[hp]Little Daisy and Big Tail Wolf

"Daisy, why haven't you rested yet?"

One month after school started, Remus finally saw Daisy again, but it was when he was watching the night after the curfew.The cool air by the Black Lake made Remus frowned unconsciously. He took off his cloak and put it on Daisy, and said displeasedly, "Why don't you wear more clothes when you come out so late? The weather in October It's already cold."

The movements are natural and the tone is natural, as if they are still in school, and this is just one of their many dates.

"I couldn't sleep, so I came here to sit." Daisy also naturally wrapped the cloak around her tightly, her eyes still looking at the calm lake, and explained naturally, "The sun hadn't set yet when I came out, So he came out without a cloak."

Sitting here before the sun goes down?Didn't you have dinner and sat alone for a long time?

Remus sighed, sat down beside Daisy, and said softly: "Daisy, did my appearance cause you great trouble? Even...even if we can't do it anymore...we can Can be friends, can't we? We used to be friends, and now we can be... friends again, okay? You don't have to avoid me all the time, and I won't do things that bother you anymore. Is that okay?"

Daisy shook her head lightly, but said nothing.

"Can't friends?" Remus's tone was forced to be calm, but he couldn't hide the disappointment with strong heartache, "Then, even if you are a former classmate of the same level, you don't have to avoid me. If you really don't want to see me, I can, I can do it without appearing in front of you, I..."

The sudden coolness on the back of his hand interrupted what he hadn't finished and couldn't continue. He glanced at the white hand covering the back of his hand in shock, and looked at the owner of the hand in disbelief.Daisy, is she finally willing to approach her?

"Remus, don't think too much, I don't mean not to see you." Daisy didn't turn her head, Remus could only see her profile, although Daisy's eyes couldn't be seen clearly in the dark, but Remus knew that Daisy's blue eyes must be full of tenderness, just like before her parents had an accident 14 years ago.And Daisy's words "It's not that I don't want to see him" made his heart that was still lost just now happy. It's not that he is too easy to satisfy, but that as long as Daisy is willing to give him a little response, it will be the best in the world. matter.

Remus secretly flipped his hand over, holding Daisy's cold hand in his generous warm palm, holding it quietly, with his shoulder leaning on his shoulder, sitting on the slightly wet grass by the lake.

"Remus, here, do you remember anything on this grassland? How do you feel?" Daisy didn't pay attention to Remus' movements, her eyes were still looking at the lake. "This place may be The most familiar place outside the library in the classroom hall. Do you remember those trees over there?" Daisy pointed to a clump of black shadows not far away, "In a blink of an eye, they have grown here for 17 years .17 years ago, Lily said that she wanted to leave traces of what we had studied here at Hogwarts, and suggested that we plant a tree together in the place where we often meet together. But there was a disagreement on what kind of tree to plant , the end result is a person planting a tree. Remember?"

Remus followed Daisy's fingers and looked at the black shadow that was rustling due to a gust of wind, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Why don't you remember? It is said that a person planted a tree, but in fact It's just four. Lily said what kind of tree to plant, James naturally has no opinion, and dare not have any opinion. And you and I... also planted a tree together."

"That's right. Lily chose willow, which is the same material as her wand, I also chose rosewood, Sirius's was yew, and Peter's was hawthorn..." Daisy stood up and walked towards the shadow of the tree as she spoke. As they walked, Remus hurriedly stood up, "But now, the tree is still growing vigorously here, but our friends... Lily and James died for a ridiculous prophecy; Peter is said to be hunting Sirius He was killed by Sirius at that time; Sirius is said to have betrayed James and Lily, and killed the hero Peter and was imprisoned in Azkaban. Although he escaped from prison, his whereabouts are unknown. Those who are alive now return to these trees There are only the two of us under the tree... I don't know if this is luck or misfortune."

"Dess..." Remus had never seen such a Daisy, the bright moonlight shone on Daisy's smiling face, but there was deep sadness.He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know how to persuade her.Maybe Daisy didn't need him to say anything at all, she just wanted him to accompany her quietly and listen to her.

"The days when my parents passed away and I left you were the saddest days in my life." Daisy's left hand was still held by Remus, and she didn't intend to take it out. She gently stroked the tree trunk with her right hand, He sighed and said quietly, "The three people who love me the most and the three people I love the most have left my side one after another, leaving me with almost no courage to live. If it wasn't for hatred, if it wasn't for Petunia's constant watch over me, I would be I couldn’t live through the darkest period. Fortunately, I had Amy later (Remus felt a pain in his heart when Daisy mentioned Amy), which gave me a reason to live, and then I had Ha Leigh, let me know my own responsibility, even if I live not for myself, but also for my parents, for Amy and Harry, for... this is my responsibility."

The first time he heard Daisy mention what happened after the two separated, Remus was both sad and happy.The sad thing is that when Daisy was in the most painful and desperate time, he didn't help Daisy at all, and he never even knew that Daisy had tried to give up her life.To my delight, since Daisy is willing to bring it up, does it mean that Daisy is willing to accept him again?

"Daisy, I'm sorry, I'm not by your side. Daisy, please believe me, I never betrayed you, I..."

"I know, I've always known." Daisy turned her head, this was the first time she met Remus' eyes this evening, and Remus saw the trust in Daisy's eyes, "Remus, I never I suspected that you would betray me, maybe in your heart, my life is much more important than your own."

"It's not maybe, it's sure!" Remus said eagerly, "Daisy, since you believe me, why do you want to... let's not talk about the past, we can now..."

"Sorry, Remus." Daisy turned to face Remus, and said sincerely, "I am a selfish woman, at that time, I just wanted to find someone to escape responsibility for myself, who would allow me to live. The reason... Although I believe in you and fully believe that you will not do anything to hurt me, but... harboring resentment can quickly get me out of despair and let me live. And now, I have hated for more than ten years Hate has become a habit. I'm not the Daisy Evans I was ten years ago. I'm now, full of resentment, selfishness, and a mother of two 13-year-olds. When you miss me I gave birth to a child when you didn't know it..."

"None of this is important!" Remus interrupted Daisy excitedly, tightly grasping Daisy's hands, looking into her eyes nervously, "None of these are important... no, no, no, these are not important at all. It doesn't matter at all. The important thing is, do you still love me now?"

Daisy lowered her head slightly, but did not answer.

"Daisy, do you still love me?" Remus, who was somewhat disappointed, asked again unwillingly, and the strength in his hands increased a bit.

Daisy couldn't avoid the pain from her hand. She raised her head slowly and said to the expectant eyes above her, "Yes, I still love you. I never stopped loving you."

Looking at the eyes that turned into ecstasy with anticipation in front of her, Daisy turned her face away, couldn't bear to say the second half of the sentence in one breath: "But I still hate you more than I love. Remus, I can't do it I don’t love you, but I can’t let go of my love for you, disregard my own hatred, disregard the fact that my parents were killed, and continue to be with you as if nothing happened, I can’t do it .”

Remus had just climbed up to the mid-empty heart, but fell hard to the bottom again.He loosened Daisy's hand slightly, his voice trembling almost imperceptibly: "Is it impossible? Daisy, I didn't mean to force you. Hate will slowly pass with the passage of time, But I believe that love will always be in your heart. Daisy, if you are not ready, it’s okay, you can get along with me in your own way. And I will wait for you behind you—you Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to put pressure on you, you can ignore me, and I will try my best not to cause you any trouble, this is just the way I chose."

"No! No need!" Daisy quickly withdrew her hand, turned her back to Remus, and said decisively, "I'm fine now, there's no pressure, I'm very satisfied with this life, and I have no intention of changing it .Hate may pass, but love will never change? Don't waste your time and affection on a person who will never look back. We should let go, take it easy, and slowly put our own Let go of the feelings of hate or love, maybe one day when I really let go of everything, we can meet in the garden in the afternoon and tell our respective grandchildren the stories of our past.”

Remus could clearly see that Daisy's back was stubbornly straight, but trembling uncontrollably, and her voice was a little choked up.He closed his eyes, tried to calm himself down, opened them again, and he was that gentle Remus again.

"In that case, I'm really looking forward to that day." Remus chuckled. "So, maybe we can still be friends now?"

"Of course." After a few seconds, Daisy said, "Of course we are friends."

"Okay, then, as a long-lost friend, you seem to owe me something." Remus opened his arms, "Aren't you going to give me a hug to celebrate the reunion?"

This time, Daisy didn't hesitate, turned around and hugged Remus' waist tightly, and said to Remus: "Welcome back, and also, I'm very glad to see you again, my...friend."

"Me too, my dear...friend." Remus hugged Daisy tightly. This hug was 14 years apart. What about the next hug?

Talking about the words between friends and hugging between lovers, the two of them didn't feel that there was anything wrong.

"It's getting late, I think we should go back to the castle. Then, Remus, see you tomorrow." After a while, Daisy gently pushed Remus away, and said goodbye with a smile, "Good night."

"Good night, Daisy, see you tomorrow." Remus raised his hand to straighten Daisy's slightly messy hair, but stopped halfway, "Your hair is a little messy."

"Oh, thank you." Daisy quickly brushed her hair, untied the cloak and returned it to Remus, "Thank you for this. Goodbye."

"It's cold, you should wear it."

"Have you forgotten that I'm actually a wizard?" Daisy blinked, put the cloak into Remus's hand, waved her hand and turned to leave.

Seeing the back of Daisy leaving, Remus raised his hand and lightly pressed the small wet print on his shoulder, sighed, put the cloak still warm with Daisy back on himself, imagined The hug just now didn't end there.

Daisy, in fact, we are not as strong as we think. We can't let go, and we can't forget.I will still love you in my own way and wait for you, just like you love me in your own way.Even if we are not together, as long as I know we are in love, I am very happy.I will always wait, waiting for the day when we will be together again.So, dear Daisy, don't cry, I won't give up on you, I never thought of leaving you.