The little beauty of the ABO paranoid boss is sweet and soft

Gu Qingchu held his face, like a handful of beloved pearls afraid that he would shatter at any time, extremely uncomfortable, but still did not dare to harden his tone: "How about it, Brother Yun..."

The two people looked at each other, one was pious with humbleness, the other gradually felt distressed.

I don't know how to comfort.

Chu Yun didn't expect his reaction to be so intense, so he didn't know how to comfort him.

It's true that he couldn't refuse every request from Gu Qingchu.

This person has an extraordinary position in his heart. Even after giving birth to a son, he is still the first existence beyond others.

"Can we think about it again? In the early Qing Dynasty... it's a baby."

Chu Yun stroked his abdomen naturally. Although it's only been more than a month now and he hardly has any sense of existence, but when he was pregnant last time, he worked hard alone.

He wanted Lu Qingchu to see the magic of life, and... it was a life.

As the person who gave birth to this life, I know the different sense of happiness when the baby grows in my womb.

What's more, this is the crystallization of two people.

Even with Gu Xi, the arrival of a new life cannot be erased, everyone is irreplaceable.

"Really, Brother Yun, let's not want this child, okay? I beg you...we already have Xiaoxi, and I will make it up to you in the future. We don't want this child this time, okay?"

"..."

Chu Yun did not expect him to be so decisive.

The smile that originally wanted to comfort froze on his face, and he knew why he was so resistant.

It's because the risks are high.

Betas who have experience may not be able to do it either. Gu Qingchu didn't want to have a chance to gamble, he refused to take it.

All night he begged at the bedside, just trying to persuade him not to have the child.

"When you are in good health, I will vote for any movie you want. I... I will return to the screen and be with you, okay? Brother Yun, this kid is still young, he only has his thumbs, he doesn't know anything , okay?"

"...You have already decided, what else do you need to discuss with me?"

Chu Yun twitched the corners of his mouth, his expression darkened a little, he didn't know what to say, and got under the quilt.

He couldn't refute it himself, he knew that Gu Qingchu was afraid that something would happen to him, he was afraid.

Starting from this book, I still feel uncomfortable.

Seeing that he stopped making any noise, Gu Qingchu turned around, climbed onto the bed and hugged him from behind: "We have Xiaoxi, right? We are very happy."

"Ah."

"Brother Yun, I can't lose you. Just treat me as a selfish person. Let me make the decision this time. We don't want it...I will make it up to you."

The man's arm tightly clutched his waist, indulged in his arm and nibbled his neck: "I'm the one who's sorry for you."

"In the early Qing Dynasty, I know."

He hadn't had a moment's joy from the joy of pregnancy before he needed to say goodbye to the unformed child.

Chu Yun's back was stiff, Gu Qingchu turned him around, and kissed his forehead lightly: "I'm sorry..."

He closed his eyes heavily, and said softly: "I know, I understand."

A few words seemed to exhaust all his strength, he didn't want to continue talking, his head was buried heavily in Gu Qingchu's chest, the atmosphere was extremely dull.

The two of them seem to have returned to the time when they had just reconciled. They were a little closer, but there was an inexplicable rift. The only difference was that this time, Gu Qingchu loved him too much, not because he was bored.

"Do not be angry……"

"No, I'm sleepy."

Because the effect of this negotiation was not good enough, I told Duan Sihua that the final decision was to cancel it.

The operation is scheduled for the next week, and Chu Yun can only proceed after two days of rest after the fever subsides for a physical examination.

It would be a lie to say that he is not uncomfortable, he has lost interest this week and is always staring out the window in a daze.

Gu Qingchu wanted him to be happy in a different way, and even made video calls with Gu Xi every day in the hospital, trying to make him happy.

Although it is of no use.

Beta's reaction in the early stage of pregnancy will be more serious. In the first three months, the fetus needs to adapt to the conception without pheromones, and there will be xenophobic reactions even in just one month.

The baby didn't know that his two fathers were about to abandon him, so he tossed in Chu Yun's body.

The food in the hospital was tasteless. Chu Yun had some slight nausea in the first two days. Everything he ate was tasteless and tasted like chewing wax.

For several nights that could be counted, Gu Qingchu and him were tightly stuck together, and his hands couldn't help but explore and caress his stomach.

If you don't knock it out, after a while, this part of your body will bulge up again, and a baby is tossing and turning inside.

In fact, he likes children very much, especially... and Gu Qingchu's children.

Physical examination the day before surgery.

Alpha was not allowed to follow up in the examination room. Duan Sihua performed a B-ultrasound on him to find the fetal position as usual, and made backup preparations for medical abortion. If the abortion was not completely clean, surgery would be required.

Director Duan, who likes to be funny on weekdays, is not in much interest now, because looking at the black and blue eyes of Chu Yun, he can tell that he must have not slept well for several nights.

"Isn't everything discussed? Why do you still have this expression." Duan Sihua pointed at the computer, "Don't you want to see it?"

"It was he who made the decision, not a discussion." Chu Yun pulled his lips lightly, and looked up at the little black shadow on the screen, "I didn't have a pregnancy test a few months before the last pregnancy, so... so small. "

"Yeah, very small, the hands and feet haven't grown yet."

Chu Yun's gaze stayed on the screen for a long time without being able to move away. He closed his eyes helplessly, not daring to look any more, and the tip of his nose felt a little sour.

In the last pregnancy, Gu Qingchu didn't accompany her until the third trimester.

I haven't had the chance to conceive a life with him from scratch.Even Gu Xi was considered a "problem baby" when he was born. Omega born with no gender to change, even at such a young age, he had to wear restraining stickers.

Duan Sihua saw his reluctance: "It's not that Gu Qingchu doesn't want to, he's just afraid that something will happen to you. To be honest, the story of the two of you is really interesting. I watched him go from bored to deep love, and now he doesn't want you to have a little trouble. Yes, it can be regarded as some experience, I can understand him, but as a doctor, I can also understand you."

"I also know that he doesn't want anything to happen to me."

Chu Yun's mood was mixed, and he didn't even know what to say: "So I agree with everything he says."

His voice was a little hoarse and choked, and Duan Sihua could tell something was wrong instantly: "Did you vomit? Or..."

"It's not like morning sickness." Chu Yun pursed his lips, wiped off the test agent on his abdomen with a tissue, and coughed lightly: "Sister Duan, can you give me a copy of this child's video..."

"You can't be psychologically repelled and stressed? You..."

"It's okay." Chu Yun's tired face couldn't help showing a reluctant look: "It's just that I can't eat, maybe it's because I feel uncomfortable."

In the past few nights, he couldn't sleep well. He dreamed that a child was holding his hand and begging him not to let it go.

"I feel like a girl, I dreamed, wearing a little white dress... I want to hug it." He sat up and muttered to get dressed.

His appearance was so distressing that Duan Sihua called out to the nurse.

Nurse Liu brought in the medicine: "Take it in advance, take one today, and I will give it to you at this time tomorrow, should I go back to my room or eat here?"

The pill in her hand is only a small piece, which is no different from normal medicine.

Duan Sihua explained: "Medical abortion needs to take medicine for three days, and it will work on the third day. The first pill is to temporarily stop the function of your reproductive cavity, the second pill is to empty it, and the third pill is hormones to make the placenta separate from the reproductive cavity. If it doesn't drain after three days, surgery is needed."

He sat by the bed, nodded silently, reached out to take the pills, and said nothing.

As soon as the door was opened, Gu Qingchu, who was waiting outside, stood up to meet him.

He has not had a good time these few days, and it would be really uncomfortable for him to make up his mind to be this villain, but if he doesn't stop now...

"How's it going? Eat..." Seeing his uneasy expression, Gu Qingchu quickly pulled him over: "Did you eat that?"

"Nurse Liu, you send Chu Yun back first." She pointed at Gu Qingchu, "You stay."

Chu Yun didn't say anything, let go of Gu Qingchu's hand, and was led away by the nurse.

"Brother Yun..."

"Do you know that he has resistance now?" Duan Sihua asked straight to the point: "Aside from vomiting, has he had any other reactions in the past two days?"

"Yes, he doesn't talk much, and always stares at the window in a daze. He feels uncomfortable, I know."

"You didn't discuss it with him at all, did you? Are you relying on him not to refuse all your requests for brutal handling? Gu Qingchu, wake up! If you directly abort like this, are you sure he will be much better than death?"

Duan Sihua seriously asked: "I tell you clearly, he needs to see a psychiatrist now, and the root cause is you."

Stress response.

Gu Qingchu is no stranger to this term.

He hurried back to the ward, but there was no one on the bed, and the sound of splashing water came from the bathroom.

A piece of paper fluttered down from the hospital bed. It was crumpled and spread out again. It was a black-and-white picture of a B-ultrasound, with only a faint black shadow.

When Gu Qingchu picked it up, his eyes fell on the lower right corner, and a round teardrop was soaked.

"Brother Yun, you open the door."

He went to the door of the bathroom and knocked, but he didn't intend to open the door for a long time. The faucet kept flushing. This situation was not good. He called someone, but there was still no movement.

Bang it!

Kicking the door open with one kick, Gu Qingchu walked in: "Brother Yun!"

Both the shower and the sink were on, and Chu Yun curled up in the corner of the bathroom with the wet gown sticking to his body, hugging his knees, and buried his head deeply.

"What are you doing! What are you doing! You just had a fever! Do you know that!" Gu Qingchu felt that this scene seemed familiar, and his heart raised his throat.

He walked over and quickly turned off the shower, pulling him up.

Chu Yun raised his head, he cried, looked at him with red eyes, spread out the pills in his palm, mixed with bloodstains, and showed him, with a trembling voice: "Qingchu, can I, don't take it..."