Chunyin

But Zhuang Heng didn't say anything clearly.Even if I was suspicious, I couldn't ask him if he recognized me.After a few days of worrying like this, nothing different was seen, and I finally settled down, Zhuang Heng either didn't recognize it, or didn't reveal it when he recognized it.

Until one day, when I came out from the side door of Yuan Mansion, suddenly a child on the street rushed up to me and said, "My lord, there is someone waiting for you at the teahouse opposite." A person was sitting by the window on the second floor, looking at this place.

Seeing that person, the heart that had been anxious for many days suddenly lifted again.Seeing no one left and right, he crossed the street.

After entering the door, he bowed his hands and saluted, grandiosely: "Master Zhuang, what are you looking for?"

Zhuang Heng only motioned for me to sit down, but did not speak.When the tea and fruit were ordered, there was no one around, so he got up and closed the window.The private room in the teahouse immediately became dark, and the light came in mottled through the panes, Zhuang Heng looked at me quietly from the opposite side through the dust floating in the air.At this glance, I was finally sure that he did recognize me.

My heart tightened, and the next moment, I heard him say: "Liang Yin."

Regardless of whether I have the confidence or not, whether I am strong on the outside but on the inside, or I am confident and confident, I naturally have to deny a few words.

He looked at me without arguing, but told the details of how he threatened Yuan Kai to save me back then.

I heard nothing from the other side.Yuan Kai's motivation for saving me was not pure, it was a bad thing, but it was also a good thing.The bad thing is that I have no one to trust anymore, and the good thing is that I can finally plot and use him without guilt.

Zhuang Heng finally said: "This person cannot be relied on."

I watched him silently.Zhuang Heng was calm from the beginning to the end, he was not resentful for Yuan Kai's actions, nor for the injustice suffered by Dingguohoufu, he made all kinds of manipulations about Yuan Kai, but all of them seemed to have nothing to do with him.At the same time, I also felt an extremely unreasonable feeling. It was clearly Fu Huan's style to take people's weaknesses, not his Zhuang Heng's.

I was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Zi Yu should have asked His Majesty to reverse the case, instead of blackmailing Yuan Kai. If this is the case, at least one person will be innocent."

"The case will of course be overturned." He was still very calm, "It's just that things are prioritized."

I was slightly taken aback, and raised my eyes to look at him—light, slow, reversing the case; heavy, urgent, what is it?

Thinking of the side where he came to visit me in prison, I almost misunderstood again.

"Naturally, it's the living who matter." Fortunately Zhuang Heng was sober, he said, "Your Majesty is kind to me." He also said, "Chang Ting went astray, so we can't ask him to make the same mistakes again and again."

So I understood.

He saved me, but it was also to save Fu Huan.

Really compassionate.

There was an ugly smile on my skinny face: "It's hard for you."

Thinking of the many past events before and after, I was very moved.Zhuang Heng said that I can't let it go, it's probably true - but it's not because I don't want to, but because I can't.Those old things are like fierce tigers blocking the way, wrestling with them every day, and bleeding every day.

Zhuang Heng obviously also remembered what happened back then, but he was not disturbed by it - this is also natural, even in that life, Liang Lanyu was just a casual acquaintance with him who had been a classmate for a few years.Life is endless, he has his own world.What's more, now that his surname is Li and not Zhuang, only I threw myself into the lake and escaped from the gate of reincarnation, guarding Liang Lanyu for a hundred years, it's really pitiful and ridiculous.

I feel a little sad.This desolation is different from the desolation before death, Zhuang Heng absolutely cannot empathize with it.He is a sober and decisive person, who would mistake me for someone else when he was drunk, but would push me away and say "it's not right".

Sure enough, he looked at the half of the vegetable stalk on the chopsticks for a while, and said: "One life of reincarnation, one lifetime of grievances. Once reincarnated, the grievances and grievances will disappear."

I said, "You're right."

He raised his eyes: "You don't miss your parents any more."

I said: "Okay."

He also said: "In the world of mortals, love and hatred are inevitable. This is their own karma."

I nodded and said no more.

Zhuang Heng looked at me for a while, and finally he returned the half red amaranth that he had held for a long time, and began to chew it slowly.After he swallowed it, he said: "You are right. These things that are released in due time, although the entrance is rough, the details are very interesting."

I said, "If you are not used to eating, you don't have to force it. I have said enough comforting words today."

Zhuang Heng said: "It's true."

I said, "Naturally, how could what you said be false?"

Zhuang Heng heard my tone, his brows were slightly focused, and he looked at me.

It was very rare for Zhuang Heng to say so many comforting words at once, as if he could really understand my feelings, and I was indeed a little moved in my heart.But he couldn't after all.Every sentence he said made sense, but every sentence proved once again that he and I are definitely not of the same kind and cannot be reluctantly related.

Why do I have to remind me of the truth that I have realized while I am alive, after I die.

I smiled and said: "Zhuang Heng, you took all the trouble to fish me out of the river, isn't it just to release me?"

I turned my eyes away, looked at the four dishes on the table that hadn't touched a few chopsticks, and said with a smile: "Yesterday you said 'life after life is endless', and today you said 'reincarnation will eliminate grievances'. You said everything, Why am I becoming more and more confused?"

"Why are you looking for me now?"

The grievances I had accumulated in my heart for 100 years turned into a rancid swamp, and I couldn't hold it back, and sour and smelly bubbles came out.I knew in my heart that Zhuang Heng didn't do anything wrong to me, he just stood by and watched everything happen.But there are so many people in the world, and so many people watching me gradually fall into the abyss, I don't blame anyone, I don't even complain about Fu Huan, but I blame Zhuang Ziyu.

why?

——Fu Changting went astray, and he couldn't make the same mistake again and again.

And me?

I'm just being kind to him.

And he has more than enough to repay this kindness.I have long since had nothing to do with him.

So he stayed out of it and stood by with peace of mind.His godly posture overlooking the human world was so clear that I was too timid to call out to him for help.

I looked at Zhuang Heng's face, my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe, I said "forget it" and turned around to leave.

Zhuang Heng grabbed my wrist.

I turn back.

Zhuang Heng sighed lightly, and then asked me: "Why did you escape from the gate of reincarnation?"

I said, "I'm bored. Birth, old age, sickness and death, love and hate, love and hatred, over and over again, meaningless."

"So you decided not to be a human again."

I looked at him: I never told him that.

Zhuang Heng raised his face and looked at me: "If you are tired of reincarnation and determined to do so, then I am here to help you."

He said, "I'll take you away."