When you wake up, the object becomes an old aunt

Lin Mu's eyes were red, and she was pinching the paper with her fingertips. She could feel the passage of time just by flipping through the diary, while Ah Ruan... experienced 18 years by herself.

To be precise, it is 6602 days. She has traveled here for only 53 days, less than two months. In comparison, when she woke up, she found that the pain of changing times was just a drop in the bucket for Ruan Qiuchi.

Lin Mu looked at the diary blankly, as if seeing Ruan Qiuchi of all ages.

Ruan Qiuchi who was flustered when he learned that she disappeared, Ruan Qiuchi who was looking for her everywhere, Ruan Qiuchi who was constantly disappointed, Ruan Qiuchi who was gradually superstitious...

When she woke up, she missed all the important moments in Ruan Qiuchi's life.

The eyes gradually blurred and doubled... When Lin Mu realized it, his face was already wet, and several lines of words on the last page had been soaked by her tears.

Lin Mu held back his tears, raised his hand to wipe off the water stains on the paper, carefully closed the diary, and put it back to its original place.

The study was quiet, Lin Mu didn't dare to go back to the bedroom, squatted in the corner of the study, hugged his knees, and cried quietly.

Before opening the diary, she was mentally prepared, but she still couldn't really imagine how Ruan Qiuchi spent these years and these days alone.

Anyway, it will definitely not be as simple as what is said in the diary, she is glad that she is still alive, if she is really gone, wouldn't A Ruan wait for nothing.

Lin Mu clenched his lips tightly to keep from crying, even though he could taste blood in his mouth.

With the suppressed sobs and slightly trembling shoulders, Ruan Qiuchi stood barefoot by the door, watching Lin Mu bury his head and sob like a small animal.

She pinched the door frame tightly with her fingers, her knuckles turned white...

Tears hung coldly on her face. Lin Mu never knew that she had so many tears. She seemed to be crying endlessly. She raised her head and went to the bathroom to tidy herself up. Her eyes were already red and swollen, and her nose was also red. She had never felt so uncomfortable , as if all emotions were squeezed into a narrow space, only tears can release.

She washed her face with cold water, and carefully wiped off the water stains on her face. When she returned to the bedroom, she noticed that Ruan Qiuchi had fallen asleep. Lin Mu secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he was not found.

She changed into her pajamas and pajamas, climbed onto the bed lightly, then gently pulled Ruan Qiuchi into her arms, with her lips against her head: "Ah Ruan, I'm back."

Will never leave again.

When Lin Mu woke up in the morning, the corners of her eyes seemed to be stung by bees. She didn't need to look in the mirror to know that her eyes must be red and swollen.

Ruan Qiuchi was sitting by the bed, holding an egg in his hand, and was peeling the shell.

Lin Mu was stunned for two seconds, and immediately covered his eyes and got under the quilt to hide his embarrassment.

Ruan Qiuchi said softly, "It won't be so obvious if you apply hot eggs."

"I'm fine, don't need to apply it." The voice under the quilt was muffled, Ruan Qiuchi didn't reply her, Lin Mu got out and asked, "You know everything?"

Know she cried?

But with such a pair of red and swollen walnut eyes, Ruan Qiuchi could guess that she cried a lot last night as long as she paid a little attention.

Ruan Qiuchi nodded: "Everything is over."

Lin Mu didn't speak, she couldn't make it through, she suddenly reached out and hugged Ruan Qiuchi, wishing to rub Ruan Qiuchi into her body.

Now that she is sad, she can hug Ruan Qiuchi if she wants to, but what did Ruan Qiuchi do when she was sad before?

The words in the diary resurfaced in front of his eyes one by one, and Lin Mu's eyes became hot: "Ah Ruan, I am not a qualified girlfriend. I don't know where I went when you needed me."

Ruan Qiuchi still held the egg in his hand, hugged Lin Mu gently, and said, "You are fine, as long as I can see that you are fine now, I will be satisfied, and you don't have to blame yourself."

Lin Mu's heart seemed to be hit by a blunt object, and she felt a dull pain. She clenched her fists tightly and felt unreasonable anger in her heart. She didn't know why she disappeared inexplicably, and who made them separate for no reason.

But this obviously cannot be explained by science, she can only be incapable and furious for the time being.

Ruan Qiuchi was hugged by her for a while, and said: "Close your eyes, I will apply it to you first, it will be fine soon, you won't be able to see it."

Lin Mu let go of Ruan Qiuchi, raised his face, and closed his eyes obediently.

The smooth and tender eggs brushed over her eyes, and she suddenly felt drowsy, but she didn't want to sleep. She wanted to cherish every minute and every second with Ruan Qiuchi.

The egg was cold, and Ruan Qiuchi changed another one.

Lin Mu enjoyed her tenderness: "Ah Ruan, after the new year, let's go traveling."

Ruan Qiuchi stopped moving: "Well, where do you want to travel?"

Lin Mu thought for a while: "Where you have been before, we will go there, such as the Miao village, I have not seen a Miao girl in person, I only read the costumes of ethnic minorities in books before, bulgbulg, it looks very nice."

She wanted to accompany Ruan Qiuchi again on the road that Ruan Qiuchi had walked, this time she would not be alone again, but she was afraid of bringing up Ruan Qiuchi's sadness, so she was actually very disturbed.

However, Ruan Qiuchi just smiled and said, "Okay, when do you plan to go?"

Lin Mu tentatively said: "I want to go recently, do you have something to do these days?"

Ruan Qiuchi shook his head: "No, I have been free for the past two years and can go out anytime."

Lin Mu: "Then if I don't come back..."

Before she finished speaking, the egg in Ruan Qiuchi's hand suddenly fell to the ground. The shelled egg first bounced twice on the ground, and finally a gap appeared on her body, lying motionless on the ground.

"I mean, if I'm back, I'm really in front of you now, if you don't believe me, reach out and touch me." Lin Mu grabbed Ruan Qiuchi's hand, letting her feel his warmth.

She knew that Ruan Qiuchi was very sensitive in his heart, and she also knew that her weight in Ruan Qiuchi's heart was heavier than she imagined. On the one hand, she was happy, but on the other hand, she felt sorry for Ruan Qiuchi.

Ruan Qiuchi came back to his senses: "Sorry, what did you want to ask?"

She has been very idle for the past two years. When Lin Mu suddenly appeared in her bedroom, she was afraid that it was a dream, that she would be like the heroine in "Fantasy", everything was fake, everything was hers imagined.

Even though she was worried that Lin Mu would disappear again, she still went to see Dr. Shen the next day to confirm that she was mentally fine and that everything was real, not that she was dreaming, nor was she imagining.

Lin Mu straightened his tongue this time, and said, "I originally wanted to ask, if I hadn't come back, when did you plan to travel?"

Ruan Qiuchi said: "It's not fixed, Song Yao and I go together a lot, sometimes during the winter vacation, Song Yao can go with us, sometimes it depends on when Song Yao is free."

Lin Mu nodded in a trance, so that was the case, and said, "Song Nian is also my goddaughter?"

Ruan Qiuchi felt a little ashamed when he thought of the contents in the diary, but he didn't show it: "Yes, it was originally planned like this, but I didn't expect that your age has not changed."

"Ah Ruan, you go on a trip every year, are you looking for me?" Lin Mu asked the question that he always wanted to ask but couldn't bear to ask.

Ruan Qiuchi admitted frankly: "Well, I'm looking for you."

In fact, she knew she couldn't find it, but it was as if there were always two sets of daily necessities at home. She was used to Lin Mu's existence, and she even thought Lin Mu was at home for a while, but they never separated.

Fortunately, she went to see a doctor at that time, otherwise she might have gone crazy, Ruan Qiuchi smiled wryly.

Lin Mu hugged her again: "You don't have to look for me anymore, I'm always here, no matter what time it is, I will always be by your side."

Ruan Qiuchi smiled and said, "Okay."

At noon, just after dinner, Lin Mu received a call from her mother.

Because she read Ruan Qiuchi's diary last night, she suddenly understood her parents better. They gave up looking for her early, which can be regarded as a timely stop loss, otherwise it would be a waste of time and thought.

Lin Mu calmed down a lot this time.

Mama Lin: "Mumu, have you come to Mama's place for the Lantern Festival?"

Lin Mu looked at Ruan Qiuchi: "I'm going out recently, so I'm not sure if I can come during the Lantern Festival."

Mother Lin: "Where are you going?"

Lin Mu: "I want to travel with Ah Ruan."

Mother Lin: "Why are you still with Ruan Qiuchi? Lin Mu, you are at a disadvantage. You are still young and she is old. I said before that you are no longer suitable."

Her mother is still the same as before, as long as she doesn't obey her, she will reveal her original shape, and the soft voice just now seems to be just an illusion and a disguise.

Lin Mu sneered in disappointment, and then became irritable, saying: "Otherwise, where do you think I am now? You have already formed a new family and have a new family, and I only have Ruan Qiuchi, even if she is really old, I would also like to be with her forever."

"In your eyes, she and I are never suitable. It used to be a crime for homosexuality, but now she is old. You will never think about me!"

She couldn't even imagine how her parents made things difficult for Ruan Qiuchi during her disappearance.

Mama Lin said angrily, "Mumu, mom didn't mean that, she just asked."

"I still have something to do, so I'll hang up first." Lin Mu hung up the phone angrily. She thought her parents loved her deeply, but in fact it was still the same as before. They were always selfish and would never Think about her.

In their eyes, she is always a tool that comes when they are called and goes away. It used to be a tool for them to hope that their children would become dragons, and now it is a tool for them to pass on to future generations.

Lin Mu almost didn't need to imagine, knowing that if she returned to her mother, within a month, her mother would let her get married and have children on the grounds that she was old and wanted to have grandchildren.

After venting his anger, he remembered that Ruan Qiuchi was sitting beside him, and Lin Mu lost his momentum in an instant: "Ah Ruan, I didn't mean to say that you are old."

Ruan Qiuchi shook his head and laughed at himself: "I'm not young at all, your mother is right, I will grow old soon, and she is doing it for your own good."

Lin Mu's eyes turned red: "Don't you want me?"

Ruan Qiuchi hardly thought about it: "Of course I do."

Dream about it.

Lin Mu encouraged: "Then you can be more greedy, I am already in front of you, don't be so easy to be satisfied, you can start to set the next small goal."

"For example, other women, I can only be truly happy when I am with you. Ah Ruan, do you want to see me as a widow?"

Ruan Qiuchi: "..."