It's the second class.

"No!"

It takes at least 3 minutes to brush teeth and change clothes. The time to go to school is unknown. It takes at least 5 minutes to go from the main entrance to the Humanities College.The exhaustion from the hangover still remained in his body, Shang Yu still got off the bed wheezingly, opened the door and went out.Unlike the inside of the room with the shutters drawn, the bright outside made Shang Yu close his eyes unconsciously.

Although Jang Jae-young lives alone, the house is quite big.There are two rooms, and there is a wall-mounted TV on the wall of the boxy living room.He was standing in the kitchen with the long aisle, wearing gray training pants and a blue T-shirt with big numbers on the back, a spoon in his hand.The smell of cooking wafts in the air.

Zaiying seemed to feel the sight behind him and turned around slowly.Shang Yu froze in place, not knowing what to say, what expression to show, what to do, his brain was in a mess.Yesterday was the darkest day, and my head was too painful to analyze yesterday's situation calmly.Zaiying took a sip of the saltiness of the soup in the spoon, then turned off the gas, put down the spoon, and walked towards Shangyu expressionlessly.As soon as Shang Yu backed away, he stopped and didn't come any closer.

Shang Yu clenched his fists. Although the current Jae Young is not as fierce as yesterday, he still feels subconsciously disgusted when he sees him.

People who threatened Sang-woo are everywhere.Middle school, university, and the army are all without exception. Shang Yu has never been afraid of physical threats. He has successfully resolved those coercion, intimidation, and even violence. Last night, he felt the terror for the first time.

It wasn't Zaiying who killed him, even if he was punched a few times, the wound would heal naturally, so he was never afraid.What's scary is his attitude, cold eyes, tight lips, and low voice. Even knowing that he will not hurt himself, Shang Yu still feels panic.It was the first time I saw Zaiying lose his temper like this, and I was afraid that he would be disappointed in himself, and also afraid that he would no longer want to see himself.

His head still hurts, Shang Yu paused his thinking, and remembered a problem that needs to be solved urgently.Looking around, he found the location of the entrance, but where are the clothes and where to brush his teeth, Shang Yu hurriedly said.

"I have to go to class."

"It's too late."

Zaiying glanced at the clock on the wall and replied nonchalantly.Then he said that no matter how fast he flew there, it would take at least 20 minutes, which completely shattered Shang Yu's hopes.

"Classes are consecutive, so it will be treated as two hours skipped."

"Now in the past, when you arrive, you have finished your classes, so what can you do?"

"You should have woken me up."

"How can you wake up when you sleep so dead?"

Stress and exhaustion set in, and Sang Woo leaned against the wall.Even if you can't go to class now, it's not the time to gossip like this.He didn't have the courage to open his eyes, so he closed them and said.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Ah, reflect on the time?"

Surprised by this cheeky remark, he opened his eyes, but saw his extremely sincere eyes.Zaiying said seriously.

"I'm sorry for getting angry with you, I'm sorry for being too fierce to you, and I'm sorry for hiding before then."

Shang Yu thought that he would also make a fool of himself this time, but he didn't expect to admit his mistake.With a vicious expression, an indifferent tone, and a stubborn look that refused to listen no matter how much he refused, his breathing became disordered again thinking of these.

"Brother... I thought you got better, but it doesn't seem to be the case."

Jaeyoung looked at Shangyu quietly and turned his head away.

"I'm bad. It's just that I've been trying to be nice to you before."

"why?"

"If you don't, you won't see me."

"..."

Shang Yu swallowed, and his mouth suddenly became dry.Zaiying turned his gaze to himself after a while.

"Accept my apology?"

"Do you have to accept it?"

"It's up to you... If you forgive me, you won't do it again next time."

The moment he heard his apology, he seemed to have made his own judgment in his heart, but Shang Yu still had to study it carefully.Then came to the conclusion that Jae Young would keep his promise (except for the time promise).

"I will always support you until you realize your dream."

"I'll wait for you, I won't force you."

"I won't do it again next time"

Next time—how much time is left for the effective time of this word? This question suddenly flashed, and Shang Yu had to stop thinking first.

"Ok."

Zaiying nodded and crossed his arms.

"Then it's your turn now."

"..."

"Is there nothing to reflect on?"

Shang Yu frowned and carefully recalled yesterday's conversation.I vaguely understood the reason for Zaiying's anger yesterday, but there was a completely unreasonable excuse in it, so there was no need to reflect on it.

"No."

Hearing this, Jae Young didn't react.He blinked his eyes for a while, just met Shang Yu's eyes, and then spoke suddenly.

"I hope you……"

He paused.

"Only hold my hand, only kiss me, only have sex with me."

Is this true? It is too weird to make such a request in their relationship.Anyway, it's meaningless at this point in time, Jaeyoung added, seeing Sangwoo's expression.

"Put yourself in my shoes, Qiu Shangyu. When you see in the studio that the staff there care about me, don't you get angry too."

"So what, I can't lock you up."

"I mean your mood, imagine me going somewhere and kissing other people."

The moment Shang Yu's face wrinkled, Zaiying suddenly strode over, he took Shang Yu's hand and pressed it to his own neck.

"There is the mark of that kid's bite here, the zipper of the trousers is open, the atmosphere is not right, no matter how you look at it, it looks like two people have done it."

Following his description, Shang Yu's mood suddenly turned bad, and Jae Young held his hand tightly.

"Now do you understand why I'm angry?"

But still couldn't answer him.As if unable to answer, Zaiying continued without pausing.

"Yesterday... I found out that you kissed other people. I was very disappointed, very angry, and very hurt."

He sincerely pulled Shang Yu's hand from his neck to his chest.Shangyu's fingertips slowly touched the proof that Jaeyoung was alive, and felt the beating heart through his skin.

"I don't want to experience this feeling again."

"Is it a request?"

"It's a request, it's a request, it's a plea, and it's a threat."

Zaiying spoke softly, but she couldn't hear the begging and threats.Shang Yu slowly leaned on the person in front of him, wrapping his arms around Jae Young's waist.Leaning against this warm body, Jaeyoung also hugged Shangyu's shoulders, stroking his head with his wide palm.

"Okay. You have done a lot to me during this time. Until my brother leaves, I will control myself not to create other abnormal relationships."

"Okay...it's good."

Zaiying kissed Shangyu's forehead, and there was a warm current in his chest unconsciously.How futile his demands were, how many times they had fought hysterically over pointless things, how many days were left before he left, questions flooded his mind, and his thinking collapsed again.The temperature of the eyelids rose, and suddenly there was an illusion of wanting to grasp everything but everything fell apart. Shang Yu suddenly wanted to cry.Recently, I have always been irritable and have had huge emotional ups and downs.

"Shang Yu."

At this time, Zaiying called him softly.Shang Yu didn't answer but drilled into his arms again.

"You, do you still want to see me in the future?"

As soon as he raised his head, he was caught by the other party's stern gaze.Jaeyoung's pupils fully reflected the sunlight and shone brown.Shang Yu couldn't think of any other answer, so he hesitated for a while before saying that hope that he knew would not last.

"Yes."

Immediately afterwards, Zaiying whispered in his ear.

"Then give you another chance to answer, what should I do?"

Heard the same question last Friday while looking at the shiny arch bridge in his car.Shang Yu still didn't know the correct answer, so he could only answer dryly like a parrot.

"do not know."

The situation is not as optimistic as last time. The answer that day was based on rational consideration. Now the state is in a mess, and I don't even know what to say.

"Then this is homework, find the answer yourself."

"Can't you give an objective answer?"

"No."

Jaeyoung let go of his arms and pressed Shangyu's head.He sat Sang-woo down at the dining table and brought out the food.White rice, bean sprout soup, and several other dishes were placed on the black glass-covered dining table, and he sat down opposite.Shang Yu stared blankly at a table of decent white tableware and food.

"Are you good at cooking?"

"...No, I can only cook soup, and all the vegetables are bought."

In the steaming soup, bean sprouts, tofu, green onions, eggs, dumplings and other ingredients are full.Shang Yu reached into the soup bowl with a spoon and stirred.

"What is the essence of this food? Bean sprouts soup, or dumpling soup?"

"Don't make it, bean sprout dumpling soup?"

Shang Yu laughed out loud and took a sip of the soup, during which Zaiying stared at him with his chin propped up.Sang-woo feels the need to give feedback.

"It's high in sodium."

"Put some more water in."

"Didn't follow the recipe?"

"Oh."

"It will be delicious."

Then he stuffed another spoonful of soup into his mouth, but he lost his appetite because it burned his palate, but he still ate it like a glutton.Zaiying handed over a glass of cold water and said.

"It will hurt your stomach, eat slowly."

Shang Yu continued to eat without answering. He didn’t move the rice or vegetables. After finishing the soup, he picked up the soup bowl and gulped down the soup.

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