When you wake up, the object becomes an old aunt

Lin Mu always felt that she was more aggressive, but every time Ruan Qiuchi took the initiative, she found that she would become very shy, as if Ruan Qiuchi gave her the courage before.

"Then let's go take a bath." Lin Mu put his arms around Ruan Qiuchi's soft waist, picked her up, and shook her, "Ah Ruan, you seem to be lighter again."

Ruan Qiuchi hummed softly, put his arms around Lin Mu's neck, put his cheek against her face, and his eyes shone with a particularly gentle light.

Lin Mu only felt a chill in her neck. It was Ruan Qiuchi who blew into her collar, and her heart was shaken.

Ruan Qiuchi smiled and said, "I'm not in a hurry."

After taking a bath, Lin Mu re-measured Ruan Qiuchi's size inch by inch with his hands.

Ruan Qiuchi has indeed lost some weight, and the body that was not much flesh has lost some points. Lin Mu frowned, thinking of what the woman said, she stopped what she was doing, and hugged Ruan Qiuchi into her arms: "Ah Ruan, You have to stay with me all the time."

Lin Mu was particularly enthusiastic tonight, but he had some scruples. In fact, ever since he knew that Ruan Qiuchi had a bad heart, Lin Mu couldn't let go.

But today is still a bit abnormal, thinking that she hugged him as soon as she came, but in the end he only said that the phone was dropped. Ruan Qiuchi stared at Lin Mu, and stretched out his hand to hold her soft skin: "Of course."

Lin Mu's eyes flickered, her eyes were wet, as if water could be squeezed out, she rarely showed such an expression.

The body was attached to Ruan Qiuchi again, and the two finally became happy fish, playing ups and downs in the water to their heart's content.

In the morning, Ruan Qiuchi and Lin Mu woke up at the same time, Ruan Qiuchi's eyes were blank for a moment.

Lin Mu asked, "Did you forget something?"

Ruan Qiuchi rubbed his forehead: "Yes."

The feeling of not doing something but still being unable to remember it, as if a time bomb had been placed in a corner, made her panic for no reason.

If it is a small matter, it is harmless, but if it is a major event, the consequences will be disastrous.

Ruan Qiuchi frowned, and finally showed fatigue and anxiety on her face. After Lin Mu knew about her physical condition, she kept pretending to be nonchalant, not wanting Lin Mu to worry along with her.

But now that she suddenly forgot about the unknown, she began to feel fear, as if she was a dangerous element.

Lin Mu rubbed the center of her brows, then grabbed Ruan Qiuchi's fingers and kissed her, comfortingly said, "Don't worry, I'll help you think about it."

Ruan Qiuchi tried to relax: "You think."

Lin Mu closed his eyes and recalled for a while, since he just woke up, his mind was full of what happened last night: the unexplainable but lingering affair, and Ruan Qiuchi's weight loss, and he had to take care of his body.

After Lin Mu closed her eyes, she realized that it was all she wanted to do. She moved her eyelashes, and when she opened her eyes again, she said, "You didn't write a diary yesterday."

Ruan Qiuchi suddenly had the feeling that she had been floating in vain, and finally guessed the reality. She did forget to write a diary last night. Originally, the purpose of writing a diary was to record what happened every day, but now she even forgot to write a diary.

Lin Mu obviously knew what she was thinking: "I still remember what happened yesterday, we will write about it later."

Ruan Qiuchi responded, "Okay."

Lin Mu hugged her, went back to sleep, got up and washed, and wrote a diary with Ruan Qiuchi.

While Ruan Qiuchi was writing, Lin Mu made a simple breakfast, saw her still staring at the diary when she came back, and walked over to support her shoulders.

"Ah Ruan, I heard experts say that ordinary people's lives are mostly ordinary events, so there are many things that don't need to be written down."

"Just like the famous 20/80 rule, only [-]% of a book is important, and the remaining [-]% is trivial, and so is life."

Ruan Qiuchi looked up: "Which expert said that?"

Lin Mu was taken aback, touched the tip of his nose, and said guiltyly, "I saw it on the Internet before."

In fact, I heard it from the lecture yesterday.

Ruan Qiuchi looked at her fixedly and said, "As long as it's related to you, it won't be trivial."

Lin Mu's heart was warm, and he didn't want Ruan Qiuchi to be too paranoid about the records of daily life, but seeing that she insisted on this, he didn't try to persuade her anymore, and planned to remind Ruan Qiuchi about his diet.

During this time, Lin Mu reported to the driving school, and then specifically contacted Lin's mother, asking her if she had gone to the hospital for a physical examination. When asked, she only said that there was an old man in the community suffering from Alzheimer's.

Lin Mu was finally willing to take the initiative to call. Lin Ma chatted with Lin Mu: "Your third aunt's father was demented before he died. I will remind your father to be more careful."

"That's good." Lin Mu didn't dare to speak out about Ruan Qiuchi's illness, nor was he willing to.

"How are you getting along with Ruan Qiuchi? You didn't quarrel, did you?" Mama Lin seemed to compromise, and even took the initiative to ask about their relationship.

Lin Mu: "We get along very well, and we didn't quarrel. The two of us won't quarrel."

"That's good. I remember when you disappeared. It seemed that you had a quarrel. She called us crying and asked us where you were..." Mama Lin recalled. Remember.

Lin Mu really wanted to ask about what happened at that time, but he didn't know how to ask, so he didn't speak for a while.

Lin's mother didn't mention it again, but said earnestly: "When you fall in love, you must pay attention to equality in the relationship. Although you were a couple before, but now..."

Lin Mu understood what her mother wanted to say.

Mama Lin: "Do you have any money? Your uncle and I still have some savings for future retirement. Come and I'll give you the card."

Lin Mu: "No, use it yourself."

Mama Lin: "Then this year's Chinese New Year..."

Lin Mu: "I'll talk to Ah Ruan when the time comes."

After Lin Mu hung up the phone, he stood on the balcony, looking up at the blue sky outside.

Following the initial impulsiveness, she discovered that her parents' decision to divorce, start a new family, and not pursue her was completely normal.

The earth is still spinning without her.

She dared not ask for anything at all.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, it was Ruan Qiuchi who came over gently: "Why are you standing here stupidly?"

Lin Mu said, "Call my mom."

Ruan Qiuchi: "What did Auntie say?"

Lin Mu took Ruan Qiuchi's hand and said, "My mother said that you are a good person, and that her Mumu found a super perfect girlfriend."

A smile floated on Ruan Qiuchi's lips.

After a period of time, Lin Mu became more and more busy. Luckily, his elder sister would come over to cook, so Lin Mu didn't have to worry too much. He just hoped that he could "become a teacher" quickly so that he could practice at home.

On the morning of Double Eleven, Cheng Wan made a video call: "Qiuchi, Mumu, I'm divorced."

How excited I was when I got married back then, now I want to get rid of this family and this identity.

Lin Mu and Ruan Qiuchi: "Congratulations."

Cheng Wan said: "The only one who feels sorry is my eldest daughter, she is too sensible."

Sensible enough to know that this age costs a lot of money, she took the initiative to choose to stay with her husband.

Fortunately, her husband is not bad, he is more like a Ma Baonan on the Internet, with a gentle personality, but he listens too much to his parents. He hasn't cheated in these years, at least she hasn't found out. He is considered a qualified husband by most mothers-in-law , but Cheng Wan wants to control his own destiny more.

Lin Mu: "Congratulations on starting a new life."

Cheng Wan: "Yes."

Double 11 is the date when Lin Mu disappeared, and it is also an annual shopping festival. Long before Double [-], Qiu Chan reminded Lin Mu to remember to pay the deposit, but Lin Mu didn’t buy anything.

It was a nice day, sunny.

The two of them finished their lunch and were going to go shopping in the shopping mall. Lin Mu hadn't passed his driver's license yet, so he planned to take a taxi there and come back, but met an unexpected visitor in the community.

The woman I met on the day of the lecture.

The woman was pushing a wheelchair, and an old woman in dark padded clothes sat on the wheelchair. The old man's face was swollen, his eyes were cloudy, and there was an indescribable smell on his body.

Seeing Lin Mu, the woman said enthusiastically, "Hey, it's you."

Ruan Qiuchi stood still and looked at Lin Mu. Lin Mu explained awkwardly: "I met it before."

"We met earlier when we went to a dementia lecture," the woman said.

Lin Mu: "..."

Ruan Qiuchi looked at Lin Mu, didn't say anything, but asked, "This old man..."

"She is my mother, who suffers from Alzheimer's disease. The weather is fine today, so let's go out to bask in the sun." The woman never thought that Ruan Qiuchi was the Alzheimer's patient that Lin Mu said, "Is there an elderly person in your family suffering from this disease? Come out and bask in the sun, it's good for your health."

Ruan Qiuchi looked as usual: "Yes."

The old man suddenly started babbling, in an unknown dialect, and the old man didn't speak clearly, neither Lin Mu nor Ruan Qiuchi could understand.

The woman explained: "My mother doesn't know me anymore, and she's talking nonsense now."

After chatting with the woman for a few more words, after saying goodbye, Ruan Qiuchi seemed to have nothing happened on his face, but Lin Mu was a little confused: "Ah Ruan."

Ruan Qiuchi thought she was afraid, and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I won't become like this."

As soon as she finished speaking, her palms were tightly squeezed. What Lin Mu was most afraid of was her words.

"I'm not afraid that you will become like this, but you must be good and don't do stupid things."

Ruan Qiuchi lowered his eyes, unable to give Lin Mu a complete promise. She could accept her own aging, but she couldn't accept her own dementia.

The air suddenly became heavy.

Lin Mu's eyes were red, and he lowered his head: "I just said nonsense, you just pretend you didn't hear anything, we will always be good, I'm starting to think about this now, it's just worrying."

Ruan Qiuchi said silently, "Yes, it's still early."

This trip to the shopping mall was very boring. After the two returned home, they lay on the bed and watched a movie with a projector. What they watched was a literary film. , only the ashes can be scattered together.

——"Although the story is very sad, the ending is at least he."

——"This fucking is also called he??"

——"Scattering the ashes together counts as he?"

--"shocked!"

——"No way, no way, the current female address book requirements are too low, and the ashes scattered together are considered he?"

Lin Mu looked at the barrage, wanted to laugh but couldn't, looked at Ruan Qiuchi in a daze, his eyes were moist, and he held her hand tightly.

Ruan Qiuchi: "What's wrong?"

Lin Mu said, "I'm afraid you will forget me one day."

In fact, she was more afraid of other things.

Ruan Qiuchi was stunned, and said: "The day you appeared in my bedroom, I recognized you just by taking a look. Now that we have been together for so long, I will always remember you."

Lin Mu was worried in his heart.

Ruan Qiuchi leaned over: "Don't you believe it? I still remember what happened in 2002."

"At that time, we had been in a cold war for two days. I thought it was the first time we quarreled. As long as I go to you to act like a baby, you will not..."

"Ah Ruan." Knowing what Ruan Qiuchi was going to say next, Lin Mu raised his hand to cover her mouth, and then felt the palm of his hand soft and warm.

It was Ruan Qiuchi who poked out the tip of his tongue and kissed her palm, Lin Mu immediately withdrew his hand, but didn't care about it.

Because she also thought the same way that day, she thought that in the middle of the night she would quietly get back on the bed, coax A Ruan well, and never bring up the matter of not going abroad, A Ruan would definitely not be angry.

"I thought that as long as I went to you to act like a baby, you would not be angry. I didn't expect that you were not on the bed in the bedroom at all, but your mobile phone was placed by the bed. I thought you were trying to avoid me on purpose."

Ruan Qiuchi said it easily, but when he thinks about that scene again, he still feels a chill in his heart, as if he has lost the most important thing in his life.

Lin Mu never disappeared for no reason. Ruan Qiuchi searched every corner of the room, and spent another night outside. During the period, he called everyone, but there was no news of Lin Mu.

Lin Mu seemed to disappear out of thin air.

Ruan Qiuchi laughed at himself: "So I have a very good memory. I still remember what happened 19 years ago. You, I will always remember."