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"Mo Xiaoxian, don't torture me, okay?"

Xie Xunyang in the video seems to have something to say, but his expression has leaked out...

That truth made Mo Xian lie on the bed and his heart was pounding, wanting to believe but not believing it, wanting to ask but not daring...

The two hung up the phone in agreement.

Eyes open all night until dawn.

……

"Hey, it's been a week. Are you still in bed?" Seeing that Mo Xian's eyes were blue, He Yan couldn't help asking, "Do you want to tell your coach about the situation?"

"It's okay." Mo Xian waved his hands and lay down on the table, "It was too hot last night, I didn't sleep well..."

"Too hot?" He Yan looked at the thick coat he had already put on, wondering who had the problem.

Mo Xian tilted his head and stared at the mid-term examination papers that had just been handed out today. He was in third place again, and was slightly dazed.

Obviously, you have worked hard.

But why, just can't surpass those two people?

Suddenly, I could understand Xu Yi's mood when he was called "the second child". Now if anyone dares to call him "the third child", he will go all out.

"Crack." He Yan snapped his fingers in front of his eyes, "What are you thinking?"

Mo Xian didn't look energetic, his snow-white face was drooping, and for some reason, He Yan suddenly remembered the cute little white dog raised by his neighbor when he was a child.

At this moment, his cuffs were pulled lightly, he raised his head, met Mo Xian's innocent gaze, and pushed his paper listlessly: "Can you explain this question for me?"

For a moment, He Yan's heart seemed to be hit.

Good, so cute......

He pulled the paper, looked at it carefully, coughed lightly, and sat upright: "This one is really difficult. It looks like a question from our coach. If I hadn't done it before, I definitely wouldn't..." After finishing speaking, he squinted at the other person's expression, felt comforted by himself, and raised his spirits even more, "Come on, let me tell you slowly..."

Zhou Jinguo walked into the classroom with a bun in his mouth and unkempt hair. Seeing He Yan lecturing the topic, he froze for a few seconds.

He and He Yan were childhood friends, and he knew exactly what kind of person he was.With a resolute and upright appearance, he is actually the most lazy to meddle in other people's business. As time goes by, no one in his class will come to him with questions.

He had never seen a scene like this several times in his life.

With strong curiosity, Baozi stopped biting and stood by and watched.

Looking at it, I couldn't help pointing and said: "Old He, what a stupid way, you are fooled if you do it right?"

He Yan was unwilling: "Hey, are you questioning our coach's thinking? I am 2 points higher than you in this exam!"

Mo Xian: "..." Heartbroken.

"Tsk. Mo Xian, don't listen to him, let me tell you, it should be..."

When Fang Fang entered the classroom, he saw his students lying on the table as if they had lost their souls. On the left, He Yan was scribbling and writing, listing the steps for him.

The rest of the students in the class were all silent, watching the gods fighting quietly.

"Understand?"

"Is my method better?!"

The two asked at the same time, glaring at each other.

After waiting for a while, the man in the middle didn't move.

He Yan leaned over to take a look...

"...you woke up, Mo Xian!! How late did you stay up——"

……

Due to long-term poor rest and excessive psychological pressure, Mo Xian's condition is getting worse and worse.

In the last week of the training camp, the mock exams became more and more frequent. Mo Xian even made a mistake in his performance once, and his ranking dropped to fourth.Although they had always been No. 4 in the past, the three of them had a fault distance from No. [-]. This time they fell down, and even He Yan and Zhou Jinguo were a little anxious for him.

After class, He Yan took the initiative to sit down and help him explain the topic. Mo Xian listened carefully and thanked him. He still seemed cheerful.

Equation also talked to him many times, and the other party assured him that he was very good, but his test scores still showed a downward trend, and he often saw him sitting alone under the vine after evening self-study, for a long time.

Fang Fang was very worried, but he couldn't just watch his students go on like this...

He thought of a person.

Maybe Mo Xian would listen to what that person said.

Since the chat got a little out of control that day, Xie Xunyang didn't call Mo Xian again.

He could imagine his expression at that time, and with Mo Xian's intelligence, he might have guessed his thoughts.

It's not that he doesn't dare to admit it, but that he needs time to reason it out, and then seriously tell the other party how he feels face to face.Regardless of whether the other party accepts it or not, or whether he will be frightened, he must do the same.

Some feelings are accumulated over time and cannot be hidden.

Now is the critical period of Xian'er's training camp, and it will be a better time to wait for him to come back.

On this day's exam, Mo Xian returned to No.3.Both He Yan and Zhou Jinguo were happy for him, and even Fang Fang was relieved, and even praised him a few words before eating.

Mo Xian had a smile on his face, but in fact, he felt a great loss in his heart, which made him eager to leave the crowd and find a place to stay alone for a while.

Is it because I haven't worked hard enough?

The two-week training camp was about to end, but there seemed to be a gap between him and those two.

No matter how hard I worked in junior high school, I could still see the results, and my grades continued to improve, until I finally reached a level that I was satisfied with.But now, he obviously worked harder than before, but he couldn't see any hope.

This made him have to admit that He Yan and Zhou Jinguo were more talented than himself in biology.

It's not that he hasn't seen talented people.There is no doubt that Xie Xunyang is the most perfect person he has ever seen.

But it may be the first time that such people have been discovered in the field of biology, which shattered the self-confidence he had continuously built up in junior high school, broke the No.1 record that he had occupied for a long time in high school, and also made him... fall into a deep... deep self-doubt.

The path I chose with full confidence, now it seems that I may not be able to go on well...

Just as Mo Xian buried his head in his knees and endured the soreness in his eyes, the phone rang.

[Xie Xunyang]

Mo Xian hesitated for three seconds and hung up the phone.

The bell rang again.

After repeating this five times, Mo Xian finally picked it up.

Hoarse voice: "Brother, I have a cold, let's talk tomorrow."

The other side was quiet for a moment, the familiar voice was low and soft, with the meaning of coaxing a child.

"Xian'er, may I go and accompany you?"

Mo Xian was stunned, and in an instant, he came to his senses, and yelled at the phone like a collapse: "Who called you again?! What are you talking about? How could he do this? I didn't let him say, how could he?" Can I tell you everything in private? Why should I tell you, who are you, why should I take care of me..."

"I don't want to see you! Don't come, I'll be fine by myself, don't come with anyone..."

Xie Xunyang listened to the hair venting, and there was a heavy panting sound. After he calmed down, he said patiently: "Come here, come to the iron gate."

Mo Xian was stunned, Iron Gate?

Holding the mobile phone, he got up and walked towards the gate of the base. When he was about to get there, he saw an incredible figure standing there alone, slender and tall, looking at him from a distance.

Mo Xian couldn't hold back his tears again, and trotted over, Xie Xunyang reached in through the railing, and gently pinched his face.

Mo Xian wiped his eyes: "You, why are you here... I didn't want to cry, I won't cry. I'm sorry."

Xie Xunyang bent his lips: "What's the matter? You have loved to cry since you were young. At that time, you would cry if you knocked your chin or bit your tongue. Now you are more promising than before."

Mo Xian cried even harder.

Before I knew it, this person had been with me for so long.

"It's like this again... can you, don't be so nice to me." Mo Xian wiped his eyes with the back of his hand fiercely, "I endured not contacting you for three years before, just because I was afraid that after meeting you, I wouldn't be so nice to you." Once you have the courage to learn by yourself, you will become, just like now... squeamish."

"I can do it myself, I can really do it myself..."

Muttering in his mouth, suddenly his body was gently pulled to the front, a warm kiss passed through the iron gate, and was gently printed on his forehead.

Mo Xian was speechless, his almond eyes widened.

Xie Xunyang's deep voice sounded from the top of his head: "No, I can't do it alone. I didn't want to tell you these things so early, but I'm afraid if I don't tell you any more, something strange will come out of your little head. Weird thoughts. Now, Xian’er, listen, no one stipulates that you have to be strong all the time, there will always be someone who will appear because of liking and love, and is willing to stay by your side, share your emotions, and face it with you Difficulties, let’s go together.”

"Can I come with you?"