cute crush method

Another week passed, and Bai Xiangxiao still didn't have the courage to meet Han Xing, and the entanglement in his heart became more and more complicated day by day.

And since he deliberately declined the meeting, the number of times Han Xing took the initiative to find him has also decreased.

The two suddenly changed from the state of often sending messages to meet each other, to only contacting each other through WeChat two or three times a week, and they still said innocuous things like "Have you eaten?"

Bai Xiangxiao wanted to find a comfortable and natural way to get along with Han Xing, but he found that he couldn't do it now.

As long as I think of the other party, my heartbeat will speed up uncontrollably, and I will want to have further contact with him.

This made Bai Xiangxiao very uncomfortable.

What he didn't know was that Han Xing was more uncomfortable than him.

Han Xing had already noticed such an obvious avoidance behavior. It seemed that after the Ching Ming Festival, an invisible gap appeared in the relationship between the two, and then the gap gradually widened, making him unclear what went wrong.

Han Xing wanted to see him and hug him.

The mood of thinking like crazy is tortured repeatedly every day, but Bai Xiangxiao's refusal makes Han Xing bear it, he is not willing to force, especially the things that Bai Xiangxiao doesn't want to do, so he gave the boy more Private space also actively reduces contact.

But this incident is like a drug-addicted person rehabilitating drugs, so Han Xing dare not even look at the photo of the boy, he is afraid that he will not be able to bear it, and if he looks at it again, he will remember the time when the boy threw himself into his arms Thinking of the throbbing feeling when he kissed him forcefully when he was drunk.

Han Xing knew that some things could not be rushed, and the two had been in close contact for less than a year. It was necessary for the young man to slowly accept and get used to himself, and give him a process of adaptation, but this process was extremely tormented.

Han Xing came home at night, walked to the closet in the guest room, took out the boy's pure white underwear, put it in his nose and sniffed the smell, the clean and warm breath made him unable to extricate himself, and the greedy beast in his body was about to move. The hot feeling surged downward.

This is already the first time this month that he has done such a thing, but after he was released, he became more and more empty, as if only the real feeling of the boy in his arms could satisfy him.

I'm afraid that if this continues, he will gradually be unable to suppress the animal nature in his body.

Han Xing finally decided to go to school, even if he just saw Bai Xiangxiao, he would feel much better.

He got off work as usual at six o'clock in the evening, and it was rare for Han Xing not to work overtime today, which made He Tao shout long live in private, but Zhu Rui's little face was a little disappointed.

In He Tao's words, she said, "I'm dazed at work, so go home as soon as you can get off work."

Han Xing was the first one to leave the company after get off work, and walked directly to the opposite university. He walked in a hurry along the way, as if he couldn't wait to do something.

Standing downstairs in the boys' dormitory, Han Xing took out his mobile phone, ready to call Bai Xiangxiao.

Before the phone call was made, out of the corner of the eye, he saw a familiar figure not far away. A boy in a white shirt was walking on the road, with a long-haired girl in a blue skirt beside him. The two walked towards the girls' dormitory building.

Han Xing couldn't help but his eyes darkened.

At this moment, Bai Xiangxiao had no idea that Han Xing was behind him.

He had a bad feeling after class today, because Lao Li looked at him with a strange look in his eyes.

Sure enough, after returning to the dormitory, Lily's roommate was already waiting downstairs in the men's dormitory. She was wearing a light blue dress today, her soft black long hair was combed halfway, and she wore a milky white hairpin with a bow. She was extraordinarily pure and beautiful. Boys passing by kept turning their heads.

Lao Li quickly grabbed the second child's shoulder: "Let's go, let's go up first."

Then Bai Xiangxiao was left alone to stand where he was.

The girl's eyes lit up after seeing Bai Xiang's smile, and a faint blush appeared on her face. She stepped forward and said, "Senior, can I talk to you alone?"

This voice was soft and weak, with some vibrato, and she could hear her nervous and fearful mood at the moment, which made it difficult for Bai Xiangxiao, who was about to reject with a straight ball, and felt sorry for hurting the little girl in such a public way.

"it is good."

Bai Xiangxiao nodded in response, and looked up to see three round heads crowded by the window on the third floor. Of course, Lao Li and the others couldn't be allowed to eat melons online.

Bai Xiangxiao led the girl to a tree, the trunk of which just covered the figures of the two, and then comforted him: "Don't be nervous, just say what you have to say here."

Now that he was going to tactfully refuse, Bai Xiangxiao still wanted to respect girls, at least he had to listen carefully to what the other party had to say.

This sentence seemed to give the girl great courage. She finally parted her tangled fingers, pinched the corner of her skirt, blushed and began to narrate: "I heard Lily say that the senior is thinking about my affairs, so I, I will talk about it today." I took the initiative, and you may think that what I said is exaggerated, but I have been paying attention to the senior for nearly half a year, I really like you, and I want to convey this heart to you accurately."

Bai Xiangxiao opened his eyes wide, paying attention to him for half a year?

Seeing his surprise, the girl quickly explained: "Maybe the senior doesn't remember me anymore. Last October, I went to the cafeteria to eat alone at night. When I was queuing up, a girl I didn't know jumped in front of me. It happened that the senior was looking at me. In the end, you kindly helped me, but I didn't even have time to say thank you. But since then, I have been silently paying attention to the senior."

When this matter was mentioned, Bai Xiangxiao suddenly remembered that he had indeed helped a girl.

But looking back now, he was full of embarrassment. In fact, he happened to be queuing up for dinner that day, and when there were two or three people in front of him and it was his turn, he received a message from Han Xing.

【Have you got a meal yet? 】

Bai Xiangxiao replied immediately: [No, I'm so hungry...Brother, are you off work?How about we go eat together? 】

Han Xing: [OK. 】

Bai Xiangxiao immediately was about to abandon the cafeteria happily, when he turned around, he just saw a girl with red hair cut in line behind him, and the girl in white skirt who was cut in line by her frowned, with an expression on her face that wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it .

If it is normal, with Bai Xiangxiao's personality, it must be that one thing is more than one thing, and one can ignore it.

However, he was in a good mood, so he waved to the girl in the white skirt: "Come in front of me."

The girl was stunned, then nodded and walked up to Bai Xiangxiao in embarrassment.

The red-haired girl immediately lowered her face and accused: "Why did she jump to the front of the queue?"

The voice was so loud that the people behind all looked over. The girl in the white skirt blushed, not knowing how to explain it.

Bai Xiangxiao was speechless. He had never seen such a clumsy thief shouting "stop thief." He turned to the rough red hair and said, "Seeing that you are a girl, I have given you a lot of face by jumping in line and not exposing you. Don't act good when you get cheap, be honest." Just stand here and shut up."

After speaking, Bai Xiangxiao didn't bother to look at her face, turned around and walked out of the cafeteria.

This episode was quickly forgotten by him, and when it was brought up again today, Bai Xiangxiao realized that the girl in the white dress was her.

It's really unintentional.

Bai Xiang smiled and touched his neck, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Seeing that he didn't speak in embarrassment, the girl felt disappointed for a while, but immediately adjusted her state, and asked pretending to be relaxed: "Does the senior have someone he likes?"

Han Xing's figure suddenly flashed in Bai Xiangxiao's mind, his suit and leather shoes, and the faint smell of cedar wood on his body.

There are also those daily scenes of eating together, watching movies, and shopping in the supermarket with him, all of which are deeply imprinted in my mind. Even if the two of them do nothing, as long as they are together, it is a happy memory.

Bai Xiangxiao nodded, very sure.

"I have someone I like."

The girl hurriedly waved her hands to ease the atmosphere, and said with a smile, "It's okay, the senior didn't reject me directly, and I'm already very happy to hear so much from my heart."

Seeing her forced smile, Bai Xiangxiao felt a little bit sorry, and in order to avoid the embarrassment of her going back to the dormitory alone, he took the initiative to say: "Then I will take you back."

The girl nodded shyly, and the two walked side by side towards the girls' dormitory.

As if she had opened her heart, the girl asked curiously on the way: "Is the person the senior likes from our school?"

Bai Xiangxiao shook his head: "No."

"Have you ever confessed to her?"

"nor."

Bai Xiang smiled and touched his nose... how dare he.

The girl next to her laughed softly, "Senior is so charming, if you confess your confession, you will definitely succeed."

Bai Xiang was taken aback with a smile.

The two stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory. The evening breeze blew the girl's blue skirt, causing ripples. She smiled gently, endured the frustration of being rejected in her heart, and encouraged him in front of the person she liked, Also made a cute fist-pinching move.

"Senior, come on, try hard to catch up with that person!"

Bai Xiangxiao couldn't help but smiled, nodded and said, "Okay, I will definitely work hard."

The girl smiled and waved to him, then turned and walked back to the dormitory.

Bai Xiangxiao looked at her thin and thin body, but it contained a bravery that many boys did not have. While Bai Xiangxiao was envious, he was also reflecting on his relationship with Han Xing, always feeling a little uncertain in his heart.

Can he really make it?

And the person he likes is standing not far away, with a lawn between them.

Han Xing saw Bai Xiangxiao and the girl laughing and chatting about something, and then personally sent her downstairs to the dormitory. He watched the girl enter the building without leaving, and stood there quietly watching.

The beautiful scene of the two walking together under the sunset was like a blow to the head, making Han Xing see the young man who was thinking about it day and night, but he didn't step forward.

When Han Xing put down his phone and forced himself to turn around and leave, the beast in his heart was running wild.

When I think that the boy will have his own life, not his own.

Han Xing will have the urge to die, if he doesn't leave quickly, he is afraid that the beast in his heart won't be able to hold back——

He would rush forward and take the boy away, take him to a place where there were only the two of them, put him in the gorgeous cage of the canary, and put him in chains, so that he would be covered with his own breath from now on, and his eyes would only be Xu reflected his own figure.

Han Xing took a deep breath, and he admitted that the huge mood swings at the moment were due to rising jealousy and fear of losing the boy.

He raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot.

The remaining rationality set up the last line of defense in the bottom of my heart.

Can't hurt him.

The author has something to say:

Take away the lovelorn girl~