Chunyin

Really lingering.More lingering than me.

Because Fu Huan and Zhuang Heng have known each other since childhood, I once asked him about this person: "I heard that Zhuang Ziyu had a childhood sweetheart who ended up badly. I wonder what kind of person he is?"

The students in Taixue had mixed accents, from all corners of the country. Fu Huan was a typical Jiangsu-Zhejiang son.At that time, he and Zhuang Heng wanted to worship Mr. Zhou Yun at the same time. The old gentleman accepted Zhuang Heng, but turned Fu Huan out. When they asked privately, the old gentleman said: "This person is sensitive and cunning, and he can rule the world and kill people." , but definitely not a talent for academics.” Looking at things in the future, it can be said to be suitable.

Back then at Taixue, Fu Huan took a book and leaned against the window to read. The window faced west, and outside was a small courtyard, where plantain and maple trees cast thick shade.Fu Huan leaned against the shade of the tree and the breeze, raised his brows when he heard what I said, turned the book in his hand to a page, and asked me, "Zi Yu has a childhood sweetheart?"

I said, "Yeah. Why don't you know?"

Fu Huan laughed: "Isn't Zi Yu's childhood sweetheart me? Brother Lan Yu said that he ended badly, is he cursing me?"

"Oh, no." I ignored his interruption, leaned over, and said in a low voice, "It's a girl. She married the wrong person and killed herself."

"Gouging out your heart?" Fu Huan finally lifted his gaze from the page, looked at me and sighed, "It's so miserable." Then he laughed and asked, "This is a veritable 'heart-to-heart'. Who did you give the heart that came out?"

I couldn't help but frown, Fu Huan's perspective on things is really strange - people are dead, who cares who she gives her heart to?

I asked again: "Have you never seen her?"

Fu Huan shook his head: "There are quite a few women who love Zi Yu, but I have never heard of one who commits suicide."

Looking at me again, he said jokingly: "Is there such an infatuated and strong woman in the world today? If someone is willing to cut out my heart, I will definitely keep that heart away."

I was speechless for a while, Fu Huan seemed like he didn't know there was such a person, so I stopped asking, and joked: "Brother Chang Ting, who else dares to fall in love with you?"

Fu Huan listened thoughtfully: "You're right." He closed the book in his hand and said seriously, "Women are timid and weak, so they may not know that I, Fu Changting, is good, nor may they have the courage to like it. I."

Fu Huan stared at me with a smile on his lips, my eyelids twitched, and I felt that this person would be dead if he was not surprising.Sure enough, he then sighed with a smile and said, "Women can't do it, but men can do it too. Of all the beings in this world, there is one heart that belongs to me, Fu Changting, right?"

Thinking of Fu Huan's eyes at that time, I shrugged my shoulders and trembled, and the scars all over my body felt faint pain again.Now that I think about it, I really think that I have no brains, hindsight, how can a person suddenly change, the grass snake gray line, the foreshadowing has been buried long ago.

After thinking about it, I went too far.

If Fu Huan didn't know about this "Izumo", I doubt that the heart-wrenching thing that Zhuang Heng said was nothing at all.And just like Fu Huan said, is there such an infatuated and staunch person in the world?

But when Zhuang Heng was delirious, he didn't distinguish between men and women, and called that name to me again and again, as if there was a real thing - if there was a real thing, that girl was really too miserable.

Ah, I suddenly thought of Xie Bi'an, the underworld is in charge of reincarnation, and the lives of mortals are recorded. If you can meet him again, you can ask him about it.

In fact, if it weren't for the rope tied to my hand, and Zhuang Heng's face of refusing to let me loose it, I wouldn't want to care about who Izumo was and what happened between her and Zhuang Heng.Asking Fu Huan or Xie Bi'an is a bad strategy, because the person who knows all the secrets is right in front of me, and his attitude of avoiding talking about it is already the answer-whether he is alive or dead, he always Think I don't deserve an explanation.

Hey, I really don't really want to know, I've already seen it.

But I saw it, and some people didn't see it.Zhuang Heng, this little jiao, obviously had a knot in his heart, or a dead knot, so he tied the rope to me. If I still want to get out, this matter must not be able to get around.

Really funny too.Things that I have let go when I was alive, I actually have to pick them up again after I die.

But having said that... who is worthy of Zhuang Heng, who would rather cut off his beard than tie her down?

I sat on the floor at the head of the bed, with the jar in my arms, and the porcelain jar pressed against my heart, feeling a little stuffy in my heart.

I am somewhat envious of Zhuang Heng, and also somewhat envious of that "Izumo".

According to the land, the Dragon Clan and the Immortal Clan are considered to be very powerful races in the Three Realms, but as if the heavens wanted to curse the intersection of different races, the Jiao Clan born from the combination of the two is very fragile, and most of the Jiao Clan will die shortly after birth.Because of this, breaking the beard and forming a bond is a matter of life for the Jiao Clan.

The land said: "Let's make a contract. It's like taking out half of your life to form a relationship with another person. From then on, this dragon's life will be connected with the master he believes." Jun Sheng I live, you die and I die.'”

After finishing speaking, the land stroked his beard with emotion, as if he was moved by the true emotion and shed tears.

At that time, I had been a ghost for a short time, and I hadn't come to the point of not being surprised. I was very surprised to hear that the beards of the Jiao clan can still be used in this way.After being amazed, he realized the true meaning of this, and asked: "Is the function of this dragon's beard similar to that of the umbilical cord? Isn't this the meaning of recognizing godfather and mother?"

The land has not yet recovered from being moved, and when I asked, I was stunned: "Uh... there is such a meaning, but not all of it."

I said: "This makes sense. According to you, the Jiao people are often abandoned by their biological parents at birth. Later, when they meet someone they can rely on and rely on, they naturally regard him as their parents."

Land thoughtfully: "If you say that...it seems that there is nothing wrong with it."

But at this moment, I felt that something was wrong... Because according to this, Zhuang Heng was actually thinking about his godmother.

I:"……"

Holding the jar, I fell into embarrassment and silence alone.

Why does Zhuang Heng become more and more wrong the more he thinks about it?