cute crush method

Bai Xiangxiao once again lived in Han Xing's house. A lot of his belongings had already been piled up in that guest room. If he stayed for a while longer, he might really consider this place his home.

But Bai Xiangxiao was very satisfied to be able to sleep on the big soft and comfortable bed after taking the medicine.

After waking up, the fever subsided. This disease comes and goes quickly. In just two days, I have almost recovered. I just need to take cold medicine every day to strengthen it.

Han Xing also brought all the work of the company home. Apart from telling Bai Xiangxiao to take medicine, he just buried himself in the study to deal with official business.

On the evening of the [-]th, after the two had dinner together, Bai Xiangxiao cleaned up the dishes and said, "Brother, I'm going out at noon tomorrow, so you don't have to wait for me for lunch."

Han Xing hummed: "I'll see you off."

Bai Xiangxiao was stunned, just about to refuse, but Han Xing had already turned around and went to the study, without giving him any time to refuse.

The next day, Bai Xiangxiao dawdled all morning until he was sitting in Han Xing's car, still thinking about how to tell him that he was not going to school, but had other important things to do.

He thought about several versions of the wording, and waited for Han Xing to ask him where he was going, but when Bai Xiangxiao fastened his seat belt, Han Xing drove on the road without saying a word.

Drive all the way to the suburbs at lightning speed.

Four or ten minutes later, the car was parked in the open-air parking lot outside the cemetery.

Bai Xiang blinked blankly with a smile, then saw Han Xing get off the car, took out a bouquet of white chrysanthemums from the trunk, handed it to him and said, "I'll wait for you here."

Bai Xiangxiao took the flowers, and the light fragrance of white chrysanthemums wafted into his nostrils, and the fresh bouquet was still covered with crystal dewdrops.

Although he had doubts in his heart, Bai Xiangxiao chose to suppress all the surprise in his heart, embraced a large handful of white chrysanthemums, accepted Han Xing's kindness, raised his head and looked sincerely.

"Thank you."

I don't know if the autumn wind is too shady today, or the bleak and quiet environment here is too vast.

Bai Xiangxiao walked into the cemetery, subconsciously wrapped his coat tightly around his body, calmly passed by the many souls sleeping here, and walked step by step to the familiar tombstone to stand still.

Looking at the gray black and white photos on the tombstone, he squatted down and wiped it gently with a paper towel.

Bai Xiangxiao didn't expect to be in this place, his mind would be so peaceful, like a clear mirror, he had already seen all kinds of things from the past and the present, and when he faced the deceased, all he had was a quiet heart.

He put down the flowers in his hand, and let the white chrysanthemums sway in the autumn wind, and the petals and green leaves danced in front of the black tombstone.

"Mom, Xiaoxiao came to see you."

The sound was blown into the distance by the autumn wind, causing the leaves of the distant forest to whir.

Bai Xiangxiao looked at his mother's gentle and tender smile on the tombstone, his throat was a little congested, and there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to say to her, but suddenly he didn't know where to start.

It seems that as long as you stand here quietly, you will arrive at the harbor of peace of mind.

"Mom, a lot of things happened this year, many unexpected things... But Xiaoxiao has grown up, and she will no longer cry like she used to, and write a diary to ask you and me what to do."

Thinking of his childish behavior when he was a child, Bai Xiangxiao smiled silently.

"A lot of good things have happened recently. I can already work and earn money to support myself. Although the money is not much, I will try my best to do well. I have also made many friends this year. The three roommates in the university are very kind to me, and the coffee shop The job was introduced by Sister He Tao, and the boss is also very kind to me. Recently, I met a new student who took good care of me, and everyone treated me very well."

"And this bouquet of flowers was bought by Han Xing, ah... It seems that I have never bought flowers every time, I am too careless."

Bai Xiang smiled and touched his nose, but his nose was not ventilating. He took a deep breath: "It's all caused by a fever and a cold a few days ago. It's okay. Han Xing has already taken me to the hospital."

"But Mom, I told you a lot of bad things about Han Xing in my diary when I was a child. I don't know if I can withdraw it after so many years. Hey, don't listen to my nonsense at that time. In fact, Han Xing is very good, really. I am fine."

"If it wasn't for him, I don't know if I could have survived what happened this year."

"He has always been my family, but I am too stupid to understand many things today."

"Mom, don't worry, I can take care of myself now."

……

Bai Xiangxiao stayed in the cemetery for a long time, squatting on the ground until his legs became numb and unconscious, and he also talked about a lot of happy and funny things that happened recently, and even complained to his mother about his poor game play.

When I walked out of the cemetery, the sky was still cloudless, and the clear blue seemed to hang from the sea level.

It was windy in the suburbs, and a gust of autumn wind blew past, making Bai Xiangxiao wrap up his coat tightly again.

Walking into the parking lot, he saw Han Xing leaning against the silver-gray car, with two cigarette butts shining on the trash can on one side.

Hearing footsteps, Han Xing turned his head and saw the young man's white coat was blown up by the wind, his soft short hair was fluffy and messy, his fair little face was colorless, his lips were light, only his eye sockets were reddish, I don't know why The cold is not good, or the wind here is too strong, or some other reason.

The boy looked at himself and smiled slightly: "Let's go."

The pure and flawless smile made Han Xing's eyes surge.

The nicotine in his body paralyzed his brain, he took a step forward, pulled the boy into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

"Do not be sad."

Bai Xiangxiao was caught off guard and bumped into Han Xing's chest, smelling the faint smell of tobacco that hadn't dissipated from his body, and the low voice echoed in his ears, which made Bai Xiangxiao startled, and stared blankly at the air migrating southward flying birds over the sky.

The original calm mood was broken, and a sense of grievance suddenly flooded into my heart, instantly moistening my eyes.

Bai Xiangxiao blinked vigorously, trying to hold back the disappointing tears, sniffed and said, "I'm not sad, it's just that the cold is a bit uncomfortable."

Han Xing hummed and hugged him tighter.

In fact, Bai Xiangxiao would cry every year on his mother's memorial day, because it was the only day that he would not be reprimanded by Bai's father for crying, so every time he saved up the grievances of the year, and let them out on this day. Sometimes I can't even tell whether it's because I miss my mother, or because I have been wronged too much that I can't stop crying.

He thought this year was finally different, he could say some happy things, and accept everything that happened this year calmly, but he never dared to mention the car accident in front of his mother's tombstone.

And Han Xing's short words of consolation seemed to break the fragile barrier that Bai Xiangxiao had built in his heart, and a voice told him——

There are still people, and there are still people by his side.

Bai Xiangxiao's heart is complicated and warm.

He wiped away his tears and laughed through his tears: "Brother, let's go back."

Han Xing lowered his head and took a deep breath on the side of the boy's neck, but he was so attached to him that he didn't want to let go. He raised his hand and wiped away the tears on the boy's face, seeing that his eyes were full of himself, the appearance of dependence and trust made his heart greedy The beast went berserk.

Fingers lingered on the white and tender skin, gradually uncontrollably, and slowly slid down.

Finally, it rested on the light-colored lips of the young man, and rubbed it gently with the thumb, the soft touch was transmitted from the nerve endings to the heart.

It is unbearably dry and hot.

"elder brother?"

Han Xing came back to his senses, pulled away abruptly, and turned his head so that Bai Xiangxiao could not see the crazy desire in his eyes.

Turning around and getting into the car quickly, Han Xing suppressed his restlessness and placed one hand between his eyebrows. He knew that if he got closer to Bai Xiangxiao like this, something would definitely go off the rails.

And once separated, the relationship between two people who have finally gotten close will be broken and collapsed, and it will be difficult to repair.

It's time to make a decision.

"The company is busy recently, I will take you back to school."

The author has something to say:

Someone is cowardly~

I wish everyone a happy New Year's Day in 2022~ Let's cheer for the new year!