Fall in love with the East after sunrise

Chapter 33 Lovesickness Is Bitter Than Red Beans

Ever since that day passed, Yue Hua hadn't mentioned anyone in Huashan, as if he had forgotten everything.

But Dongfang Bubai knew deeply that Yue Hua just kept the pain tightly in his heart, and he would not bring it up when he felt the pain.

Dongfang Bubai always stayed by Yue Hua's side, laughing with him, but as time went by, Dongfang Bubai began to feel helpless and had no choice.

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It was you who said that I am suitable to be loved, but why have you been taken away by pain even the strength to love me...

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Yue Hua came to the door of Dongfang Bubai's room with several jars of wine in his arms. He wanted to open the door directly, but his hands stopped. After hesitating for a long time, he finally knocked on the door.

Dongfang Bubai's quiet voice said, "Come in."

Seeing that it was Yue Hua who pushed the door open, Dongfang Bubai couldn't help jokingly said, "Why, do you know how to knock today?"

Yue Hua laughed lightly when he heard this, and put the wine on the table, "You are always the one who doesn't knock on the door, okay, why did it come to me."

Dongfang Bubai was noncommittal, looked at the wine on the table and looked at Yue Hua suspiciously.

Yue Hua took off the cloth plug on the wine jar, took a sip and said, "How about we get drunk today?"

Dongfang Bubai frowned slightly, looked at Yue Hua and said, "Why do you want to drink all of a sudden?"

Yue Hua didn't respond, just sat down and looked at Dongfang Bubai, "Do you want to drink..."

Dongfang Bubai picked up the jar of wine that Yue Hua had just drunk, imitating Yue Hua, and poured it into his mouth, regardless of whether the wine wet his clothes or not.

Yue Hua clapped his palms and laughed loudly, "Cheer up!"

He opened another jar of wine and poured it directly into his mouth without stopping. In a few blinks, most of the jar of wine entered Yue Hua's stomach.

Dongfang Bubai snatched the wine jar, and said bitterly, "Yue Hua, didn't you ask me to drink, why did you drink alone? What if I don't have enough to drink later!"

Yue Hua smiled blankly, as if drunk, closed his eyes, the corners of his mouth were still curved, but his face was wrinkled.

Dongfang Bubai felt irritable, but he still endured it, picked up the wine and poured it into his mouth.

Yue Hua also picked up another jug ​​and drank it. After a while, several jugs of wine were wiped out by the two. Yue Hua looked at Dongfang Bubai with drunken eyes.

"Do you want more? I'll get it again..."

Dongfang Bubai didn't seem to be drunk at all, stroked Yue Hua's eyebrows and said softly, "When will you come out?"

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Even after so many days, you still wake up with nightmares...

You just look at the distance alone like that, as if the darkness in your heart will fade a bit...

But there seems to be a wall standing in your heart, you keep everyone out, and you don't let a ray of light in...

I have never seen you cry, let alone see you smile sincerely...

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Yue Hua habitually put a smile on the corner of his mouth, nodded in confusion and said, "I've come out, my revenge is over, there is nothing pressing me down, there is nothing to think about..."

Dongfang Bubai looked at him sadly, and kept staring like this, her chest seemed to be pressed by something, making her breathless.

Seeing Yue Hua lying on the table smiling brighter and brighter, Dongfang Bubai couldn't stand it anymore, stood up and was about to leave.

Yue Hua grabbed Dongfang Bubai, with a hurt look on his face, looked at Dongfang Bubai and said in a hoarse voice, "Are you going, even you are going..."

Dongfang Bubai shook off Yue Hua's hand as if he had heard a big joke, and laughed at himself, "How can I leave? After so long, you are still the same as before, thinking that you are the most painful person in the world. People, don't be stupid!"

Yue Hua was silent for a long time, then put his hand on Dongfang Bubai's arm again, and just looked at her like this.

Xu Shi was drunk, grasping Dongfang Bubai's hand was as strong as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

Dongfang Bubai looked at Yue Hua's fragile appearance, his heart felt as if a needle had been pricked, and tears burst out one by one like a disobedient child.

"You are like this, locking your soul in a forever locked body, have you ever thought about me?"

"Yes, you can keep smiling for me, as if you are very happy, but even a fool can see the grief in your heart, why don't you cry out and shout out so that I can be with you..."

Dongfang Bubai hugged Yue Hua, weeping.

"You just bear it by yourself, you hold that day tightly in your palm, but the more you leave so many wounds in your palm, you are unhappy, but you still smile, do you think this is brave? Or do you think Is this a sign of not being cowardly?"

After crying bitterly, he let go of Yue Hua, there were still tears on his face.

"Your wounds have never completely healed, and I stand beside you, but it seems like there is a big mountain across. Are you really going to grow old with regrets like this?!"

"Why are you punished for losing it?"

Dongfang Bubai turned and left, leaving only her breath and Yue Hua's clenched fists from the beginning.

and the voice "I'm sorry..." in the air

The next day, Dongfang Bubai pushed open the room that belonged to him, but found that there was no one there.

Dongfang Bubai leaned on the edge of the door and slid slowly, "Why, why did you abandon me again..."

I just want you to be happy, to return to the original you with a smile that makes you feel like a spring breeze, but why did you leave and leave me behind...

Dongfang Bubai just waited obsessively, but he ate and drank as much as he wanted, no different from normal people.

But her eyes seemed out of focus, like a doll who lost her soul.

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Three days later, Yue Hua came back.

When Yue Hua came back, he saw Dongfang Bubai leaning against the door in a daze, and felt distressed.

Shaking Dongfang Bubai's shoulders, he said softly, "Dongfang..."

Only then did Dongfang Bubai notice that Yue Hua had returned, so he stood up. Yue Hua thought Dongfang Bubai was going to give him a hug, so he opened his hands.

"Snapped!"

Yue Hua covered his face and looked at Dongfang Bubai in aggrieved astonishment, only felt that there was a black flame burning behind Dongfang Bubai, and Dongfang Bubai's hair was flying.

"where did you go…"

Yue Hua swallowed, and replied softly with horror on his face, "I'm sorry, Dong..."

"Snapped!"

Yue Hua covered his face with his hands and looked at Dongfang Bubai, as if he was about to cry.

Dongfang Bubai still asked leisurely, "Where have you been..."

Yue Hua covered his face and shook his head, expressing that he would not answer.

"Boom!" Yue Hua was kicked to the ground by Dongfang Bubai, struggled to get up, but still shook his head and remained silent.

Dongfang Bubai raised his hands, Yue Hua covered his head with both hands and waited for Dongfang Bubai's violent storm.

But only waiting for a warm hug.

Yue Hua chuckled, and put his hand on Dongfang Bubai's shoulder, "Actually, if you hit him twice, I'll recruit them all..."

Dongfang Bubai broke away and looked at Yue Hua with a charming smile, "Really..."

Yue Hua quickly grabbed Dongfang Bubai back into his arms, "cough cough" before saying, "I'm just kidding."

Dongfang Bubai let out a "hum", enjoying the warmth in Yue Hua's embrace with peace of mind.

for a long time.

"I just found a place to vent..."

"Oh, so you found a place to cry for so many days..."

"certainly not!"

"Humph!"

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It doesn't matter what you are, you are still you.

Red beans are sweeter than lovesickness, and lovesickness is more bitter than red beans.