Ruan Qiuchi looked at Lin Mu blankly.

Lin Mu was wearing orange coral fleece pajamas, hugging a pillow in his hands, with a serious expression, as if I would not leave if you disagreed, without the initial timidity and caution.

Lin Mu made a long mental preparation before coming. In order to get into the state as soon as possible, she directly wore pajamas. On the surface, she looked confident, but she was afraid that Ruan Qiuchi would drive her away.

"Come in." Ruan Qiuchi opened the door and took a few steps back.

It was not the first time for Lin Mu to come to this room, but he was still a little nervous.

Ruan Qiuchi asked, "Are you still afraid of ghosts?"

Lin Mu shook his head: "No, you don't need to take sleeping pills in the future. I searched online and found that taking too many sleeping pills can have serious side effects."

There may be memory loss, you may be extremely dependent on sleeping pills, you will not be able to sleep without sleeping pills, and you may even suffer from Alzheimer's in advance.

Ruan Qiuchi pondered, "I know."

That's good, Lin Mu said seriously: "I heard that sleeping with one more person next to you can effectively treat insomnia, let's try."

Afraid that the reasons were not sufficient, Lin Mu began to demonstrate with examples: "Qiu Chan said that she had insomnia for a while, and after sleeping with her friend, it was cured."

After she finished speaking, she carefully looked at Ruan Qiuchi's expression, and Ruan Qiuchi's brows stretched: "Is this why you want to come and sleep with me?"

"Well, I want to help you cure insomnia." Lin Mu said it soundly, and noticed that Ruan Qiuchi's eyes were a little lost. Could it be that she said something wrong?

Ruan Qiuchi smiled immediately: "Then let's sleep together."

Lin Mu didn't expect Ruan Qiuchi's reaction to be so flat. She thought she would be very happy, but now even she herself didn't know what the result would be. She hugged the pillow and walked to the bed, not knowing which side to sleep on.

Ruan Qiuchi said, "You like to sleep on the left side."

Lin Mu's expression was joyful. She didn't expect Ruan Qiuchi to even remember this detail. There were only two pillows on the bed, so she directly discarded the pillow she brought and chose Ruan Qiuchi's pillow.

"Ah Ruan, do you believe what I say? In fact, I don't know if it will work."

The corners of Ruan Qiuchi's mouth turned up: "I believe in you."

Lin Mu just lay down, Ruan Qiuchi's bed is different, it seems to be softer than her bed, and there is a faint fragrance.

Ruan Qiuchi walked over to turn off the lights.

When the two were lying together, Lin Mu became timid again, just like in the hospital that day, lying flat with his limbs stiff and motionless.

Ruan Qiuchi was helpless: "Come closer."

Lin Mu wanted to but didn't dare: "Huh?"

Ruan Qiuchi chuckled and said, "Aren't you going to cure me of insomnia? You are so far away now, so what's the difference between me and sleeping alone?"

"That's right." Lin Mu twisted his body and approached, feeling Ruan Qiuchi's body temperature next to his arm, and then stopped, feeling like they were testing each other when they first fell in love.

At that time, she didn't even know that girls could fall in love with girls, and she still regarded herself as a pervert, relying on her age to be two years older than Ruan Qiuchi, a pervert who coveted her soft and fragrant body.

They seemed to be approaching slowly like this, until she reached out and grabbed Ah Ruan's hand.

Holding Weiliang's hand in her palm, Lin Mu realized that she really grabbed Ruan Qiuchi's hand.

Lin Mu immediately let go and apologized, "Sorry, I was thinking about something else just now."

Ruan Qiuchi whispered, "It's okay."

Lin Mu was a little embarrassed and uncomfortable, but the night gave her courage, and she thought several times: just don't do anything, turn around and hug Ruan Qiuchi.I was also afraid that if I frightened her, it would break the balance that I had managed to maintain during this period of time.

She is not sure about A Ruan's attitude towards her, and she also feels that she is naive and not good enough for A Ruan.

Being able to establish a correct self-cognition and not being blindly confident is probably the only thing she said, her ears are empty, as if she can hear the sound of air flowing.

Lin Mu kept her eyes open, as if she could clearly observe Ruan Qiuchi's situation, she turned her head and asked, "Ah Ruan, are you sleepy?"

Ruan Qiuchi watched her in the dark: "Not sleepy."

Lin Mu began to doubt the effect of this method, because she was a little sleepy, and she tried to hold her eyelids, hoping to see Ruan Qiuchi fall asleep in front of her.

"If you're sleepy, go to sleep." Ruan Qiuchi said suddenly, her voice seemed to be hypnotizing.

"Ah? Okay." Lin Mu's brain seemed to be ordered by his superiors, his eyelids were closed obediently, and he fell asleep quickly.

After Ruan Qiuchi made sure that Lin Mu was asleep, she moved her left hand slowly under the quilt until she touched Lin Mu's palm. She curled her fingers and felt Lin Mu's temperature with the back of her hand.

not satisfied.

Ruan Qiuchi moved as lightly as if he was dismantling a bomb, held his breath, and gently grabbed Lin Mu's little finger, then slowly turned sideways, put his face on Lin Mu's shoulder, sniffed her breath, closed his eyes, and gradually fell asleep caught.

Before going to bed last night, Lin Mu was worried that they would hug each other when they woke up this morning.

For example, A Ruan was in her arms, or she was in A Ruan's arms, but she never thought that they would be far apart at this moment, as if well water never interfered with river water, obviously she felt that the two were very close last night.

She felt a little uncomfortable.

But this result can only be accepted.

Lin Mu turned his body sideways and stared at Ruan Qiuchi's side face, nose bridge, eyes, eyelashes, and lips, all of which were the same as before, but when combined together, there was a strange feeling, which was left on Ruan's face by time footprint.

Suddenly, Ruan Qiuchi's eyelashes fluttered, Lin Mu thought she was about to wake up, and was regretting that he couldn't stay with her on the bed for a while, and the eyelashes returned to calm.

Lin Mu was like a thief with stolen goods in his arms, nervous, guilty, and his heartbeat accelerated. A series of emotions were all completed in an instant. She dared not look at Ruan Qiuchi anymore, staring at the ceiling.

About half an hour later, Ruan Qiuchi moved his body, lifted half of the quilt and sat up.

Lin Mu also stopped pretending to sleep, and sat up, expecting, "Isn't it useful?"

Her eyes were wide open, like a deer thirsting for knowledge.

Ruan Qiuchi hooked his lips: "Well, it's quite useful."

Lin Mu was ecstatic, his eyebrows and eyes were curved into crescent moons, and he tried hard to suppress the joy on his face, and asked, "Then shall we continue next time?"

Ruan Qiuchi sighed silently, and said with a smile, "Okay."

Lin Mu is in a good mood all day long, and she also likes to sleep with Ruan Qiuchi, and now she has finally found a perfect reason, how could she be unhappy, and she proved that she is useful to Ruan Qiuchi.

When he came to the studio, Lin Mu walked briskly, every step seemed to be stepping on clouds.

Qiu Chan asked secretly: "Mu Mu, how effective is my Amway method?"

Lin Mu is preparing to observe the plaster cast, and she is already practicing her observation ability, saying, "I think it's quite useful, thank you."

Qiu Chan stared at her, smiling like an aunt: "Is that friend you mentioned yourself?"

Lin Mu's expression froze, he subconsciously wanted to hide the truth, and felt guilty: "No, it's my friend."

Qiu Chan turned on detective mode and guessed: "That's Teacher Ruan, right?"

Lin Mu's expression was surprised, seeing that he couldn't hide it, he could only admit it, and said, "Okay, it's her."

Qiu Chan rolled her eyes: "Teacher Ruan has insomnia, are you really just sisters? Why do I think you have a crush on her?"

Lin Mu: "..."

She stopped talking, Qiu Chan also shut up, looked up and saw Pei Gang and Jin Yun were immersed in their own world, did not hear what she said.

She politely and kindly reminded: "I remember that Mr. Ruan seems to be from 82, Mu Mu, and you are from 98. You can think about it yourself."

Of course Lin Mu knew that what she cared about all the time included her age, but it was useless to just care about it, and she couldn't change her age.

She said righteously: "These are not things that you, a kid in 03, should care about."

Today's kids are so precocious.

Qiu Chan raised her hands in surrender: "Okay, okay."

Lin Mu now looks forward to sleeping with Ruan Qiuchi every night.

They slept like this for three days.

Lin Mu began to count the days with his fingers. In another week, it would be December 12th in the lunar calendar, which would be Ruan Qiuchi's 19th birthday. I don't know if Ah Ruan would like to celebrate his birthday.

Lin Mu got up in the morning and was about to try it out, but saw Ruan Qiuchi changed his clothes.

Ruan Qiuchi usually wears home clothes at home, but now he is wearing a blue mid-length down jacket and black trousers, as if he is about to go out.

Lin Mu asked, "Are you going on a long trip again?"

Ruan Qiuchi: "Well, I'm going to meet a friend."

Lin Mu was keenly aware that Ruan Qiuchi didn't tell her who this friend was. Under normal circumstances, Ruan Qiuchi would tell her which friend he was, such as Song Yao or Han Yushu.

Lin Mu really wanted to ask which friend it was, but in the end he just asked, "Then when will you come back?"

Ruan Qiuchi thought about it, and she herself was not sure about the time: "The day after tomorrow, I will let Sister Sun come over to cook for you in the next two days, and you can bring food to the studio at noon. I have already agreed with Teacher Han to use her microwave oven. Hot dishes, it’s not good to eat out all the time.”

"En." Lin Mu replied weakly, not in a good mood.

Ruan Qiuchi added another sentence: "Don't worry, I'll be back soon. If you are scared when you are sleeping at night, don't turn off the lights or call me."

Although Lin Mu was timid and afraid of ghosts, she was not so afraid. She said, "Okay."

She just doesn't like the feeling that Ruan Qiuchi hides everything from her, and feels like an outsider, just an outsider who accidentally broke into Ruan Qiuchi's life.

She originally thought that this kind of thinking had disappeared during the more than a month of getting along, but she didn't expect it to recur, and she became more and more disturbed.

Ah Ruan must have something to hide from her.

On the first day Ruan Qiuchi left, Lin Mu was absent-minded and preoccupied in the studio, and picked up the wrong brush several times.

It caused Han Yushu to ask her frequently: "Xiao Lin, are you feeling unwell?"

Lin Mu said awkwardly: "No."

After Han Yushu arranged tasks for her to do other things, Qiu Chan probed her head and asked, "Mumu, is your sister insomnia again?"

She no longer calls Ruan Qiuchi Teacher Ruan in private, but feels that the identity of Lin Mu's sister is more exciting. After all, there is such a big age difference between the two, and Lin Mu still dares to have a crush on Ruan Qiuchi. It is simply a walking lily. , She even felt that calling her sister was not exciting enough, she should be called aunt or something else.

Lin Mu shook his head listlessly: "No, she has something to go out recently."

Qiu Chan let out a groan, with a dazed look on her face: "Then you became Lin Mu who stayed behind? No wonder you are so unhappy."

Lin Mu: "..." Almost.

Qiu Chan made a suggestion: "Would you like to go to my house to play today? My house is on Binjiang Road, very close to here, and my parents are not at home."

Lin Mu: "No, thank you."

In the counseling room.

Ruan Qiuchi lay on the special chair, frowning slightly: "Dr. Shen, I didn't expect that I would be anxious. I thought that as long as I could see her still alive and well, I would be satisfied."

Dr. Shen is an elite-dressed woman, wearing a crisp brown suit.

"It's normal. When people realize that they can't change a situation, they will have anxiety, such as age, and anxiety can easily lead to insomnia. You need to sleep well now instead of thinking about it."

"You had severe withdrawal reactions before, but you still need to continue to reduce the use of sleeping pills in the future. Always rely on sleeping pills, which is not good for your mental state and body."

Ruan Qiuchi understood: "Yes."

"Have you had a physical examination this year?"

"Physical examination."

"How's it going?"

"Not ideal."

After finishing the study in the studio, Lin Mu returned home with her homework and found that she had really become Lin Mu who stayed behind. Hearing the movement in the kitchen, she ran over happily and opened her mouth to call A Ruan...

"Miss Lin." Sister Sun's slightly fat body turned around, "We meet again."

Lin Mu was disappointed and said, "Hello, Sister Sun."

"I made three dishes according to your taste. If you have anything else you want to eat, just tell me. Miss Ruan said that you like bamboo shoots. I made fried pork with sour bamboo shoots for you. You can taste it."

"Thank you." Lin Mu didn't have much appetite, and she was always thinking about Ruan Qiuchi in her heart. She ate a few symbolic mouthfuls of each dish to fill her stomach. After struggling for a while, she called Ruan Qiuchi.

Before Lin Mu could make up his mind to make a speech, Ruan Qiuchi had already answered the phone, through the receiver, his voice was gentle and gentle: "Have you eaten yet?"

Lin Mu said, "I just ate."

"Ah Ruan, are you sick?"

She had figured out that Ruan Qiuchi was going out this time to go to the hospital, or some other secret.

Ruan Qiuchi's voice is still reassuring: "No, it's just that there is no inspiration."

"Then are you looking for inspiration?" Lin Mu was dubious. She was bored at home alone, and she was a little scared. There was a variety show on the TV, and the phone was too noisy, so the volume was already muted. The stars were doing exaggerated movements. It's a bit embarrassing.

Ruan Qiuchi said warmly: "Yes."

Lin Mu felt relieved, and said, "Then come back quickly after you've found it."

Ruan Qiuchi said: "I will, go to bed early, if you feel tired, you can tell Teacher Han directly, don't force yourself to study."

Lin Mu said warmly in his heart, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Mugang's full heart became empty again. There are only four contacts on her mobile phone, Cheng Wan, Qiu Chan, Han Yushu, and Ruan Qiuchi.

Lin Mu thought about it, and finally clicked on the chat box with Cheng Wan. They added each other as friends on the day they met in the hospital, but they never chatted.

Lin Mu: "Are you there?"

Cheng Wan: "Yes, Qiu Chi went out to find inspiration, are you bored at home?"

Lin Mu was surprised: "How do you know?"

Cheng Wan: "I'm one of Qiuchi's old friends, and I called her before."

Lin Mu: "Did you call her?"

Cheng Wan: "She called."

Lin Mu felt a little sour in his heart. A Ruan actually took the initiative to call Cheng Wan, but he didn't call her. If she didn't call just now, would A Ruan call?

Lin Mu found that what she was thinking was getting more and more outrageous. She rubbed her face and typed: "I want to ask about A Ruan."

Cheng Wan: "What do you want to ask?"

Lin Mu: "Is she in poor health?"

Cheng Wan: "No, don't you think she's younger than her peers? I've always envied her. I started to gain weight after I was [-]. My waist became thicker, and the fine lines around my eyes were particularly obvious. She's still a great beauty."

Sometimes Cheng Wan regrets getting married, but thinking that Ruan Qiuchi is always alone, she feels that she will get married after all.

She is afraid of being alone.

She couldn't do what Ruan Qiuchi did.

Lin Mu thought that Ruan Qiuchi did look younger than his peers. After all, Ruan had looked younger before, and 38 years old was not very old.

Lin Mu: "You are also very young, and your family is happy and happy, which is also very enviable."

Cheng Wan: "It's not like what you said."

Lin Mu is also not good at this kind of compliment, but everyone loves to hear good words. She asked uncomfortably, "Can you tell me about A Ruan? Anything is fine."

Cheng Wan: "She has nothing special. Everyone knows that she writes books. She is financially free, doesn't have to go to work, and can often travel. Now there are several popular dramas on TV that are adapted from her books."

Cheng Wan: "Have you read these books?"

Lin Mu has already finished watching these dramas. Except for the first two books "Light" and "Magic" which have strong personal emotions, the later books are all imaginative. She doesn't like it very much, but she feels that A Ruan's imaginative Very novel.

Lin Mu: "I've seen it all."

Lin Mu: "Other things."

Cheng Wan: "Others? Let me think about it. There's really nothing new about it. Qiuchi doesn't go out much. To be honest, I don't know."

Cheng Wan: "Human memory is limited. As time goes by, many memories will gradually become blurred. I can't remember all of them. I only remember the time when you disappeared, but I told you before."

Human memory is limited, and as time goes by, many memories will gradually become blurred.

Lin Mu looked at this sentence, she was really embarrassing Cheng Wan, maybe Ah Ruan didn't remember either.

Lin Mu: "I see, thank you, how is your health recently? It's been a month, you should be pregnant, right?"

Cheng Wan: "Ham, why are you being polite to me?"

Cheng Wan: "I have some morning sickness, but it's normal. My mother-in-law is taking care of me at home."

Lin Mu thought that was okay. From this point of view, Cheng Wan's husband is not so unreliable. Maybe most marriages are like this.

Lin Mu: "Then you have to pay attention to your body."

Cheng Wan: "Well, I'm doing homework for my daughter, we'll talk about it later."

Lin Mu: "Okay, goodbye."

Lin Mu ended the chat. Fortunately, she didn't need to go to the studio for class tomorrow. She indulged herself in playing games, but because she always thought about Ruan Qiuchi, she made a mistake and was scolded by her teammates.

Lin Mu opened his mouth, and found that he couldn't scold the other party at all, so he simply backed away.

After waking up the next morning, Sister Sun came to clean and cook. After breakfast, Lin Mu couldn’t sit still. He wanted to paint but because he couldn’t calm down, he planned to help Sister Sun do some hygiene.

Sister Sun was like facing a big enemy: "Miss Lin, sit still. I can do it by myself. I work for wages. If you help me, I won't feel at ease."

Lin Mu was helpless: "Sister Sun, you can call me by my name directly, or Xiao Lin and Xiao Mu."

Sister Sun smiled immediately, and began to gossip: "Xiao Lin, you have a very unusual relationship with Ms. Ruan, right? She said you are her friend."

When she learned that the entrustment was to take good care of Lin Mu, she became curious.

At first she believed that Lin Mu was just an ordinary friend of Ruan Qiuchi, but how could a friend stay at her house for so long, and Ruan Qiuchi was so considerate and careful, almost like taking care of her daughter.

Lin Mu said, "We are indeed good friends."

Sister Sun laughed and said, "No wonder you two get along so well. It must be because you both get along well. My daughter-in-law and I always have a generation gap and often don't understand each other."

Lin Mu: "..."

She and A Ruan haven't reached this level yet, have they?

Only 16 years old.

Lin Mu told himself over and over that he was only 16 years old, there was not much difference, but he was afraid that Ruan Qiuchi would dislike him who was 16 years younger and naive.

Lin Mu regained his thoughts: "How long has Sister Sun been working here with A Ruan? Can you tell me about A Ruan, what do you think of her?"

Sister Sun looked at her suspiciously: "I have been cleaning here for several years, Miss Ruan is straightforward and careless, and she treats people sincerely."

Lin Mu hummed, and poured her a glass of water: "Sister Sun, take a rest first, and it won't be too late to clean up later."

Sister Sun happily sat down and said, "I guess you are not just good friends?"

Lin Mu learned to control his emotions: "How to say?"

"Miss Ruan likes to live alone. I remember that she was sick once, and her goddaughter wanted to come and live with her, but she refused. That child is smart. When she meets me, she calls me Auntie Sun."

Lin Mu always felt that she was connoting herself, because she was still calling her sister Sun, and then she focused on Ruan Qiuchi's illness.

Following her eyebrows moving, she seemed to have grasped some important key information.

Lin Mu asked, "Ah Ruan likes to live alone?"

Sister Sun was very sure, and said: "Of course, I have been cleaning here for almost three years. I asked Miss Ruan why she wanted to live in such a big house by herself?"

Lin Mu asked, "Why?"

"She said she likes to live alone, to be open, to be quiet, to listen."

Lin Mu felt like telling a ghost story.

"Writers all have some quirks, published writers like Ms. Ruan, maybe this is the way to keep inspiration."

Lin Mu was thoughtful, her chest was congested, Ah Ruan liked to live alone, she could tell.

During this time, Ruan Qiuchi was taking care of her. He had no time to work at all, and was frequently in a daze without inspiration. The feeling of being a burden came back again.

Could it be that this time because of lack of inspiration, Ruan Qiuchi said that he wanted to go out to find inspiration?

After Lin Mu chatted with Sister Sun, he recalled the situation during this period. Ruan Qiuchi almost took care of her, and he still had insomnia and no inspiration.

After Sister Sun finished cleaning, Lin Mu said that she could cook, so she asked her to go back first, and then sat on the sofa alone in a daze, searching for birthday gifts to distract her attention.

When hearing the doorbell, Lin Mu was both happy and worried, not knowing how to face Ruan Qiuchi,

But I didn't expect it to be her mother.

Mama Lin looked embarrassed: "Mu Mu."

Lin Mu didn't give her a good face, and they didn't contact her during this time. If Ah Ruan didn't take her in, she might really sleep on the street.

Mama Lin came in and probed around, Lin Mu said angrily, "Ah Ruan is not at home."

Mama Lin breathed a sigh of relief: "Mumu, how is your life here?"

Lin Mu shrugged: "I'm fine."

Mama Lin said earnestly: "After much deliberation, I still feel that it is inconvenient for you to continue living here. Ruan Qiuchi and you are no longer suitable. She told me about your crossing before. I don't know what caused it. , but she looks 16 years older than you after all."

This is not the first time Lin Mu has been reminded, what's more, she and Ruan Qiuchi are not together again, they just live together.

She was silent and refused to speak.

Mama Lin thought they were still stubbornly together, and said, "Ruan Qiuchi is so much older than you, why is he still so selfish, you are with her, what will you do when she gets old?"

Lin Mu laughed angrily. When she saw Lin Ma's old face and white hair, she didn't want to say harsh words, but when she heard her coming, she specially arranged for Ruan Qiuchi.

She couldn't bear it anymore, and said in a cold voice: "We just want to be together, as before, if you have the ability, you will sever the relationship again."

The last time we met was to tell her that they already had their own families, and this time they spoke ill of Ruan Qiuchi again, Lin Mu was so angry that his eyes turned red.

Mama Lin used to be a teacher, and she didn't get angry when she was serious. She thought about it for a long time, but she was still worried about Lin Mu. She didn't expect Lin Mu to be so disobedient and reckless.

She tried to calm down her tone: "Mu Mu, you are still young and ignorant. I don't blame you for being ignorant before. Now I can't continue to be ignorant. Although you and Uncle Pang are married, we have no children. After a hundred years, The house at home is still yours.”

Lin Mu said with a cold face, "I don't need it."

Mama Lin frowned and asked, "Did your dad come to see you recently?"

Lin Mu's body was tense: "No."

No one is looking for her, she only has Ah Ruan.

Lin Mu could only feel her chest surging, she was about to die of anger, the wound that had been healed with great difficulty before was uncovered again, her mother seemed to come here specially to tell her: You have been abandoned.

There was a low air pressure around Lin Mu. Seeing that she was not getting in, Lin Mu had no choice but to leave. Before leaving, she said, "Think carefully about what Mom said."

After sending Mama Lin away, Lin Mu's emotions reached a peak, and he was in self-doubt, wondering if Ruan Qiuchi really liked living alone.

Lin Mu accidentally downloaded Rent a, and searched for rental prices.

Then she quit A again. She didn't want to leave Ruan Qiuchi, but if it really affected Ruan Qiuchi's life, she would definitely leave.

She will not be a burden.

When Ruan Qiuchi came back, Lin Mu felt that they had been separated for a long time, and she didn't care too much. She rushed to hug Ruan Qiuchi, and said inexplicably wronged: "Ah Ruan, you are back."

Ruan Qiuchi hugged her back: "I'm back."

Lin Mu enjoyed her embrace for a while, and then let go of her hand embarrassingly: "How's the inspiration?"

Ruan Qiuchi said: "I have found my inspiration."

There is no inspiration at home, but there is inspiration when going out. Lin Mu is more sure that Ruan Qiuchi really likes it and is suitable for living alone.

She took a closer look at Ruan Qiuchi's expression, and her complexion seemed to be much better than before.

Ruan Qiuchi asked softly: "How have you been at home these two days? Are you still used to living alone?"

Lin Mu now tsds when she hears "living alone", subconsciously wants to avoid this topic, she said: "It's good, Sister Sun came over to do a big cleaning, and the food she cooks is also delicious, I even chatted with Cheng Wan One day."

Ruan Qiuchi was relieved: "That's good."

They seemed to be suddenly out of words at the same time, standing there, Lin Mu found that she couldn't find anything to say, they were coming and going.

She said: "Then I'll go back to the room first. Teacher Han asked me to watch the tutorials on the Internet. You have a good rest. At night... I will come to your room again."

She asked again: "Do you still need me to sleep with you?"

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