Banshuharu

Before the evening shift, Pingqiu rarely took a nap to replenish his energy, but in fact he was upset, and deliberately found an excuse to avoid Xu Xiuyuan.He desperately needed enough space to clear his mind, but because he was exhausted from running around all morning, as soon as his face touched the pillow, sleepiness hit him, and he fell into a deep sleep.

Pingqiu likes to be clean, and when he goes out, he is covered in sweat. He takes a shower before going to bed and puts on pajamas.He has two sets of summer pajamas in total, one long and the other short.The long style is a small size, and the short style is one size larger. The fat trousers perfunctorily cover his thighs, even the knees cannot be blocked, and they are loose.Xu Xiuyuan just stretched his hands in, and he could easily touch Pingqiu's wet thighs—maybe it was the water stains that hadn't been wiped off after taking a bath. Tide meaning.

The fingers slowly moved forward, unintentionally pressing on Pingqiu's bruised inner thigh.There was a reaction in Pingqiu's dream, he couldn't help clamping his legs, and instead stuck Xu Xiuyuan's hand between his legs.In order not to disturb Pingqiu, Xu Xiuyuan adjusted his posture, from sitting sideways on the edge of the bed to climbing onto the bed, half lying beside Pingqiu, rubbing the heels of his legs with his palms.

It wasn't until Pingqiu was completely asleep and his legs relaxed that Xu Xiuyuan took his hand away.Staring at Pingqiu's regularly rising and falling chest, he suddenly said to himself: "It's too slow."

It was after six o'clock in the afternoon when Lu Yang's news came back.Pingqiu was on duty for evening self-study, and forgot to mute the phone, and the sound of ding ding attracted all the students in the classroom to look at the desk.Especially Cheng Zinong in the first row, he was staring out the window in a daze, now looking at Pingqiu, he happened to see his neckline swaying as he moved, and there was a red mark on the side of his neck.

Ping Qiu paid attention to replying the text messages without realizing it, but Cheng Zinong took advantage of the viewing angle to take a closer look at his whole body——Ping Qiu was sitting upright, with his legs folded together under the desk, his back straight, his right elbow resting on his shoulders. Not on the table, hanging over the edge of the table.The cuffs of his short sleeves were loose, and he straightened his collar as he raised his arms, so the cuffs exposed a large area of ​​flesh color.It seems that Pingqiu is wearing new clothes, but no one told him to be careful with the cuffs.

Maybe Cheng Zinong was in a daze too clearly, which made it hard for Pingqiu not to notice, he turned his phone down after answering the message, looked over, his eyes reminded Cheng Zinong to concentrate on his self-study, and raised his hand to tap his watch to signal him to pay attention to the time.Cheng Zinong nodded, Ping Qiu smiled again, bowed his head and continued to work.

Evening self-study class ends at 09:30, and the teacher on duty usually leaves 5 minutes early. Pingqiu is busy racing against time to input the nearest teacher's feedback into the system, but it is delayed until the end, and most of the students in the classroom have left.Looking at his watch, he saw that it was only 10 minutes away from the time agreed with Lu Yang. He quickly packed up his things. In his haste, two fountain pens rolled down, but he didn't expect someone to pick them up for him.

Seeing that it was Cheng Zinong, Ping Qiu asked: "Why don't you go back to school, don't you still have an evening self-study?"

"The final exam is coming soon, and evening self-study is more free. I told my mother that I will study here at night." Cheng Zinong handed him the pen, "Here."

Pingqiu thanked him, and went downstairs with his arms full of papers.Cheng Zinong followed closely behind with his schoolbag on his back, following Pingqiu here and there like a tail.The students and teachers left after class, but as the teacher on duty, Pingqiu had to dispose of the garbage at the end of the class.

This time he was not allowed to follow, Cheng Zinong sat at the front desk, staring at the dark computer screen.He looked left and right, and after a while, he found an invalid work permit from the pen holder next to it. There was no photo on it, but the name at the bottom was "Pingqiu".Seeing this, Cheng Zinong became selfish, took advantage of Pingqiu's opportunity on the second floor, dumped the two pen holders at the front desk, but did not find his ID photo inside, so he ran to Pingqiu's office to look for it.

Pingqiu's office was neatly tidied up. Cheng Zinong easily found a stack of ID photos in the storage box on his desk, and randomly picked out one. When there was movement on the stairs, he stuffed the photos together with the invalid work permit into his trouser pocket.But after leaving the office, Pingqiu returned to the second floor.Cheng Zinong's heart was beating fast and his mouth was parched. While paying attention to the direction of the stairs, he backed up.He accidentally stepped on a hard object, and he quickly turned around and apologized.

He was unfamiliar with Fang Rong, he didn't care about his apology, and took a step back, asking him where Ping Qiu was.

"Teacher Qiu?" Cheng Zinong pointed to the second floor, "He's still up there."

"Oh, then I'll wait for him." Whenever he was on the late shift, Pingqiu's leaving time would always be more than ten minutes later than usual.Lu Yang took it for granted and pulled a chair to sit in the living room.After he sat down, he looked around casually.Although I've driven past this door hundreds of times, it's the first time I've come in and sat down.

At the same time, Cheng Zinong was also looking at Lu Yang.But his scrutiny is more like a spy.He swept Lu Yang's open legs with his eyes, the muscles were strong, and the arms leaning on the knees were equally strong.There is no doubt that this is a tall, strong and aggressive adult male.If Pingqiu paralyzed Cheng Zinong because of his appearance and personality, making him forget the blurred gap between him and Pingqiu over time, then Lu Yang's appearance tonight dug out the gap again.Cheng Zinong felt a burst of shame, put his hands in his pockets, squeezed the stolen ID photo tightly, and deliberately shrugged his shoulders, trying to block the school badge on the chest of the school uniform.

In just 2 minutes, Pingqiu went downstairs with a new bag of garbage.He was so busy that he was sweating, he didn't notice Lu Yang who was sitting on the side at first glance, but when he saw Cheng Zinong standing there with his head bowed, he wiped the sweat from his chin with his wrist, and asked, "Why haven't you come home yet?"

"I'll wait for you." Cheng Zinong said.

"Ah, what are you waiting for me to do?" Pingqiu saw that he hesitated to speak, "Do you have something to say to me?"

"That's the dress—"

"Clothes?" Pingqiu recalled, "Oh, the one I borrowed from you? What's wrong?"

"It hasn't been washed yet. It may take two days to return it to you."

"It's okay, I won't rush you, you don't have to worry. But it's almost ten o'clock now, aren't your parents coming to pick you up? Or should you go home by yourself?" Ping Qiu picked up a few bags of garbage, and casually chatted with Cheng Zinong As he spoke, he passed the door only to find Lu Yang sitting in the living room.He turned around and took two steps over there, with an apologetic expression: "You came early, why didn't you call me? I'll be right away, just wait."

Lu Yang didn't mind: "You are busy with your work."

After hastily disposing of the garbage, Pingqiu turned back to pick up the bag.Didn't notice that Cheng Zinong followed him out of the main entrance, his shoulders were crushed by his schoolbags, watching from a distance, Pingqiu would suspect that his legs would be weak and he would fall down immediately.

Cheng Zinong came to sign up for extra-curricular tutoring in the second semester of high school. He was the first student Pingqiu took over after he took office. In addition, he was shy and his family was also a single parent. Pity the closeness, so for Cheng Zinong's troubles, he will help whenever he can.

With Lu Yang's consent, Ping Qiu suggested that they take Cheng Zinong home along the way.Cheng Zinong had no objection.He stood on the side waiting for Pingqiu to close and lock the door, the two shops behind him closed early, his whole body was pitch black, and the advantage of standing against the light allowed him to observe Pingqiu's rare friend up close.Without looking twice, Pingqiu told him to get in the car quickly.Because he was afraid that he would be restrained, Ping Qiu patted the back of his neck comfortingly.

"We'll take you home first. Have you told your mother that you might be late today?" Pingqiu got on the co-pilot and put on his seat belt, and turned to see Cheng Zinong sitting in the rear next to him. Sagittarius, asked, "Is your mother worried about you?"

"I told her she probably thought I was riding home."

"It's too late now, it's not safe for you to go home alone, we'll send you home first, and we'll leave after seeing you up," Ping Qiu looked at Lu Yang, "Is it convenient?"

Lu Yang deliberately didn't look at him, and squeezed out a long while: "It's convenient."

Driving all the way, the three people in the car had their own ideas.Pingqiu and Cheng Zinong talked occasionally, but they were actually watching Lu Yang's movements from the corner of their eyes; Cheng Zinong stared intently at Pingqiu's face in the rearview mirror, seeing that he answered absently, but his face was actually full of nervousness. and anxious.As for Lu Yang, he knew that Ping Qiu was peeping, and the strange high school student in the back seat was also looking at him, but he just pretended not to know. He saw Ping Qiu unconsciously picking his nails, and his angry chest was finally cleared. corner.

Fortunately, Cheng Zi's farm doesn't live too far away.He got out of the car, went around to Pingqiu's window and bent down to say goodbye to him.Pingqiu's face was half-bright and half-dark by the street lamp, Cheng Zinong was a little distracted and didn't hear his instructions clearly, so he moved his ears closer.

Pingqiu slightly increased the volume and repeated: "Be careful on the way back, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow." Cheng Zinong straightened up and watched Ping Qiu raise the window while the car turned around and drove away.He watched until the rear of the car disappeared into the turning, and then he pulled the strap of the schoolbag on his shoulder, touched the square ID photo in his pocket with one hand, and walked slowly home.

Without Cheng Zinong as a buffer, the cabin became even more silent.Pingqiu stared sharply at his own face printed on the car window, his words of explanation were stuck in his mouth, he couldn't speak, he couldn't start, the more anxious he became, the more nervous he was, he said after a long time: "Do you want to find a place to put the car away first?" stop?"

Without saying a word, Lu Yang turned the steering wheel, pulled up the accelerator and drove all the way, and finally braked suddenly.Ping Qiu was pulled back by the seat belt, looked out of the window, Lu Yang parked the car on the side of the road, and nearly 50 meters away were two open-air barbecue stalls.

"What are you going to say?" Lu Yang turned off the engine.

"...Do you have to speak to me in this tone?" Ping Qiu said quietly, "If you do this, I will think you want to quarrel with me, but I don't want to."

"Do you think you are innocent?" Lu Yang laughed, "I am the one who is angry and caressing about you. How generous you are, come and coax me at the right time, send a text message, and I will be like a dog." Chasing you here, you can't care about anything. You don't actually know why I'm angry at all, do you?"

"I know!" Ping Qiu hurriedly said, "I know everything, don't talk like that - I have something to hide from you, but it's not because of how important it is, but because I haven't figured out how to tell you. You, can you let me-"

"Pingqiu, let me ask you," Lu Yang interrupted, "If I told you that you ran away last night, I would be very angry, so I just found someone I didn't know to sleep with. How would you feel?"

As if unable to understand his sudden question, Ping Qiu was stunned, rolled his eyes slowly, and stammered: "You said, it's because I didn't tell you the truth, you were very angry, so you found someone else, if I told you earlier , and you wouldn't—"

"Stop, stop!" Lu Yang raised his hand to stop, and patiently turned his face to one side.His inexplicable reaction made Ping Qiu tremble, not sure what went wrong, which made Lu Yang unhappy.

After a while, Lu Yang said wearily: "If I didn't stop you, did you mean to say in the last half of the sentence, 'I didn't mean it, and you made mistakes, so it doesn't matter', you can take it as my mistake, I As long as I promise you that I won't do it again in the future, I can expose it, or do you mean that you have no intention of exposing it at all-do you want to separate?"

Pingqiu immediately shook his head: "I didn't think so."

"Then tell me, what on earth are you thinking—I just don't understand!" Lu Yang slammed the steering wheel, and the dull sound stopped Ping Qiu's voice trying to defend himself.

He was out of his wits, thinking that Lu Yang was angry. He really had reason to be angry, but he clearly expressed that he could forgive him for his mistakes, but Lu Yang was even more angry, as if he did not forgive, nor did he not forgive.Is it necessary for two people to keep chasing after the mistakes that have already occurred?But the past has already happened, no matter how many disputes and regrets there are, there is no way to make up for it, Ping Qiu thought to himself, obviously I am looking forward, why does someone always drag him by the back of the neck and ask him to turn back.

"I want to tell you about Xu Ruiyang."

Lu Yang was still venting his indifference towards Ping Qiu, but his envy and resentment stopped abruptly with a light interjection.Hearing this, Lu Yang looked at him.Ping Qiuban lowered his head and said in a low voice: "If you want to hear it, I'll tell you. I'll only say this once, because I really don't want to think about it again."

Everyone's love stories are mostly similar, and some are even so similar that even the reasons for breaking up are similar.The love story between Pingqiu and Xu Ruiyang lasted for four years, but the ending was the most embarrassing ending.Their relationship was broken during the summer vacation of their freshman year, without any buffer, and Pingqiu was kicked out of Xu's house in disheveled clothes that day.Walking on the road, the sun was shining outside, but he seemed to be stripped naked.Facing his parents' objections, Xu Ruiyang said he would fight to the end, but he was the one who cut off contact first.Ping Qiu tried to save him, squatting near his school for two days, only later did he find out that Xu Ruiyang was deliberately avoiding him.He guessed that maybe Xu Ruiyang didn't dare to continue this relationship because he was threatened by his parents. Maybe he waited a little longer and the turning point was in front of him. stop here.

"After that, we didn't contact each other again." Ping Qiu concluded.

"So you said before that you found yourself because you had a crush on a male classmate—that person is Xu Ruiyang." Lu Yang asked.

"Yes."

"Now that Xu Xiuyuan in your family is his younger brother?"

"Yes."

"The text message you received last night was also sent by him?" Ping Qiu still said yes, and Lu Yang was angry in his heart, "It was all him, so you kicked me away because he hasn't contacted you for several years , sent you a text message all of a sudden?"

Pingqiu couldn't refute: "I'm sorry."

Lu Yang laughed angrily: "You are so funny, Ping Qiu, he just called you and you just reacted like this. If one day he came over and said he regretted it and asked you to get back together with him, wouldn't you even think about it?" Just dumped me, and made up with him?"

"What are you talking about? I won't," Ping Qiu retorted hastily, "...he won't either."

"Get out of the car," Lu Yang said coldly, seeing Ping Qiu's surprise, he repeated impatiently, "I want to be alone for a while, you get out of the car."

His eviction order was sudden and cold, Ping Qiu clutched his schoolbag tightly with one hand, sat there for two seconds, opened the door and got out of the car.

Seeing Ping Qiu's figure in the rearview mirror going further and further away, Lu Yang looked away and beat the steering wheel angrily.He pounded his fingers numbly, and moved his joints with pain. He felt more and more unhappy, so he lay on the steering wheel with his head in his arms, panting until his chest hurt.

Suddenly, there was movement from the back seat of the car.Looking back, Ping Qiu sat back panting, the wind blowing outside made his hair fall back, and his eyes were dizzy black and bright.

"I can't lie to you, so I admit that I'm still very afraid of Xu Ruiyang. I agree with his brother to live with me. I will give him money and let him do everything. I'm afraid he will get angry or feel uncomfortable. Because of this I owe him what I owe, and I have to pay him back. Xu Ruiyang called me because of his younger brother. As long as we get through this period of time, I owe them nothing," Ping Qiu stared at Lu Yang, "Then you Well, why did you let me go? You did something wrong, and I forgive you. As long as you give me a promise, I won't be angry. If you hate Xu Ruiyang looking for me, I can also apologize to you, Why do you let me go? You think I am half-hearted, then you should try to drive him away completely, why don't you blame him, but me instead? Is it all my fault? "

"What do you want to say?" Lu Yang asked.

"Don't you know what I want to say?" Ping Qiu slammed the backpack at Lu Yang's face forcefully, gritted his teeth and said bitterly, "Don't you want to quarrel with me, come on! Argue! Whatever you want to argue with, I will accompany you .”

Lu Yang casually took the backpack and threw it on the co-pilot, the strange thing is that his anger and jealousy were all worn away by Pingqiu's going back and forth.All he cares about is that Pingqiu doesn't care about him, and the hot feelings in his head won't last long, thinking that if Pingqiu still has an unsatisfactory ending in his heart, he doesn't need to fight hard—but who can Thinking of it, Ping Qiu came back first.

The one-sided accusation made Pingqiu even angrier. Seeing that Lu Yang got out of the driver's seat without saying a word, he thought that he was unwilling to cooperate even in the quarrel, so he couldn't help but feel a sore nose.Unexpectedly, Lu Yang then pulled the door of the back seat and got in, grabbed his knees and dragged him down.Pingqiu was caught off guard and lay down, eyes darkened, Lu Yang's lips pressed down immediately.After a short period of confusion, Pingqiu struggled hard, and his calf kept bumping against Lu Yang's waist, but unfortunately Lu Yang kissed him so comfortably that in the end he just hugged Lu Yang's neck and kissed him proactively.

The space in the back seat is narrow, Lu Yang just took off Ping Qiu's short sleeves and wanted to throw it aside, when he accidentally bumped his elbow on the driver's seat, he immediately hissed in pain.Hearing this, Pingqiu hurriedly sat up, wiped the saliva from his mouth, held his arm and looked left and right, worried: "Does it hurt, be careful."

"The place is too small to move."

"Then change the place." Ping Qiu said.

"Where to change?" Lu Yang asked.

Ping Qiu didn't answer, just swept him with his eyes, and gently scratched the heel of Lu Yang's leg with his right heel, which was placed across Lu Yang's thigh.

Drive towards the nearest development zone, and finally stop at a green belt.Just as Lu Yang unbuckled his seat belt, Ping Qiu suddenly stretched out two arms from behind to embrace him, leaning his head against his face, and his cheeks were flushed in the rearview mirror.

She thought that his sudden closeness was acting like a baby, but Pingqiu just hugged him hard for three seconds before letting go, and leaned back on the back seat.Lu Yang also looked in the rearview mirror, looking in like Ping Qiu.As if being seen through by his eyes, he still shyly blocked his naked upper body, his eyes wandered, and he moved back after a while, and asked him in a low voice to the rearview mirror: "Aren't you coming?"

In the silent night, the body shook for nearly two hours before stopping.

The compartment in the back seat is narrow, Ping Qiu is hugged around his waist and abdomen, and his chest always feels uncomfortable as if something is blocked.Until Lu Yang was sweating profusely and pressed up, he groaned in pain, turned his head and began to retch.Lu Yang was leaning on the cushion, feeling hot and tired, he helped Pingqiu to lean on his arms, then he also closed his eyes to the open car window, letting the night wind blow away the steaming heat from their bodies.

After a while, Lu Yang took out two paper towels, wiped the sweat stains on Pingqiu's chest, and took out two new ones to wipe the cushions.Ping Qiu regained some strength, and while Lu Yang was cleaning up the mess, he slowly put on the clothes that had been left in the carriage, it was just a small piece of underwear, and he didn't know where it was lost.He turned on the light to look for it, but he couldn't find it after searching around.

Seeing this, Lu Yang touched his leg and whispered in his ear, "I'll give you mine?"

"Give way, maybe I left it here." Ping Qiu asked him to move his feet away, Lu Yang obediently raised his legs, and immediately noticed something strange in his rear hip.He stopped Pingqiu from bending over, and said: "Don't wear it, my pants are all wet."

Ping Qiu looked at him, Lu Yang pressed his chin up and ticked him up.Lu Yang asked why he looked at him like this, Ping Qiu smiled: "Are you not angry anymore?"

"Who are you angry with, yours?" Lu Yang kissed his mouth, sucked a round lip mark on his cheek, and said vaguely, "Who dares to be angry with you."

"Then we've talked it over, don't be angry, and I'm not angry either."

"Why are you so angry?"

"It's not you who said, last night you—"

"You really believe it?"

Ping Qiu was taken aback: "You lied to me?"

"Oh, you can only lie to me, can't I lie to you?" Lu Yang saw that he looked angry but didn't dare to be angry, so he hugged his neck happily, kissed half of his face vigorously, and said with a smile: "Evened out."

There were saliva stains all over his face, but Lu Yang regained his mood, Ping Qiu was infected, and took the initiative to hold his face, and kissed him lightly on the lips: "It's even. Send me home."

While Lu Yang was driving, Ping Qiu wiped the dirty seat cushion with a paper towel dampened with water in the back seat. The bad thing was that no matter how he handled it, the imprint of body fluid was still heavy.Unexpectedly, Lu Yang brought the car back from the vehicle management office in the morning, and it seems that the car will have to be sent for maintenance tomorrow.Lu Yang advised him not to do any more useless work, but Ping Qiu finally gave up and picked up the cell phone thrown on the ground instead.He was in the dark for a long time, and the sudden flash of light on the phone screen made his eye sockets swell, so he had to squint his eyes, and then found that Xu Xiuyuan had made four missed calls to him in the past two and a half hours.

Perhaps because of the open and honest talk about the past with Lu Yang, Ping Qiu suddenly gained a lot of courage.He didn't care about what Xu Xiuyuan's call was for, but directly deleted the call record, and then blocked and deleted Xu Ruiyang's phone number and text messages in one go, then put down the phone and forced himself to ignore it.

Sending Pingqiu to the bottom of the residential building, Lu Yang said that when he picked up the car, he parked the motorcycle in the parking lot over there. Seeing that it is not too late and the road is not far away, he proposed to take Pingqiu to pick up the car first. , then he will leave.

Pingqiu has been hollow so far, Night Breeze slipped into his trousers, he was uneasy, he buckled his backpack to block his stomach, but Lu Yang groped in.He approached all the way, Ping Qiu was pushed back by him, and finally bumped into the wall beside the corridor.

It was pitch black all around, Lu Yang reached into his leg and fumbled.Pingqiu was so itchy that he kicked his legs, and suddenly the scratch on the side of his leg was rubbed, Lu Yang sensed something was wrong, stopped his hand and asked: "What's wrong?"

How dare you say that it was the injury caused by Xu Xiuyuan last night, Pingqiu was quite awake, and whispered: "The front, I accidentally scratched it."

"The underwear is too small?" Lu Yang guessed, his lips pressed against Pingqiu's cheek and pecked one by one, "I told you not to wear briefs, they are worn out, and it is difficult to walk. Oh, let me see, you Did you grow up again? No wonder I always felt that you were a little older just now. Did you grow up again? Let me see—”

"Don't do it, don't do it!" Ping Qiu hid himself from laughing, but still let Lu Yang succeed.He raised his body unbearably, stood on tiptoe, clamped his legs tightly, trying to squeeze Lu Yang's hand out, still begging for mercy pitifully: "I can't take it anymore, don't do it, I really suffer!" No."

Seeing him shaking his head, Lu Yang put it away when he saw it, and took his hand out of his trousers: "Let's go, push the car out, I'll take you."

Riding on a bicycle with empty underwear, Pingqiu was ashamed to find that the bottom of his trousers was wet in a large area, and the friction of the meat patch made his skin a little unbearable.When he returned home, he covered his trousers with one hand and steered the car with the other, followed closely by Lu Yang pedaling.He looked at the vast neon lights in front of him, as if he had been punched in the center - sometimes he was not sure where to go home.

Saying goodbye to Lu Yang, Ping Qiu went upstairs with his trousers.The lights at home were off, and Xu Xiuyuan had probably fallen asleep. He changed his shoes and put away his bag lightly, and tiptoed into the bedroom. He took a shower and showered carefully, but when he returned to the bedroom, Xu Xiuyuan, who was supposed to be asleep, had already sat up and leaned against the bedside table. Holding up the mobile phone that was ringing continuously, he handed it to Pingqiu: "Lu Yang's phone."

Pingqiu hastily took it, and hung up with one click: "I'm sorry, I woke you up."

"You go home after twelve o'clock?"

"Well, I have something to do, it's a bit late." Ping Qiu sat on the edge of the bed.

"And Lu Yang?" Xu Xiuyuan asked.

"...Yeah, otherwise, who else would there be?"

"You told him about my brother? Does he know all about it?"

Pingqiu wiped his hair slowly with a towel, and replied: "I know. In fact, I now find that some things can be solved by being honest and telling them all. I always dare not say how serious it is, but now it’s different, I don’t need to hide it anymore, and it seems like it’s no big deal if I say it.”

"Lu Yang told you so?" Xu Xiuyuan lifted the blanket and approached Pingqiu step by step.

Pingqiu wanted to retreat, but Xu Xiuyuan grabbed his knee first and pulled him down.Without giving him a chance to breathe, Pingqiu's body was clamped by Xu Xiuyuan's legs who then knelt on the mattress.He suddenly became a fish on the chopping board, the body and tail of the fish were pinched, and Xu Xiuyuan let Xu Xiuyuan sniff deeply with the tip of his nose close to the side of his neck and face.

Every time Xu Xiuyuan took a breath, Ping Qiu felt as if a little air was being pushed out of his chest.The tip of his nose was getting lower and lower, Ping Qiu was so nervous that he was about to scream, but just when Xu Xiuyuan was about to use his lips to open the unfastened button of his chest, he let go of his hand, stood up straight, and turned around. And took out a small jar of ointment from the blanket on the floor: "Here you are."

The lights in the room were turned off, and Pingqiu rubbed the medicine on the inner thighs in the dark.Knowing that Xu Xiuyuan was not asleep at all behind his back, his hair stood on end, and any movement would make him overreact.

Xu Xiuyuan did speak, but he said, "Why am I the one left behind every time?"

Pingqiu's throat is blocked: "...you didn't."

"Then why are you unwilling to save me even once?" Xu Xiuyuan asked in a low voice, "Do you hate me so much?"

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