Banshuharu

Breaking into the bedroom, when retreating in Pingqiu Festival, I accidentally stepped on a raised corner of the mat on the floor, and fell directly on my back into the bedding.He fell dazed, as if falling into some fluffy cloud.Later, the cloud turned into rain, pouring Pingqiu's head in an instant, he was so impacted by the rain that he couldn't open his eyes, and even his mouth and nose, which were used for breathing, were covered.

"Alright, alright, let me go, alright." Just before he was out of breath, Ping Qiu raised his hands above his head as if begging for mercy.

Xu Xiuyuan didn't say a word, just stared at Pingqiu with his head down.

In his eyes, both sides of Pingqiu's cheeks were gradually flushed, and he was fascinated to think that he was the one who made that cloud, and God knows how he has such extraordinary abilities.But in the end, Pingqiu was still soft-hearted, raised his hand to caress the side of Xu Xiuyuan's face, and wiped the sweat from his forehead.The beads of sweat were dense, and the fingers could not be wiped clean, so I turned my palms and wrists and wiped slowly.He didn't dare to look into Xu Xiuyuan's eyes, as if he was embarrassed because he had quietly seen through his secret.

But Xu Xiuyuan was disobedient, he let Pingqiu move around, and then turned his head to rub his palm.

"Stop messing with it, it's itchy." Ping Qiu deliberately turned his palm over and asked Xu Xiuyuan to rub it on the back of his hand.

But at this moment, Xu Xiuyuan stopped listening to him.Seeing through his intentions, Ping Qiu hastily kicked his legs twice, trying to turn over and run away.Unexpectedly, it would be more convenient for Xu Xiuyuan.He pinched Ping Qiu with his back on his back, as if his spine had been removed from his whole body, so without paying attention, he spun around and returned to his original position.

His strength was no match for him, so Ping Qiu simply hugged him tightly, regardless of Xu Xiuyuan's struggle, pressed his head against his chest, then closed his eyes and said, "Okay, let me hug you."

These words were very effective, Xu Xiuyuan gradually stopped all movements, and just quietly pressed on Pingqiu, being hugged by him.Even though the pressure made his chest hurt, Pingqiu still didn't let go.

After a long while, Xu Xiuyuan listened to Pingqiu's heartbeat, fingered his sleeves hanging down at his elbows, and asked, "Do you understand?"

"En." Ping Qiu rubbed his cheek against the top of his hair, lifted him up like he was holding a child, and even shook him slightly.

"What did he say about you?"

"Nothing."

"You don't want to tell me?"

Ping Qiu opened his eyes slightly: "There's nothing to say, it's just those words after all. He may not mean it, he hates me now, he doesn't like me, it's actually normal, I understand."

"You sympathize with him?" Xu Xiuyuan raised his head on his chest, "Don't tell me you are."

"Is this sympathy?" Ping Qiu thought for a while, "I just feel sorry for him."

"Isn't guilt just sympathy in disguise? Don't think about him anymore, just let him hate you, hate you to the end, and naturally forget about it."

"hope so."

There was another burst of silence, Xu Xiuyuan was only quiet for a while, and then began to use his brain again.

Pingqiu lay flat with his eyes closed, but he could feel him looking up at him.He wanted to hold back, but he could still feel his cheeks warming up.Ping Qiu wanted to say don't look at me, don't look at me, but for some reason, he couldn't make a sound, so he could only fold his arms to cover his face, trying to block Xu Xiuyuan's sight.

But Xu Xiuyuan suddenly climbed up along his body, slid into Pingqiu's arms like a wriggling snake, and then put his hands on his face, blocking all visible light, and looked down at Pingqiu like this.

His eyes were scorching, making Ping Qiu even more afraid to open his eyes.He tilted his head, bluntly ashamed of his previous audacity.Then, he felt Xu Xiuyuan's kisses fall on his cheeks, one after another, gently and slowly, gradually covering his entire face.

"I still feel like I'm dreaming," Xu Xiuyuan said, "Do you really like me? Do you really accept me? It's not because I begged you, but you really like me, right?"

Hearing this, Ping Qiu straightened his face, wrapped his arms around his neck, and said sincerely: "Really, I won't lie to you."

"You don't dislike me?"

"Why do you despise you?" Amused by Xu Xiuyuan's inexplicable words, Ping Qiu touched his cheek, "You are good in everything, at least better than me. You were so proud before, why do you say that now?"

"I'm not proud, but I'm afraid you hate me," Xu Xiuyuan tilted his head and kissed Pingqiu's palm, and murmured, "I was just thinking that I shouldn't have let you go with Lu Yang. So many times before, I Haven’t you had enough yet? I follow you every time, watching you pull others and walk so fast, I call you, you can look back at me at most, but you won’t come to hold me. I don’t think so He also tells you that he loves you very much and needs you very much, and then you soften your heart, hug him and kiss him, tell him that you love him too, at least try to love him, and then you reconcile, maybe he will be tonight Still living here, sleeping in this bed, making love to you."

"Why are you thinking wildly every day," Ping Qiu muttered, "Where are you thinking, you don't know how to be ashamed."

"Thinking wildly? It's obviously my reasonable speculation based on your past crimes," Xu Xiuyuan bowed his head and kissed him, "Be honest with me, what kind of result did you treat me? Seriously, or just a moment of passion? Tell me in advance, I don't accept it." The latter option, so you'd better think about it before answering me."

Ping Qiu smiled: "Then I won't talk about it, so as not to make you sad."

Xu Xiuyuan suppressed his smile: "Are you serious?"

"Well, seriously." It was probably because Xu Xiuyuan's reaction was amused, Ping Qiu rarely teased him, but was taken aback by Xu Xiuyuan's following action.

Almost as soon as Pingqiu's voice fell, Xu Xiuyuan immediately stood up.Pingqiu clasped the hands that were hanging around his neck, he was stunned for two seconds, then sat up, and saw Xu Xiuyuan standing at the end of the bed expressionlessly.

Ping Qiu tried to get his hand, but Xu Xiuyuan dodged it.He realized that his joke was inappropriate, so he hurriedly explained: "I'm teasing you, don't be angry."

"..." Xu Xiuyuan didn't speak, just looked at Pingqiu.

"I'm serious, I'm not joking, and I'm definitely not kidding you." Ping Qiu sat on the edge of the bed, carefully holding Xu Xiuyuan's hand, "Are you angry, I apologize, I shouldn't tease you with this matter .”

"You know I care." Xu Xiuyuan said.

"I know." Ping Qiu hurriedly said.

"I can't stand you agreeing to me, and saying that you just think it's fun to lie to me, or that you just want to try it out with me. These are not excuses for you to use this matter to deceive me. I don't accept it."

"I didn't lie to you, you trust me," Ping Qiu said sincerely, "I know what I'm doing."

"Okay, even if you are sincere now, then in the future," Xu Xiuyuan said, "in the future, if there is a second me, or someone who is better than me and you like more, will you abandon me? Like today, just after you told me to break up, you turned around and hugged him?"

"What are you talking about," Ping Qiu lightly reprimanded, "You are you, where is the second you?"

"Does it matter?"

"Don't always think wildly, I promise you, no, in my eyes you are unique, everyone is unique..."

"You know that's not what I want to ask at all!" Xu Xiuyuan interrupted forcefully, raised his hand, and Pingqiu sat back down, "I want to hear from you that you are serious this time, and you only chose after thinking clearly. Being with me is not a joke, not a whim, not a day when you will suddenly leave me. Ping Qiu, I am not Lu Yang, let alone Xu Ruiyang, I can't stand that you used to be mine, but maybe one day you will find out The Huahua world is more exciting, when someone you like more appears, and then you just abandon me and lose me as a matter of course. I can’t stand this, I will go crazy, and I will die.”

As if intimidated by the determination in Xu Xiuyuan's words, Ping Qiu cringed a little, and murmured: "Don't say that, such a thing won't happen, don't think so."

"I don't want to listen to your comfort, I just want you to promise me. You promise me that you will always love me, you will only be mine, you will be mine completely, and you will never leave me for the rest of your life. I just want to hear This," Xu Xiuyuan knelt down, clasped Ping Qiu's hands on his knees, and asked Ping Qiu for an answer in a half-pleading, half-forced tone, "Promise me, okay?"

Ping Qiu looked at Xu Xiuyuan blankly: "I can't make such a guarantee."

"Why?" Xu Xiuyuan looked at Pingqiu, and suddenly leaned his head on his knee, pressing his forehead against Pingqiu's leg, "You think I'm crazy, talking like I'm crazy?"

"...Xiuyuan, why do you always think that I will abandon you? You are obviously the better one, and you are the one who has more choices. Even if you have to worry, I should be worried," Ping Qiu bowed his head and kissed The back of his head was pressed against the side of his face again, and he comforted, "I don't want to tie you up, let alone you tie yourself up. Emotional matters can only be guaranteed for this moment. If tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, you feel that you are with me You are not happy together, you can walk away, just tell me, I will not let you go. If you think you will be happy with me, then we will continue to be together. I promise you , I won't take the initiative to say separation. That's it, isn't it good? "

"not good."

"why not?"

"It's always been that I like you more and love you more. Why do you say that one day I'm unhappy and I can leave?" Xu Xiuyuan looked up at him, "Do you believe it? It must be you who will leave first. Don't you I will understand."

Under his eyes, Pingqiu was at a loss for "the words are on the lips but it's hard to say", and finally he could only hug him: "I will love you more, don't be afraid."

"Love more than anyone else?"

"Will do."

"More than liking Lu Yang?" Xu Xiuyuan asked, "Or more than the one who loved Xu Ruiyang at the beginning? More than the sum of the two of them, okay? More and longer, at most and longest, I'm not Xu Ruiyang, So I won't compromise like a coward, so I beg you don't, after all these years, you should have grown a bit, haven't you?"

"...I will," Ping Qiu repeated his words, "Now is not the past, I will not run away."

"You have to treat me as your number one and all you love, so that I won't be afraid, and I'll be at ease. Do you understand what I mean?" Xu Xiuyuan asked in a low voice.

"I know."

"I need you, not half or a fraction of you, I want you to love me completely, do you understand?"

"I know." Ping Qiu's voice was trembling, and even his nerves were covered under his body and he shouted crazily.He tried his best to hold back the gratitude on his lips, almost choked up: "I know."

In this way, with Pingqiu's promise, Xu Xiuyuan was finally willing to bend down and hug him tightly.They lay on top of each other in the soft quilt, and the corners of the quilt floated in front of Pingqiu's face, covering his eyes, so he couldn't see clearly, but he still hugged Xu Xiuyuan firmly on his chest.

After a moment of silence, Xu Xiuyuan said, "I want to have sex."

Ping Qiu was taken aback for a moment, his thoughts suddenly stuck.

"I want to have sex." Xu Xiuyuan stood up again, kneeling on both sides of Pingqiu's body, turning his hands behind his back and pulling the hem of the pajamas up.

Pingqiu looked at his body gradually exposed with red cheeks, obviously it was not the first time that each other exposed their bodies, but he still felt shy.

"Don't be like this, don't be like this," Pingqiu fumbled for Xu Xiuyuan's shirt in the quilt with both hands, and covered him indiscriminately, "Don't do it today, can you?"

"I want to do it," Xu Xiuyuan looked down at him, his hair was messed up because of undressing, which made his expression look more harmless and pitiful, "What do I mean, you don't understand? You don't want to? You don't want to do it?"

"Not tonight." Ping Qiu resisted with difficulty.

"Then tomorrow night?"

"..."

"the day after tomorrow?"

"..."

"The day after tomorrow?"

Ping Qiu laughed that his head was full of mess: "Why do you remember these things?"

"Because I want to do it," Xu Xiuyuan frowned, "You don't want to? Really don't want to?"

Pressed by him to have no way out, Ping Qiu kicked his legs twice, but Xu Xiuyuan didn't stop him this time, and even lifted his legs to make it easier for Ping Qiu to get away.But he stared at Pingqiu, looking a little hurt.

Pingqiu supported the head of the bed and sat firmly, seeing his expression, his heart melted again.

"Come here," Ping Qiu waved at him, "We'll talk about this matter next time, okay, do you have to talk about it tonight?"

"I like a quick solution. Don't delay the problem. Avoiding it won't solve the problem," Xu Xiuyuan repeated, "I ask you, do you really don't want to do it? Don't you want to be with me?"

"no."

"why?"

Ping Qiu couldn't say anything, should he just say that it was because Xu Xiuyuan broke through that he had made an intimate video with his ex, so it was difficult for him to face Xu Xiuyuan for the time being?It's one thing to know each other well, but it's another thing to say it plainly.Pingqiu's self-esteem does not allow him to speak out these words, and he can only hope that Xu Xiuyuan will accept it as soon as he sees it, so as not to embarrass him too much at this time.

"Anyway, not tonight, okay?" Ping Qiu said awkwardly, "I don't disagree, but it's too soon, I'm not ready yet... that thing is also packed away, in two days, okay? "

Knowing that he should not push Ping Qiu too hard, Xu Xiuyuan is well versed in the principle of targeting the target, so he was silent for a moment. Instead, he pretended to be accommodating to Ping Qiu and took a step back reluctantly, asking Ping Qiu to promise several unequal treaties willingly. , then pretended to be comfortable, listened to Pingqiu's words, and fell asleep beside him.

Xu Xiuyuan was sleeping on his side, Ping Qiu was leaning against his back, with one arm around his waist, and his cheek against his back.

"Have you put all the photos away?" Pingqiu is most likely to think of some ordinary things before going to bed.

"Accepted. You go out with him, and I will take it when I have time."

"Where is the light outside, is it not turned off?"

"closed."

"Where is the balcony, is it open?"

"It's closed too."

"Oh," Ping Qiu stared at the details in the dark, recalling the details, and after confirming that there was nothing missing, he hugged Xu Xiuyuan tightly, "Go to sleep, I will hold you."

Xu Xiuyuan didn't speak, but just held Pingqiu's arm tightly around his chest.After a while, he put the back of Pingqiu's hand to his mouth and kissed again.At the same time, he heard Ping Qiu laughing softly behind his back.

The next morning, Pingqiu woke up early, and he was rarely refreshed in the usual sluggish morning. First, he went to the balcony to hang the wet clothes washed last night to dry, and took the black satchel that Xu Xiuyuan had dried all day and night. Humming a song, I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, took advantage of the time to wash up, and took care of my hair.When I realized that I always had an inexplicable smile in the mirror, I retracted it a little bit, but smiled again after a while-I really don’t know why, maybe I had a good dream last night, just very happy.

As for Xu Xiuyuan waking up, it was 10 minutes later.In the bedroom, Ping Qiu did not open the blackout curtains, causing Xu Xiuyuan to wake up more than ten minutes later than usual.

After washing up and going to the dining table, Ping Qiu was wearing an apron and adding a whole piece of fried egg to the square bread slices on the plate, and was a little nervously waiting for Xu Xiuyuan's feedback: "I put a little sauce, it's not very sweet Bar?"

Xu Xiuyuan nodded slightly to indicate that the taste was good, and asked back, "You got up early?"

"Fortunately, it's not very early." Ping Qiu lowered his head and tore the slices of bread, reserved and cautious, not wanting Xu Xiuyuan to see through his inexplicable excitement this morning.

Seeing Xu Xiuyuan get up from the corner of the eye, Ping Qiu turned his head after him and saw him taking out a bucket of pure milk from the refrigerator.Just as he unscrewed the lid and wanted to drink it, Ping Qiu took it away to check the date, it was two days past the date, so he couldn't drink it anymore.

"You can drink it," Xu Xiuyuan wanted to take it, "don't waste it."

"No, no, you can't drink it. Expired milk has gone bad. It's full of bacteria. It's not good for your health." Pingqiu pushed the milk aside, pulled Xu Xiuyuan back to his original position, and turned to pour him a glass of boiled water. "There's nothing to eat at home. Now, when I get off work in the evening, let's go to the supermarket together—to buy something."

"Okay, I'll come back early and wait for you at home." Xu Xiuyuan responded.

Then, they were silent in unison.Occasionally raising his head and meeting his gaze, Pingqiu would flick his eyelashes and bow his head first to avoid it.As if he stumbled and fell into a honey pot, he wished he could bury his whole head in the sugar pool at the bottom of his feet, but his heart flew higher and higher like a hydrogen balloon, swinging in the high air, making him feel blissful and happy .

There are a lot of tutoring students in the summer vacation, many teachers are full that day, and even Ping Qiu is too busy to touch the ground.In the middle, I received two prospective high school seniors who came to the school for consultation, a man and a woman, they were in the same class at the school, they came together, and they were both excellent students in sports, with a cheerful and bold personality. , Still chatting about Ping Qiu on WeChat.

When Pingqiu took a break from the tea room, Liu Chenchen and another female colleague passed by arm in arm, and turned back after a while, leaning against the doorway, smiling ambiguously at Pingqiu.

Ping Qiu was flustered by her stare, couldn't help touching his face: "What's wrong, is there something on my face?"

"Yes." Liu Chenchen nodded firmly.

"What is it?" Ping Qiu hastily wiped his face carelessly, "Is there any more?"

Liu Chenchen bared a smile: "Yes, the luster of love, you can't even wipe it off."

Pingqiu was ashamed, but denied it: "No."

"It's a good thing to fall in love, and you still have to hide it?" Liu Chenchen bent down to get a cold drink, "We were talking about it before in the office, how come Pingqiu is so happy today, and he took the students upstairs and downstairs so many times. They are all smiling and humming, maybe something good is going on? How should I say, are you getting married?"

"No, no, really no," Ping Qiu hurriedly waved his hands, "How can I get married?"

"That's dating, and the one before you?"

"what?"

"It's the one from last time. We all said it was your first love."

Pingqiu's expression changed, and he guessed it was Lu Yang.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that the situation was wrong, Liu Chenchen asked, "Did I say the wrong thing?"

"No."

"I'm guessing, it's a relationship, but it doesn't look like the last time... so you changed it? Right, it's a change. What's the big deal, it's not normal to fall in love, you Why do you lose your face when you mention your ex, how can you say, are you sorry for him?"

Liu Chenchen is sharp-tongued, and his words often hit the nail on the head. Pingqiu always feels inexplicable pressure in front of her, so he just shakes his head and smiles, trying to end the topic with silence.

Luckily, Liu Chenchen didn't bother, just said a few more words and left with a drink of water, leaving Pingqiu waiting for the water to boil in the tea room.His brows drooped slightly, and he was looking at the flashing red dots on the electrical appliance in a daze.

After get off work in the evening, Xu Xiuyuan came to pick up Pingqiu as usual, but they didn't ride a bike today, they planned to take the subway to the nearest shopping mall together.

During rush hour, the subway is overcrowded.Pingqiu squeezed Xu Xiuyuan into a corner, reminding him to keep an eye on his phone and backpack.Seeing a middle-aged man behind him shaking his head and jostling back and forth, Ping Qiu feared that he had other plans, so he pulled Xu Xiuyuan to a corner, and the two exchanged positions, and he stood in front of Xu Xiuyuan.

Suddenly an arm came from his waist, Xu Xiuyuan hugged Pingqiu's waist from behind.Ping Qiu was a little surprised, and turned around to try to persuade him to let go, but Xu Xiuyuan buried his head in the back of his neck, and directly refused Ping Qiu's reminder.

After finally squeezed out of the station, when entering the escalator of the shopping mall, Ping Qiu walked in front, with Xu Xiuyuan standing behind him.For some reason, Xu Xiuyuan always wanted to lie on Pingqiu's body as if his bones had been pulled out.Ping Qiu asked him what's wrong, he said he was very tired.Thinking that he was not feeling well, Ping Qiu stopped and touched his forehead, afraid that it might be the sequelae of the last fever.As a result, the disease was investigated and it turned out that it was not a high fever, but a symptom of the initial stage of love.

Xu Xiuyuan looked at Pingqiu with a worried face, but instead smiled cunningly: "You care about me."

Pingqiu couldn't stand him always using this kind of eyes, and as if becoming angry from embarrassment, he slapped his chest, pushed the cart and walked in front.Xu Xiuyuan followed closely, filling the shelves for him and helping push the cart.Pingqiu fell leisurely, looking at the list and walking back and forth in front of the shelves in the mall.

Returning home with a full load, Ping Qiu was busy sorting vegetables and daily necessities in front of the cooking counter. When he looked at the shopping list and forgot a certain seasoning, he asked Xu Xiuyuan if he could go to the small shop at the entrance of the community.

Xu Xiuyuan took the spare key and went out, turned back 2 minutes later, took off his shoes and walked barefoot in front of Ping Qiu, bowed his head and said to him, "Kiss me."

"Why are you so clingy." Ping Qiu blushed and covered his chest, seeing that he would not give up, she kissed him on the lips.

Xu Xiuyuan laughed immediately, then lowered his head and pecked Pingqiu's mouth twice, making Pingqiu look like a thin willow falling in the wind. He couldn't help but grabbed his collar, as if reluctant to part: Be careful... come back quickly."

Humming a song to choose dishes, Ping Qiu walked around the small kitchen with a light hearted mood, as if life suddenly became much more interesting.But even though he can cook, his skill is only enough to make ends meet.However, when he thought of making soup for Xu Xiuyuan, Pingqiu's will suddenly became strong, and he even downloaded online tutorials and set aside to study carefully.

When he was in a hurry, another big trouble fell from the sky-the ringing sound of an incoming call suddenly came from the bedroom, and it continued, which was completely disturbing.

Ping Qiufen didn't have a third hand to help, and the phone kept ringing, and when he turned around and saw his phone was quietly placed on the sink, he guessed that it might be Xu Xiuyuan's phone.Muttering that Xu Xiuyuan lost everything when he went out, Pingqiu had no choice but to temporarily turn off the fire, rinse his oily hands, and then quickly walked to the bedroom, looking for the hidden mobile phone.

After searching for a long time, I finally found the source in Xu Xiuyuan's backpack on the swivel chair.But as soon as Pingqiu took out the phone, the ringing stopped abruptly, and only a call record with "home" on it stopped on the page.

At the same time, the door of the house was opened, and Xu Xiuyuan walked in, holding up his mobile phone and talking.

Holding the silver mobile phone, Ping Qiu stood at the door of the room, exchanged a glance with Xu Xiuyuan, carelessly ignored the stagnant expression on his face, smiled at him and said, "So you have two mobile phones."

"There are two. The one in your hand is very old. I used it before." In just a second, Xu Xiuyuan regained his composure, said goodbye briefly to the opposite classmate, changed his shoes and entered the room.

"That's right, it looks a bit old, and the style is not nearly two years old." Ping Qiu approached and handed the phone to Xu Xiuyuan, "This phone was ringing just now, I didn't look at it on purpose. I didn't answer it either, then I hung up first. But it seems that the person calling you is your family member - why don't you go back to the past and don't make them anxious. "

Xu Xiuyuan took it, but said, "It's not necessary."

Pingqiu was surprised: "What if your family has something urgent to ask you?"

"Is there anything important? It's just asking me where I volunteered to fill out, when the notice will arrive, and when I will go to school."

"Haven't you talked to your parents yet?"

"No," Xu Xiuyuan looked at Pingqiu, "I talked to Xu Ruiyang."

"Oh," Ping Qiu looked a little dazed, "I told your brother, so it can be regarded as saying hello to my family."

"You don't think I'm making my own claims?"

"As long as you don't regret it, there is no such thing as 'self-assertion'. After all, I support you, at least you are not fighting alone, so you don't have to be unconfident."

"But Xu Ruiyang scolded me that I don't understand anything, it's purely a child's play, and I will regret it sooner or later."

"Don't care what other people think, no one knows you better than you. You have ideas and opinions. This is a good thing. I believe in you."

Not knowing whether it was to please that word in Pingqiu's words, Xu Xiuyuan's eyebrows stretched: "Really? I thought only you would believe me. Then I'll listen to you."

Pingqiu also benefited from Xu Xiuyuan's dependence and importance on him, and his heart was warmed up, and his fighting spirit was even more high-spirited.It's a pity that he entered the kitchen with arrogance, but in the end he went to the dining table dejectedly. Fortunately, although the finished food was not in good condition, it was not too bad to eat.

In summer, the sun sets late, and it gets dark after dinner.Pingqiu changed his shoes and went out for a walk with Xu Xiuyuan. When he went downstairs, he bumped into the little grandson of the grandma's downstairs, a boy with a crew cut, who was squatting at the door of the house, feeding stray dogs and sausages.The little boy even jumped up and saluted Xu Xiuyuan, and he learned the salute very well.When passing by, Xu Xiuyuan touched his head.When they left the corridor, the boy lay on the window and waved vigorously.

Pingqiu likes to walk along the curb, Xu Xiuyuan is side by side with him, and the arms of the two of them will collide with each other from time to time.Although this friction does not produce heat, it is very itchy. Ping Qiu secretly put his arms behind his back, pretending that nothing happened, and took the initiative to hold Xu Xiuyuan's arm when crossing the road.

Seeing his whole reaction, Xu Xiuyuan laughed in his heart that Pingqiu is such a contradictory person: he clearly desires to be touched, but he insists on putting on an act, until he finds a sufficient reason to deceive himself, and then pretends to accept it reluctantly. It was as if he was merciful to himself.But at the same time, he is full of hopeless desire to protect others whom he regards as weak. Obviously, he can't protect himself, but he still has a large surplus of kindness waiting to be poured out.

Walking around the perimeter of the community, Pingqiu bought a torch-shaped ice cream for Xu Xiuyuan out of his own pocket.Taking advantage of the darkness, they ate together intimately, Xu Xiuyuan even asked Pingqiu to hold him tight on the excuse that he couldn't see the road clearly.Pingqiu turned his head to look at him from time to time, and always found that Xu Xiuyuan's gaze never left him for a moment. He was embarrassed, but it was very useful, so he led Xu Xiuyuan all the way home, and ate the last torch that Xu Xiuyuan handed him at the entrance of the corridor. ice cream.

Take a bath before going to bed, Xu Xiuyuan is in front, and Pingqiu is later.During the period, he received a call from a colleague reminding him to remove a student's schedule file from the system.Ping Qiu was working overtime with a computer in his hand, when he saw the names of the students, he was stunned.

"Cheng Zinong, what's the matter with him?" Ping Qiu asked, "He has been adjusting classes and asking for leave these days, so he just stopped studying now?"

The colleague didn't know the inside story: "I don't know, I remember that he is a student in your hands, right? He came to me suddenly and asked me to ask you to sell the course again. I don't know why. Did something happen to him, you guys Isn't it very good, don't you know?"

"I don't know. I sent him a message two days ago, but he didn't reply. But his mother called and said that the rest of the class should be put on hold first. Now they are going to cancel the class suddenly. They didn't tell me before. Specifically, I don't know the situation." While speaking, Ping Qiu typed two lines of words in the chat box with Cheng Zinong, but he hesitated before sending them out, thinking for a long time, he still deleted the two lines of words.

After hanging up the call with his colleague, Pingqiu glanced at the direction of the bedroom, but there was no movement in the room.He approached suspiciously, but behind the half-closed door of the bathroom, he saw Xu Xiuyuan standing motionless with his back to him.

"What's the matter?" Ping Qiu carefully pushed the door open, and saw the transparent gadget in Xu Xiuyuan's hand, and the packing bag with the corners removed on the sink.

Seeing the true appearance of the things in Xu Xiuyuan's hands, Ping Qiu was stunned on the spot, subconsciously thinking that he had disturbed Xu Xiuyuan's good opportunity to explore new things, and wanted to close the door again, but Xu Xiuyuan grabbed his wrist forcefully, and was dragged straight into the door. bathroom.

The door panel was closed with a bang, Ping Qiu was pushed in front of the sink, and the thin short pajama pants couldn't cover his bare calves.As Xu Xiuyuan squeezed between his legs, the trousers continued to rise until they got stuck in the thighs.

Xu Xiuyuan put the thing into Pingqiu's palm, commanded him condescendingly: "Put it on yourself and show me."

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On the night of returning home after the vacation, Xu Xiuyuan made sure that Pingqiu had gone out, and watched him rushing out of the community from the window, then opened the second drawer of the bedside table, and found a missing photo of two people from the bottom. Use a lighter to ignite Lu Yang's end first, until the tongue of flame licks Pingqiu beside him, swallows his head, and then their bodies hugging each other.

Throwing away the ashes of the photos, he threw the lighter into the storage basket in the living room, with a jingle, as if it had hit something.

A plain black flash drive.

Xu Xiuyuan brought the computer and played the video from the beginning. Every Pingqiu he saw, no matter whether he started wearing a heavy sweater or a thin long-sleeved shirt, ended up naked.

After watching all the videos with a blank face, it seemed as if he was back when he was a child. He hid outside the window or behind the door, and looked at Pingqiu in the same way, watching him shout and twist, as if Pingqiu had always been Pingqiu, but he was the same as him. The person in one bed changed.

Suddenly, Xu Xiuyuan thought about it. )

The author says:

Talk about two chapters of love and harmony, and then start a new plot.

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