Banshuharu

Pingqiu was on duty this morning, and when he arrived at the institution, there was a student squatting at the door with his schoolbag on his back, eating breakfast.Asked how long she had been waiting, she said more than ten minutes.The students went upstairs for self-study, and after a while they ran down and said that the air conditioner upstairs seemed to be broken. Pingqiu looked at it, but there was no response.But he doesn't have the skills to repair the air conditioner, and it will take time to notify the repairman to help. Fortunately, in the morning, there are not many students. A can of iced drink was taken from the freezer.The student was sweating profusely from the heat, and thanked him, then snapped off the tab, and sipped the soda bubbles that overflowed from the edge of his mouth.

Although she is not the student who took over personally, Ping Qiu has some impressions of her.Asked about her situation, the female student frowns, saying that the estimated score after the test is not satisfactory. How to calculate, it is more than 40 points away from the total score of her previous mock exams. The score issued the day before yesterday was even lower than the estimated score. I had no choice but to discuss with my family about choosing to repeat the course.

"But the summer vacation of the third year of high school has just begun, why not take this opportunity to go on a trip with the family for two days, relax and relax, and it's not too late to come back and study again." Pingqiu said.

"That's right, I think so too, so we've decided to travel abroad with our family the day after tomorrow. I'm going to study here today just to put on a show, so that my mother won't be annoyed when she sees me, and let her love and love me," the female student bit The tip of the pen, with a smile on his face, "Actually, when I was sitting in the examination room writing the test paper, I thought it was probably over this time, but I didn't expect it to be so much worse—I knew I would stop drinking yogurt before I went out! The first test, I ran to the toilet twice, and I was frightened even in the afternoon, and I was in a trance all day long."

"Did it affect the later exam?"

"Impact, I have shadows when I sit in the exam room, I always feel stomachache, and my legs are shaking. When I go home, I tell my mother that I am probably finished this time. My mother is even more funny. She thinks I cheated and got caught. "The female student laughed.

"You are very different." Ping Qiu also laughed.

"Ah? What's the difference?" the female student asked, and then her expression collapsed, "It doesn't mean that my diarrhea in the college entrance examination is very different!"

"Of course not. I have seen many students who failed the college entrance examination, hesitated for a long time, and finally chose to repeat. After all, they are under the pressure of another year. Compared with the third year of high school, it will only be worse than the third year, so most of them are in good condition. They are all tired and nervous. But there are very few people who are as decisive as you."

"I know, I know! There is a saying that your attitude towards failure will determine how far you can go in the future," the female student was very optimistic, "To be honest, I must be sad and disappointed when the grades just came out. But there’s no other way, it’s a done deal, and I can only look forward. Besides, with my grades, I’ll only get a higher score if I repeat it for a year—as long as I don’t drink yogurt on the day of the college entrance examination!”

She is ambitious and full of vigor, which makes Ping Qiu inexplicably envious.After chatting for a few more words, he stopped disturbing the students' self-study, closed the glass door carefully, and went downstairs.

Not long after, Liu Chenchen, a colleague on duty, entered the door in a hurry. He stumbled on the steps of the door without noticing it, his knees were scratched, and his trousers were also dirty.She limped in the door, Ping Qiu came out of the utility room just in time, saw this and rushed to help her.

There were Band-Aids in the medicine cabinet, but no povidone iodine or alcohol.Pingqiu asked Liu Chenchen to wait for a while, and he helped to go to a nearby pharmacy.After hurriedly turning back within half a minute, he took out the cash from his backpack and explained, "The phone broke yesterday and was just sent for repair."

The pharmacy is not very far away, just cross a whole street of stores, and then pass through a traffic light.Ping Qiu rushed back with a small plastic bag, and when he waited for the red light, he casually glanced to the side, and accidentally found a figure in the sparse crowd who looked very much like Xu Xiuyuan.He was a little puzzled, but didn't look further.The green light is OK, and he hurried back to solve the problem of his colleague's injured leg.

In retrospect, that person's back was indeed similar to Xu Xiuyuan's.But before parting in the morning, Xu Xiuyuan said that he would still stay in the library during the day.Pingqiu didn't know what he was doing in the library all day long, but seeing Xu Xiuyuan playing on the computer every day, every other day or two, a small amount of money would be credited to his account, most of which were jobs he took online.Although the funds are not much, it is more or less a good income for a prospective college student like him.

As a matter of course, Pingqiu remembered that Xu Xiuyuan had asked him if he would give up his job here, and go north with him to start over.Ping Qiu first thought his proposal was absurd, and asked a question like a joke, but Xu Xiuyuan accused him of being unbelievable because he was limited by the present, unwilling and afraid to break the illusion of comfort, so he repeated mistakes repeatedly, stuck in the It is difficult to save ourselves from difficulties.Xu Xiuyuan's eloquent words seemed to be well-founded, but Ping Qiu couldn't argue with him, and bid him farewell on the grounds of being late for work, but in reality he still blamed Xu Xiuyuan for being too fickle.He couldn't stand him, so he simply ran for the best plan.

Back at the institution, Liu Chenchen was cleaning the wound with mineral water.Ping Qiu took over naturally, seeing her frowned and bared her teeth in pain, her movements became softer and softer, but Liu Chenchen laughed at him for being too careful, as if a feather was tickling, but actually the itching was getting worse.

Pingqiu lowered his head, picked up a cotton ball with tweezers, and suddenly asked: "Chenchen, I remember you are from the north, right?"

"Yeah, what's the matter?"

"Is it also a university in the north?"

"Ah."

"Then why did you travel so far to work in the south?" Ping Qiu felt offended after asking, and hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to pry into your privacy, I'm sorry, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."

Liu Chenchen smiled and pushed him: "What are you in a hurry for? I don't blame you. Everyone knows about me, why don't you know? To put it simply, I'm blind. I fell in love with a scumbag and came here. Not long after, he cheated, and then I beat him up so badly that he couldn't stay in his unit any longer, and ran away in despair. But I like the south, so I stayed. It's that simple."

"How did you beat him up?"

"Wow, that's a big deal. I'll look for his girlfriend first. I don't know if I don't ask. He also lied about being single, which made the girl obey him. At that time, the girl was still a college student. I don't understand anything, I thought I came to her to teach her a lesson. I treated her to a meal that day, and I made my words clear, and then we partnered up to arrest him, stripped him naked, and threw him directly to his unit—— If you look online now, there are probably videos taken by passers-by."

"Striped naked?" Ping Qiu was dumbfounded, a little dazed.

"That's right," Liu Chenchen gestured, "I'm not wearing any underwear."

"Didn't he trouble you later?"

"Look for it, why don't you look for it, but you forgot, I have learned Taekwondo, he didn't even dare to touch me, who knows how he has the guts to green me," Liu Chenchen patted Pingqiu on the shoulder, and said earnestly, "Listen Get it, being soft-hearted to scumbags is cruel to yourself. Think about it carefully."

"what?"

"Look at your expression—blind people know that you have something on your mind," Liu Chenchen looked at his knees, "It's almost there, just put a Band-Aid on it. Give it to me, and I will do it myself."

Pingqiu got up to pack the medicine box, first threw away the two used cotton balls, then screwed on the iodophor bottle cap, put all the tweezers and the band-aid box, and then closed the medicine box.With a bang, Pingqiu wakes up like a dream.He shamefully realized that he deceived Lu Yang, just like Liu Chenchen's ex-boyfriend deceived her, and like Xu Ruiyang gave him hope but then shattered it with his own hands.It turned out that Pingqiu also did "Xu Ruiyang" unintentionally.

Two days later, Pingqiu's phone was repaired, but he never answered the call from Lu Yang.He tried to take the initiative to contact Lu Yang, but either the call was cut off or the phone was turned off directly.Thinking that Lu Yang might still be angry at this time, and that they really need some time to calm down with each other, Pingqiu gradually relaxed, and stopped thinking about what the end result of this relationship would be. He went to work as usual and received The parents of the students also went in and out with Xu Xiuyuan as usual, but they no longer had any intimate behaviors.He naively thought that he might be able to take advantage of this east wind to turn his relationship with Xu Xiuyuan back on the right track, and then he would try his best to make up for Xu Xiuyuan's emotional flaws generously, but he would not use his body as a carrier for practice.

However, that night, when Pingqiu plucked up his courage in the darkness after turning off the lights, he questioned whether Xu Xiuyuan's previous proposal was too weird, but got an even weirder expression from him——Xu Xiuyuan sat up, turned on the light, Turned on the bed and sat on the edge, didn't speak, just looked at him.

Ping Qiu was almost right by his suspicious eyes, and reluctantly said: "I always feel that we are doing something wrong. After experiencing Lu Yang's incident, I am very worried. I will hurt you unintentionally, that is not my intention. But you are not sure what will become of you in the future. Maybe you will meet someone more worthy of your liking, so our relationship will become very strange. Or, we are already very strange ,right?"

Xu Xiuyuan said nothing, still sitting and looking at him.

Heart beating, Pingqiu grasped the quilt tightly with both hands: "I have no brothers and sisters, the only one who can be regarded as a younger brother is you. I am willing to take care of you and treat you well, but I don't want to hurt you. We will have more Good solution, right? What do you think?"

"For example?" Xu Xiuyuan finally spoke.

"For example," Pingqiu's head turned rapidly, "Meet some new friends? Some of them will go to certain places for activities. I heard that some are bars, some are..."

"It's dirty." Xu Xiuyuan concluded calmly, and then asked, "Have you been there too?"

"No." Ping Qiu's face turned pale.

"you've been to."

"..."

"you've been to."

"Yes, I have been." Ping Qiu seemed to give up on himself, "I don't like to be special, I want to be ordinary. What's so good about being special, is there a reason for people to abandon you? So I went to meet many people and wanted to prove I'm not like them at all."

"You did it with them?" Xu Xiuyuan asked directly.

"No."

"lie."

"Really not. I couldn't accept it, so I ran away. Later, I met Lu Yang. He is a very good person. We will have conflicts, but it is actually my problem."

"You think it's your problem that you broke up, but you come to punish me?"

"I didn't think that way." Ping Qiu argued.

"I didn't think that way, but you did." Xu Xiuyuan looked at him coldly, "You still can't learn to separate the things between you and me from the things between him and you. You think from the bottom of your heart that you are half-hearted towards him , there is my reason, because of me, you betrayed him, so you can't be wholehearted to him, so you broke up now, you start to judge me, even want to throw me to the group of dirty things - meet new friends ? Don't say it so nicely."

"Don't think too much, I didn't mean that at all." Ping Qiu threw off the quilt anxiously, and approached Xu Xiuyuan, "Okay, just think I said something wrong, I apologize to you, I definitely didn't mean to harm you I just wish you well, no matter what it is, I hope you are well, do you understand?"

"For my own good, then don't avoid me," Xu Xiuyuan said, "You have already broken up with Lu Yang, and I am also single. Even if we have any cross-border relationship now, it is neither moral nor illegal. Can you say you hurt me?"

"I know, I know everything." Ping Qiu wanted to say, but was interrupted by Xu Xiuyuan.

"If you can't get over the barrier in your heart, then you can treat us as if we are in love. If this is the case, will you feel better?" Xu Xiuyuan suddenly lowered his head and kissed Pingqiu's lips, then stared into his eyes and asked, "OK?"

It was strange, Pingqiu's heart was beating wildly.Excessively nervous, he even nodded his head, still saying: "Okay, okay."

The next afternoon, when Pingqiu came home from work, before he entered the door, he heard from his aunt in the same building that at eleven or twelve noon today, the whole community lost power inexplicably, and today was the highest temperature since the beginning of summer, and there was no wind outside. , the power was cut off for two hours, it must not be too hot to melt people.

At this time in the evening, it was not too late, and the setting sun was still hanging on the horizon, and the leisurely residents were chatting and joking downstairs, shaking cattail fans.Pingqiu was so hot that his breath was burning. After thinking about it, he turned to the fruit stand outside the community to buy some grapes and lychees, plus a watermelon the size of two palms. He held it in his arms and struggled all the way up the stairs. , couldn't spare his hand to get the key, so he knocked on the door, and after the door opened, he threw the watermelon into Xu Xiuyuan's arms.

The grapes and watermelon were put into the refrigerator to freeze, and the lychees were placed in bowls and served on the table. Xu Xiuyuan sat back on the coffee table, opposite Ping Qiu, who was sitting on the sofa, hunched over, stretched his neck curiously, and looked straight into the Lego house on the table. .

"This is a toy, did you buy it?" Ping Qiu asked.

"I went to the mall and saw a child arguing to buy this. His parents disagreed and dragged him away. He cried and made noises, and rolled on the ground. I couldn't see it, so I bought it." Xu Xiuyuan explain.

Pingqiu couldn't laugh or cry: "Why are you so naive. This is a toy for children, don't you like it? Is this a house, a wooden house?"

"It's hanging in the air, and there's a tree underneath. I haven't finished it yet, why don't you accompany me?" Xu Xiuyuan handed one of the pieces to him.

"But I won't, what should I do if I make a mistake?"

"If you make a mistake, then tear it down and redo it. What's the big deal?"

What Xu Xiuyuan said seemed to be out of intention, but it made Pingqiu unconsciously think of the female classmate he met a few days ago.From the bottom of his heart, he envied their open-minded and free-spirited state of mind, they just put their minds to it and get along with each other, that is a difference that is too vigilant for Pingqiu.He has long been used to being cautious and trembling, for fear that he will make a wrong step and it will be difficult to turn back. Now, he is afraid of making mistakes just to build a small wooden house, which will affect Xu Xiuyuan's hard work and hinder him.

"Do it." Suddenly, Xu Xiuyuan interrupted his wild thinking, pointed to an empty space and said, "Let this go."

Ping Qiu inserted the green cube in his hand, and with a soft sound, the pieces fit perfectly.The luxuriant green plants on the roof of the wooden house covered Xu Xiuyuan's face, and Ping Qiu couldn't see his expression, so he asked uncertainly, "Did I put it right? Did I put it wrong?"

"No." Xu Xiuyuan answered quickly.

Hearing this, Ping Qiu breathed a sigh of relief: "I haven't played with this before, if you misplace it, don't be angry."

"I haven't played it before, today is the first time."

"How come, didn't you play with toys when you were young?"

"Playing, but I picked up Xu Ruiyang's leftovers. I haven't played with brand new toys. Most of my classmates lent me to play with them when I was in school. I used to make toy pistols, and they were very realistic. Speaking of it, I don't seem to have ever gotten a completely belonged toy. my stuff."

Pingqiu knew that Xu Xiuyuan's family favored the eldest son Xu Ruiyang.But it is reasonable to say that Xu Xiuyuan is far superior to Xu Ruiyang in terms of grades and character. From Pingqiu's standpoint, I really can't understand how Xu Xiuyuan would be the one who is not favored.

"By the way, did I tell you?" Xu Xiuyuan tilted his head, causing Pingqiu to turn sideways, "My parents fined me a lot of money when they gave birth to me. At that time, they said that as long as they were only children, they would be fine if they gave birth to daughters." Another one, but stop here when you have a son, and you have to pay a fine for another one. My dad wanted two sons, but my mother wanted a daughter. Who knew that she was very disappointed when I was born. Maybe that's it, I Mom doesn't like me either."

"..." Ping Qiu avoided his sight, and hid behind the wooden house again, only one ear was exposed, trembling slightly with his swallowing movements.

"Sometimes I think, why can a daughter be born again, and a son be considered complete. And why they didn't expect Xu Ruiyang's child to be a girl, but hoped that I would be." Xu Xiuyuan smiled, "I still think, If I’m really a girl, then I don’t have to worry about whether I like men, and whether the person I like is suitable for others, so that they won’t point at me behind my back and scold me 'Sick'. What do you say?"

Ping Qiu picked up the scattered gray building blocks on the coffee table, one by one, and slowly pressed them into the small flowerbed on the side of the wooden house.He said slowly: "However, no one is born with the obligation to love others. We don't, and neither do our parents. If she loves you, that's the best; if she doesn't love you, it's not your fault, nor It's not her fault. Thinking about it this way, won't you feel better?"

"It's uncomfortable," Xu Xiuyuan pressed a brick into the house, "because I want to be loved as much as possible, and as long as possible."

With a clang, Pingqiu's hand slipped, and the building block parts he was holding fell to the ground.He leaned over to pick it up, and heard Xu Xiuyuan say: "But I think what you said is right, maybe it's not right. No one will love me, but I think you will."

"I didn't do very well, you will be disappointed." Ping Qiu answered irrelevantly, as if talking about his clumsy manual work.Through a palm-width gap in the middle of the wooden house, Pingqiu saw Xu Xiuyuan's lips opening and closing.

"Come and love me," Xu Xiuyuan said, "I know you are very good at it."

Habits are indeed a terrible thing. Pingqiu spent a whole afternoon rummaging from one corner of the rental house to another, imagining where Lu Yang might land, and collecting all the scattered objects. The final prepared cartons were packed to the brim.

He sat cross-legged on the floor, first loosened the leg of his shorts, and then pulled out a wet towel to wipe off every small dusty thing as much as possible, hiding one and putting the other away.Most of the items, Pingqiu has forgotten how Lu Yang brought them and how he forgot to take them away.For example, the disappearing watch that had annoyed him for two days, who would have thought that it was kicked under the TV cabinet, the glass dial was shattered, and the broken glass stuck the hour hand, and later blocked the minute and second hands, Finally, the watch stopped moving.

Pingqiu left the watch until the end to wipe it, then put it on the top of the carton, and then closed the lid.

Hearing the movement of the living room in the room, Xu Xiuyuan went out and saw Ping Qiu sitting on the floor with his head slightly lowered.After sitting like this for a while, he let out a long sigh as if he finally squeezed out a breath from his chest, then stood up, crossed his hands and grasped the hem of the clothes between his waist and abdomen, and took them off neatly. The white racerback vest worn underneath was revealed.

Pingqiu is really thin, bent down to pick up the clothes that slipped from the palm of his hand carelessly, and the vest fell loosely.Perhaps because his chest was empty, he subconsciously covered his chest with his hands.But he seemed to feel that such movements were too redundant. After standing up straight, he adjusted the vest uncomfortably, opened the neckline to look inside, and stretched the vest forward and backward to test its looseness.

Obviously the result was not what he wanted, because he curled his lips secretly, and pulled the vest that was so loose that it could no longer cover his body in distress. He turned his head and found Xu Xiuyuan standing quietly by the bedroom door, with his head leaning against the Facing the wall, with a smile in his eyes, he doesn't know how long he has been spying on.

Pingqiu felt a burst of hot air rushing to his face, especially when he saw that Xu Xiuyuan was still wearing the short T-shirt he had only worn half the night last night, he subconsciously held the T-shirt he had taken off to his chest symbolically, and wiped it off in a hurry. After passing Xu Xiuyuan, leaving a sentence of "change clothes", the bedroom door was slammed shut.

After a while, Pingqiu changed into a white shirt that he seldom wears and went out.Because he didn't get used to it, he always had to tug at the hem of his trousers, and always felt that the back of his neck was being strangled. Seeing Xu Xiuyuan's gaze fixed on him, Ping Qiu thought it was because he was uncomfortable wearing it, so he asked uneasily: " Is it weird?"

"Is it too formal? You are going to meet your ex-boyfriend, not to sign a divorce agreement." Xu Xiuyuan looked at Pingqiu and drank water with his neck up.

Ping Qiu focused on another important point: "How do you know I'm looking for Lu Yang?"

Xu Xiuyuan said slowly: "You packed all his things, and you are going to take them away, either to throw them into the trash can, or throw them to him, right?"

"It's not lost, I'll give it back to him."

"Is there a difference?"

"Of course there is," Ping Qiu said, "If a relationship can start, it should end cautiously."

Xu Xiuyuan was noncommittal, but still nodded: "Do you need me to pick you up?"

"No need, I'll come back by myself," Pingqiu changed his shoes and went out, hugged the cardboard box on the shoe cabinet in his arms, went down the stairs and remembered something else, raised his head and told Xu Xiuyuan who came out with his head: "Do you remember?" Have dinner, don't be hungry."

"I'll wait for you." Xu Xiuyuan said.

"I won't necessarily be back sooner."

"That's waiting for you too."

"..." Pingqiu stopped talking, and went downstairs with the cardboard box in his arms.

Due to Lu Yang's occupation, his working hours often change, except that Saturday is a fixed one-on-one training.The front desk is familiar with Ping Qiu, and he said he came to find Lu Yang, so he can easily let him pass.

Pingqiu walked into the room with the cardboard box in his arms. There were many equipments and people in the gym. He took a cursory look around and found no sign of Lu Yang.

Simply sitting down on the bench by the door, Ping Qiu put the cardboard box on his knees, he had to tiptoe slightly to keep his balance, so as not to cause the cardboard box to fall over.He tried to dial the phone, but there was still a busy signal on Lu Yang's side.After waiting for a while, Ping Qiubai stared blankly at the floor in a daze, when suddenly someone patted his shoulder lightly from behind.

Zhou Chuan had obviously just come out of the shower, his hair was still dripping, and a towel was hanging around his neck.He casually sat down beside Ping Qiu: "Why are you here, looking for Lu Yang?"

"Yes, I'm looking for him, is he there?" Ping Qiu asked.

"Yes, let me take a look." Zhou Chuan squinted his eyes and looked around the room. After a long time, he pointed to the corner, "There, do you see it? The one in the black vest has a leopard print next to it."

Ping Qiu straightened his shoulders, looked in the direction of his fingers, and indeed found Lu Yang, and beside him a man with leopard prints who was shaking with a smile.The man put his hands on Lu Yang's waist, and Lu Yang was pushing the equipment between his legs.

In an instant, Lu Yang raised his head as if feeling something, and happened to meet Ping Qiuwang's eyes.Obviously it was Ping Qiu who was caught, but it was Lu Yang who avoided his sight first.Pingqiu's heart sank at that glance, it's not really uncomfortable, it's just a little dazed - it seems that it's hard to be cautious.

"You don't come here often, why did you think of looking for Lu Yang today, and you still carry such a big box, what is it in?"

"Some things." Ping Qiu answered vaguely.

Seeing that he was reluctant to speak out, Zhou Chuan stopped asking: "Did you quarrel with Lu Yang recently? I think he is in a bad mood every day. The boss taught him because he was late two days ago, and he was so angry that he almost fought He was stopped by us, and he went straight to the changing room. I don’t know if I heard it wrong, but anyway, I seemed to hear—oh, it sounded like I heard him crying. Did you guys quarrel?”

Pingqiu lowered his face halfway and did not answer.

"I know I'm not qualified to say some things," Zhou Chuan struggled to prepare for the next words, "I have known Lu Yang for so many years, and he did make two or three friends, but they were very short-term, not like To you. You know, he had a showdown with his parents for you. You should have heard of his father's temper, right? "

"..." Ping Qiu remained silent.

"He came to me before and said that he wanted to introduce you to his parents, but he always felt a little pimple in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was. It might be something from your past. He felt that you hadn't come out completely, and he was afraid that he would I was doing useless work. I scolded him for being mentally ill at the time. He is a big living person in front of you. Couldn’t he be compared to a shadow that has long since become a thing of the past? Then we had a fight, and it took two days to reconcile. "

"Is that what he told you?"

"Almost," Zhou Chuan said sincerely, "Pingqiu, Lu Yang is really serious about you. The past is over. Isn't the old saying that we should cherish the people in front of us? Although Lu Yang is also full of problems, you should take pity on him. Pity him, don't quarrel with him? Otherwise, our colleagues will complain, who wants to see him not coming home in the middle of the night, secretly beating sandbags here?"

After Zhou Chuan finished speaking, he left, leaving Pingqiu alone on the bench.After a while, look over there again, the leopard-print man who was sitting on the seat doing leg training is now leaning on Lu Yang's back, and the two are close to each other intimately and awkwardly.

I said intimacy because the leopard-print man was smiling all over his face, and his palm was still touching the muscles of Lu Yang's upper arm intentionally or unintentionally; he said awkwardly, although Lu Yang was pressed against him, his body was stiff and his face was as sinking as water, but he couldn't move within half a minute. Patiently twisting the back of the leopard-print man's hand to force him to go away.

Lu Yang turned his head, and the bench by the door had disappeared.His eyes suddenly changed, he hated Pingqiu's indifference and giving up halfway, and this time he pushed the leopard-printed man staggeringly backwards.

After casually dismissing a class, Lu Yang took a shower in the shower, changed his clothes, and went out to see the man with leopard prints still squatting a little bit persistently. No matter how long he struggled, it was still in his palm in the end.

Unexpectedly, Lu Yang waved his hand with a palm, and the leopard-print man was caught off guard, and slammed into the head of the equipment on the side.He managed to avoid a face, and only hit his chest. When he angrily wanted to scold the other party for being incomprehensible, Lu Yang was long gone.

The sports bag hung long on the shoulder, and hit the side of the leg as he walked, Lu Yang untied the bandage wrapped around his wrist as he walked, and stopped suddenly. He saw Ping Qiu under the whitish light at the front desk. ——He was still holding the cardboard box in both hands, leaning his head on top of the cardboard box, looking at the white wall opposite, and turned his head again after a while.

The moment he looked at him, Lu Yang couldn't help taking a deep breath.

They meet at the coffee shop below the gym.During afternoon tea time, the shop is full of people.It was very easy to find a table for two in the middle. As soon as Lu Yang took his seat, the waiter came forward, and he casually pointed at the drink, just like Ping Qiu, and then pushed over the cardboard box he had been holding firmly for a long time.

Lu Yang didn't go to pick it up immediately, but stared at Pingqiu's face for a long time, and sneered: "I thought you were just like me, and you've had a rough time these few days, but I guess I guessed wrong, you're very happy Well, finally get rid of me, don't you feel very relaxed in your heart?"

"I didn't come to quarrel with you." Ping Qiu calmly resisted his arrogance.

"Okay, so what do you want to say?"

"This carton is all sorted by me, the things you put in my place. If you are worried, you can take it back and check it. Tell me if there is anything missing, and I will look for it when I go home," Pingqiu said quietly , "I know that since we met, you have always tolerated me and tolerated me. I admit that I have handled this relationship very badly. It is my fault for making you feel uncomfortable. I apologize to you, sorry."

"You think I want to hear you say this?" Lu Yang turned his face away at the moment his eyes were sour, and looked at the hand-painted wall in the store with colorful sticky notes, "So you came to me today because you were determined to break up , are you here to inform me now?"

"It's not suitable for us to be together, maybe separation is the best choice."

"...No.15 last October, the first day we met. On November [-]nd, I chased you. If you agree, we will date. Until the end of June, it has been more than half a year. Pingqiu, the whole half year, you Tell me now, do you think we are not suitable? Why did you go early? Is it funny to play with me? Do you feel a sense of accomplishment seeing that I love you so much? Or did you secretly contact Xu Ruiyang behind my back? You felt very exciting at the time, but now that I have exposed you, you will kick me away and give me another shit reason, and I will lick your toes and kneel down to keep you, right?!" Lu Yang's emotions A little out of control, I didn't control the volume for a while, causing the customers in the store to look sideways, pointing and whispering at them.

"I know I'm sorry for you," Ping Qiu lowered his head and wiped his chin, "but you can't say that about me, I never took the initiative to contact Xu Ruiyang, it's impossible for me to talk to him, you can't say that about me—— And my mother, I don't want to tell you because I don't want to tell anyone, can't I have even a little privacy? I have to tell you everything to be honest? Then I can't, I It can't meet your requirements. Since this is the case, there is no need for us to be together. "

Lu Yang turned his face away and did not speak, while Ping Qiu kept his face down and did not move, the atmosphere froze immediately.

After a long time, Lu Yang recovered his voice: "Pingqiu, you really don't deserve anyone's love for you. Because you are not willing to give at all, and what you do is always superficial. In fact, you are so selfish, you are so stingy that you are not willing to give .”

"sorry."

"Stop talking such nonsense, it's useless."

Pingqiu remained silent, retreated from the chair for a while, and stood up.This time he didn't say sorry again, but said: "I'll treat you to coffee, and I'll pay the bill—then you should be safe on the way home, goodbye."

After finishing speaking, he brushed Lu Yang's arm lying on the armrest of the seat, and went straight to the door.He bumped into a waiter holding a plate halfway, he shook his head to signal that he didn't want his cup of coffee, and then paid the bill at the front desk, and finally pushed the door and left without looking back.

The author says:

This chapter is relatively thick, and Lu Yang's section is closed.

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