After dressing as a supporting actress, I and Bai Yueguang are in HE

Sun Haiyan is an orphan. Like Yan Muhuai, she grew up in an orphanage.

The era she lived in was old and outdated, with frequent bad habits. At that time, the director of the orphanage was a very old-fashioned woman, who believed that women should not go to school, and their greatest ability was to support their husband and children at home .

Therefore, what Sun Haiyan has been exposed to since childhood is not textbooks, but sets of etiquette rules.

The dean can't be said to be a good person, but he can't be said to be a bad person. They were allowed to go to school, but there was a requirement: they had to complete the tasks and courses assigned by her before they could go to school.

Embroidery, playing chess, playing the piano, manners, appearance... These are all the courses she delegated. Sun Haiyan is not particularly smart, and it often takes a whole day to barely learn it, but she can't learn it well.

She devoted all her time to studying these, so naturally she couldn't take care of the courses at the other school.

In high school, Sun Haiyan dropped out of school to work part-time. She left the orphanage where she was raised one winter night and came to another brand new city to start a new life.

In those days, any job needed a degree. She didn't have a degree, but she applied for a job as a waiter in a big hotel with her exceptionally good face.

Looking good is her advantage, but it is also her disadvantage.

In the second year after coming to this city, Sun Haiyan found out that she was pregnant. At that time, the child in her stomach was already three months old. Because of malnutrition, her lower abdomen was only slightly erect. She didn't look like a pregnant woman, just fat some.

Sun Haiyan couldn't find the father of the child, and the other party ran away after sleeping with her all night.

She didn't dare to tell others, so she had to wear loose clothes every day to cover it up. She was too thin at that time, so she concealed it like this.

When the child in her belly was eight months old, she went out to buy milk powder and met Father Jiang by chance.

Jiang's father fell in love with her at first sight, and launched a very violent pursuit. Sun Haiyan, who was pregnant at the time, hid from him and never dared to accept his pursuit.

In the second month of knowing Father Jiang, she disappeared for a week, and when she came back, she put on a white dress, showing her slender figure, and agreed to Father Jiang's marriage proposal.

No one knows where she went during that time.

She knew it herself.

She used her little savings to buy a train ticket, crossed half of the city, and gave birth to a baby girl in a hospital in what was then known as a wealthy area.

The delivery almost used up all her savings. She looked at the little baby in the incubator, crying uncontrollably.

...she couldn't take the baby back.

Father Jiang's parents would not allow her a woman who had given birth to be with Father Jiang.

Sun Haiyan looked at the child with nostalgia and tenderness in his eyes.

She asked the nurse to take the child out and let the child sleep next to her for the night.

Staying by the mother's side, the child slept soundly, with his little hands curled up tightly and his eyes closed, his eyebrows and eyes looked very much like Sun Haiyan.

This baby... is her daughter.

But she can't keep her by her side, she can't, one delivery will cost her all her savings, she can't imagine how a woman who is still in confinement will work with a baby in the days to come, after that What will she do with hospitalization fees, milk powder money, diaper money, sick check-ups and daily expenses.

Sun Haiyan sang a song for the child, which was taught by the principal.

After singing, she leaned over and placed a light kiss on the baby's forehead.

She thought, my baby, mother will always love you.

However, she left the hospital without looking back, walked hundreds of kilometers on foot, returned to the city where she worked, and said "I am willing" to that flirtatious rich second generation.

Sun Haiyan knew that Father Jiang liked her.

But he also knew that Jiang's father's liking was not pure. His parents could only agree to them being together because the Jiang family just needed a woman who had no background, was weak, was easy to handle, and could stand on the stage.

Sun Haiyan is indeed selfish.

After marrying into the Jiang family, she was pregnant with a child, but it was still a girl after the pregnancy test.

Father Jiang and her father-in-law and mother-in-law's attitude towards her became cold all at once, and Sun Haiyan slept anxiously every night, for fear that she would be kicked out of the house because of giving birth to a daughter.

She was getting more and more panicked.

This woman without any ideas came up with a stupid plan. When going down the stairs, she sprained her ankle slightly and fell straight down.

The child is three and a half months old and has already taken shape. She is packed in a small box, and her body shape can be seen initially.

The Jiang family asked the hospital to deal with the child.

Sun Haiyan dragged her sickly body to the incineration room. Through a door, she pressed her forehead against the cold glass, sobbing softly.

She said to the unborn child in her heart, my baby, mother loves you, but mother can't let you come into this world, why... can't you be a boy.

Not long after that miscarriage, Sun Haiyan became pregnant again.

This time it was a boy.

With the last time, the whole family is extra careful with her this time.

From finding out she was pregnant to giving birth, everything went smoothly and safely, and she finally gave birth to a healthy baby boy.

Sun Haiyan was finally relieved.

When she brought the child to the age of three, a woman with a big belly found Jiang's family.

... She also had a boy in her belly.

At that time, Jiang Chengwei tugged at her clothes and asked: "Mom, who is she? Why did you come to find Dad? Does she have a baby in her stomach?"

It was a sunny day, but Sun Haiyan was cold all over.

It was rare for Jiang's father to be nice to her, saying that if the woman was kicked out after giving birth, it would definitely not threaten her status.

What else could Sun Haiyan do, of course she could only obey.

After all, all she had learned in the first half of her life was obedience.

When the child was about to give birth, Sun Haiyan couldn't sleep all night. Once, when she got up to drink water, she heard a vague conversation.

"When did you divorce her? Didn't you say that she would marry me when I was pregnant?" This was Xiaosan's voice.

"It's coming soon, wait for you to give birth to the baby."

...this is her husband.

The little third mother lives in her house, sleeps next to her husband, and even pesters her husband not to come to see her, and now she is even more concerned about her position.

It has been three years since Sun Haiyan gave birth, and she has been suffering from mild postpartum depression, but no one has noticed.

That night, she came to Jiang Chengwei's room and sat there all morning.

Jiang Chengwei woke up in a daze in the middle of the night and asked her what she was doing.

Sun Haiyan: "...Son, wherever Mommy goes, you go there, right?"

At that time, Jiang Chengwei hadn't grown into a bastard, so he agreed obediently, and then he saw his mother smiling.

"...Then let's die together, shall we?"

Sun Haiyan is too tired, she feels that she has been a complete digester in this life, she doesn't understand who she should blame, the head of the orphanage who instilled in her since she was a child that women should marry a good family?A man who pursues her just to sleep with her and doesn't want to be responsible?The mistress of the majestic dove occupying the magpie's nest?A husband who treats her coldly and violently?

She didn't even dare to hate.

She didn't have the courage to die either.

She had no choice but to pray to her parents who didn't know where they were: help me, help me, help me...

Sun Haiyan has been unlucky all her life, only that time she was lucky.

Xiaosan died of massive bleeding in the hospital, leaving only one son.

Sun Haiyan thought that God was helping her, but five years after that incident, she accidentally learned the truth.

It turned out that in the hospital, the doctor asked Jiang's father: whether to protect the big or the small?

And the man chose the child without hesitation.

Sun Haiyan went to burn a stick of incense for Xiaosan, she thought: Let's have a good pregnancy in the next life, don't meet such a man again.

She seemed to be talking to herself.

The Jiang family's business grew bigger and bigger, and gradually became a well-known wealthy area in City A.

At a banquet, she met a girl half a year older than Jiang Chengwei. The girl's surname was Gu, and she was Gu Xiaoting, the eldest daughter of the Gu family.

Sun Haiyan and her hit it off right away, and the depression that had lasted on and off for more than ten years began to get better. She didn't know if it was God's will or what, but by chance, she saw a picture of the girl when she was a child.

……so similar.

Those eyes are so similar, they are exactly the same as when she was a child.

Gu Xiaoting told her at the time that her eyes had a congenital disease. She had an operation when she was a child, and then her eyes were slightly deformed, and now she can hardly see the original appearance.

Sun Haiyan didn't fall asleep all night. After dawn, she secretly took a paternity test, and the words written in black and white on it made her even more excited.

Yes, this is her daughter.

Sun Haiyan thought, no wonder they are so close, it turned out that it was all because they were mother and daughter.

She was ecstatic, and almost couldn't wait to hug her daughter back to her.

But no, she had to do it for her daughter.Also make plans for yourself.

At this moment, she noticed that something was wrong with Gu Xiaoting.

Every time she looked at Jiang Chengwei, there was innocence in her eyes, as if she had just begun to fall in love.

This discovery made Sun Haiyan panic and joy in her heart. She was afraid that the two were clearly half-brothers and sisters, but she was happy that...she might take this opportunity to bring her daughter back to her.

She had no idea for most of her life, and finally made a decision on this matter that made her shudder every time she thought about it.

Sun Haiyan is really selfish, and she knows it herself, but she can't control it anymore.

She just wanted to make up for the regrets of the past so many years.

However, it was precisely this mentality of hers that led to the tragedy of Yuan Shen's life.

"So you're only doing so much because you want to keep your daughter by your side."

Gu Xiaoting slightly raised his eyebrows, the smile on his face faded slightly.

There was a howling cold wind blowing outside the pavilion, Sun Haiyan's voice trembled uncontrollably, and there was hope in his eyes: "Xiaoting... can you, forgive me?"

The atmosphere suddenly froze, and it took about a quarter of an hour before Gu Xiaoting's voice came out.

"mom."

she shouted.

Sun Haiyan was stunned, two lines of tears welled up in his eyes, before he could respond, he heard Gu Xiaoting say: "This is the first time I call your mother, and it will be the last time, it counts as repaying the kindness you gave me 23 years ago."

The author has something to say: Ms. Sun Haiyan is a very pitiful and hateful woman. She is indeed miserable, but it is undeniable that she cannot be forgiven.

感谢在2021-03-2518:58:43~2021-03-2620:20:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!