When he said this, Chen Zhi's voice trembled slightly, he covered his face, and did not speak for a long time.
Yan Yi still remembered the call at that time, it was the shooter's call.
Because of the brief moment of hesitation before, he dialed the other party's number, and when the radar in his mind sounded, the phone had already sounded a "beep".
He hung up immediately, but after that, Dianjia called more persistently. No matter how he explained, he was trying to convince him. At that time, Yan Yi almost thought that he had encountered a fraudulent organization.
It wasn't until he blocked that number that the other party stopped unexpectedly.
It turned out...it was a play arranged by someone else.
Hearing so much unexpected information suddenly made Yan Yi feel dazed.
After being quiet for a long time, Chen Zhi seemed to have gradually calmed down. He wiped his face and continued: "After the college entrance examination ended, you went to tutor a pair of twins who were in the first year of high school, remember?"
Yan Yi remembered that the father of the twins contacted him just after he finished the college entrance examination, because he had two children, and the fee would be higher accordingly.
It's just that the time is a little later, from their evening self-study in high school to around twelve o'clock.
"They were also arranged by the aunt a long time ago. They asked the twins' father to pick you up and deliberately took a few photos that looked very intimate. In fact, before that, we had already found two classmates and asked them to talk about you behind your back. You are that kind of person, deliberately being heard by Song Jing." Chen Zhi paused slightly when he said this, "In order to instill in Song Jing that you may be that kind of person."
Yan Yi only felt absurd when he heard it, everything was absurd.
At that time, Song Jing was not on vacation yet, and Yan Yi was concerned that he was quite cautious in terms of possessiveness, so he didn't specifically mention tutoring to him, but he didn't expect that someone would take advantage of him.
After a moment of silence, Yan Yi asked the first question: "Why didn't Song Jing ask me?"
Chen Zhi didn't know what was coming to his mind, he seemed to find it difficult to speak, and after a while, he asked softly: "You guys already had a problem at that time, didn't you notice it?"
Of course I found out.
However, during the three years of high school, Yan Yi was always under pressure, especially when the college entrance examination was approaching.Whether it's the choice of major or worry about his mother's physical condition, including the two years of unknown to him and Song Jing...
He deliberately wanted to snub Song Jing, and wanted him to adapt to the two years without him in advance.
He hoped that Song Jing could devote more energy to his studies, and the first two years of entering university were also very important to him. The gap in life is often opened unconsciously at this stage.
Chen Zhi seemed to have done some psychological construction before he asked tactfully: "Do you know the gaslighting effect in psychology?"
Yan Yi raised his eyes and frowned quickly.
The gaslighting effect, also known as cognitive denial, is a psychological manipulation and brainwashing that distorts the real world that the victim sees, causing people to doubt their memory, perception, or sanity.
It's a basic theory in psychology that's so easy to practice, yet can achieve amazing results that it's widely used by PUAs today.
Seeing Yan Yi's eyes, Chen Zhi knew that he knew, and then quickly lowered his eyes, avoiding his sight.
Yan Yi opened his lips slightly, his throat was a little dry, and it took him a long time to make a sound: "When did it start?"
"Three months before you broke up," Chen Zhi didn't know what to think, and his eyes suddenly turned a little red.
It was a psychological massacre they carried out on the 16-year-old Song Jing "in the name of love", a psychological suggestion deliberately created by Yan Yi as an inducement.Criticize and deny his ideas and suppress his emotions.
Or this can also be called a language violence, using negative language to criticize and attack others.
It was an unavoidable psychological manipulation for mature adults, let alone Song Jing, who was not yet mature at the time.
They told him over and over again that the world he saw was fake, and the real world was so selfish and hypocritical.What is wrong is not this world, nor Yan Yi, but Song Jing, who has a wrong perception of this world from beginning to end.
Even now, Chen Zhi can still clearly recall that Song Jing couldn't contact Yan Yi at that time, and ran out of the villa halfway up the mountain in his pajamas with a fever in the middle of the night, dialing the phone over and over again that no one answered.
Until the disheartened.
After that, Song Jing had a fever for several days and was in a daze. When she woke up, she had no emotions.
Probably because of the familiarity he grew up with, Chen Zhi clearly felt the changes in Song Jing at that time, the vigor and innocence that he once admired and loved were gone.
At that moment, a sore nose rushed into his mind, and Chen Zhi couldn't help crying. In order not to be discovered by Song Jing, he immediately turned around and ran out of Song's house.
Only then did he fully understand what their elders said. All this was not to hinder Song Jing from falling in love, nor was it to fear that he would like a man. This is not a big deal for a family like theirs.
At least from Mother Song's point of view, she wanted Song Jing to establish what she thought was correct, but was actually selfish.The love between Yan Yi and Song Jing just happened to attract Grandpa's attention, became the fuse, and became a victim of Song Jing's growth.
This is a game that the Song family and Song Jing will face sooner or later, and it actually has nothing to do with Yan Yi.
It was also at that time that Chen Zhi realized that the cruelty of those in power was more terrifying than he imagined, and he would become one of them in the future.
……
Mother Song had thought a long time ago that high-ranking people have the helplessness and pain of high-ranking people, so she hoped to give Song Jing's childhood more carefree and happy.
But in the final analysis, her identity and status have long represented that she is an ambitious person.If Song Jing didn't want to be the heir of the Song family, the huge family property of the Song family must have a second heir.
Song Jing is her son, her only natural choice is to send everything in the Song family to Song Jing. This is the only choice for her love for Song Jing and long-term control of the power of the Song family.
And Song Jing also grew a lot overnight as she wished, and he never had those naive and confused thoughts and behaviors.
His height is like his mind, and he jumped to 186 in that summer vacation.
Although his appearance still looks cool and cool.
It's just that he looked so cool before, probably because he wrote "I'm the boss, who dares to mess with me" on a simple expression.
And after that, although there were only plain eyes, when looking at people, it somehow made people feel a bit cold.
I don't get close to anyone anymore. I used to be mischievous and self-willed in front of my grandfather and mother, but those childishness seemed to disappear overnight, and I became more silent.
When Chen Zhi occasionally saw Grandpa Song taking a walk in the garden, he would look at one place for a long time, and then heaved a long sigh.
The same goes for Song's mother, they all like their children to play with them, but once it comes to the huge assets of the Song family, everything seems to be worth it.
After all, this is the only way for Song Jing, it's just one step earlier and one step later.
This is probably the death of people for money, and the death of birds for food.
Later, Mother Song hired a special teacher for Song Jing, and she had already intentionally trained him to be a successor, and Song Jing was very cooperative at that time.
Just waiting for him to graduate from high school and go abroad to enter the university arranged by his family early, and then go home and join the group, everything will come naturally.
However, in the summer vacation after his college entrance examination, Song Jing recorded a song on the Internet, which became popular overnight.He decided to enter the entertainment industry without anyone's consent.
Grandpa Song Jing was furious, and that was the most quarrelsome day in the Song family that Chen Zhi knew.
Song's mother also tasted the bad result, she thought she brought Song Jing on the right track, but she didn't know that Song Jing really got off the track from that day.
Chen Zhi covered his face, not wanting to recall any more about the past.At first he was able to numb himself. He was doing it for the good of Song Jing and the Song family, but one day he went to Song Jing's house and found Song Jing's lyrics.
Only then did he realize that after so many years, Song Jing never forgot Yan Yi...
At that moment guilt flooded Chen Zhi like a tidal wave, suffocating him. He even wondered if that shabby prank was self-defeating, which made Song Jing unable to get out of the relationship he thought he was being cheated on.
After all, people's emotions will wear away in plainness, but hate or stronger emotions are more painful and last longer than plainness.
Later, his contact with Song Jing gradually decreased. After learning about Song Jing's mood, he was even more afraid to let Song Jing know the truth.
Although he really regards Song Jing as his only brother, he has to admit that his nature is more selfish than Song Jing.
Later, the guilt gradually faded away with time, until Song Jing and Yan Yi reunited.
From the moment he saw them online, Chen Zhi knew that this day would come sooner or later.
It was as if fate had played a trick on them, and the crime that they thought had been buried had been brought to light seven years later.
After that, he was always in a state of trepidation, not daring to confess to Song Jing, and he was always afraid of the day when he would be exposed.
Finally, after Song Jing noticed something, he chose to tell Yan Yi.Whether he is selfish or afraid, he can't tell Song Jing all this. Only Yan Yi can let Song Jing have the greatest emotional buffer when he learns all this.
After speaking, Chen Zhi covered his face, his voice was a little hoarse: "He has a globe and a lyrics book at home, you can take a look if you have the chance."
After a short pause, Chen Zhi said: "In the past few years, I have never had a true friend by my side... I really regard Song Jing as a brother, I..."
When he said this, his voice was a little choked: "Can you..."
Don't let him lose this brother completely.
Yan Yi still remembered the call at that time, it was the shooter's call.
Because of the brief moment of hesitation before, he dialed the other party's number, and when the radar in his mind sounded, the phone had already sounded a "beep".
He hung up immediately, but after that, Dianjia called more persistently. No matter how he explained, he was trying to convince him. At that time, Yan Yi almost thought that he had encountered a fraudulent organization.
It wasn't until he blocked that number that the other party stopped unexpectedly.
It turned out...it was a play arranged by someone else.
Hearing so much unexpected information suddenly made Yan Yi feel dazed.
After being quiet for a long time, Chen Zhi seemed to have gradually calmed down. He wiped his face and continued: "After the college entrance examination ended, you went to tutor a pair of twins who were in the first year of high school, remember?"
Yan Yi remembered that the father of the twins contacted him just after he finished the college entrance examination, because he had two children, and the fee would be higher accordingly.
It's just that the time is a little later, from their evening self-study in high school to around twelve o'clock.
"They were also arranged by the aunt a long time ago. They asked the twins' father to pick you up and deliberately took a few photos that looked very intimate. In fact, before that, we had already found two classmates and asked them to talk about you behind your back. You are that kind of person, deliberately being heard by Song Jing." Chen Zhi paused slightly when he said this, "In order to instill in Song Jing that you may be that kind of person."
Yan Yi only felt absurd when he heard it, everything was absurd.
At that time, Song Jing was not on vacation yet, and Yan Yi was concerned that he was quite cautious in terms of possessiveness, so he didn't specifically mention tutoring to him, but he didn't expect that someone would take advantage of him.
After a moment of silence, Yan Yi asked the first question: "Why didn't Song Jing ask me?"
Chen Zhi didn't know what was coming to his mind, he seemed to find it difficult to speak, and after a while, he asked softly: "You guys already had a problem at that time, didn't you notice it?"
Of course I found out.
However, during the three years of high school, Yan Yi was always under pressure, especially when the college entrance examination was approaching.Whether it's the choice of major or worry about his mother's physical condition, including the two years of unknown to him and Song Jing...
He deliberately wanted to snub Song Jing, and wanted him to adapt to the two years without him in advance.
He hoped that Song Jing could devote more energy to his studies, and the first two years of entering university were also very important to him. The gap in life is often opened unconsciously at this stage.
Chen Zhi seemed to have done some psychological construction before he asked tactfully: "Do you know the gaslighting effect in psychology?"
Yan Yi raised his eyes and frowned quickly.
The gaslighting effect, also known as cognitive denial, is a psychological manipulation and brainwashing that distorts the real world that the victim sees, causing people to doubt their memory, perception, or sanity.
It's a basic theory in psychology that's so easy to practice, yet can achieve amazing results that it's widely used by PUAs today.
Seeing Yan Yi's eyes, Chen Zhi knew that he knew, and then quickly lowered his eyes, avoiding his sight.
Yan Yi opened his lips slightly, his throat was a little dry, and it took him a long time to make a sound: "When did it start?"
"Three months before you broke up," Chen Zhi didn't know what to think, and his eyes suddenly turned a little red.
It was a psychological massacre they carried out on the 16-year-old Song Jing "in the name of love", a psychological suggestion deliberately created by Yan Yi as an inducement.Criticize and deny his ideas and suppress his emotions.
Or this can also be called a language violence, using negative language to criticize and attack others.
It was an unavoidable psychological manipulation for mature adults, let alone Song Jing, who was not yet mature at the time.
They told him over and over again that the world he saw was fake, and the real world was so selfish and hypocritical.What is wrong is not this world, nor Yan Yi, but Song Jing, who has a wrong perception of this world from beginning to end.
Even now, Chen Zhi can still clearly recall that Song Jing couldn't contact Yan Yi at that time, and ran out of the villa halfway up the mountain in his pajamas with a fever in the middle of the night, dialing the phone over and over again that no one answered.
Until the disheartened.
After that, Song Jing had a fever for several days and was in a daze. When she woke up, she had no emotions.
Probably because of the familiarity he grew up with, Chen Zhi clearly felt the changes in Song Jing at that time, the vigor and innocence that he once admired and loved were gone.
At that moment, a sore nose rushed into his mind, and Chen Zhi couldn't help crying. In order not to be discovered by Song Jing, he immediately turned around and ran out of Song's house.
Only then did he fully understand what their elders said. All this was not to hinder Song Jing from falling in love, nor was it to fear that he would like a man. This is not a big deal for a family like theirs.
At least from Mother Song's point of view, she wanted Song Jing to establish what she thought was correct, but was actually selfish.The love between Yan Yi and Song Jing just happened to attract Grandpa's attention, became the fuse, and became a victim of Song Jing's growth.
This is a game that the Song family and Song Jing will face sooner or later, and it actually has nothing to do with Yan Yi.
It was also at that time that Chen Zhi realized that the cruelty of those in power was more terrifying than he imagined, and he would become one of them in the future.
……
Mother Song had thought a long time ago that high-ranking people have the helplessness and pain of high-ranking people, so she hoped to give Song Jing's childhood more carefree and happy.
But in the final analysis, her identity and status have long represented that she is an ambitious person.If Song Jing didn't want to be the heir of the Song family, the huge family property of the Song family must have a second heir.
Song Jing is her son, her only natural choice is to send everything in the Song family to Song Jing. This is the only choice for her love for Song Jing and long-term control of the power of the Song family.
And Song Jing also grew a lot overnight as she wished, and he never had those naive and confused thoughts and behaviors.
His height is like his mind, and he jumped to 186 in that summer vacation.
Although his appearance still looks cool and cool.
It's just that he looked so cool before, probably because he wrote "I'm the boss, who dares to mess with me" on a simple expression.
And after that, although there were only plain eyes, when looking at people, it somehow made people feel a bit cold.
I don't get close to anyone anymore. I used to be mischievous and self-willed in front of my grandfather and mother, but those childishness seemed to disappear overnight, and I became more silent.
When Chen Zhi occasionally saw Grandpa Song taking a walk in the garden, he would look at one place for a long time, and then heaved a long sigh.
The same goes for Song's mother, they all like their children to play with them, but once it comes to the huge assets of the Song family, everything seems to be worth it.
After all, this is the only way for Song Jing, it's just one step earlier and one step later.
This is probably the death of people for money, and the death of birds for food.
Later, Mother Song hired a special teacher for Song Jing, and she had already intentionally trained him to be a successor, and Song Jing was very cooperative at that time.
Just waiting for him to graduate from high school and go abroad to enter the university arranged by his family early, and then go home and join the group, everything will come naturally.
However, in the summer vacation after his college entrance examination, Song Jing recorded a song on the Internet, which became popular overnight.He decided to enter the entertainment industry without anyone's consent.
Grandpa Song Jing was furious, and that was the most quarrelsome day in the Song family that Chen Zhi knew.
Song's mother also tasted the bad result, she thought she brought Song Jing on the right track, but she didn't know that Song Jing really got off the track from that day.
Chen Zhi covered his face, not wanting to recall any more about the past.At first he was able to numb himself. He was doing it for the good of Song Jing and the Song family, but one day he went to Song Jing's house and found Song Jing's lyrics.
Only then did he realize that after so many years, Song Jing never forgot Yan Yi...
At that moment guilt flooded Chen Zhi like a tidal wave, suffocating him. He even wondered if that shabby prank was self-defeating, which made Song Jing unable to get out of the relationship he thought he was being cheated on.
After all, people's emotions will wear away in plainness, but hate or stronger emotions are more painful and last longer than plainness.
Later, his contact with Song Jing gradually decreased. After learning about Song Jing's mood, he was even more afraid to let Song Jing know the truth.
Although he really regards Song Jing as his only brother, he has to admit that his nature is more selfish than Song Jing.
Later, the guilt gradually faded away with time, until Song Jing and Yan Yi reunited.
From the moment he saw them online, Chen Zhi knew that this day would come sooner or later.
It was as if fate had played a trick on them, and the crime that they thought had been buried had been brought to light seven years later.
After that, he was always in a state of trepidation, not daring to confess to Song Jing, and he was always afraid of the day when he would be exposed.
Finally, after Song Jing noticed something, he chose to tell Yan Yi.Whether he is selfish or afraid, he can't tell Song Jing all this. Only Yan Yi can let Song Jing have the greatest emotional buffer when he learns all this.
After speaking, Chen Zhi covered his face, his voice was a little hoarse: "He has a globe and a lyrics book at home, you can take a look if you have the chance."
After a short pause, Chen Zhi said: "In the past few years, I have never had a true friend by my side... I really regard Song Jing as a brother, I..."
When he said this, his voice was a little choked: "Can you..."
Don't let him lose this brother completely.
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