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[Xiang Huan: I like her so much that I only want to be with her in the last few years of my life? 】

The tight string in Yan Muhuai's mind seemed to snap suddenly.

Countless things that could explode exploded in her mind one by one, and she stared fixedly at the words oh on the screen, suddenly feeling like she couldn't read.

What does it mean?

... What is "only a few years of life"?

What does this sentence mean?ah?what does it mean

Yan Muhuai stared blankly at the screen in front of him, for a moment he couldn't figure out whether he was dreaming, or had she strayed into a real environment?It was so real that she couldn't tell whether it was real or not.

Her body was almost over her head, and before she could react, she followed her heart and typed the next sentence and sent it.

[Gu Xiaoting: What does it mean to have only a few years to live? 】

[Xiang Huan: I think you should know more about this than me. 】

【Gu Xiaoting: ... Let me ask you, what does it mean to have only a few years to live? 】

[Xiang Huan: Do you really want me to tell the story?Miss Gu. 】

She ran to ask again, and Xiang Huan on the other end seemed to suddenly understand something.

[Xiang Huan: You are not Gu Xiaoting, who are you? 】

After this sentence, no new messages popped up in the chat box.

Yan Muhuai made a phone call directly.

No one answered for a long time, and the person on the other end of the phone was hesitating whether he should answer the call or not.

After a while, just when the phone was about to hang up because no one answered, the other end answered the call as if it was a long time coming.

"...Hello? Miss Gu?"

Xiang Huan's voice came through the microphone.

Yan Muhuai gripped the phone tightly: "It's me, Yan Muhuai."

Xiang Huan stopped talking for a while.

Yan Muhuai said in a hoarse voice: "I have a question to ask you. Regarding the message you sent just now, she is not here now, so I hope you can tell the truth about it. If you don't tell me, I will ask her in person. , I can’t guarantee what the scene will turn into at that time.”

Xiang Huan gritted his teeth and nodded after a long time: "Okay, let me tell you, if Miss Gu blames you, you can say that I told you on my own initiative."

Yan Muhuai stared straight ahead, the grotesque shadow rendered her pupils colorful, like stones, and like a rainbow.

But within that rainbow, there is a layer of darkness that cannot be shaken off.

Gu Xiaoting came back in the afternoon.

She went to get Yuanbao's dog food, pet biscuits, and small toys. The previous few times, Yan Muhuai went alone, but today she happened to feel bored, so she went alone.

Putting the exquisitely packaged extra-large gift box on the table, Gu Xiaoting casually pulled his long hair together, and while looking for a rubber band, he saw Yan Muhuai who was sitting stiffly on the sofa.

"Is there a rubber band? I can't find the rubber band all the time. Either it was taken by Yuan Bao to play with, or it was lost."

Gu Xiaoting let out a sigh of relief: "I remember there was a rubber band at home."

Yan Muhuai said: "...I have it in my hand, come here, and I will pierce it for you."

Gu Xiaoting did not suspect him, squatted down in front of her, leaned against the sofa with his back, and sat down half leaning: "Rong Bailu is still upstairs? Didn't come down?"

She looked around: "Yuan Bao also ran up after her?"

"Ah."

Yan Muhuai picked up a comb, stretched out his hand to pull back the fine strands of hair at the side of her temples, and combed them back with a horn comb, gathering them together.

Her movements are gentle and slow.

Gu Xiaoting slightly raised his head and looked at the TV screen: "My sister is...watching cartoons? How come I don't know when you became obsessed with cartoons, and it's still such a childish version."

Yan Muhuai said softly: "I couldn't find anything good-looking, so I just picked it up."

Gu Xiaoting tilted his head slightly, and said noncommittally: "Sister, really, you can watch it if you want, and no one will stop you."

Yan Muhuai let out a soft "hmm" again, and she suddenly said: "I still remember when you first met me, you asked for my phone number, and when you got back, you asked me out to watch a movie together."

Gu Xiaoting turned his back to her, and ate the dried fruit placed on the table: "How long ago did it happen, why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

Yan Muhuai said: "When I just tuned in, I saw the movie we watched. There was nothing left and right, so I rewatched it again."

When Gu Xiaoting heard the words, he gave a soft "hmm", with a rising sound at the end, as if he was a little puzzled: "Don't you like watching the same movie over and over again?"

Yan Muhuai said: "This movie is very interesting. It's been almost a year. Do you still remember what it said?"

Without waiting for Gu Xiaoting to answer, she continued on her own, and narrated the general plot of the movie in a few words: "I still remember that after watching it, you told me that the evaluation was not satisfactory. Generally satisfied, the only thing you are dissatisfied with is the final ending. Your idea is that the death of the heroine is the best ending."

Gu Xiaoting stared at the TV screen.

The children's program ended, and a person dressed in black appeared on the screen, and her figure was also reflected on the screen, which was not very clear and blurry.

The silence lasted for a long time, Gu Xiaoting asked: "Yes, this is my idea, why, sister suddenly told me this, what does it mean?"

Yan Muhuai's voice was extremely calm, and when she was speaking, she kept running her hands through Gu Xiaoting's soft hair, combing her hair unhurriedly.

"There has been a saying on the Internet that things in movies, TV dramas, and literary works are false after all, and should not be substituted into reality."

Gu Xiaoting listened quietly.

One of the two is in front and the other is behind, and no one can see who's expression clearly.

Yan Muhuai said: "I have always disagreed with this sentence. I think that art comes from life, and the inspiration for their creation should also come from life."

"—But just now, I suddenly realized that I was wrong. Not only was I wrong, but I was also very wrong."

"Reality tells me," she paused: "What happened in the movie really can't be substituted into life, just like the end of that movie, the heroine didn't die, but in reality, the 'heroine' ended up dying." will die."

The living room was suddenly plunged into a deadly silence.

The TV was turned off at some point, and the large, pitch-black screen clearly reflected the figure of the person on the sofa.

Gu Xiaoting sat up straight against the sofa, with her hands casually resting on Wan Ru's legs, she gently pressed her knees: "...Huh?"

Yan Muhuai's combing her hair unconsciously stopped, her fingertips trembled uncontrollably, she stroked Gu Xiaoting's long hair, closed her eyes forcefully, the heaving of her chest was hard to conceal.

She was panting heavily.

She stretched out trembling fingertips, and hugged Gu Xiaoting's neck from behind, her arms kept tightening, and buried her head on it.

"Jiajiao, tell me, is it true that the saying 'art comes from life' is true, or is it true that the saying 'things in literature should not be substituted into reality'?"

"...Both sentences are true."

Gu Xiaoting spoke.

There was a tremolo in Yan Muhuai's voice, and he couldn't stop trembling: "So, you will die, right?"

Gu Xiaoting raised his hand and lightly pressed his forehead: "Everyone is going to die, whether they die sooner or later, it's just a matter of time."

Yan Muhuai was emotional, and her chest rose and fell extremely violently. She almost pressed her face completely against Gu Xiaoting's hair, and the warm air from her panting sprayed all over Gu Xiaoting's neck, which was wet and hot. of.

Like a teardrop.

Ironed that piece of skin.

Yan Muhuai asked: "There are only three to five years to live. Is this a matter of dying sooner or later?" Her voice was almost choked, mixed with faint weeping sounds.

Gu Xiaoting did not speak.

She acquiesced.

She acquiesced to the fact that she could only live for three to five years.

This also means that what Xiang Huan just said is true, and everything is true.

Xiang Huan knows, Gu Xiaoting knows...

Maybe even You Fengbai also knows.

Only she was kept in the dark from beginning to end, acting like a fool.

Yan Muhuai asked in a hoarse voice: "Why didn't you tell me that the virus has side effects on the [-]% of the population?"

Gu Xiaoting tilted her head back, feeling the warm breath slipping down her neck, as if it was really a teardrop.

"You said that you have been involved in my life for nearly 30 years. I thought you knew everything."

...not really.

Yan Muhuai was also absent sometimes.

During the period when she didn't know her mind, the period when she desperately restrained herself from sleeping, and after Gu Xiaoting escaped from the research institute, she was slowly reducing the number of dreams.

The last year of Gu Xiaoting's life was spent by herself.

No one was with her, and no one knew where she was.

Even Yan Muhuai was completely ignorant of the general plot of the "follow-up".

"When you were away, I saw your mobile phone, and there was a message from Xiang Huan on it. I called and asked everything clearly."

Gu Xiaoting said: "All?"

"...Well, everything I don't know."

Yan Muhuai could never forget the shock that the phone call with Xiang Huan had brought to her.

The seven percent of people who are infected with the virus will indeed have superpowers, but they will also develop cancer between the ages of 25 and 40, and eventually die of cancer.

Without exception.

Yan Muhuai never knew there was such a thing, she could not hear voices in her dreams, she could only see, and some dreams were still vague, she could not see anything except Gu Xiaoting.

When Xiang Huan died, he was 26 years old, still very young, and he belonged to the first group of people who died.

She died of brain cancer.

As far as she knew, 30-year-old Jiang Xue was suffering from some kind of organ cancer, and 28-year-old Jin Yushuang was suffering from lung cancer.

This kind of cancer is different from ordinary cancer. Ordinary cancer has the possibility of being cured, but people infected with the virus do not. The mutated virus in their body will devour the healthy resistance cells like eating mulberry leaves.

Seven percent is a godsend.

It is also the curse of the devil.

作者有话要说：太忙了QAQ，快结局了有一点点卡文。感谢在2021-05-1821:53:11~2021-05-1921:17:13期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

Chapter 31

But Gu Xiaoting never told her about it.

She showed an omnipotent appearance, so Yan Muhuai really thought that she was omnipotent, and could even cross the boundary between life and death, becoming the only miracle and exception.

What Xiang Huan said was not only these, but also others.

Gu Xiaoting died in the original world, and because of this, she was able to open her eyes and come to this so-called world in the book.

But she didn't say why she died or how she died.

Yan Muhuai once asked insincerely, and the answer she gave was: accident.

Accidents, people never know whether it comes first or tomorrow.

Yan Muhuai expressed his understanding and didn't ask any further questions.

But looking back now, she realized that there was a fatal loophole hidden in these two words.

What kind of accident can kill Gu Xiaoting?

Of course there is only one answer.

An accident of her own making.

She sent away many people by accident, and ended her own life by accident.

Xiang Huan said that she had met Gu Xiaoting after a year of separation. At that time, her health was getting worse and worse, even to the point of being visible to the naked eye.

Gu Xiaoting didn't say anything, but she knew that the other party also suffered from cancer.

She began to lose a lot of hair, and the black hair was mixed with gray, just like her life, which gradually turned from splendor and glory to decay and gloom.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't sleep all night, she had constant nosebleeds, dizziness, vomiting, loss of feeling in her thumb...

But she didn't go to therapy, it didn't help, it did nothing but prolong her suffering.

Before the cancer completely took her life, she was the first to sentence herself to death.

Then, she opened her eyes again and came to another world.

Yan Muhuai didn't know how she survived.

She just thought that those dreams she had had would become reality sooner or later.

On the night when she was hospitalized in a car accident, she dreamed that her canary was missing. She searched all over the world, and finally found the Tomb of the Unknown in a small town full of flowers.

Inside is her soul and her body.

It turned out that from that time on, there had been a faint omen.

Gu Xiaoting retracted his flattened leg, and calmly said: "That was in the original world, it has nothing to do with the present, Yan Muhuai, this is a brand new world."

"……you're lying."

Yan Muhuai's voice was hoarse.

There was a weeping sound in her voice that couldn't be ignored: "You lied, Jiaojiao, you lied to me again, can't you just once, don't you lie to me? Can't you... tell me everything?"

Gu Xiaoting did not speak.

It's clear she knows exactly what she's doing.

She had indeed lied to him.

Yan Muhuai knew it, and she knew it too.

Xiang Huan said on the phone.

Since people can come from another world, how can they guarantee that those things will not follow?

The arm is powerful and powerful.

This is Gu Xiaoting's supernatural power, a supernatural power that shouldn't have appeared on her now, but she actually possesses this thing, like a gangrene attached to the bone, which can't be shaken off or gouged out, no matter who she is Dead, or she lived.

It follows her forever.

Yan Muhuai stretched out his hand and took out a folder from behind the sofa cushion: "I asked you earlier why you didn't go to the company, and your answer to me was that the company is too tired and you just want to play outside freely."

She let go of Gu Xiaoting's hand, opened the kraft paper bag with trembling hands, and unwrapped the coils on it one by one.

Finally, she took out the contents.

——It was a medical report.

"This is the real reason why you don't want to go to the company. Gu's employee benefits include a quarterly physical examination and an annual full-body physical examination. This is your medical examination report that Sili got when you were first in the company. "

Yan Muhuai took out a piece of paper, his eyes fell on the black ink, and he spoke softly.

"There are shadows caused by unknown reasons in the lungs. It is not possible to determine what it is, and an in-depth examination should be carried out."

She paused, and the hand pinching the corner of the report contracted uncontrollably, her finger bones gradually squeezed together, making an unpleasant "creaking" sound, which was the sound of her joints colliding.

"...It's lung cancer, isn't it?"

Gu Xiaoting remained silent.

Yan Muhuai felt that she was crazy, she desperately wanted an answer, but instinctively feared or even loathed that answer.

"Tell me, what exactly is it?"

The silence lasted a long time.

Gu Xiaoting finally opened her mouth, her attitude was a little relaxed: "Since you already know, why are you still asking me?"

boom.

Yan Muhuai heard her ears suddenly explode, like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart like a puddle of mud, blood and flesh splashed out, covering half of her body.

She wanted to speak countless words at this moment, but in the end she couldn't say a word, she just mumbled.

She admitted it.

Gu Xiaoting admitted.

She knew about it early in the morning, but she kept it secret and said nothing.

It was as if a sharp knife had been stabbed into Yan Muhuai's heart, and the sharp blade was messing with her chest wantonly.

The pain made her almost unable to breathe.

Yan Muhuai: "Why didn't you tell me?"

Gu Xiaoting did not speak.

Yan Muhuai's emotions became agitated, and the cold beauty in the eyes of outsiders looked like a lunatic at this moment, and asked hoarsely: "Why? Gu Xiaoting, why didn't you tell me?"

Gu Xiaoting's back relaxed slightly, he lowered his head, put his hands on his knees, "What do you want from me, Yan Muhuai?"

"I'm not with you, you're going crazy, I'm with you, you're still going crazy. I told you the truth about You Fengbai, you're not happy, I don't tell you, you're still not happy, what do you want Let me do it."

It was clearly a questioning sentence, but she said it in a statement-like tone.

Yan Muhuai never hated her so much and remained calm.

She hoped that Gu Xiaoting didn't react like this, whether she was guilty, apologizing or other emotions, she would not think there was any problem.

It happened to be so calm.

Such a place is not surprising.

It made her look like an ignorant, fussing lunatic.

"Gu Xiaoting, tell me your past, is it really so difficult?"

After a long time, Gu Xiaoting said at the beginning: "It's hard, of course it's hard."

This is really too difficult for her.

It was harder than letting her die.

Gu Xiaoting is not a character who likes to complain, and it is absolutely impossible to tell others about her past. It not only symbolizes her submissiveness and showing weakness, but also symbolizes——

She wants to open all the wounds on her body, tear off those scabbed scars, and teach the bloody past inside to be clearly displayed.

Her pain, her sorrow, she can bear it alone.

What's the use of telling others?

In addition to gaining two specious words of comfort, in addition to gaining whispers behind others' backs, it is useless to tell others.

Because no one can bear it for her, share it for her.

The only person she can rely on is always herself.

Maybe her love for Yan Muhuai is unreserved, and she can even give up her life for him, but she always has reservations about these things.

Even though this "reservation" will become the sword of Damocles hanging over the head, judgment will come down at some point.

But Gu Xiaoting still wouldn't say it.

"No reason, I just don't want to tell you."

"..."

There was silence in the living room.

What a beautiful weather and season.

Everything is revived, the grass grows and warblers fly, singing and swallows are everywhere, and the unknown fragrance of flowers permeates the air, mixed with unknown vitality. It is their bloom after a whole winter of silence, and it is also their carnival.

The sun is warm and warm, and it shines from the high and far blue sky, covering the land.

However, some places are full of decay and dilapidation, which is the silent cry of souls that should have been buried long ago.

The spread of cancer is advanced.

Originally, it should gradually start to appear after the age of 25, but Gu Xiaoting's body is only 24 years old.

The thing followed like a shadow.

Yan Muhuai suddenly remembered something, looked down in a panic, and accurately identified a strand of dark red hair from among the black hair.

"Do you do highlights for fun, or because you have gray hair?"

Gu Xiaoting calmly said: "I have both."

With an extremely relaxed tone, he didn't take this matter to heart at all.

Yan Muhuai suddenly felt very angry, unprecedentedly angry, a nameless anger ignited in her heart, and it intensified.

"You still hid it so tightly that you never revealed a word to me."

Gu Xiaoting chuckled: "Isn't my sister the one who knows me best? I don't know anything, I just keep my mouth shut. I won't reveal a single word of what I shouldn't say."

Yan Mu felt in a daze that everything had returned to the past.

At that time, Gu Xiaoting didn't like her, nor did he have a good impression of her.

She is as high as a god, but she is left begging and begging at the bottom, unable to kneel.

It seems to be back to that time now.

The gods are always gods, He is always high above, never lifted his eyelids to look at all living beings below, and never gave a drop of rain, but just looked at His believers with compassion all year round.

Is there room for a person in the eyes of God?

No.

Gu Xiaoting straightened up while supporting the blanket, and walked into the kitchen: "I'm hungry, let's talk about anything after I'm full."

She checked the refrigerator, and used the refrigerator door to hide the indifference on her face.

That indifference was not towards Yan Muhuai, but towards herself.

She took out the leftover lunch from the refrigerator and put it in the microwave for a timer.

The warm yellow light from the microwave came through and shone on her fair finger bones, but couldn't pass through.

The slight roar lasted for a long time, and within this sound, other sounds seemed to be covered up.

Gu Xiaoting looked into the living room.

Yan Muhuai is not here.

she left.

"Ding."

The regular microwave oven rang, and the warm yellow light inside tended to dim.

Gu Xiaoting stood there for a long while, losing his appetite at all.

"...What is it all about?"

作者有话要说：才发现今天520，我写虐是不是有点不道德，陷入沉思。感谢在2021-05-1921:17:13~2021-05-2020:15:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 484417181;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!