Banshuharu
Chapter 16
The number of people participating in the event tonight was much higher than last night, and the person in charge was a long-haired girl who happened to be sitting next to Pingqiu.She and He Xiaoxian seemed to be acquainted, they talked through Ping Qiu, and Ping Qiu couldn't avoid it, while smelling the strong fragrance of the girl's hair after bathing, he looked at Xu Xiuyuan, who was bowing his head and laughing with the shopkeeper opposite.
He remembered that the female shopkeeper's surname was Yu, and he had talked to He Xiaoxian before, and He Xiaoxian called her by a foreign name, but Pingqiu still called her Miss Yu.Ms. Yu was very sexy and beautiful. She was leaning against a wooden stake with Xu Xiuyuan sitting on the ground at her feet. She talked to him and sometimes waved the small blue flag fluttering above his head for him.It was the sign flag that was originally hung at the door of her beer house. She held up the square side and waved it in her hand, brushing against Xu Xiuyuan's cheek intentionally.
Pingqiu remembered that Xu Xiuyuan once confessed that since adolescence, the partner he yearned for had always been a gentle and considerate elder with a successful career.He also laughed at himself, saying that probably because he lacked love since he was a child, he couldn't help but want to make up for others.Ping Qiu didn't speak at that time, but he actually felt pity for him from the bottom of his heart. Looking at Ms. Yu now, no matter her appearance, figure, character, or career, they all completely conformed to Xu Xiuyuan's aesthetics. Besides, Ms. Yu seemed to have a good impression of him, and he also looked I don't reject getting close to her at all, it can be said that the time and place are favorable and the people are friendly, there is no reason not to develop.
Thinking in his mind, Ping Qiu was in a trance, when He Xiaoxian suddenly stood up by his arm, his face full of incomprehension, and asked: "What's wrong?"
He Xiao smiled first, put Ping Qiu's hands on his waist, refused to let Ping Qiu take them back, then squeezed him tightly, reminding him loudly not to move.Ping Qiu was obedient, and then put He Xiaoxian's hands on his shoulders, and they danced in a very strange pair of men amidst the crowd clamoring for each other to find a partner.
"Ah, you don't know how to dance?" After skipping a short distance, He Xiaoxian had already been trampled by Ping Qiu seven or eight times, and the heaviest kick was directly on his little toe, causing him to grin his teeth in pain.
"I can't dance," Ping Qiu apologized, "Is it hurting you? I'm sorry."
"Fortunately, I also taught my ex-boyfriend to dance before. He is stupider than you, so tall, and his limbs are uncoordinated. Holding you seems to be swinging for you."
"So exaggerated?" Ping Qiu smiled.
"Brother, don't believe it. I've met so many men, all of them are amazing. Otherwise, do you think they are all as good as your brother's boyfriend? Don't be too proud."
"What brother boyfriend, I told you, he is not."
"If you say no, then it's not? As long as he thinks he is, then he is," He Xiaoxian took Ping Qiu around, "I said he likes you, he just likes you."
"You are wrong."
"Impossible. The boyfriends I have had are not ambiguous. There are at least twenty of them. I think they are more accurate than you."
"How do you know I don't have twenty?" Ping Qiu clumsily turned around, and turned again, the hair on his forehead fluttered beside his eyelashes, he blinked twice and shook his head.
"You? Two at most, right?" He Xiao put his arms around his waist first, "Who made you look so unlikely to fall in love."
"..."
"I didn't speak ill of you behind your back, I said it face to face."
"Actually, that's right." Facing He Xiaoxian, Ping Qiu instinctively refused to lie, "I am indeed like that."
"Where is that person? I said that, is it your second or third term?"
"Why don't you believe it, it's impossible for me and him."
"It's weird, don't you like him? It seems that you like him, why do you keep saying you don't like him? I don't understand you, why don't you tell the truth?"
"Our relationship is not that simple."
"Because of his brother?"
"……Um."
"Does his brother disagree?"
"That's it."
"Then you can talk in secret, don't let him know it's fine. Anyway, brother and brother are yours, so you don't lose anything, and isn't it very exciting?"
Pingqiu was at a loss for words: "I can't do it, I can't drag others into trouble just because I want to have fun, I can't do this, and I shouldn't do that."
"You are so contradictory." He Xiao first let go of Ping Qiu, and they stood still among the crowd, looking quite eye-catching.
Ping Qiu wanted to pull him out, but He Xiaoxian didn't move: "I've never seen someone like you, are you 40 years old? Married? Have you had a child?"
"No." Ping Qiu didn't understand what he wanted to say.
"Then why do you look like a tortoise with a shell on its back?" He Xiao first went around Ping Qiu's back, and slapped his shoulder blade hard, "Oh, really not. I thought you were lying to me."
His inexplicable behavior made him a little confused, normally, Pingqiu might tolerate it, and let it go with a smile.But tonight, he suddenly had the idea to refute, although his tone was still as soft as a cotton ball that could not be rubbed out: "You are not me, and I am not you. We met today for the first time. I don’t understand, so I can’t make a judgment, this is normal, right.”
"Are you angry?" He Xiao first heard what he meant, "Don't beat around the bush, what do you want to say? Don't let me guess, I don't understand, just tell me."
Looking around, he found that the strange men and women all around were looking at them curiously, Ping Qiu directly pulled He Xiaoxian out of the encirclement.
A few steps away, the surrounding noise weakened, he explained: "I am not angry, and you are not wrong. It is true that I did not do well enough, no matter who I am, I have failed. But Xiuyuan, it is him, he It’s very good, it can be said that the future is boundless, but you also know that people like us will be affected to some extent. If he is not confirmed yet, it means that he is not born. If he is not born, it means that he is still possible. Normal people. Then how can I simply drag him into the water? Isn't this too irresponsible?"
He Xiaoxian was at a loss: "What are you talking about?"
"...It's nothing." Ping Qiu was suddenly discouraged, but the language gap between him and He Xiaoxian gave him a sense of security, "We've known each other for a long time, and I treat him as my younger brother, so I have the responsibility to protect him. To me, it’s no different from family members.”
"But you are not brothers."
"Whether he recognizes it or not, he is my brother to me."
"Well, I can't tell you. But if he said it straight, would you agree or refuse? You are not him, so you can't make the decision for him."
"Speak straight?"
"Say he loves you, loves you to death, can go up and down for you, isn't that what is said in TV dramas? Will you agree to him like this?"
"You're thinking wrong, how could he like me?" Pingqiu demeaned himself, "He's younger than me, but he's so good, it's just because he was clingy to me when he was young, so it might be misunderstood—he won't like me of."
"Why don't you believe it!" He Xiaoxian stretched his eyes wide with two fingers, and glared angrily, "Don't doubt my eyesight, I can see it most clearly, he likes you, absolutely, I have given you twenty Boyfriend's person."
His firm tone shocked Ping Qiu.It was like throwing two stones into the sea that had not yet calmed down in his heart, another stone, and another boulder, Pingqiu's heart suddenly beat at an unstoppable frequency.He gradually felt flushed and hot, and even a little lack of oxygen—is that so?No way?how can that be possible?How could Xu Xiuyuan like him?
When the mood was still agitated, He Xiaoxian next to him buried his head in kicking the sand and stood up abruptly. He yelled, and at a speed that Pingqiu couldn't react to, he took three steps at a time and flew towards the figure walking not far away. .
The light on the beach was weak, Ping Qiu looked carefully, and saw He Xiaoxian pounced lightly on Yuan Feng's body, wrapped his legs around his waist and abdomen, making himself two heads taller than him, and then held him with both hands cheek, and within a few words, he gave the other party an extremely passionate tongue kiss.
Seeing this, the surrounding people whistled excitedly, attracting more people's attention, the louder the cheers, the whistles and applause were endless, but He Xiaoxian and Yuan Feng, who were the focus of attention, seemed to be isolated from the outside world Like the noise, they were still hugging and kissing inseparably.Even Yuan Feng's hand that was originally dragging under He Xiaoxian's buttocks moved to his waist, penetrated into his clothes, and caressed ambiguously on his back.
On the other side, Pingqiu was almost in a daze, completely unable to understand why He Xiaoxian, who had clearly sneered at Yuan Feng as a one-night stand before, is now like a little leopard sniffing the scent, entangled him passionately, and Yuan Feng seemed to be Taking advantage of his "saying that the wind is the rain", the lips of the two glued together, as if they were biting each other.
Standing there for a long time, until Xu Xiuyuan came, Ping Qiu still had an expression of being unable to recover, followed behind Xu Xiuyuan, walked under the street lamp, and was asked why his face was so red.
"Maybe it's too hot, it's very hot outside." Ping Qiu touched his cheeks, and fanned the side of his face with his hands to hide it.
Fortunately, Xu Xiuyuan didn't notice any other abnormalities, and walked straight ahead.At this time, Pingqiu found that he was holding a wooden pole in his left hand, and a small square blue flag fluttered back and forth in front of and behind him in the wind.
"Did Miss Yu give it to you?" Ping Qiu asked, "I said this flag."
"Well, she said she sent me off."
"You seem to have a good chat."
"right."
"What did you all say?"
"nothing."
"..."
Xu Xiuyuan replied in a perfunctory manner, lacking interest, and instead indulged in fiddling with the little blue flag.Seeing him like this, Pingqiu lost his mind to ask questions, and wanted to laugh at himself: Sure enough, he couldn't listen to He Xiaoxian's nonsense, they had only known each other for a long time, but in one day, how could it be confirmed that Xu Xiuyuan had other thoughts about him based on He Xiaoxian's words .
Unexpectedly, the two sides were silent for a moment, Xu Xiuyuan suddenly asked: "What did you and He Xiao first talk about?"
"Me and He Xiaoxian?" Ping Qiu had a ghost in his heart and subconsciously lied, "I didn't say anything, just chatting casually."
"I see that you guys had a very happy conversation, not like just chatting. He called you brother, when did you have a younger brother? Do you still have to count me in, do I have to call him brother too?" Entering the hotel, Xu Xiuyuan When talking, they drew closer to Pingqiu, and the two walked into the revolving door together.
"What are you talking about? I only met him on the first day. How can we be so close?"
"Aren't you close? I see you have a good chat."
These words are really familiar, Ping Qiu recalled, it was the original words he tentatively asked Xu Xiuyuan a few minutes ago.After realizing that Xu Xiuyuan was asking back on purpose, Pingqiu's mood suddenly became brighter, and his gaze towards Xu Xiuyuan became softer: "Are you jealous?"
"Why are you jealous?"
"I feel that I treat other people as my younger brother, and I worry that I will ignore them," Pingqiu said. "You were like this when you were young. Do you remember the time when I drove you home and a junior was traveling with us, and you were still angry at that time?" , and asked if I have a good relationship with him."
"Have it?"
"Yes, I remember it clearly, don't try to pretend you don't remember."
As the elevator went up, Xu Xiuyuan pressed the door to make it easier for a mother and daughter who hurried over to come in: "You really think so?"
The mother took the little girl by the hand, thanked Xu Xiuyuan, and waved the little girl's hand, asking her to say "thank you brother".The little girl had two soaring braids on her head, she had a round face, she spoke very shyly, she always wanted to hide behind her mother, poked her face, but said "thank you" to Pingqiu.
Ping Qiu smiled at her and said no thanks.
Soon, the elevator arrived, the little girl jumped out of the elevator, and the door closed again.
Xu Xiuyuan continued: "You haven't answered me yet."
"Isn't it? I think you are a little stingy."
"Maybe you are actually more serious than me."
As if playing charades with each other, Xu Xiuyuan cooperated with Pingqiu's euphemism, and his words were tortuous and ambiguous.He was still walking ahead, swiping his card to enter the door, and when he was about to insert the room card into the card slot on the wall, his elbow was suddenly grabbed.
The door slowly closed, and then closed completely with a click.
There was no light in the room, and Pingqiu even drew the curtains before going out in the afternoon.At this moment, the fact that they couldn't see each other seemed to give Pingqiu a sense of security, and the sense of security bred courage, causing him to suddenly grab Xu Xiuyuan's shoulders with both hands, raise his head and kiss his lips .
In just two seconds, before even Ping Qiu himself made a judgment on the kiss, Xu Xiuyuan moved first.He used almost rough force to wrap around Pingqiu's waist, and the two of them stuck closer together, Pingqiu was almost buried in his neck, at the same time Xu Xiuyuan opened his lips, Pingqiu was just sucking gently on his neck His upper lip, this lower lip were entwined, making him tremble from head to toe.
The kiss lasted only half a minute. Ping Qiu was still a little confused when Xu Xiuyuan pulled him away forcefully, as if standing there top-heavy, all he could see was Xu Xiuyuan's saliva-stained lips, his hands slipped from his shoulders, and pressed them greedily chest.
"What do you mean?" Xu Xiuyuan was still panting, "I haven't even drunk, what do you mean now?"
Muttering in his mouth, Pingqiu's mind wandered, suddenly Xu Xiuyuan was in front of him, and He Xiaoxian and Yuan Feng who had passionately kissed before in full view.He felt very thirsty and his body was very hot. The previous kiss had set him on fire, which made him forget that it was Xu Xiuyuan who was opposite him.Or he didn't want to care about it at this time, so he grabbed Xu Xiuyuan's collar, put his forehead on his shoulder, and slowly rubbed it, as if he wanted to get into his neck—but Xu Xiuyuan stopped him.
Xu Xiuyuan seemed to be much more awake, holding Pingqiu's shoulders with both hands, controlling the distance between him and him, and asked unusually calmly: "What do you mean by this, what do you want to do with me?"
Ping Qiu still didn't answer, his head was slightly lowered, as if his body was only controlled by Xu Xiuyuan's two hands, so as not to fall.And his hand gently touched the back of Xu Xiuyuan's hand, and gradually touched his elbow along his forearm, and then his upper arm.Although he was silent, Ping Qiu's answer was very clear: he agreed, and even asked Xu Xiuyuan on his own initiative.But what he wanted, Xu Xiuyuan wanted to hear from him.
The previous few times Xu Xiuyuan took the initiative and Ping Qiu was forced to do so, but tonight I can't explain why, maybe it was influenced by He Xiaoxian, the pampering of strangers gave him great courage, Ping Qiu gave birth to a kind of Extremely strong desire, he needs Xu Xiuyuan, don't think about other obstacles, he sends a signal to the strange yet familiar boy in front of him, and hugs his neck when he is half a step closer.
"What do you want to do with me?" Xu Xiuyuan asked repeatedly.
"Do it," Ping Qiu struggled to breathe in the sweltering air, "what to do?"
"Don't fool me. I want to hear you tell the truth. Don't lie to me. Who else can you tell the truth to but me? No one will listen to you. You are so weak and your voice has never been so low. No one I will hear it, so you can only tell me - tell me, you are so fickle, what do you want to do now? What do you want to do with me?" Xu Xiuyuan pressed forward, the tip of his nose resting on the side of Pingqiu's face , when speaking, his lips seemed to stick to Pingqiu's ears.
Pingqiu's legs were weak, he struggled to stand up straight, but he just pressed his backhand against the door.He subconsciously shook his head, trying to shake off the hair that was blocking his eyes. It seemed that sweat fell down the end of the hair, and with a click, it bloomed on Xu Xiuyuan's veined left forearm.
"I want to help you, I want to help you." After a long time, Pingqiu finally found a plausible excuse from his chaotic thoughts. He couldn't spare the space to think about whether the excuse had any loopholes, so he repeated it over and over again. Trying to convince yourself, "I'm helping you, I want to help you... are you... yes and so, no and so... try, I'm helping you, you want me to help you... …I want to help you…”
"Okay, then how are you going to help me, kiss me, or help me like last time?"
"Help you, I'll help you." Ping Qiu muttered to himself, involuntarily groping around Xu Xiuyuan's collar.
After a long time, he remembered that he was wearing a T-shirt tonight, so Pingqiu touched the hem of his clothes again.As soon as he touched the knotted trouser belt in front of his abdomen, Xu Xiuyuan suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist. Pingqiu was sober from the pain for a moment, but Xu Xiuyuan hugged him tightly in the next second.
He was obviously much taller than him, but at this moment Xu Xiuyuan was still leaning on Pingqiu's chest like a child.And Pingqiu hugged his neck, and kept pecking his lips between his forehead and hair, just like a mother licking a child's hair.The gasping sounds of each other intertwined, and Ping Qiu soon drenched his head with sweat, and felt a sense of security that almost suffocated him in Xu Xiuyuan's tighter hug.
Yes, yes, he thought dreamily, I like this, I like this.He hugged Xu Xiuyuan to his chest, and at the same time, the desire to control Xu Xiuyuan revealed when he lost control made Pingqiu feel at ease and happy.
What happened last night made Pingqiu feel very dazed after waking up, but it is true that he was lying next to Xu Xiuyuan with his upper body shirtless, and it is true that Xu Xiuyuan bit his lips hard. Pingqiu sat there for a while, Accept it calmly.
— and it’s not peaceful either.
Xu Xiuyuan woke up, and once again found Ping Qiu sitting on the opposite sofa with his hands on his knees and his back straight, but this time it didn't look like he was going to quarrel, but rather he was going to apologize.
"Don't tell me, you want to say that you regret it now." Xu Xiuyuan preemptively, with a cold expression.
"I didn't say that, I remember what I did," Ping Qiu slightly lowered his head, "It's just because I haven't figured out something, so now I don't know how to face you."
"Then think about it."
Xu Xiuyuan walked into the bathroom barefoot, and the water was rushing.After 5 minutes, he returned, Pingqiu held his hand in a panic, and quickly let go as if he had been shocked severely.
It's really hard for him to ask such a question with such a thin skin: "Is it true what you said about you—that me last time, or are you joking?"
"Which one am I?" Xu Xiuyuan asked, "What charades do you want to play, I don't understand."
"...You said you liked me," Ping Qiu looked up, because he didn't expect Xu Xiuyuan to lower his head, his eyes collided with each other, his heart began to beat faster, and he stuttered, "You said later that you were joking , I think with your personality, you are not someone who can talk nonsense."
"I didn't ask before, but now I think about it?"
"So you're lying to me?"
"It's not a lie, but it's not the truth either."
"Is that the truth or a lie?" Ping Qiu was confused.
"Do you want it to be true or false?"
Pingqiu's eyes flashed: "Don't kick the ball, I'm asking you."
"That's true," Xu Xiuyuan said quickly, and paused again, "Do you believe it?"
"..."
"If you don't believe me, it's fine. You treat me like a three-year-old child from the bottom of your heart. When I talk, you think I'm capricious and playful. If I say I like it, you will think that I am teasing you. Then I still have What is necessary to say, it is better to learn from you to lie for a lifetime, anyway, the result is the same."
"Don't be so aggressive all the time. If I have a problem, you can tell me directly, and I will try my best to correct it. But you always speak in such a tone that even I want to quarrel with you. Do you want to talk about it later? ?”
"It's called 'Once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of well ropes', you won't understand."
"I understand! Although I can't understand why you have changed so much over the years, I know there must be your reasons. If you are willing to tell me, I will definitely listen. Of course, I have also changed a lot. Maybe I am not the same as you. It's completely different in your impression, that's why you were so on guard against me when you met me on the first day?"
"...to guard against you?" Xu Xiuyuan was sitting at the end of the bed as if hearing a terrible secret. At this time, he gathered his legs that were stretched casually, made a look of listening carefully, and unintentionally kicked the ball to Pingqiu, " how do you know?"
"Because of the matter between me and Lu Yang, do you always feel embarrassed? I can understand your feelings, everyone will be somewhat possessive, so I was thinking, you said you - is it because of this?"
After a long silence, the extended tentacles on Pingqiu's head slowly retracted.Under Xu Xiuyuan's steadfast gaze, he regretted, for fear that he had chosen too many words and sentences.
Unexpectedly, Xu Xiuyuan laughed, and Pingqiu was accused by him with something like a sigh: "You don't understand me at all, and you are hurting me behind your back. How is it different from others?... I really regret it."
regret?regret what?Ping Qiu was stunned, and suddenly fell into a difficult problem that Xu Xiuyuan arranged for him.However, both the question and the answer are vague, and the only thing Pingqiu is certain of is: Xu Xiuyuan is angry.
As if to match Xu Xiuyuan's mood, the weather on the island, which is usually sunny and cloudless, is gloomy today.Spending the noon with the same gloomy mood, Ping Qiu met He Xiaoxian on the beach.He was climbing the coconut tree with his bare upper body, and fell down as soon as his feet left the ground, then quickly turned over, and waved to Pingqiu who was walking in the distance: "Brother!"
Ping Qiu's personality is completely different, and He Xiaoxian is really familiar with him.Remembering that they did not exchange contact information last night, he begged Pingqiu to leave his number, and said that he must contact frequently in the future.
Pingqiu couldn't refuse, so he could only write down his number and address one by one.Seeing that He Xiaoxian always supported his waist when he spoke, he mistakenly thought that he was sprained when he fell down just now, and when he asked carefully, He Xiaoxian patted his back and laughed, with a calm spring in his brows.Pingqiu suddenly became enlightened, and smiled shyly, and didn't ask any more questions.
Hearing that they were leaving at two o'clock, He Xiao was reluctant to part with new friends, and followed Ping Qiu in and out of the last time.Pingqiu couldn't tell him to go away, you're bothering me, but he just touched his forehead, brushed off half of the leaves that were stained on him, and asked him politely if he wanted to go to the rest area downstairs to have a glass of water.
He Xiaoxian smiled, grabbed Pingqiu's arm like a lap dog, and said, "You are like my mother."
Pingqiu had question marks in his eyes: "Ah?"
"You are like my mother. She touches me like this." He Xiaoxian grabbed Pingqiu's hand and pressed it to his forehead. "I haven't seen her for a long time, but she still loves me very much. You are a good person because you are like My mother, so I like you."
He Xiaoxian's temper is like a child's, sometimes the wind howls, and sometimes it rains.According to what he said, he smelled the scent of a gentle and good mother in Pingqiu, and he liked him even more. He even followed Pingqiu to the pier, dragging him for time, and repeatedly reminding him not to forget to contact.
From the corner of his eye, he saw that Xu Xiuyuan had already boarded the boat, and he was dragged by He Xiaoxian to speak, Ping Qiu couldn't help feeling a little anxious.He hurriedly said goodbye to He Xiaoxian, as soon as he stepped onto the deck, he suddenly heard He Xiaoxian yelling "goodbye, brother". Looking back, he was still shouting with his hands in the shape of a trumpet, and waving his hands on tiptoe, looking a little small Pretty like a girl.Pingqiu is the easiest to soften his heart, at this moment the impatience that blamed him for being nagging disappeared, so he waved goodbye like him, then bent down and got into the cabin.
On the way, he bumped into Xu Xiuyuan who stopped in place for some reason, just when the ferry started, Pingqiu didn't hold on firmly, and almost fell face to face with him.His first reaction was to hug Xu Xiuyuan and ask, "Are you all right?"
Xu Xiuyuan didn't say a word, but Pingqiu felt puzzled when he stared at him.He wanted to ask "Are you still angry", but Xu Xiuyuan turned and walked away.
Pingqiu was stunned, and was reminded by the later tourists not to block the way.He moved in a panic, trying to sit next to Xu Xiuyuan, but was preempted by a young couple.Ping Qiu looked at Xu Xiuyuan, but he just turned his head to look at the sea view outside the porthole.In the end, Pingqiu sat in the back row and didn't have a word with Xu Xiuyuan all the way.
From Pingqiu's point of view, Xu Xiuyuan's anger was really unreasonable.They went on the same road, but kept silent to each other, got off the ferry, boarded the train, hailed the taxi, and entered the house. Xu Xiuyuan only responded with two short "hmm" during the whole journey.Ping Qiu originally wanted to chat to resolve the inexplicable cold war between them, but Xu Xiuyuan reacted negatively, and Ping Qiu felt uncomfortable from his ice pick, so he simply stopped talking.
I checked the schedule with Liu Chenchen in the teacher group, and when Pingqiu returned home from a journey, he could fall asleep when he was so tired, but he still had to brace himself to go back to school to work the night shift.
He had eaten whole, and before going out, he deliberately turned back to the bedroom, knocked on the door, and asked in a low voice: "Xiu Yuan, do you want to eat, I'll bring it back for you tonight?"
The room was silent, Xu Xiuyuan seemed to be asleep.
But Pingqiu knew that he was not asleep at all, he heard Xu Xiuyuan talking to someone in the room 2 minutes ago, now he is silent, obviously still angry.
"Do you have anything else you want to eat? I'll buy it for you after get off work, fan pot? Do you like that?"
After a long time, Xu Xiuyuan responded, "No."
Ping Qiu was overjoyed: "Then what do you want to eat? Anything is fine. You haven't eaten since morning, and your stomach will be starving. What did you say you want to eat? I'll bring it back for you."
There was no sound in the room again.
"There's nothing to eat at home. The forecast will still rain tonight. It's not convenient for you to go out. Otherwise, I'll give you some money. You can order takeaway, okay?"
"Don't disturb me," Xu Xiuyuan said in a low voice, "let me sleep."
"Oh," Ping Qiu realized that Xu Xiuyuan's cold war was purely aimed at him this time, and was suddenly extremely disappointed, "...Then I'm leaving, you can rest."
The weather forecast said there would be rain, and Ping Qiu had just arrived at school when there was a thunderstorm in the sky, followed by torrential rain.There were two publicity stands at the entrance of the institution. Ping Qiu grabbed the female colleague who was rushing straight, covered her head and ran out, grabbed the stand and came back. He shook his hair, his chest and back were soaked.
The teachers on duty were talking about the summer rainstorm, and Pingqiu wiped the water stains on his body with a paper towel, while sending a message to his mobile phone, reminding Xu Xiuyuan to close the doors and windows at home and cut off the power.He sent three consecutive messages, but Xu Xiuyuan never replied.
Another teacher knocked on the door: "Pingqiu, are you driving?"
Pingqiu said: "I came by bicycle."
"You still ride in the rain? Did you bring an umbrella?"
"...I brought it."
"Okay, that shouldn't matter, right?"
"It's okay, thank you."
Pingqiu nodded with a smile, and when the door was closed, the smile on his face faded, and he patted his head annoyed—he thought it would rain before going out, and he did bring an umbrella, but he turned back halfway and asked Xu Xiuyuan for an umbrella. Don't eat, and leave the umbrella in the porch when you go out.I also know that my colleague came to ask because he wanted to give him a ride if he didn't bring an umbrella.But there is only one colleague on duty tonight, Ping Qiu, and because there are one-to-one lessons with two students in the evening, he has not gone downstairs so far.Pingqiu didn't want to disturb others, so he hoped that the rain would stop in the evening.
It was pouring rain outside the house, Ping Qiu was busy adjusting the class time for next week, the teachers and students of the school had almost left, and the light was still on in the lounge opposite, he knocked on the door and entered, and found that it was just people who forgot to turn off the light when they left.
When the last self-study student bid farewell to him and left, Pingqiu glanced outside the door, the rain was still falling, and there was water in front of the steps of the door, with a broom swiping twice, the water flowed like a waterfall.Organizations often use the small white bucket to store lost umbrellas. At this time, there is only one broken umbrella left. When you unfold it, only one rib of the whole umbrella is still standing stubbornly.
Still did not receive a reply from Xu Xiuyuan, Ping Qiu called him, but the other party was busy.
Going up to the second floor to clean up the trash, Ping Qiu turned off the lights while walking back along the corridor.The brightly lit study room was silent at this moment, only the rustling footsteps of Ping Qiu.When the last light was turned off, he picked up two large bags of garbage and was about to go down the stairs when he heard a sound on the first floor.
On a rainy night, in a quiet school, the classrooms and corridors were pitch-black behind Pingqiu. At the same time, there was the sound of walking on the first floor, with a bang in between.
Pingqiu's face tightened, he gently put down the garbage bag, found a folding utility knife in an office, walked up the stairs, and went down to the first floor lightly.
"Who's there!" Holding the utility knife to his face, Ping Qiu yelled, his original intention was to be cautious, but also to take this opportunity to drink away the uninvited guest.
From the reflective floor, he found a figure in the foreground, and Ping Qiu approached slowly, his heart beating louder and louder.But the other party didn't move, only moved his head when he heard Ping Qiu's voice.
Taking a deep breath, Ping Qiu quickly stepped over the turning, with the tip of the utility knife forward, but his pretentiously fierce eyes melted the moment he found the familiar face of the other party.He was dumbfounded, still holding a utility knife: "Xiu Yuan?"
Xu Xiuyuan was holding a folding umbrella, dripping all over his body, standing at the front desk looking through the record book of outsiders.
Throwing the two packs of trash in front of the main entrance, Pingqiu turned back to the tea room, bent down and took out the disposable paper cups from the locker, then stopped suddenly.Thinking about it, he fetched the commonly used glass from his office, washed it repeatedly under the tap, then poured a cup of hot water, and Ping Qiu gave it to Xu Xiuyuan.
Xu Xiuyuan sat in the living room, his hair was damp, and his T-shirt and pants were clinging to his skin.He didn't use the tissue that Pingqiu gave him, he just turned his head to look at the continuous rain outside the glass window, his tense side face showed absolute resistance.
"Drink some water, don't catch a cold." Ping Qiu sat across from him, looking at his face, "Why did you come here alone, and didn't tell me. I can't get through to you, send Did you see the text message for you?"
"No."
"Did you turn off the phone? I called several times, but no one answered."
"..." Xu Xiuyuan didn't answer.
"Are you angry?"
"..."
"Where did I make you unhappy? If you have anything to say, just tell me. If I did something wrong, I will apologize. "
"No."
Xu Xiuyuan's attitude was tough, Ping Qiu hit a wall and was at a loss for a while.He sat with Xu Xiuyuan for a while, the rain outside the window was not weak but strong, shaking everything in the world, even Ping Qiu was depressed and irritable.
He got up gently, and wanted to go to the office to finish the rest of the work, but Xu Xiuyuan called out: "Do you think I'm annoying?"
Pingqiu quickly turned around and said in astonishment: "How could that be?"
"You think I'm annoying because I'm always pestering you, and I'm so different from what you think I used to be, so you'd rather trust others than me, and think I'm full of lies, which annoys you, yes Bar."
"What are you talking about?" Ping Qiu took two steps forward in a hurry, "How could I hate you."
"Don't you hate me? You don't hate me. Why don't you believe what I say? When others say a word, you turn around and ask me like an imperial decree? Or is he just what you want, calling your brother when you open your mouth? Are you satisfied and have a sense of accomplishment?"
"What and what, who are you talking about?"
"I told you earlier that compared to Xu Ruiyang, I trust you the most. It may not be enough, but you won't believe me, your status is more important to me than my parents, because I know you I am grateful for caring about me, even for a younger brother who has no blood relationship."
Ping Qiu wanted to deny it, but when he saw Xu Xiuyuan's eye sockets gradually turning red, he was frozen and could only listen to Xu Xiuyuan's continuation.
"But I didn't know until now that you are irreplaceable to me, so I'm just a burden to you, maybe a time bomb. You can coax me, kiss me and touch me when you're happy. Crazy with joy. If you are unhappy, do something wrong and feel guilty, you come to question me, as if I am a heinous liar. Then I advise you to throw me away quickly, so that you will be safe? It will save you Worry about my business."
After finishing speaking, Xu Xiuyuan turned his head and left, pushed open the door, got caught in the rain, and Ping Qiu, who was chasing after him, grabbed his arm and dragged him back indoors.
The hair on Pingqiu's forehead was wet and knotted, but Xu Xiuyuan still had a look of red eyes, staring fiercely and stubbornly at Pingqiu, staring at Pingqiu annoyed and impatiently, and shouting: "You are sick! You are sick!" are you crazy!"
"I'm sick," Xu Xiuyuan said, "I'm jealous because I'm sick, I like my brother's boyfriend because I'm sick, and I think you might like me too."
Pingqiu was struck by lightning, his ability to think convulsed in an instant.Xu Xiu
He remembered that the female shopkeeper's surname was Yu, and he had talked to He Xiaoxian before, and He Xiaoxian called her by a foreign name, but Pingqiu still called her Miss Yu.Ms. Yu was very sexy and beautiful. She was leaning against a wooden stake with Xu Xiuyuan sitting on the ground at her feet. She talked to him and sometimes waved the small blue flag fluttering above his head for him.It was the sign flag that was originally hung at the door of her beer house. She held up the square side and waved it in her hand, brushing against Xu Xiuyuan's cheek intentionally.
Pingqiu remembered that Xu Xiuyuan once confessed that since adolescence, the partner he yearned for had always been a gentle and considerate elder with a successful career.He also laughed at himself, saying that probably because he lacked love since he was a child, he couldn't help but want to make up for others.Ping Qiu didn't speak at that time, but he actually felt pity for him from the bottom of his heart. Looking at Ms. Yu now, no matter her appearance, figure, character, or career, they all completely conformed to Xu Xiuyuan's aesthetics. Besides, Ms. Yu seemed to have a good impression of him, and he also looked I don't reject getting close to her at all, it can be said that the time and place are favorable and the people are friendly, there is no reason not to develop.
Thinking in his mind, Ping Qiu was in a trance, when He Xiaoxian suddenly stood up by his arm, his face full of incomprehension, and asked: "What's wrong?"
He Xiao smiled first, put Ping Qiu's hands on his waist, refused to let Ping Qiu take them back, then squeezed him tightly, reminding him loudly not to move.Ping Qiu was obedient, and then put He Xiaoxian's hands on his shoulders, and they danced in a very strange pair of men amidst the crowd clamoring for each other to find a partner.
"Ah, you don't know how to dance?" After skipping a short distance, He Xiaoxian had already been trampled by Ping Qiu seven or eight times, and the heaviest kick was directly on his little toe, causing him to grin his teeth in pain.
"I can't dance," Ping Qiu apologized, "Is it hurting you? I'm sorry."
"Fortunately, I also taught my ex-boyfriend to dance before. He is stupider than you, so tall, and his limbs are uncoordinated. Holding you seems to be swinging for you."
"So exaggerated?" Ping Qiu smiled.
"Brother, don't believe it. I've met so many men, all of them are amazing. Otherwise, do you think they are all as good as your brother's boyfriend? Don't be too proud."
"What brother boyfriend, I told you, he is not."
"If you say no, then it's not? As long as he thinks he is, then he is," He Xiaoxian took Ping Qiu around, "I said he likes you, he just likes you."
"You are wrong."
"Impossible. The boyfriends I have had are not ambiguous. There are at least twenty of them. I think they are more accurate than you."
"How do you know I don't have twenty?" Ping Qiu clumsily turned around, and turned again, the hair on his forehead fluttered beside his eyelashes, he blinked twice and shook his head.
"You? Two at most, right?" He Xiao put his arms around his waist first, "Who made you look so unlikely to fall in love."
"..."
"I didn't speak ill of you behind your back, I said it face to face."
"Actually, that's right." Facing He Xiaoxian, Ping Qiu instinctively refused to lie, "I am indeed like that."
"Where is that person? I said that, is it your second or third term?"
"Why don't you believe it, it's impossible for me and him."
"It's weird, don't you like him? It seems that you like him, why do you keep saying you don't like him? I don't understand you, why don't you tell the truth?"
"Our relationship is not that simple."
"Because of his brother?"
"……Um."
"Does his brother disagree?"
"That's it."
"Then you can talk in secret, don't let him know it's fine. Anyway, brother and brother are yours, so you don't lose anything, and isn't it very exciting?"
Pingqiu was at a loss for words: "I can't do it, I can't drag others into trouble just because I want to have fun, I can't do this, and I shouldn't do that."
"You are so contradictory." He Xiao first let go of Ping Qiu, and they stood still among the crowd, looking quite eye-catching.
Ping Qiu wanted to pull him out, but He Xiaoxian didn't move: "I've never seen someone like you, are you 40 years old? Married? Have you had a child?"
"No." Ping Qiu didn't understand what he wanted to say.
"Then why do you look like a tortoise with a shell on its back?" He Xiao first went around Ping Qiu's back, and slapped his shoulder blade hard, "Oh, really not. I thought you were lying to me."
His inexplicable behavior made him a little confused, normally, Pingqiu might tolerate it, and let it go with a smile.But tonight, he suddenly had the idea to refute, although his tone was still as soft as a cotton ball that could not be rubbed out: "You are not me, and I am not you. We met today for the first time. I don’t understand, so I can’t make a judgment, this is normal, right.”
"Are you angry?" He Xiao first heard what he meant, "Don't beat around the bush, what do you want to say? Don't let me guess, I don't understand, just tell me."
Looking around, he found that the strange men and women all around were looking at them curiously, Ping Qiu directly pulled He Xiaoxian out of the encirclement.
A few steps away, the surrounding noise weakened, he explained: "I am not angry, and you are not wrong. It is true that I did not do well enough, no matter who I am, I have failed. But Xiuyuan, it is him, he It’s very good, it can be said that the future is boundless, but you also know that people like us will be affected to some extent. If he is not confirmed yet, it means that he is not born. If he is not born, it means that he is still possible. Normal people. Then how can I simply drag him into the water? Isn't this too irresponsible?"
He Xiaoxian was at a loss: "What are you talking about?"
"...It's nothing." Ping Qiu was suddenly discouraged, but the language gap between him and He Xiaoxian gave him a sense of security, "We've known each other for a long time, and I treat him as my younger brother, so I have the responsibility to protect him. To me, it’s no different from family members.”
"But you are not brothers."
"Whether he recognizes it or not, he is my brother to me."
"Well, I can't tell you. But if he said it straight, would you agree or refuse? You are not him, so you can't make the decision for him."
"Speak straight?"
"Say he loves you, loves you to death, can go up and down for you, isn't that what is said in TV dramas? Will you agree to him like this?"
"You're thinking wrong, how could he like me?" Pingqiu demeaned himself, "He's younger than me, but he's so good, it's just because he was clingy to me when he was young, so it might be misunderstood—he won't like me of."
"Why don't you believe it!" He Xiaoxian stretched his eyes wide with two fingers, and glared angrily, "Don't doubt my eyesight, I can see it most clearly, he likes you, absolutely, I have given you twenty Boyfriend's person."
His firm tone shocked Ping Qiu.It was like throwing two stones into the sea that had not yet calmed down in his heart, another stone, and another boulder, Pingqiu's heart suddenly beat at an unstoppable frequency.He gradually felt flushed and hot, and even a little lack of oxygen—is that so?No way?how can that be possible?How could Xu Xiuyuan like him?
When the mood was still agitated, He Xiaoxian next to him buried his head in kicking the sand and stood up abruptly. He yelled, and at a speed that Pingqiu couldn't react to, he took three steps at a time and flew towards the figure walking not far away. .
The light on the beach was weak, Ping Qiu looked carefully, and saw He Xiaoxian pounced lightly on Yuan Feng's body, wrapped his legs around his waist and abdomen, making himself two heads taller than him, and then held him with both hands cheek, and within a few words, he gave the other party an extremely passionate tongue kiss.
Seeing this, the surrounding people whistled excitedly, attracting more people's attention, the louder the cheers, the whistles and applause were endless, but He Xiaoxian and Yuan Feng, who were the focus of attention, seemed to be isolated from the outside world Like the noise, they were still hugging and kissing inseparably.Even Yuan Feng's hand that was originally dragging under He Xiaoxian's buttocks moved to his waist, penetrated into his clothes, and caressed ambiguously on his back.
On the other side, Pingqiu was almost in a daze, completely unable to understand why He Xiaoxian, who had clearly sneered at Yuan Feng as a one-night stand before, is now like a little leopard sniffing the scent, entangled him passionately, and Yuan Feng seemed to be Taking advantage of his "saying that the wind is the rain", the lips of the two glued together, as if they were biting each other.
Standing there for a long time, until Xu Xiuyuan came, Ping Qiu still had an expression of being unable to recover, followed behind Xu Xiuyuan, walked under the street lamp, and was asked why his face was so red.
"Maybe it's too hot, it's very hot outside." Ping Qiu touched his cheeks, and fanned the side of his face with his hands to hide it.
Fortunately, Xu Xiuyuan didn't notice any other abnormalities, and walked straight ahead.At this time, Pingqiu found that he was holding a wooden pole in his left hand, and a small square blue flag fluttered back and forth in front of and behind him in the wind.
"Did Miss Yu give it to you?" Ping Qiu asked, "I said this flag."
"Well, she said she sent me off."
"You seem to have a good chat."
"right."
"What did you all say?"
"nothing."
"..."
Xu Xiuyuan replied in a perfunctory manner, lacking interest, and instead indulged in fiddling with the little blue flag.Seeing him like this, Pingqiu lost his mind to ask questions, and wanted to laugh at himself: Sure enough, he couldn't listen to He Xiaoxian's nonsense, they had only known each other for a long time, but in one day, how could it be confirmed that Xu Xiuyuan had other thoughts about him based on He Xiaoxian's words .
Unexpectedly, the two sides were silent for a moment, Xu Xiuyuan suddenly asked: "What did you and He Xiao first talk about?"
"Me and He Xiaoxian?" Ping Qiu had a ghost in his heart and subconsciously lied, "I didn't say anything, just chatting casually."
"I see that you guys had a very happy conversation, not like just chatting. He called you brother, when did you have a younger brother? Do you still have to count me in, do I have to call him brother too?" Entering the hotel, Xu Xiuyuan When talking, they drew closer to Pingqiu, and the two walked into the revolving door together.
"What are you talking about? I only met him on the first day. How can we be so close?"
"Aren't you close? I see you have a good chat."
These words are really familiar, Ping Qiu recalled, it was the original words he tentatively asked Xu Xiuyuan a few minutes ago.After realizing that Xu Xiuyuan was asking back on purpose, Pingqiu's mood suddenly became brighter, and his gaze towards Xu Xiuyuan became softer: "Are you jealous?"
"Why are you jealous?"
"I feel that I treat other people as my younger brother, and I worry that I will ignore them," Pingqiu said. "You were like this when you were young. Do you remember the time when I drove you home and a junior was traveling with us, and you were still angry at that time?" , and asked if I have a good relationship with him."
"Have it?"
"Yes, I remember it clearly, don't try to pretend you don't remember."
As the elevator went up, Xu Xiuyuan pressed the door to make it easier for a mother and daughter who hurried over to come in: "You really think so?"
The mother took the little girl by the hand, thanked Xu Xiuyuan, and waved the little girl's hand, asking her to say "thank you brother".The little girl had two soaring braids on her head, she had a round face, she spoke very shyly, she always wanted to hide behind her mother, poked her face, but said "thank you" to Pingqiu.
Ping Qiu smiled at her and said no thanks.
Soon, the elevator arrived, the little girl jumped out of the elevator, and the door closed again.
Xu Xiuyuan continued: "You haven't answered me yet."
"Isn't it? I think you are a little stingy."
"Maybe you are actually more serious than me."
As if playing charades with each other, Xu Xiuyuan cooperated with Pingqiu's euphemism, and his words were tortuous and ambiguous.He was still walking ahead, swiping his card to enter the door, and when he was about to insert the room card into the card slot on the wall, his elbow was suddenly grabbed.
The door slowly closed, and then closed completely with a click.
There was no light in the room, and Pingqiu even drew the curtains before going out in the afternoon.At this moment, the fact that they couldn't see each other seemed to give Pingqiu a sense of security, and the sense of security bred courage, causing him to suddenly grab Xu Xiuyuan's shoulders with both hands, raise his head and kiss his lips .
In just two seconds, before even Ping Qiu himself made a judgment on the kiss, Xu Xiuyuan moved first.He used almost rough force to wrap around Pingqiu's waist, and the two of them stuck closer together, Pingqiu was almost buried in his neck, at the same time Xu Xiuyuan opened his lips, Pingqiu was just sucking gently on his neck His upper lip, this lower lip were entwined, making him tremble from head to toe.
The kiss lasted only half a minute. Ping Qiu was still a little confused when Xu Xiuyuan pulled him away forcefully, as if standing there top-heavy, all he could see was Xu Xiuyuan's saliva-stained lips, his hands slipped from his shoulders, and pressed them greedily chest.
"What do you mean?" Xu Xiuyuan was still panting, "I haven't even drunk, what do you mean now?"
Muttering in his mouth, Pingqiu's mind wandered, suddenly Xu Xiuyuan was in front of him, and He Xiaoxian and Yuan Feng who had passionately kissed before in full view.He felt very thirsty and his body was very hot. The previous kiss had set him on fire, which made him forget that it was Xu Xiuyuan who was opposite him.Or he didn't want to care about it at this time, so he grabbed Xu Xiuyuan's collar, put his forehead on his shoulder, and slowly rubbed it, as if he wanted to get into his neck—but Xu Xiuyuan stopped him.
Xu Xiuyuan seemed to be much more awake, holding Pingqiu's shoulders with both hands, controlling the distance between him and him, and asked unusually calmly: "What do you mean by this, what do you want to do with me?"
Ping Qiu still didn't answer, his head was slightly lowered, as if his body was only controlled by Xu Xiuyuan's two hands, so as not to fall.And his hand gently touched the back of Xu Xiuyuan's hand, and gradually touched his elbow along his forearm, and then his upper arm.Although he was silent, Ping Qiu's answer was very clear: he agreed, and even asked Xu Xiuyuan on his own initiative.But what he wanted, Xu Xiuyuan wanted to hear from him.
The previous few times Xu Xiuyuan took the initiative and Ping Qiu was forced to do so, but tonight I can't explain why, maybe it was influenced by He Xiaoxian, the pampering of strangers gave him great courage, Ping Qiu gave birth to a kind of Extremely strong desire, he needs Xu Xiuyuan, don't think about other obstacles, he sends a signal to the strange yet familiar boy in front of him, and hugs his neck when he is half a step closer.
"What do you want to do with me?" Xu Xiuyuan asked repeatedly.
"Do it," Ping Qiu struggled to breathe in the sweltering air, "what to do?"
"Don't fool me. I want to hear you tell the truth. Don't lie to me. Who else can you tell the truth to but me? No one will listen to you. You are so weak and your voice has never been so low. No one I will hear it, so you can only tell me - tell me, you are so fickle, what do you want to do now? What do you want to do with me?" Xu Xiuyuan pressed forward, the tip of his nose resting on the side of Pingqiu's face , when speaking, his lips seemed to stick to Pingqiu's ears.
Pingqiu's legs were weak, he struggled to stand up straight, but he just pressed his backhand against the door.He subconsciously shook his head, trying to shake off the hair that was blocking his eyes. It seemed that sweat fell down the end of the hair, and with a click, it bloomed on Xu Xiuyuan's veined left forearm.
"I want to help you, I want to help you." After a long time, Pingqiu finally found a plausible excuse from his chaotic thoughts. He couldn't spare the space to think about whether the excuse had any loopholes, so he repeated it over and over again. Trying to convince yourself, "I'm helping you, I want to help you... are you... yes and so, no and so... try, I'm helping you, you want me to help you... …I want to help you…”
"Okay, then how are you going to help me, kiss me, or help me like last time?"
"Help you, I'll help you." Ping Qiu muttered to himself, involuntarily groping around Xu Xiuyuan's collar.
After a long time, he remembered that he was wearing a T-shirt tonight, so Pingqiu touched the hem of his clothes again.As soon as he touched the knotted trouser belt in front of his abdomen, Xu Xiuyuan suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist. Pingqiu was sober from the pain for a moment, but Xu Xiuyuan hugged him tightly in the next second.
He was obviously much taller than him, but at this moment Xu Xiuyuan was still leaning on Pingqiu's chest like a child.And Pingqiu hugged his neck, and kept pecking his lips between his forehead and hair, just like a mother licking a child's hair.The gasping sounds of each other intertwined, and Ping Qiu soon drenched his head with sweat, and felt a sense of security that almost suffocated him in Xu Xiuyuan's tighter hug.
Yes, yes, he thought dreamily, I like this, I like this.He hugged Xu Xiuyuan to his chest, and at the same time, the desire to control Xu Xiuyuan revealed when he lost control made Pingqiu feel at ease and happy.
What happened last night made Pingqiu feel very dazed after waking up, but it is true that he was lying next to Xu Xiuyuan with his upper body shirtless, and it is true that Xu Xiuyuan bit his lips hard. Pingqiu sat there for a while, Accept it calmly.
— and it’s not peaceful either.
Xu Xiuyuan woke up, and once again found Ping Qiu sitting on the opposite sofa with his hands on his knees and his back straight, but this time it didn't look like he was going to quarrel, but rather he was going to apologize.
"Don't tell me, you want to say that you regret it now." Xu Xiuyuan preemptively, with a cold expression.
"I didn't say that, I remember what I did," Ping Qiu slightly lowered his head, "It's just because I haven't figured out something, so now I don't know how to face you."
"Then think about it."
Xu Xiuyuan walked into the bathroom barefoot, and the water was rushing.After 5 minutes, he returned, Pingqiu held his hand in a panic, and quickly let go as if he had been shocked severely.
It's really hard for him to ask such a question with such a thin skin: "Is it true what you said about you—that me last time, or are you joking?"
"Which one am I?" Xu Xiuyuan asked, "What charades do you want to play, I don't understand."
"...You said you liked me," Ping Qiu looked up, because he didn't expect Xu Xiuyuan to lower his head, his eyes collided with each other, his heart began to beat faster, and he stuttered, "You said later that you were joking , I think with your personality, you are not someone who can talk nonsense."
"I didn't ask before, but now I think about it?"
"So you're lying to me?"
"It's not a lie, but it's not the truth either."
"Is that the truth or a lie?" Ping Qiu was confused.
"Do you want it to be true or false?"
Pingqiu's eyes flashed: "Don't kick the ball, I'm asking you."
"That's true," Xu Xiuyuan said quickly, and paused again, "Do you believe it?"
"..."
"If you don't believe me, it's fine. You treat me like a three-year-old child from the bottom of your heart. When I talk, you think I'm capricious and playful. If I say I like it, you will think that I am teasing you. Then I still have What is necessary to say, it is better to learn from you to lie for a lifetime, anyway, the result is the same."
"Don't be so aggressive all the time. If I have a problem, you can tell me directly, and I will try my best to correct it. But you always speak in such a tone that even I want to quarrel with you. Do you want to talk about it later? ?”
"It's called 'Once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of well ropes', you won't understand."
"I understand! Although I can't understand why you have changed so much over the years, I know there must be your reasons. If you are willing to tell me, I will definitely listen. Of course, I have also changed a lot. Maybe I am not the same as you. It's completely different in your impression, that's why you were so on guard against me when you met me on the first day?"
"...to guard against you?" Xu Xiuyuan was sitting at the end of the bed as if hearing a terrible secret. At this time, he gathered his legs that were stretched casually, made a look of listening carefully, and unintentionally kicked the ball to Pingqiu, " how do you know?"
"Because of the matter between me and Lu Yang, do you always feel embarrassed? I can understand your feelings, everyone will be somewhat possessive, so I was thinking, you said you - is it because of this?"
After a long silence, the extended tentacles on Pingqiu's head slowly retracted.Under Xu Xiuyuan's steadfast gaze, he regretted, for fear that he had chosen too many words and sentences.
Unexpectedly, Xu Xiuyuan laughed, and Pingqiu was accused by him with something like a sigh: "You don't understand me at all, and you are hurting me behind your back. How is it different from others?... I really regret it."
regret?regret what?Ping Qiu was stunned, and suddenly fell into a difficult problem that Xu Xiuyuan arranged for him.However, both the question and the answer are vague, and the only thing Pingqiu is certain of is: Xu Xiuyuan is angry.
As if to match Xu Xiuyuan's mood, the weather on the island, which is usually sunny and cloudless, is gloomy today.Spending the noon with the same gloomy mood, Ping Qiu met He Xiaoxian on the beach.He was climbing the coconut tree with his bare upper body, and fell down as soon as his feet left the ground, then quickly turned over, and waved to Pingqiu who was walking in the distance: "Brother!"
Ping Qiu's personality is completely different, and He Xiaoxian is really familiar with him.Remembering that they did not exchange contact information last night, he begged Pingqiu to leave his number, and said that he must contact frequently in the future.
Pingqiu couldn't refuse, so he could only write down his number and address one by one.Seeing that He Xiaoxian always supported his waist when he spoke, he mistakenly thought that he was sprained when he fell down just now, and when he asked carefully, He Xiaoxian patted his back and laughed, with a calm spring in his brows.Pingqiu suddenly became enlightened, and smiled shyly, and didn't ask any more questions.
Hearing that they were leaving at two o'clock, He Xiao was reluctant to part with new friends, and followed Ping Qiu in and out of the last time.Pingqiu couldn't tell him to go away, you're bothering me, but he just touched his forehead, brushed off half of the leaves that were stained on him, and asked him politely if he wanted to go to the rest area downstairs to have a glass of water.
He Xiaoxian smiled, grabbed Pingqiu's arm like a lap dog, and said, "You are like my mother."
Pingqiu had question marks in his eyes: "Ah?"
"You are like my mother. She touches me like this." He Xiaoxian grabbed Pingqiu's hand and pressed it to his forehead. "I haven't seen her for a long time, but she still loves me very much. You are a good person because you are like My mother, so I like you."
He Xiaoxian's temper is like a child's, sometimes the wind howls, and sometimes it rains.According to what he said, he smelled the scent of a gentle and good mother in Pingqiu, and he liked him even more. He even followed Pingqiu to the pier, dragging him for time, and repeatedly reminding him not to forget to contact.
From the corner of his eye, he saw that Xu Xiuyuan had already boarded the boat, and he was dragged by He Xiaoxian to speak, Ping Qiu couldn't help feeling a little anxious.He hurriedly said goodbye to He Xiaoxian, as soon as he stepped onto the deck, he suddenly heard He Xiaoxian yelling "goodbye, brother". Looking back, he was still shouting with his hands in the shape of a trumpet, and waving his hands on tiptoe, looking a little small Pretty like a girl.Pingqiu is the easiest to soften his heart, at this moment the impatience that blamed him for being nagging disappeared, so he waved goodbye like him, then bent down and got into the cabin.
On the way, he bumped into Xu Xiuyuan who stopped in place for some reason, just when the ferry started, Pingqiu didn't hold on firmly, and almost fell face to face with him.His first reaction was to hug Xu Xiuyuan and ask, "Are you all right?"
Xu Xiuyuan didn't say a word, but Pingqiu felt puzzled when he stared at him.He wanted to ask "Are you still angry", but Xu Xiuyuan turned and walked away.
Pingqiu was stunned, and was reminded by the later tourists not to block the way.He moved in a panic, trying to sit next to Xu Xiuyuan, but was preempted by a young couple.Ping Qiu looked at Xu Xiuyuan, but he just turned his head to look at the sea view outside the porthole.In the end, Pingqiu sat in the back row and didn't have a word with Xu Xiuyuan all the way.
From Pingqiu's point of view, Xu Xiuyuan's anger was really unreasonable.They went on the same road, but kept silent to each other, got off the ferry, boarded the train, hailed the taxi, and entered the house. Xu Xiuyuan only responded with two short "hmm" during the whole journey.Ping Qiu originally wanted to chat to resolve the inexplicable cold war between them, but Xu Xiuyuan reacted negatively, and Ping Qiu felt uncomfortable from his ice pick, so he simply stopped talking.
I checked the schedule with Liu Chenchen in the teacher group, and when Pingqiu returned home from a journey, he could fall asleep when he was so tired, but he still had to brace himself to go back to school to work the night shift.
He had eaten whole, and before going out, he deliberately turned back to the bedroom, knocked on the door, and asked in a low voice: "Xiu Yuan, do you want to eat, I'll bring it back for you tonight?"
The room was silent, Xu Xiuyuan seemed to be asleep.
But Pingqiu knew that he was not asleep at all, he heard Xu Xiuyuan talking to someone in the room 2 minutes ago, now he is silent, obviously still angry.
"Do you have anything else you want to eat? I'll buy it for you after get off work, fan pot? Do you like that?"
After a long time, Xu Xiuyuan responded, "No."
Ping Qiu was overjoyed: "Then what do you want to eat? Anything is fine. You haven't eaten since morning, and your stomach will be starving. What did you say you want to eat? I'll bring it back for you."
There was no sound in the room again.
"There's nothing to eat at home. The forecast will still rain tonight. It's not convenient for you to go out. Otherwise, I'll give you some money. You can order takeaway, okay?"
"Don't disturb me," Xu Xiuyuan said in a low voice, "let me sleep."
"Oh," Ping Qiu realized that Xu Xiuyuan's cold war was purely aimed at him this time, and was suddenly extremely disappointed, "...Then I'm leaving, you can rest."
The weather forecast said there would be rain, and Ping Qiu had just arrived at school when there was a thunderstorm in the sky, followed by torrential rain.There were two publicity stands at the entrance of the institution. Ping Qiu grabbed the female colleague who was rushing straight, covered her head and ran out, grabbed the stand and came back. He shook his hair, his chest and back were soaked.
The teachers on duty were talking about the summer rainstorm, and Pingqiu wiped the water stains on his body with a paper towel, while sending a message to his mobile phone, reminding Xu Xiuyuan to close the doors and windows at home and cut off the power.He sent three consecutive messages, but Xu Xiuyuan never replied.
Another teacher knocked on the door: "Pingqiu, are you driving?"
Pingqiu said: "I came by bicycle."
"You still ride in the rain? Did you bring an umbrella?"
"...I brought it."
"Okay, that shouldn't matter, right?"
"It's okay, thank you."
Pingqiu nodded with a smile, and when the door was closed, the smile on his face faded, and he patted his head annoyed—he thought it would rain before going out, and he did bring an umbrella, but he turned back halfway and asked Xu Xiuyuan for an umbrella. Don't eat, and leave the umbrella in the porch when you go out.I also know that my colleague came to ask because he wanted to give him a ride if he didn't bring an umbrella.But there is only one colleague on duty tonight, Ping Qiu, and because there are one-to-one lessons with two students in the evening, he has not gone downstairs so far.Pingqiu didn't want to disturb others, so he hoped that the rain would stop in the evening.
It was pouring rain outside the house, Ping Qiu was busy adjusting the class time for next week, the teachers and students of the school had almost left, and the light was still on in the lounge opposite, he knocked on the door and entered, and found that it was just people who forgot to turn off the light when they left.
When the last self-study student bid farewell to him and left, Pingqiu glanced outside the door, the rain was still falling, and there was water in front of the steps of the door, with a broom swiping twice, the water flowed like a waterfall.Organizations often use the small white bucket to store lost umbrellas. At this time, there is only one broken umbrella left. When you unfold it, only one rib of the whole umbrella is still standing stubbornly.
Still did not receive a reply from Xu Xiuyuan, Ping Qiu called him, but the other party was busy.
Going up to the second floor to clean up the trash, Ping Qiu turned off the lights while walking back along the corridor.The brightly lit study room was silent at this moment, only the rustling footsteps of Ping Qiu.When the last light was turned off, he picked up two large bags of garbage and was about to go down the stairs when he heard a sound on the first floor.
On a rainy night, in a quiet school, the classrooms and corridors were pitch-black behind Pingqiu. At the same time, there was the sound of walking on the first floor, with a bang in between.
Pingqiu's face tightened, he gently put down the garbage bag, found a folding utility knife in an office, walked up the stairs, and went down to the first floor lightly.
"Who's there!" Holding the utility knife to his face, Ping Qiu yelled, his original intention was to be cautious, but also to take this opportunity to drink away the uninvited guest.
From the reflective floor, he found a figure in the foreground, and Ping Qiu approached slowly, his heart beating louder and louder.But the other party didn't move, only moved his head when he heard Ping Qiu's voice.
Taking a deep breath, Ping Qiu quickly stepped over the turning, with the tip of the utility knife forward, but his pretentiously fierce eyes melted the moment he found the familiar face of the other party.He was dumbfounded, still holding a utility knife: "Xiu Yuan?"
Xu Xiuyuan was holding a folding umbrella, dripping all over his body, standing at the front desk looking through the record book of outsiders.
Throwing the two packs of trash in front of the main entrance, Pingqiu turned back to the tea room, bent down and took out the disposable paper cups from the locker, then stopped suddenly.Thinking about it, he fetched the commonly used glass from his office, washed it repeatedly under the tap, then poured a cup of hot water, and Ping Qiu gave it to Xu Xiuyuan.
Xu Xiuyuan sat in the living room, his hair was damp, and his T-shirt and pants were clinging to his skin.He didn't use the tissue that Pingqiu gave him, he just turned his head to look at the continuous rain outside the glass window, his tense side face showed absolute resistance.
"Drink some water, don't catch a cold." Ping Qiu sat across from him, looking at his face, "Why did you come here alone, and didn't tell me. I can't get through to you, send Did you see the text message for you?"
"No."
"Did you turn off the phone? I called several times, but no one answered."
"..." Xu Xiuyuan didn't answer.
"Are you angry?"
"..."
"Where did I make you unhappy? If you have anything to say, just tell me. If I did something wrong, I will apologize. "
"No."
Xu Xiuyuan's attitude was tough, Ping Qiu hit a wall and was at a loss for a while.He sat with Xu Xiuyuan for a while, the rain outside the window was not weak but strong, shaking everything in the world, even Ping Qiu was depressed and irritable.
He got up gently, and wanted to go to the office to finish the rest of the work, but Xu Xiuyuan called out: "Do you think I'm annoying?"
Pingqiu quickly turned around and said in astonishment: "How could that be?"
"You think I'm annoying because I'm always pestering you, and I'm so different from what you think I used to be, so you'd rather trust others than me, and think I'm full of lies, which annoys you, yes Bar."
"What are you talking about?" Ping Qiu took two steps forward in a hurry, "How could I hate you."
"Don't you hate me? You don't hate me. Why don't you believe what I say? When others say a word, you turn around and ask me like an imperial decree? Or is he just what you want, calling your brother when you open your mouth? Are you satisfied and have a sense of accomplishment?"
"What and what, who are you talking about?"
"I told you earlier that compared to Xu Ruiyang, I trust you the most. It may not be enough, but you won't believe me, your status is more important to me than my parents, because I know you I am grateful for caring about me, even for a younger brother who has no blood relationship."
Ping Qiu wanted to deny it, but when he saw Xu Xiuyuan's eye sockets gradually turning red, he was frozen and could only listen to Xu Xiuyuan's continuation.
"But I didn't know until now that you are irreplaceable to me, so I'm just a burden to you, maybe a time bomb. You can coax me, kiss me and touch me when you're happy. Crazy with joy. If you are unhappy, do something wrong and feel guilty, you come to question me, as if I am a heinous liar. Then I advise you to throw me away quickly, so that you will be safe? It will save you Worry about my business."
After finishing speaking, Xu Xiuyuan turned his head and left, pushed open the door, got caught in the rain, and Ping Qiu, who was chasing after him, grabbed his arm and dragged him back indoors.
The hair on Pingqiu's forehead was wet and knotted, but Xu Xiuyuan still had a look of red eyes, staring fiercely and stubbornly at Pingqiu, staring at Pingqiu annoyed and impatiently, and shouting: "You are sick! You are sick!" are you crazy!"
"I'm sick," Xu Xiuyuan said, "I'm jealous because I'm sick, I like my brother's boyfriend because I'm sick, and I think you might like me too."
Pingqiu was struck by lightning, his ability to think convulsed in an instant.Xu Xiu
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