The president wants to stick with the little pink snake every day

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Crowds of people, applause, flowers, and the dazzling sunshine...

He had that dream again, he crossed the finish line first in the race, he got his wish and stood on the podium.

But all of this eventually burst like a bubble and became a phantom.Afterwards he was accused of doping before the game, and the evidence was "substantial".

But this is obviously the result of his day and night hard work, and he didn't use any stimulants at all.But no one would believe him at all.

All the original praises and honors were wiped out, followed by ruthless abuse and ridicule.

He also tried to struggle hard, but it was all in vain.

Knowing that he saw the boy who was originally No.2 looking down at himself on the ground, showing a ferocious and sarcastic expression: "Only you? Are you worthy of taking the first place?"

Lu Yunqi who woke up from the fright suddenly opened his eyes, only to feel a severe headache and groggy.

He later realized that his family status was beyond his reach, and to fight against others based on his own situation at that time was like hitting a stone with a pebble...

Since then, he has not been able to stand on the track, even though it was the hottest dream he pursued persistently.

But even after so many years, whenever he dreamed back at midnight, the boy's ferocious expression still tormented him like a nightmare.

Some things, the more you want to forget, the deeper you will remember.

He was a little thirsty, and when he reached for the water glass, he couldn't make any effort for some reason, and the glass slipped from his hand.

With a "bang", the sound of the broken glass was particularly harsh in this silent night.

He froze, and the ear-piercing voice awakened the dusty memory deep in his heart...

As a child, Lu Yunqi carefully walked out of the kitchen with a cup of hot water, only to bump into his oncoming mother.

The sound of "clang" glass shattering is particularly harsh. "Mom, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'll clean it up right away..." He hurriedly knelt down and reached out to pick up the shards. The sharp broken glass pierced his immature little hand.

However, the expression on Lu's mother's face not only did not show any distress, but instantly changed her face and stared at him fiercely, not stopping his explanations, ignoring his begging for mercy, not to mention his bloody hands, she directly squeezed his ears hard, Shengsheng directly dragged him away.

It hurts so much, the ear seems to be torn off, and the warm blood slid across the cheek...

The whip hit him mercilessly, and she kept venting the anger in her heart, and this was obviously not the first time she had done this. Her malice and anger seemed endless, regardless of the scars her own son was beaten.

Lu Yunqi curled up into a ball, didn't even dare to say anything, and could only endure all this in silence, because he knew that if he resisted or even said a word, he would only be beaten more violently.He even sometimes thought that if he was beaten to death like this, no one would care.

After many years, that whip after whip still seemed to be hitting him, he felt his heart twitch violently, as if being crushed severely by someone, his pupils shrank suddenly, "cough cough cough!" He was blocked by something, which made him almost breathless.

Lu Yunqi's complexion was pale, tears mixed with sweat kept falling down.

It turned out that he had never lived a happy life at all, and he thought that the fleeting happiness was just a figment of his own constant fantasy and self-deception.

Since he was born, he has never been treated kindly by his parents, let alone warmth and happiness.

Not all children are born with the expectations of their parents. He doesn't know why since his mother hates him so much, why did he give birth to himself in the first place?

And now the slightest bit of self-comforting fantasy has been shattered, and he can't even find a reason to continue living.

He bent down to pick up the shards of glass on the ground, even though his hand was bleeding from the cut, he didn't feel any pain at all, and even an unprecedented idea popped up in his mind...

Looking at the narrow window, he couldn't help but think of the sunshine coming in from this small window for a moment every day, every day he wished the sunshine could stay longer, but it was always fleeting, just like the one he once had. short love.

"I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the light..."

If he also disappears like this sunshine...

He slowly picked up one of the largest fragments and gradually approached his wrist.

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Flashing lights from time to time, loud voices, deafening music, men and women twisting their waists on the dance floor, the air is filled with the smell of alcohol mixed with perfume and tobacco.

"Hey, rare guest, rare guest, why did our Young Master Tao come here suddenly?"

Tao Xuxu didn't want to ignore him, so he sat down at the bar and asked the waiter to bring him a drink.

"Drinking alone is so boring, do you want me to accompany you?" The flattering man still asked courteously.

Tao Xuxuan didn't even want to look at him more, but kept pouring wine into his mouth.

Zhang Chenxuan clenched his fists, his eyes were full of unwilling anger. Although he was repeatedly rejected by him, he never gave up his love for him.Why after so many years, he still refuses to look at him more?Why is he still obsessed with that worthless slut?

In fact, Zhang Chenxuan has had relationships with countless men over the years, but he found that there was no man who made him very excited like Tao Xuxuan, so he tried every means to get close to him.And this time there is such a good opportunity, don't let it go...

He stared at Tao Xuxuan closely, like a beast staring at its prey, showing a gaze that is sure to win.

Tao Xuxuan just felt aggrieved and uncomfortable in his heart, obviously he was willing to wait for him for so many years, and even his friends before felt that he was too affectionate and not worth it.But he felt it was worth it, not only because of that feeling, but also because of Lu Yunqi, he felt it was worth it.But in the end, in his eyes, this feeling was worthless, and his willingness turned into wishful thinking. It is ridiculous to think about it, extremely ridiculous!

He smiled self-deprecatingly, and then drank the wine in the glass again.

With his background, status, and outstanding appearance, he could obviously choose others, indulge wantonly, or even degenerate, but he himself chose the most stupid path!

It's not a good match, he can't afford to pay so much for it!

It's such a heart-piercing feeling that I carefully held my sincerity in front of him but was ruthlessly discarded by him!

Tao Xuxuan did not have the habit of drinking too much, and he was rarely thirsty at ordinary times, but at this moment, besides getting drunk, he couldn't find any other way to resolve the resentment in his heart, so even if he wanted to get drunk like mud, he still didn't want to drink. leave……