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There are row upon row of clothing stores, pubs and restaurants, loud music can be heard endlessly, and the signs on the shops are dazzling.

"Do you like Mexican food?"

"I already ate dinner."

Jae Young seemed to think that this was an affirmative answer.Shang Yu came back to his senses and was already sitting in a small burrito shop on the second floor.This is a restaurant run by two foreigners with big eyes and dark skin. It is so crowded that there is not even a place to stay.After ordering two dishes with strange names, I had to wait more than ten minutes to eat them.

Sang Woo sat quietly trying to calm down, but failed due to the noisy atmosphere.The small shop is very noisy, you have to shout if you want to talk, and the waiters will always knock on the chairs as they walk around.The water was also lukewarm and the table was sticky.

Sang Woo is as sensitive and anxious as a carping person.The number of chopsticks in the chopstick holder was odd, the paper towels were not folded diagonally, and even the pictures on the wall were hung at an angle, all of which annoyed him.But what bothered him the most was the sight of others.

The space is too narrow and the distance between the tables is too close, and other people can see clearly what they are doing.Others seemed to be looking at Jaeyoung, the woman at the next table, the clerk who ordered food, and the people who got up to check out all seemed to be watching this novel toy.

Zaiying didn't know whether he really didn't understand or pretended not to understand, and he looked at Shangyu with his chin on his own.As soon as I met his eyes, I saw him speaking with his lips.

"Are there any dissatisfaction?"

"No."

Shang Yu immediately lowered his gaze, feeling something was wrong.Now there is a strong urge to lift the table and climb onto Jaeyoung's knees and kiss him hard, if there is a screen, I want to put it all around him so that no one can see Jaeyoung.After all, the unspeakable irrational emotions repeatedly collided in the body, Shang Yu was depressed and contradictory, so he could only drink water.

"Grilled steak taco (note: carneasadataco), enchilada (note: enchilada) is here."

Two dinner plates were placed on the small table.Although he was full from dinner, Shang Yu still picked up the cutlery and stuffed food into his mouth, and took another bite with a fork.

I don't know the name of pasta wrapped in colorful ingredients.This pungent taste must be exactly the same as Jae Young's, he thought as he ate.

"hungry?"

Zaiying held up a fork and looked at Shangyu. Shangyu didn't like his gaze, so he cut a piece of pasta that looked like kimbap with a fork and stuffed it into the other's mouth without hesitation.

"What are you doing?"

Zaiying opened her mouth to eat, with a look of astonishment.Shang Yu waited for him to swallow this, then fed him another, and another.And just like that, the meal for two was wiped out in 13 minutes.

"Get out quickly."

After all the plates were empty, Shang Yu was a little out of breath.Wiping the corners of his mouth with a napkin, it was stained with red seasoning.

"Oh...I see."

When Zaiying got up to check out, Shangyu had already come out and waited in the narrow and dark corridor outside the door.As soon as Zaiying came out of the store and came to this empty corridor, he was dragged by his shirt to a dark place, and Shang Yu's lips were captured involuntarily.

Sucking his lips as if biting, the tongue moved wantonly in his mouth.Zaiying's mouth has the same taste as himself, a spicy red taste.Shang Yu rushed over as if he was going to eat him, but he used the wrong solution.Such a violent entanglement can't make the knot in his chest go away.

The lips parted slightly, but this time Zaiying refused to stop.He put his palm on Shang Yu's neck, changed the angle and continued the kiss gently.Unknowingly, my neck touched a cold wall, and then the back of my head also touched it.I can't tell whether the violent ups and downs in my chest are caused by pain or excitement, and it seems that all emotions are mixed together.Anger and lust, salty and sweet.Hence the confusion.Shang Yu couldn't remember any skills he had learned, even the way of breathing.Only the arms around the opponent's neck completely surrendered to him.

"There must be some dissatisfaction."

After the long kiss ended, Zaiying whispered.With a flush on his face and gasping for breath, Shang Yu didn't know how to answer.

"I got Anger Regulation Disorder from you."

"It's the first time I've heard you speak so unscientifically."

He picked up his hat and put it back on, and went outside, where it was getting dark.The half moon in the high sky is glowing with hazy light.Zaiying is as familiar with this complicated alley as his own. There are people coming and going in the dark street, including drunk people and shirtless foreigners with paint on their faces.

After almost bumping into people walking across the road many times, Jaeyoung hugged his shoulders like a friend, but in a more intimate way than friends, he tightly hugged Shangyu's shoulders and held him calmly. He hugged him.

They quickly walked to the parking lot, Zaiying asked Shangyu to get in the car first, and came back after paying the parking fee by himself.

"Meal and parking fees, studio signing bonus will pay you half, give me the account number."

"tell you later."

"Now tell me, getting cash is too much trouble."

Jaeyoung didn't answer but drove the car out of the parking lot, Shangyu could only look out of the dark window depressedly.Even so, after getting into this quiet car, the depression and resentment in Shang Yu's heart gradually faded away.It's past the rush hour, and the road is deserted. Unlike Shang Yu's dull inner world, Zaiying's car is speeding along happily.Without saying anything, Jaeyoung connected the speaker to the phone and turned on the music.

"Illusion's second album pressure, the seventh track "Slow Down"."

"bingo."

The first song is the more soothing type in Jae Young's list.Even if he doesn't know musical instruments, Shang Yu feels that the empty bass playing from below is similar to the sound of a heartbeat.The slow electronic music soothed his trance-like mood all day and made him relax.Shang Yu felt sleepy and leaned back in his seat.At this time, Zaiying raised his volume again.

The car drove to the side of the Han River at some point, and slowly drifted away along the river without grasping the time.The car drove off a bridge smoothly while the fifth song was playing.Sang Woo opened the car window to let the night breeze blow on his face.

"Yoon Siyeol's first album Day and Night, the first song 'Temperature Difference'."

Jaeyoung didn't answer, but Sangwoo knew he was right.

The car stopped slowly after entering the park, and the soft music and engine sound also disappeared.

The Han River can be seen clearly above the parking lot of the park. The main body of the picture is an arch bridge, shining white shimmering light as if sleeping on the water surface. Gently beating as the little waves rise and fall.The protruding houses on both sides connected by the arch bridge also seemed to be struggling not to be swallowed by the dark night and glowed orange.It has been three years since Shang Yu came to Seoul, but he has never admired the light and dark river scene in front of him in detail like now.

"gorgeous."

Jaeyoung, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke.As he said, only artificial satellites are shining in the sky, not a single star can be seen, but everything in front of him is shining.

"Yes, at night, the pupils dilate and you can see all kinds of scattered light."

"No, I was talking about you."

Jaeyoung quietly looked at Shangyu with a chuckle, and Shangyu quickly avoided his sight.Covering his face with his hands, he could feel the heat coming from there.In the past, when I went to relatives’ homes, I often heard comments from adults that I was handsome, but this was the first time I heard the adjective beautiful.

"Obviously you are more beautiful."

Shang Yu muttered in his heart.That's why people who meet for the first time want to talk to him and make everyone around him notice him.Shangyu and Jaeyoung have always met in the practice room, so they don't know anything about how he lives outside.To this day, I have never cared about this kind of thing, and there has never been a need to care about it.

"bad mood."

It was as if the door to a room that could not be entered was opened, the darkness in the room would erode the ability to think, and Shang Yu was surrounded by anxiety that he would not be able to return to the past, and thoughts emerged one after another.How many people said they liked Jaeyoung and stayed with him, and how many people took the position next to him and were brought here.Sang-woo is tormented by the constant emergence of questions that are desperate to ask but unhelpfully answered.

"Tell me why you're having a temper today."

Jaeyoung's voice broke the silence.

"No tantrums."

"Have."

"I said no."

"Obviously there is."

Unfamiliar emotions made Shang Yu's expression ugly. Normally, looking at his face would make him feel better, but today he was always angry.Shang Yu sat up straight again and turned his head to the left.

It's been a long time since I saw Jaeyoung with such an expressionless face, his slightly drooping eyes were dark without a trace of joke, and his mouth was also pursed into a line.Unable to tell what he was thinking now, he reached out to Shang Yu's eyes and turned the brim of his hat to the side, then rubbed Shang Yu's head.

"Shang Yu."

Jaeyoung said without blinking, and Sangwoo also looked into the other's eyes without answering.The other party exhaled lightly from the beautifully shaped mouth, as if whispering.

"Are you mad at taking away the time you should be working?"

"no."

"Speak out if you are dissatisfied with me."

"No."

Despite answering his question honestly, Jaeyoung's brow furrowed even tighter.His light-colored pupils seemed to be wondering whether Shang Yu's words were true and observed Shang Yu's face carefully.His sight seemed to have substance and temperature, which gave Shang Yu the illusion of being touched, and his chest felt uncontrollably tight.