semantic error

Change someone's name.Shang Yu didn't mean to insult his aunt, but just said the name he could think of, and his sister laughed at him for being an idiot who couldn't even remember his aunt's name.She asked all their relatives from grandma to cousin one by one. Although Shang Yu answered honestly, the problem was that 20 of the 18 names were wrong.The father sighed helplessly, and the mother didn't know what to say, and finally said to take Shang Yu to test his intelligence.

In the second week, Shang Yu went to a large general hospital with his parents.Wearing a white coat, he said to Shang Yu not to be afraid, just play a few interesting games.However, it was not what she said, she also asked Shang Yu to draw more than five pictures, and asked a bunch of useless questions.

"Wow, it's really fun, isn't it?"

"No, I want to go home."

Finally, remember the number game and solve the graphics problem on the paper.In retrospect, this time was the most fun.

It was only later that I learned that this activity included 13 in-depth tests such as memory ability test, multi-faceted personality test, psychiatric diagnosis test, intelligence test, and social relationship ability test.When Sang-woo was 10 years old, a similar thing happened at school. When he was called "mentally retarded", his mother showed Sang-woo the test report and explained.

"The frontal lobe is not damaged, so you don't have to worry. The reason why you suspect it is face blindness is caused by intimacy in interpersonal relationships. It is not a cognitive problem, but a selective memory loss. Because I am afraid that you will be proud So I didn't tell you, but in fact your memory score is a super high value between a genius and a scholar."

"It's not my fault, is it?"

"Yes. The human brain is supposed to delete unnecessary information. Your brain prioritizes information differently and operates more efficiently than other people."

"Fortunately, I'm not mentally handicapped."

"...You can't say that. And...the doctor is worried about your extremely calm mood. I don't know what's wrong with this. Besides, she asked me to refer to whether I have mild obsessive-compulsive disorder."

"Is it very harmful?"

"No, it's not a hindrance, so don't worry too much. I also have the same symptoms, so I live freely."

Selective memory loss, a technique that removes useless memories and leaves only what is needed.This is a necessary ability now, but the strange thing is that the brain does not work as usual.

The memory of yesterday is still fresh and makes one's scalp tingle.After drinking enough alcohol, which was the highest amount of alcohol he could drink, his physical condition was like being taken aphrodisiac, and what happened in the time after getting into Jaeyoung's car were all as clear as a video captured by an ultra-high-definition camera. stay in the brain.Not just sight and hearing, but even smell, touch, and taste—the smell of Jang Jae Young's skin, how tightly he clutched his shoulder, how hot the car was, all of them could be recalled without missing a beat.

The smell of hairspray left on the sweat-smoothed forehead, the sinking of the heart when the seat fell back, the sound of rapid breathing, and the heavy moan from Jaeyoung's lips and teeth, all in my ears. All the words that were whispered sweetly and angrily cursed under the majestic expression.

The moments that I can’t remember are only before and after Jaeyoung ejaculates in the palm of Jaeyoung’s hand, and all Sangwoo outside of that is too detailed to remember.

"Master, I'm done."

Shang Yu muttered to himself and got up from the bed weakly.Lying blankly and doing nothing, it was noon before I knew it.After taking a shower, I opened the instant hot rice on the shelf and cooked it with instant curry, then washed the pots and bowls and sat in front of the computer.

"VeggieVenturer" is currently in a suspended state. Until the next designer is found, the work on my side is meaningless, and even so, I don't have any mood to play games.Shang Yu sat quietly for a while without turning on the computer before noticing the flashing lights of the main unit.

"what happened?"

He has always had the habit of saving electricity, and he will turn off the computer whenever he leaves his seat, so it is not impossible for it to be turned on for more than 10 hours.After moving the mouse, the screen lighted up. He stared at the chaotically stacked windows of several games and download folders on the screen, and found that the previously downloaded video materials were gone.

"..."

He quickly operated the mouse, hoping that it was just accidentally deleted, but it wasn't in the recycle bin either.Confirm the detailed information about access from the log, which records that it was deleted at 00:55:21 in the morning.

"Jang Jae Young!"

Shang Yu screamed strangely and grabbed his hair.It's okay if the video is gone, but it's impossible for him not to see such an obvious folder on the desktop.What would it feel like to see myself filing all the information about him that I could find on the Internet.

Driven by shame, Shang Yu permanently deleted the entire folder of Jang Jae Young, his hands were still shaking, and his face became hot.He has always lived an upright life with nothing to be ashamed of, but recently he is full of strange feelings, and he feels the loneliness of drifting in the vast sea.

"Shang Woo? Are you... crying?"

I also cried a lot yesterday, a memory that I want to erase like a folder.The last time Shang Yu cried was during biochemical training.Before that time, it was when the mosquito was slapped with my sister's magazine, and the monster took revenge on himself because the magazine was stained.When I bought turkey noodles and ate them, although they said it was not spicy at all, I shed physical tears while eating.

Sang Woo has always felt that people cry too much.For example, on the last day of the practice meeting, everyone gathered together to light candles and play soft music to create a far-fetched feeling.Among a group of guys crying like water from a faucet, Shang Yu opened his eyes blankly.

"Oh boy, why are you the only one not crying?"

"Not sad."

Watching sad movies doesn't make any sense either.No matter how tragic the movie is, it is just the narrative form of the characters, and Shang Yu will not be affected at all.For him, tears are just the effect of foreign objects entering the eyes, and this time he learned something new: tears will flow when depression and resentment are extremely aggravated, and they will not stop flowing from the eyes no matter how hard they try come out.

After sitting for a while, Shang Yu wanted to cry again, never thought that his stress management ability was so insufficient.Life is so unsatisfactory, life is a mess.I thought that the day when Zhang Jae-young appeared in his own world all red was the most tiring, but judging from the recent series of events, that period of time was really peaceful.After going through a much more painful situation than before, Sang Woo has become more comfortable with small fights like that.

I thought about not being able to overcome my sexual desire, so I had to start an abnormal relationship with the other party, and I also thought about using the most violent way to solve my sexual desire, like being possessed by a demon.To challenge something that cannot be done is simply whimsical.

The bad relationship that started because of the group work ends here.I don't know how a small mistake developed into an error that crushed the entire program. No matter how Shang Yu tried his best, he couldn't catch this semantic error named Zhang Jae-young.On the contrary, it's a blessing to be able to stop here, before things get worse and get hurt more.

Removing him from his life would have caused his state to take a turn for the worse, but it was only the price of all the previous bad decisions.

"I want to go home."

Sang-woo feels homesick for the first time in his life.Everything was going according to mother's plan, everything was in its place, and no danger could harm his stronghold.Back then, I thought that I could live a good life alone, but now it seems that I am too confident.Thought this was a very rationally operating world, but found that it was full of turbulent waves while alive. The pirates who attracted these trials fired cannons and instantly sank Shangyu's boat in the vast sea.

Shang Yu pushed away the keyboard and slowly lay down on the table, inexplicably, the image of the boat crumbling before capsized appeared in his mind.

"Pirate costume...I really want to see it."

In this case, endorphins can also be secreted, and I am completely hopeless.Is there something strange growing in my brain? I really want to check with that doctor.

Shang Yu continued to lie on his stomach, reached for the mouse, and opened the web browser.I found Jaeyoung's SNS from the favorites directory and clicked on it, but found that the latest news was still the photo I showed with Shangyu's Chinese last time.After clicking and searching several times, photos uploaded by other people appeared.Search, click, screenshot.Search, click, screenshot.Click, search, screenshot.Click, search, screenshot. #韩国大学Celebration#Competition#Phantom Tavern#Korea University Drama Club

A vampire with a smile on his pale face, a vampire with a grimace, a vampire with a scary expression, a vampire with a plate of wine in one hand and one in his arm, and a vampire with three bottles of wine in the other.Jang Jae-young shines alone in the group photo without makeup.Wanted to see some more, but only found 8 photos.

Shang Yu opened the data recovery software to restore Zhang Jae-young's folder, then renamed the newly saved photos and put them in.

"It can't be deleted yet, right now, at this moment, at this moment."

This day was extremely long, and Shang Yu took a long nap in order to relieve the extreme stress.Then I cleaned every corner of the house and had a simple dinner.After playing a few games, I pulled out the keycaps on the keyboard and cleaned the dust and