[hp]Little Daisy and Big Tail Wolf

Remus' voice was a bit difficult: "Amy, I'm your father. Didn't we get along very well before? Why did our relationship become more distant after knowing that I was your father?"

Amy lowered her head and couldn't see her expression: "I know, but... I really can't call you dad now, I still have some things I don't understand, sorry."

"No, child, you don't need to say sorry to me." Remus said eagerly, "I should say sorry to you, I'm sorry I can't grow up with you, I'm sorry for making you a child without a father for more than ten years .”

"Mom said, I can't blame you, it's her own choice." Amy suddenly raised her head, her expression agitated, "I know what Mom said is the truth, and I also know that it really can't blame you. But-- "

Amy paused, took a deep look at Remus and said, "But I can't convince myself not to blame you. You really love your mother as much as you said, so how could you tolerate the woman you love?" It’s so hard to give birth to your child alone. Yes, you didn’t know whether the child was yours at the beginning, so don’t you even have the courage to prove it? Also, you don’t believe in your mother’s love for you, right? ? Do you think that a girl who has been in love with you for several years and just broke up with you in a family accident, will fall in love with someone else and conceive someone else's child so easily?"

"I..." Remus wanted to refute, but found that he couldn't refute Amy's words.

"Maybe you think you are great. As long as your mother is happy, she can be with anyone. Don't you regret giving up the person you love most with such a high-sounding excuse? No, it's not greatness, it's yours." Inferiority is at play, it’s selfishness!” Amy stood up, and said in a voice that was almost roaring, “The one you love the most is not your mother, but yourself, because you are afraid of being hurt, so you run away, That's why you don't fight for it. You cowardly, cowardly, selfish ghost!"

"No, I am not……"

"Aren't you?" Amy continued, not allowing Remus to refute, "Then what did you do when Mom was blaming herself so painfully just now? You didn't say a word, is it in your heart that you are not wrong , the fault is all mother? If this is what you think in your heart, I would rather not have you as a father!"

After Amy finished yelling, the room fell into silence, and the breathing of the two could be clearly heard in the silent room.

"You're right, Amy." After a long time, Remus's voice sounded softly, his tone was very calm, "If you want to listen to what I want to say, can you sit down first?"

Amy stared at Remus' calm face for a while, then slowly sat down opposite him.

"Can I show you your hand with the bracelet?"

Amy didn't know why, so she hesitated, and slowly stretched out her hand with the bracelet.Seeing that Remus easily took off her bracelet.

"Now, you touch the top of your head."

Amy reached out to touch it suspiciously, and as soon as she touched the top of her head, she immediately opened her eyes wide in surprise.

"This……"

"Don't worry." Remus turned the teapot and cup tray on the coffee table into a mirror, held it up to Amy and said, "Look for yourself."

"Ears! This, this..." Amy yelled in surprise when she saw herself in the mirror. She climbed up her head with both hands in disbelief, and pulled hard on the silver-gray, furry pair she saw from the mirror. ears, "Ouch - is this true? Well, then I..."

"It's true." Remus put down the mirror, stretched out his hand to rub Amy's sore ear, stretched it halfway, then retracted it, looking down, he didn't see the flash in Amy's eyes disappointment.

Remus, who paused for a moment, spoke again. Although he pretended to be calm, Amy could still hear the tension in his tone.

"You have such wolf ears, it's because of me, I..." Remus didn't seem to know how to tell his daughter about his real identity, he didn't know how to continue this topic, looked up His daughter's clear and expectant eyes forced him to continue speaking.

"Actually, I'm not a normal wizard, I'm a...a...werewolf." Remus struggled to say the last word, and his eyes didn't have the courage to look at Amy again, "You said that Yes, I am a person with low self-esteem. Ever since I was bitten by a werewolf and turned into a werewolf, I have never thought that I can still live like a normal person, and I can still have the feelings that a normal person has.”

Remus secretly raised his head, saw Amy's surprised face, turned away bitterly, and continued: "However, my parents did not abandon me, and their love for me did not decrease in the slightest. Later, Mr. Dumbledore provided me with I have the same opportunity as other young wizards, so that I can come to Hogwarts to study, and I also met a few friends who don’t care about my status in Hogwarts, so that I can still get friendship like normal people. Originally, I I thought I was lucky enough in this life, I have family, friendship, teacher-student relationship, what else do I expect? Love? No, I never dare to expect, people like me can’t give others happiness, even If you can't even give me the minimum safety of life, what qualifications do you have to love others?"

After a passage, he paused many times, and Amy could easily feel his struggle, pain and inferiority complex, but even so, he did not stop, and continued: "But love really doesn't mean that I don't want to I won’t come. You know? In fact, the first time I saw Daisy, it was like James seeing Lily for the first time. It was love at first sight. I wanted to escape, I wanted to restrain myself, but the more I escaped The more restrained I was, the more I couldn't control my emotions. During that time, my inferiority complex and the desire to possess Daisy almost swallowed me, which made me miserable."

The room was silent, only the voice of Remus softly recalling the past.

"You are right. I am inferior and selfish. I am afraid of being hurt. Later, after I knew that Daisy liked me too, I avoided her. I thought I was a ferocious and dangerous werewolf, and I was not worthy of it." She is so beautiful. I am even more worried that after she finds out that I am a werewolf, her eyes of admiration will turn into loathing—if so, I will go crazy." Remus' tone became much calmer at this point, with Obviously pleased, "But how did I forget? Daisy is the smartest Ravenclaw. I haven't kept the reason for my self-perfect monthly disappearance from her for long. I knew I was a werewolf before the end of the first grade, and we hadn't even learned about werewolves at that time."

Remus had obvious pride on his face, proud of Daisy's intelligence.

"In the fourth grade, at the instigation of Lily, she took the initiative to talk to me—hehe, in fact, most of the words were said by Lily. Daisy just stood beside Lily blushing and said, 'Remus, I like you'. At that time, my heart—how should I put it? It was like drinking the top-level Felicia, and I was so happy that I burst into bubbles of happiness. But these bubbles were punctured one by one by myself, and I I rejected her. She didn't say anything at the time, turned around and left. I thought it was over, and I was relieved, but it was so painful that I was about to die.

In the fifth grade, my best friends finally figured out a way to accompany me through the painful full moon nights, that is, to learn Animagus and accompany me during the full moon.Werewolves are irrational and dangerous to humans, but in the face of animals, they can preserve part of their sanity and live in harmony with them—as long as there is no human presence within its sensing range.

However, Daisy's stubbornness exceeded my imagination.You must not imagine that your mother not only did not give up in the face of my rejection, but instead worked hard to learn Animagus alone. You must know how dangerous it is to learn Animagus without someone's guidance and protection things.But she did, and did.After those few friends accompanied me for a semester, they gave up the night of the full moon to your mother at the beginning of the second half of the fifth grade.With her stubborn persistence and my deep desire, we finally came together. "