When you wake up, the object becomes an old aunt

Lin Mu's face was flushed, but it was not from embarrassment, but because he was holding his breath under the quilt.

After being surprised at the beginning, Ruan Qiuchi calmed down quickly: "Well, let's sleep together."

Why is Ah Ruan's reaction so flat?Lin Mu began to doubt herself, is she no longer attractive?Ruan Qiuchi was not even happy.

She tentatively approached, holding Ruan Qiuchi's arm: "Ah Ruan."

Since Ruan Qiuchi has a psychological burden and cannot take that big step, then she will go further, and they will definitely go hand in hand again.

Ruan Qiuchi had just taken a shower and was only wearing thin pajamas. She could easily feel the softness of her arms against Lin Mu's chest. She said in a trembling voice, "Don't make trouble, be more obedient."

Lin Mu's fingers stiffened: "Oh."

She slowly let go of Ruan Qiuchi's arm, obediently remained still, and buried her head in the pillow aggrieved.

She had just done a long time of psychological construction before she was ready to go all out. While Ruan Qiuchi was taking a bath, she hid in Ruan Qiuchi's bed and waited for her.

As a result, Ruan Qiuchi saw that she wasn't shocked, unhappy, and didn't even let her hold her arm. Lin Mu almost thought that he was acting affectionate.

Lin Mu buried his entire face in the pillow like that, leaving only the back of his head.

Ruan Qiuchi was afraid that Lin Mu would be bored, so he reached out and stroked her back, and explained softly, "I didn't mean to kill you, but..."

Just a little nervous.

Lin Mu turned over, with red eyes: "Then what do you mean?"

Tell her to stop making trouble, and let her be more obedient.

Do you think she is childish?

Or do you think she is fooling around?

Ruan Qiuchi thought for a while, and hugged Lin Mu: "It's nothing else, you should go to bed early."

Lin Mu leaned against Ruan Qiuchi's soft and comfortable arms, smelling the fragrance in her arms, and managed to hold back tears.

She said in a muffled voice, "Ah Ruan, don't always think about others, you have to think about yourself."

Ruan Qiuchi's eyes were soft, he kissed Lin Mu's hair lightly, and did not speak.

Lin Mu continued: "You have to learn to be more selfish."

"I know you are afraid of delaying me, but have you ever thought that even if you are not with me, I will not be with others. Rather than wasting time in vain, we should get back together quickly."

"You always say that you are 38 years old, you are old, but it is precisely because you are old that we cherish the present time even more and seize the time to fall in love, do you understand?"

The more Lin Mu spoke, the stronger his tone became, the angrier he became, angry with himself.

When she raised her head, there were already tears in the corners of her eyes, and her voice was choked with sobs: "I don't want to miss 18 years for no reason, and then I will continue to miss you with you."

Now she wished she could not be separated from Ruan Qiuchi every minute and every second.

Ruan Qiuchi touched Lin Mu's reddened eyes with his fingers, wiped away her tears, and said, "Lin Mu, I understand what you said."

Lin Mu shook his head: "No, you don't understand at all, you were not like this before."

"In the past, we would discuss everything we had, and we would solve and face difficulties together. Now you only know how to hide from me, and you only know how to bear and think about it alone. You don't regard me as yours at all. companion."

Ruan Qiuchi didn't regard her as a partner in the first place. Since she came back, Ruan Qiuchi has always regarded her as a child. Lin Mu was depressed when he thought of this.

"I've let you down. I've always been like this." Ruan Qiuchi closed her eyes. In the past, she would cautiously test Lin Mu and think about it alone. She never dared to act rashly.

But at least they were the same age back then.

Lin Mu was suddenly very angry, her eyes were red, she raised her hand to hold Ruan Qiuchi's face, and kissed him deeply.

Ruan Qiuchi was taken aback for a moment, and then he was confused by the softness of his mouth, so he let her soft tongue come in.

Lin Mu was like an irritated wolf dog, leaning on Ruan Qiuchi until the two of them were out of breath, before letting go of her: "Do you think it will be great for you to do this now? In the name of doing what is best for me, actually a little Neither are great."

Lin Mu's voice was obviously crying, and tears fell on Ruan Qiuchi's face: "What you do will only make me love you more and like you more."

"Or are you going to send me out? Watch me fall in love with someone else so you'll feel like you've accomplished your mission?"

Ruan Qiuchi hugged her even harder.

Lin Mu lay on Ruan Qiuchi's neck, choked up and said, "Ah Ruan, you are the only one I have in this world, don't you want me too?"

Ruan Qiuchi trembled slightly, raised his hand to touch Lin Mu's cheek, and said, "I want it."

Lin Mu raised his head and rubbed her palm: "Then you want me now, don't worry about it."

Ruan Qiuchi shook his head gently: "But I can't, I'm old, not that I say I'm old, but that I'm really old."

Lin Mu retorted: "You are only 38 years old, and you look like the youngest among your peers."

"You look young?" Ruan Qiuchi suddenly laughed softly, and she grabbed Lin Mu's left hand.

When Lin Mu didn't know what she was going to do, he felt his left hand being put into Ruan Qiuchi's clothes, and then there was a towering hot spot on his palm.

Lin Mu's face turned red instantly, his body froze, and he stuck to Ruan Qiuchi motionless.

It's like holding some kind of small living creature in the palm, afraid that if the movement is too big, it will scare it away, and if the movement is too light, it will run away.

Ruan Qiuchi's eyes were full of water mist, she closed her eyes, a faint blush crept up on her cheeks, and said, "If you don't believe me, touch it, the skin on my body has already started to soften, it only takes a few years, and the corners of my eyes will also be soft." I will be full of wrinkles, I will be older than you, and my body and energy will not be able to keep up with you."

"You can guarantee that you will continue to like me for a year or two, but can you guarantee that you will continue to like me for another ten or twenty years? Even if you can guarantee it, sorry, I can't guarantee that I will agree to you."

Lin Mu felt the rhythm of the creature in the palm of her hand, so she could only focus on listening to Ruan Qiuchi's words.

She knew what Ruan Qiuchi wanted to say.

If it was her, she would hesitate too.

Ruan Qiuchi smiled helplessly: "Lin Mu, you know, I always feel inferior in front of you."

She will feel inferior, and extremely inferior.

She wished she could give Lin Mu her best. She had done it before, but now she was dilapidated inside and out, and her body and soul had experienced the ravages of time.

She knows her current state.

Ruan Qiuchi's palm covered the back of Lin Mu's hand: "Lin Mu, you are still young and have unlimited possibilities. Don't dwell on the past."

Before Lin Mu could react, Ruan Qiuchi had already taken out his left hand. The palm of his palm was no longer attached to the soft clouds, and it was no longer as hot as a roast, but the air without temperature.

She grasped her palm in the void, as if dreaming, and just stuck it to the softest part of Ruan Qiuchi.

Ruan Qiuchi pushed Lin Mu off her body lightly, and closed his eyes: "You can't do this next time."

Lin Mu didn't speak, the two lay quietly, the bedroom light was still on, but it seemed like it was already dark.

After a while, Lin Mu groped to stand up, got out of bed slowly, and walked towards the door.

Ruan Qiuchi suddenly opened his eyes, jumped off the bed without any shoes on: "Lin Mu, where are you going?"

Lin Mu stopped in his tracks: "I'd better go back to my room and sleep, I'm sorry I scared you today."

Ruan Qiuchi was stunned, and subconsciously said, "Didn't you just say that you would sleep with me every day from now on?"

She regretted it after she finished speaking.

Yes, Lin Mu clenched her fist, why did she shrink back again?She remembered their previous quarrels.

"I won't listen to my parents and go abroad to study. I just want to be with you."

"The Internet in foreign countries is relatively developed now, and it is better for your major..."

"Ah Ruan, won't you be reluctant to part with me?"

"Reluctantly, but your future is more important."

"You should understand what my parents mean. They won't be kind enough to let me go to further studies. They just want to control me and let me grow up according to the model they set. In the future, they will let me marry on blind dates and even have children. They You won't agree with us being together."

"But they're doing the right thing."

At that time, Lin Mu never thought that his girlfriend, who had always been soft and soft, would be so stubborn. The two unknowingly quarreled to a feverish stage, and Lin Mu didn't want to quarrel with her any longer.

She turned away.

Ruan Qiuchi's eyes were wet, and he panicked, "Where are you going?"

Lin Mu said, "I'll sleep next door."

Then she went to sleep next door for two nights, and never came back the next night, leaving Ruan Qiuchi alone for 18 years.

The coolness ran from the soles of the feet to the head. I won't go, I won't quarrel with you, I'm sorry just now. "

She knew Ruan Qiuchi's entanglements and worries, and it was precisely because she knew that she felt more uncomfortable.

Ruan Qiuchi returned to the bed.

Lin Mu was lying on the same bed with her, but her mood was still depressed. She approached gently and put her arms around Ruan Qiuchi's waist. Ruan Qiuchi didn't resist.

Lin Mu stroked her hair: "Ah Ruan?"

Ruan Qiuchi: "Yes."

Lin Mu said softly: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you are not the savior, you are not the fuse, my life is my own choice, my disappearance has nothing to do with you, don't take everything on yourself hold."

Ruan Qiuchi remained silent.

Lin Mu kissed her cheek.

"As for the age, don't worry, I will prove it to you with time. You just need to be the same as before, trust me with everything, and I will be your reliance again. I am still the same Lin Mu as before."

"You don't need to be inferior, you will always be the most beautiful Ruan Qiuchi, you don't need to be perfect."

Her A Ruan can cry, act like a baby and lie, she is never perfect, and she doesn't need a perfect Ruan Qiuchi, as long as she is enough.

Today was the first time Lin Mu heard the word "inferiority" from Ruan Qiuchi.

When they first met, Ruan Qiuchi always kept his head down in front of her and didn't like to talk. She could tell from the very beginning that this soft-spoken and soft-looking girl was afraid of her.

Or rather, she was looking up to her.

Lin Mu leaned over and gently kissed the corner of Ruan Qiuchi's lips: "Ah Ruan, let's ignore everything and start from the beginning, okay?"