[hp]Little Daisy and Big Tail Wolf

Daisy was brought home by Snape. Harry and Amy were shocked when they saw Daisy like this, because Daisy was still fine when she went out, but she turned into such a weak look when she came back, which is very worrying .

Snape stopped Harry and Amy's inquiries, and helped Daisy to her own room, allowing her to quiet down and adjust her emotions.

After Snape closed the door and went out, Daisy collapsed on the bed as if she had no bones, as if her strength was taken away the moment the door closed.Daisy opened her eyes, staring blankly at the ceiling, her heart was very uneasy, and various thoughts rushed out of her mind.

Since returning to the magic world, it's not that she hasn't thought about seeing Remus again, it's not that she hasn't thought about what she should do and what she should say when she sees Remus again.She had thought countless times what it would be like to see Remus again, what she would say.However, no matter how many times she had thought about designing the scene of meeting, she was still not ready to face Remus again.She did not expect to meet Remus so soon, and under such circumstances, she never imagined that meeting again would be such a scene, and none of the words she had prepared to say to him came in handy... …No, no, she didn't know if it was useful, and she didn't know what she had just said to Remus.All she knew was that from the moment she saw, no, heard Remus' voice, her mind went blank, she forgot to think, and she forgot to look up at him.No, it wasn't that she had forgotten, but that she was afraid that she would lose control when she saw Remus, she was afraid that he would lose control of what she would do and say.

Originally, she wanted to avoid Remus and leave as soon as the meeting was over, but unexpectedly, Principal Dumbledore stopped her and gave her a chance to speak directly to Remus.

Daisy thought of Remus's cautious look when he faced her, of Remus's gray hair, of Remus's worn and patched robes, of those subtle smiles on Remus' face. Wrinkles, remembering...

Daisy couldn't help feeling sour in her heart, Remus, these years haven't been good, have you?Also, with his status, no one would be willing to hire him, even if he is a very good wizard, the prejudice of the world prevents him from living a normal life.And her?But when Remus lost all his friends, he also left him.Remus must have had a hard time these years, and she has some credit for this hard work.

The blue eyes slowly filled with tears, and as she closed her eyes, big drops of tears fell from the corners of her eyes.It was only when she saw Remus that she realized that while she resisted recalling Remus all these years, deep down in her heart, she always longed to see Remus again.If she hadn't controlled herself to escape today, she thought, she would have thrown herself into Remus' arms, right?

But, she can't!Decided to give up, but why still obsessed with it?She remembered that she did not know where she had read such a sentence, "How brave do you have to be to dare to never forget", but she felt that her never forgetting so much was not brave, but cowardly!If you want to give up, why don't you have the determination?Why should she be afraid that once she really gives up and forgets, she will lose the only warmth and support in her heart, she can't bear it!

Giving up is pain, and memories are also pain. Then, press it in the bottom of your heart and put a lock on it. As long as you don't touch it, as long as you don't turn it out, she won't be in pain, she won't be sad.And her warmth and dependence are still there, and she has not left, so that she can give up but possess at the same time, and be a cowardly, self-deceiving, hypocritical woman.

However, once the lock was opened, I found that what was locked inside was no longer the warmth and dependence I thought.The things she thought were the most precious locked up slowly deteriorated under the erosion of time, the warmth turned to ashes, and the support collapsed. They were piled up in the corner of the atrium like a pile of ruins.Slowly, not only did they rot, but the piece of heart that had piled them up also began to rot.

She intends to clean up the pile of rotten things and throw it away, but because of the accumulation for a long time, the pile of ruins has grown together with her heart, not to mention cleaning up all of them and throwing them out, it hurts even if she touches her heart. ground pain.It turned out that over a long period of time, this pile of ruins has become a part of the heart. Whenever it is touched, it hurts, but if it is not touched, it continues to rot together with the heart.

She is afraid of pain, so she wants to keep these things.Better to slowly rot and die than suffer a momentary pain to throw them away and heal yourself completely.She thought, maybe one day, this new part of the heart will slowly heal itself, time is the cruelest and most merciful.Old things slowly rot into ashes in time, and eventually there will be no traces left, while new things will slowly grow in time.Even scars will be healed by time. Isn't there a saying that "time is the best medicine for wounds"?

If Remus hadn't appeared, her wound should have been healing, slowly getting better, right?However, with the appearance of Remus, she tore open her old wounds again, and placed the bloody wounds in front of her eyes, allowing herself to recall that period of the past, and then watching it rot again, until healed.

Daisy closed her eyes, weeping in pain, but she couldn't control her memories.Her consciousness split into two parts, arguing in her head all the time.

One said: "You can't blame him for what happened back then, you just made an excuse for yourself. Things have passed for so many years, you should forget what should be forgotten. You have suffered so much without him these years. Now that he is back, And he still loves you, you might as well accept him. Give him a chance, and give yourself a chance."

Another said: "How can you forget those things? How can you say that you don't pursue those mistakes? Don't forget that what happened back then was your most important person, the only couple in this world. Love you, treat you well but don’t ask for anything in return. Even if they want anything in return, they just hope that you can grow up healthily and live happily.”

The previous one said again: "You also said that Mom and Dad want her to be happy, but has she been happy all these years? Is she happy?"

The latter one said: "Why are you unhappy? Why are you unhappy? With Amy and Harry by my side these years, I think she is very happy. And only after becoming a mother can I know how much her parents paid back then, so I should remember How did your parents die, so you should stay away from him. You don’t want Amy and Harry to suffer what happened to your parents, do you? Don’t you?”

The previous one said: "It is because of being a mother that I can understand the mother's heart. Would a mother be willing to let her children live in pain and torture herself for mistakes that did not belong to her at all? Harry's father and Severer Severus is a rival in love, a deadly enemy, and it was Severus who told the content of the mysterious man's prophecy, that's why Harry's parents were killed by the mysterious man, so Harry became an orphan. According to your logic, Harry Shouldn't you be in love with Severus? And you should stop Harry from falling in love with Severus. But why would you be happy to see Harry develop feelings for Severus?"

The latter said: "These are two things. Lily and James were not killed by Severus, and Severus didn't know that Harry was mentioned in the prophecy, and besides, Severus had already paid for his own mistakes." Torturing myself for so many years and betraying You-Know-Who for Lily and Harry. Don't you know how dangerous it is?"

The former one said: "That's one thing! Lily and James were not killed by Severus, could it be that Remus killed their parents? Severus has suffered for so many years because of his mistakes, could it be that Remus Didn't you? Didn't you see Remus today? He was in his early thirties, but he looked like he was ten years older, his hair had already started to turn gray, and his face had wrinkles. Do you remember 14 years ago Remus? What was it like then? What is it like now? From the way he is now, can't you see how bad he's had all these years? Isn't that enough to make up for the fact that it wasn't his fault at all? Is it a mistake? Do you have to make one thing so complicated and make one or two so painful? It has been painful for more than ten years, and will you continue to suffer for decades?"

The latter said: "Don't make excuses for your vacillation. How did you swear in front of your parents' grave? It's only been 15 years and you only met him once. Are your vows about to be broken? Unfilial girl!"

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The two people in her head were arguing fiercely, and Daisy felt her head was about to explode.For a while, she felt that what she said made sense, and for a while, she felt that the other one was more correct.She didn't know who was right, she didn't know who to listen to.

"Stop arguing, stop arguing." Daisy said softly with her eyes closed, but the two people in her brain ignored her completely and continued to argue, neither one giving in to the other.

"Don't quarrel! Don't quarrel! Don't quarrel! Don't quarrel! Don't quarrel—" Daisy said in one voice, the voice became louder and louder, and finally turned into a shout.

As she yelled loudly, the books, tables, and chairs in the room all floated up.As she shouted louder and louder, the room began to shake, the paintings hanging on the walls were also shaken off, and the chandelier on the ceiling was also slowly shaken down, without hitting the ground, they were all floating in the air.

Suddenly, Daisy's room felt like a typhoon blew up. Except for the bed she was lying on, everything else floated up, spinning rapidly around her, but Daisy herself was calm as if she was in the eye of a typhoon. Not even the hair moved.

Daisy opened her eyes, and the whites of her eyes were slowly filled with bloodshot eyes. She really wanted to not see the tragedy in her room at all. She just wanted to stop the two quarreling sounds in her brain that made her painful, and completely forgot about the surrounding environment .

Downstairs, Snape, who was worried about Daisy, didn't go home, but checked Amy and Harry's summer homework by the way.He didn't check last night, and suddenly he felt the house shake slightly, and Daisy's room even heard a ping-pong-pong mixed with Daisy's yelling.Snape was worried that something had happened to Daisy, dropped Amy's papers and strode upstairs.Amy and Harry looked at each other worriedly, and trotted up the stairs behind Snape.

When they came outside Daisy's room, the voice in Daisy's room became clearer, and Snape stopped knocking on the door, and was about to open the door and go in.However, no matter how hard he tried, the door would not budge.Snape felt that there was a strong pressure in the room pressing the door tightly.Snape pushed the two children against the wall so they weren't facing the door, then drew his wand and blew the door open.

As soon as the door exploded, the magic pressure inside came on. Fortunately, Snape was an adult wizard with powerful magic power. Although he felt the pressure, he didn't suffer any harm.If it was Harry and Amy facing this pressure, they would definitely be injured.

Snape frowned at the chaotic scene inside, preventing Amy and Harry from poking their heads to see what was going on in the room.Amy was very worried, almost crying, she asked anxiously, "Godfather, what happened to my mother?"

Snape frowned and said, "It looks like a magic riot. Do you have any palliative at home? If you have any, bring it here quickly, and I'll pour it down for her."

After listening to Snape's words, Harry hurried downstairs to fetch the medicine box, found a palliative from it and handed it to Snape.After Snape took it, he added an armor body to himself and walked into the room.While observing Daisy's situation, he avoided all kinds of objects spinning rapidly in the air, and approached Daisy cautiously.

At this moment, Daisy was hoarse from shouting, and her eyes were red.She didn't react at all to Snape's approaching, she didn't even resist Snape's potion, she swallowed the potion obediently.

Soon the potion took effect, Daisy's magic power calmed down, and she fell into a coma.Snape checked Daisy, and found that she was fine except that her magic power was exhausted and her energy was exhausted.

Looking at the chaotic room, Snape frowned, picked up Daisy and sent it to Amy's room, then used a spell to tidy up all the parts of Daisy's room that were damaged by Daisy, and finally let Amy and Harry Take care of Daisy, and go back to Spider's End by himself. Daisy needs to take some potions when she wakes up.

After Daisy fell into a coma, her consciousness slowly drifted away.

White, white everywhere.She saw a door in front of her with "Operating Room" written on it. The young father wandered anxiously outside the door, and a woman's screams could be heard from time to time in the operating room.

The moment she saw her father, Daisy couldn't help crying. She cried "Dad" and threw herself into his father's arms, but it was in vain. She and her father passed through each other's bodies.Daisy looked at her body blankly, and found that it was translucent, just like the ghost of Hogwarts.

She, is this dead?Dead, so can you see mom and dad?Then die, with parents by your side, you are not afraid of death.

"Dad, I'm back." She "walked" to her father and said to him with tears in her eyes, but her father didn't hear her at all, didn't see her at all, and stared anxiously and worriedly at the door in the operating room. The door, every time the people inside shouted, Dad's face turned pale.

She was very sad, she finally came back, but her father couldn't see her.She thought, the one inside should be her mother, but why is her mother in the operating room?It looked as if she was having a baby.

Daisy thought, and went through the door into the operating room.The one lying on the operating table was indeed her mother, she looked very young, even younger than she had initially remembered.At this time, my mother was covered in sweat, her hair stuck to her face with the sweat, and she was groaning in pain as she clutched the sheet under her body tightly with both hands.

"Mom—" Daisy cried softly in distress. She knew that her mother couldn't see her, but she still wanted to get close to her.Daisy gently fell from the air to the ground, and wiped her mother's sweat lightly and in vain with her translucent hands, "Mom, hold on, don't give up, you can do it."

The mother seemed to really feel her daughter's call. She tried her best and yelled, only to hear the delivery person shout in surprise: "It's born, it's a girl!"

Daisy looked over in surprise, only to see the doctor holding a baby girl with her feet upside down, and she could vaguely see that the baby girl's hair was red.Daisy smiled, this girl should be Lily, right?But what about her?She was nearly an hour younger than Lily and suffered from dystocia, so she was in poor health since she was a child.So now she is still in the mother's stomach, isn't she?Daisy turned her head to look at her mother in horror, and found that her smiling face was replaced by pain in an instant, and she began to moan in pain.

One has been born, and the mother obviously has no strength, and the groaning is not as loud as before.Daisy looked at her mother anxiously, grabbed her hand in vain, wiped her sweat, and kept saying, "Mom, come on! Mom, support me! Mom, Daisy is coming out to accompany mom! Never give up."

Seeing that the mother's strength is getting weaker and weaker, the voice is getting weaker and weaker, and the movement of the child in the stomach is getting smaller and smaller.But now it was too late to have another caesarean section. The doctors could only help Daisy's mother, encourage her, and prevent her from passing out.

Seeing that almost an hour had passed, Daisy was so anxious that she burst into tears. She cried and begged her mother: "Mom, don't give up, you must persevere. Mom, Daisy is here, Daisy is with mom, mom, You must be fine..."

At this time, a nurse leaned down and said in Mama Daisy's ear, "Mrs. Evans, you must persevere. As long as you try harder, the child will come out. For your child, you must not give up."

Maybe it was the connection between mother and daughter, maybe it was the nurse's words that gave her mother Daisy strength. Daisy saw her mother's eyes widen suddenly, and felt that she was accumulating all her current strength, and then pushed forward.

"It's a girl again!" Daisy looked at in surprise, and sure enough, it was a girl with blond hair, which was herself.Although it looked less than two-thirds of Lily's size, and the cry was soft, not as loud as Amy's pet Della, but it was finally born safely.

"Mom, good job, I..." Daisy turned her head, only to find that her mother had passed out because she was too tired.Mom has worked really hard, go to sleep mom.

The scene in front of her eyes suddenly changed, and when her eyes became clear again, she found that she was in a pink ward, her mother had already woken up, and the young father was talking to her mother with the red-haired Lily in his arms. Petunia was childishly asking for a hug for her sister.

Mom is obviously awake and fine, but why are mom and dad unhappy?Why are my mother's eye circles red?What's wrong?

Daisy "walked" closer, and heard her mother choked up and said, "...poor child."

poor child?who is it?By the way, why is Dad only holding Lily, what about her?Where did she go?Don't parents like her because she made mother suffer because of her birth?

While thinking wildly, she heard the young father say: "Honey, don't be sad, our child will be fine. I named the child, do you want to know?"

Mom forced Si to smile and said, "Let's hear it."

"The second daughter is called Lily, and I hope she will be as beautiful as Lily in the future. The younger daughter has golden hair, so she is named Daisy, a blonde girl. I also hope that she will be as strong as a daisy and live healthy."

"Okay, it's a nice name." Mom started to choke up again, "Honey, can you take me to see Daisy? I haven't seen her since she was born. If I accidentally fell If you fall and cause premature birth, you won't have dystocia, and Daisy won't suffer from it."

"Honey, don't be sad. You should be happy now. Our Daisy has felt mother's happiness, and she will be fine." Dad promised his mother tenderly, and carried her to the wheelchair, leaving Lily alone. In her mother's arms, she took Penny to the observation ward.

In the ward, Daisy saw the baby lying quietly in the nutrition cabin, with several tubes inserted into the tiny body.Seeing Daisy in this state, my mother was so distressed that she wanted to cry again.Dad gently hugged his mother's shoulders, and gently persuaded him: "I said just now, you have to be happy and give your daughter confidence so that she can persevere. Dear, please talk to Daisy, mother and daughter Lian Xin, Daisy must be able to feel it."

The mother wiped away her tears, smiled hard and said to Daisy in the nutrition cabin: "Daisy, mother, dear daughter, you must persevere, mother is waiting for you. Daisy, the hospital is not fun, you must be well." Get up and go home with mom. You are a good child of mom and dad, you must be reluctant to have mom and dad, right? Daisy, you must wake up, you must. Daisy, mom loves you, mom loves you..."

Every time mother said something, Daisy answered with tears.Mom, Daisy wants to go home; Mom, Daisy misses you; Mom, Daisy loves you too.

But Daisy in the nutrition cabin did not respond, but the equipment next to her suddenly rang sharply, and the on-duty staff hurried over, said that the situation was dangerous, and asked the parents out of the ward, and began to rescue them .

Dad looked anxiously through the glass window at the sound of busyness inside, while mother clasped her hands together and began to pray, begging the merciful God to save her child.

Suddenly, the door opened, and Mom and Dad stared anxiously at the doctor who came out, and asked urgently, "How is our daughter?"

"It's fine for the time being, but it's not out of danger. This child's development is not complete, and it was difficult to give birth, so the situation is very bad. Our suggestion is to give up treatment. The survival rate of this child is very low, so it is considered alive. Down, her health will be poor, maybe..."

"Maybe what?" the gentle father suddenly raged, his eyes were red and he roared, "You tell us to give up our own children? You tell us not to continue treating our children? You want a father and a mother Give up the life of your own child? Do you have the heart? Do you have children? Don’t you feel sorry for your own children? Let me tell you, I can’t do it!” Dad pointed at the ward tremblingly, “No matter what In this way, neither my wife nor I will give up my child. As long as this child is still alive, we will try our best to save her. As long as she is alive, we will take care of her and love her for a day; if we try our best to keep her, we still cannot keep her , she will return to God with our love for her. No matter what happens, this baby is our daughter and we will never give her up. I want you to promise that you will do everything in your power to save us daughter!"

In Daisy's memory, her father was always gentle. Every time the sisters did something wrong unintentionally, it was always their mother who criticized them, and it was always their father who defended them.It turns out that my father still has such a side, but it is because of her.

Daisy cried silently, big tears rolled down, but they didn't reach the ground.She approached her father, hugged her father's neck weakly, and cried, "Dad, Daisy is here, Daisy will not leave you. Dad, Daisy loves you too. Woooooo..."

"Doctor, the baby's eyes have opened, and the signs of life have become stronger." The nurse excitedly came out to inform the doctor, and the doctor and parents entered the ward excitedly.