in the past, and thinking of now, Xu Fei was so regretful that his intestines were green. He said something about breaking up. His freshman wife was gone in no time...
Hey... now you have to sneak around when you sleep with someone in your arms, let alone do something else.
Lin Min probably wouldn't have imagined that Xu Fei hadn't been able to reflect on what he had done while he was keeping Xu Fei cold for a while.
Xu Fei hugged him even tighter, but in the end he didn't do anything unnecessary to Gu Lin Min's wishes. He gradually fell asleep with Lin Min in his arms.
At night, Lin Min felt that his body was being pressed. He woke up in a daze, and saw Xu Fei was pressing his legs on his legs, and even put his arms on his body.
Xu Fei's chest was pressed against his back, and Lin Min could clearly feel the temperature coming from his back.
He lay on his side slightly, and saw that his quilt barely covered his waist, but Xu Fei's entire back was already exposed.
Lin Min hugged Xu Fei into his arms, let him rest on his chest, then pulled the quilt over the two of them, and fixed them in his arms, then closed his eyes again.
Xu Fei changed into a comfortable position in Lin Min's arms in a daze, and slept more soundly.
The next morning Lin Min woke up first due to the influence of his biological clock.
Since Lin Zhengze's death, Lin Min has never set the alarm clock again. Firstly, it is because his biological clock has already been fixed, and he will wake up when the alarm clock is not fixed. Secondly, it is because even if he wakes up late, it doesn't matter anymore. up.
The person he cares about has either gone to another world, or is no longer by his side, and there is no one who needs his careful care.
As a result, he became indifferent to time itself, as if he had become careless about eating.
In the days since Xu Fei came back, his biological clock has always been on time, so he never thought of setting the alarm clock. Until now, seeing Xu Fei sleeping soundly in his arms, he felt a little lucky that he hadn't set the alarm clock. It's been a long time I have never seen Xu Fei sleep so peacefully in his arms.
Lin Min had the rare thought of staying in bed, he didn't want to think about it, and he didn't want to wake him up, so he just wanted to look at him like this.
Lin Min followed Xu Fei's face time and time again with his eyes, until it was almost seven o'clock before he got up to prepare breakfast.
When Xu Fei got up, Lin Min was no longer there, and he found himself sleeping in Lin Min's bed tightly wrapped up. The quilt on his side had already been kicked into a bad shape by him, and it was crumpled into a ball .
He sat up from the bed, thinking that Lin Min must have found out now.
He felt a little guilty, thinking of the feeling of holding Lin Min last night, his reaction in the morning became stronger.
Xu Fei sighed leisurely, this is only for watching but not for eating, it is really a bit too torturous.
After Xu Fei got up and changed his clothes, Lin Min had already prepared breakfast.
During this period of time, the two of them did not eat milk and bread every morning. Lin Min would carefully cook some breakfast from time to time, but occasionally he would eat milk and bread. After all, there is still a lot in the refrigerator. I have never seen any wasteful behavior in Lin Min.
Lin Min didn't spend too much time preparing breakfast because he didn't get up early this morning. Today's breakfast is milk and bread, but the food that goes with it is not only fried eggs, but also vegetable salad and fried to just the right size. of beef.
The two of them ate together facing each other. I don’t know if it was because they hugged each other and slept too much yesterday. Xu Fei looked at Lin Min drinking milk from a cup and seeing his Adam’s apple rolling up and down, and he couldn’t control it again. By myself, yellow waste is produced in batches in my mind.
The intimacy they had had innumerable times, at this moment Xu Fei didn't even need to take the initiative to think about it, various fragments of the past had already appeared in his mind.
His body, which had just calmed down in the morning, was now on fire again.
He changed the posture of crossing his legs to cover up his body's reaction.
He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. He had been abstinent for so many years. After reuniting with Lin Min, although he liked to do some little things to get close to him, he had always been relatively calm in this regard. But at this moment, he suddenly had a feeling that he couldn't control it.
Xu Fei's quilt was already dry, Lin Min originally thought that Xu Fei might find some excuse to sleep with him, but Xu Fei not only did not, but became more honest in the next few days, and did not rub against him anymore. There are also many small movements.
Lin Min has become a habit of being pestered by Xu Fei during this period of time, but seeing Xu Fei like this now, he is not used to it.
The relationship between the two was obviously moving forward, but now, there was a sudden tendency to retreat. Lin Min thought over and over again, what went wrong.
Xu Fei has always been the kind of character who pushes forward. With this night of sharing the same bed, it stands to reason that he will only continue, and there is no reason why he will stop at this threshold.
For the first time, Lin Min doubted his charm and his attraction to Xu Fei.
When the two met, he was just 30 years old. There is actually no obvious boundary between the age of 30 and the age of 27 or [-], especially since he has been exercising and his body has been in good condition.
And now he is 36. Although he still insists on exercising every day and is in good physical condition, even though he has confidence in his figure and physical fitness, he dare not use his face to compete with the 20-year-old boys compared.
The passing of age is out of his control.
For the first time, Lin Min realized that the reason why he has been able to hold down Xu Fei during this period of time is only because he knows that Xu Fei still has certain feelings for him.
Until now, he hadn't thought about what to do if his charm was no longer enough to attract this person, if Xu Fei lost interest in him, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't keep this person.
In the past, his attitude towards age was very calm, but now facing his own age, he felt a sense of crisis for the first time.
He even wondered if he would make things difficult for both Xu Fei and him if he hung and pressed Xu Fei like this.
Xu Fei has always been the kind of person who does what he thinks and acts on impulse. It is difficult for him to reflect on his past behavior and think about the future.
And the relationship between them may not be able to withstand such wear and tear.
Perhaps, Xu Fei has come back completely, it was always his illusion.
In the past few years, he has no way of knowing what Xu Fei has experienced outside. He knows that Xu Fei may have been playing wild outside after a few years, but to what extent, can he completely win his heart? Not sure at all.
It's not a risk for him to hang Xu Fei in this situation. If Xu Fei really gives up like this, can he really bear the result?
Lin Min sat on the chair and unconsciously lit a cigarette.
He wanted Xu Fei to love him steadfastly, and wanted a promise from Xu Fei. Would this matter itself be a luxury?
In those few years, even if the relationship between the two had reached that level, Xu Fei never gave him a promise from the beginning to the end, so why should he ask for these now.
Why does he...
Lin Min realized for the first time that he was like a gambler, but what he was holding was just a worthless bargaining chip.
What he could give to Xu Fei, he had given everything to him long ago, no matter how much he gave now, it was just that.
And are these really attractive to Xu Fei?
He thought that after Xu Fei experienced loss and came back again, there might be some changes.
Now he realizes that Xu Fei may never have changed, he has always been like that, even if he likes it, he is tired and in pain, he will still choose to let go.
Seeing that Lin Min hadn't come out for a long time after returning to the room, Xu Fei couldn't help but feel a little strange. He raised his head and looked in. Before he saw anyone, he smelled the smell of smoke in the room.
Xu Fei frowned. When he entered the door, he saw Lin Min sitting on a chair in a trance with a cigarette between his hands.
There were already three or four cigarette butts under Lin Min's feet.
Xu Fei snatched the cigarette from Lin Min's hand and extinguished it.
He leaned over to look at Lin Min, forcing Lin Min to look at him, "Brother, you can't do this, you have to quit smoking. Let's do the same as before, this time I will help you get the cigarettes, as long as you can control it For the amount of smoke, you can also ask me, you can ask for anything, okay?"
Lin Min and Xu Fei looked at each other, "Cutexx is okay for any request?"
"Ah."
Lin Min pushed the cigarette and lighter in front of Xu Fei, and said hoarsely, "Okay."
Xu Fei had been waiting for Lin Min to ask him for cigarettes ever since he accepted Lin Min's cigarettes, but he didn't expect that it was three cigarettes a day, and as the next day passed, Lin Min never asked him for cigarettes once.
That night, Lin Min saw Xu Fei go to the bathroom to wash up, so he followed him to the bathroom with a change of clothes.
As if he didn't see Xu Fei, he calmly took off his shirt in the bathroom, just like that, shirtless, took a change of clothes, went into the shower room, and turned on the faucet.
Hearing the sound of water inside and seeing the faint figure inside through the frosted glass, Xu Fei's throat rolled unconsciously.
Lin Min drenched his whole body, and then turned off the faucet. He let go of all his restraint, gasped, and tried his best to seduce Xu Fei.
The evil fire that Xu Fei hadn't been able to suppress these days completely burst out now.
He was suffering physically, but he didn't dare to step out of the circle Lin Min drew for him without his permission, and he didn't dare to rush in and do something to him without his permission.
He didn't want to leave like this, so he could only suffer like this.
When Lin Min came out of the shower with water dripping on his head and shirtless, Xu Fei saw the water dripping on his fair skin and flowing along his graceful muscles, the fire in his body reached its peak.
Even the way Xu Fei looked at Lin Min changed.
Seeing Xu Fei's cruel and wild eyes, Lin Min finally confirmed that his attraction to Xu Fei was not completely lost.
Xu Fei walked up to Lin Min, regardless of the water stains on his body, and tightly pulled him into his arms.
He said accusingly: "Brother, you did it on purpose, I feel so uncomfortable."
Lin Min didn't refute Xu Fei's words, he did it on purpose.
Lin Min looked at Xu Fei, and asked in a low voice: "It's not the only thing that makes you uncomfortable during this period. You said that you will let go if you feel uncomfortable. When are you going to let go this time?"
Xu Fei buried his head on Lin Min's chest and said in a muffled voice, "It won't happen this time."
Lin Min looked down at Xu Fei, he could vaguely understand why Xu Fei said to break up, but he also complained.
Blame him for not believing that he won't force him to do something, and even more blame him for giving up this relationship so easily.
It wasn't until Xu Fei left that Lin Min realized in a trance that in those years, Xu Fei was just muddling along. Even though he said he liked and loved too many times, he never gave him a promise. Xu Fei never believed that they could join hands. A total of whiteheads.
During this period of time, he has been hanging on Xu Fei, suppressing him, and wanted Xu Fei to make him a promise, but now, he took off all his unwillingness and reservedness and threw it on the ground.
He looked at Xu Fei and said seriously: "Xu Fei, I have been waiting for you to come back all these years, and I am very happy to see you come back."
"These years, I think you're crazy. From the first day you came back, I wanted to hug, kiss, and make-love with you like before."
"I have been restraining myself for more than half a month, not because I don't want to, nor to torture you, I just wondered if you left so easily and decisively at the beginning, would it really be what you said? .”
"Is it really because I promised too easily at the beginning, so you feel that it is not worth cherishing, so this relationship is not taken seriously by you, so you will not feel much regret if you lose it."
"I thought I could keep you if I did my best to treat you well. I thought that as long as I loved you enough, you would be able to give me the same love back."
"It wasn't until you left that I realized that I gave you many promises, but you didn't even give me a single promise. From the very beginning, you knew that our relationship would end one day, so you were stingy in giving you promise, isn't it?"
Xu Fei's eyes were reddened by Lin Min's words, but he couldn't refute.
He did not promise Lin Min before, because he was really not sure how long this relationship would last, and that they could just walk hand in hand for the rest of their lives. Min was disappointed and sad.
Lin Min was the first person in his life who wanted to make a promise. It was the first time he wanted to make all the promises to a person, but he still didn't do it after all.
Lin Min raised Xu Fei's chin with his hand, and looked at him, "Today is almost over, can I make a request?"
"My request is just one."
Xu Fei looked at Lin Min.
"I won't break up again in the future, can it be done?"
Xu Fei and Lin Min looked at each other. From Lin Mingang's words and Lin Min's actions after he came back, he finally understood that Lin Min's rejection of him during this period was never to push him away. Lin Min wanted him to hold on tight, so that he would never let go again.
Xu Fei's heart suddenly throbbed, and he made the first promise in his life, "Yes, brother, I will never say goodbye to you in the future, and I will never separate from you again."
Lin Min finally got what he wanted to hear the most, he hugged Xu Fei into his arms, and kissed him lightly, "I will believe what you say, this period of time is my fault, it made you uncomfortable, I will never do it again It will be like this."
Lin Min was so gentle, but Xu Fei couldn't control his tears.
He wiped his tears carelessly on Lin Min's body.
Lin Min kissed him lightly, "Okay, it's okay, don't cry."
"I love you."
"Hey, don't cry."
Lin Min's tone was unprecedentedly gentle, as if he was coaxing a child, he kissed him as soon as he said a word, as if he wanted to use this method to make up for all the kisses owed to Xu Fei during this period of time.
It took Xu Fei a while to calm down.
The two kept hugging each other like this, the water on Lin Min's body covered Xu Fei's body, Lin Min asked softly, "You're all wet, take a bath first, okay?"
"Not good." Xu Fei just wanted to hug Lin Min like this, and didn't want to let go at all.
Lin Min chuckled, "I'll wash it for you, okay?"
Lin Min's appearance was so gentle that Xu Fei couldn't resist. He sniffled and said, "Okay."
The two of them entered the shower room together, and as soon as the shower came out, Lin Min was pressed against the wall by Xu Fei.
Xu Fei was no longer as fragile as before. Although the corners of his eyes were still slightly red, there was only fierceness left in his eyes.
He seemed to have turned into a ferocious beast, and after venting his emotions, he just wanted to swallow Lin Min whole.
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