cute crush method

Chapter 21 Soul Salvation

The memories of these years are like a raging tide, drowning people.

The belated apology finally came out, making the boulder in Bai Xiangxiao's heart that had been suppressed for a long time tremble slightly. He lowered his head and looked at the little panda clenched tightly in his hand, his eyes gradually blurred and sore.

I didn't even know that I was crying, until the tears rolled down my mouth uncontrollably, and the tip of my tongue tasted salty, and I came back to my senses.

Emotional breakdown, tears can no longer stop.

"I should have said earlier, I shouldn't just think about escaping."

"I thought that if I didn't go home and see you and my dad, I would be able to forget the past and let time solve the mistakes I made when I was young and ignorant. I always find various excuses for myself not to face You guys, I thought it was still early and everything could be discussed after graduation. I always thought that there would be a lot of time to make up for it, but I really didn't expect that there would be an accident, that they would leave suddenly, these things happened too much Come on, I don't know what to do, I feel like I have no face to face you."

Bai Xiangxiao's body trembled slightly, and the little panda in his hand had already wet half of his face.

"I know that you may not like me, may hate me, may take care of me because of my father's face, and may think that it is too late for me to say these words now, and nothing can be saved, even if you scold me I can hit me because I don't know how to pay back."

"Since I was a child, I have been sorry for Aunt Chen and you..."

After many years, Bai Xiangxiao didn't know what effect today's confession and apology would have, but he didn't want to run away anymore.

Aunt Chen and Han Xing have always repaid grievances with kindness, and their infinite tolerance for him has made Bai Xiangxiao feel ashamed. Even if the other party doesn't treat him so well, he may feel better in his heart.

He couldn't tell Aunt Chen these words in person, at least let Han Xing know that he really regretted all the wrong things he did back then, even if it was just a small prank, Bai Xiangxiao regretted it.

Han Xing stood where he was, his glasses covering his expression.

The young man in front of him lowered his head, shrugged his slender shoulders slightly, weeping and uttering the words hidden in his heart, revealing his fragile side unreservedly, touching every nerve of Han Xing every word.

The greed that he kept in the bottom of his heart and dare not let it out also broke the chain amidst the young man's sobs and rushed out of the cage.

Han Xing couldn't control it anymore, he grabbed Bai Xiangxiao's wrist, brought him into his arms, and stroked the top of his soft hair with his broad palm.

"Don't cry."

Han Xing hugged the person in his arms tightly, and took a deep breath: "I never thought of beating, scolding or taking revenge on you for the past."

Bai Xiang was stunned with a smile.

"I never hated you."

"Taking care of you is what I should do."

"You don't need to apologize, you don't need to apologize."

"You didn't apologize to anyone."

"So don't cry."

Bai Xiangxiao's moist pupils slowly widened, and he bit his lips tightly.

The cry that was trying to be suppressed was suddenly overwhelmed, sobbing on Han Xing's shoulder.

The dust-laden memories were torn apart, and it turned out that everything had been smoothed by time, there was no blame, no dispute, no heart-breaking scenes, all the things that Bai Xiangxiao was afraid to face were all briefly explained by Han Xing A few words to resolve and heal.

If the 11th birthday is a catastrophe, then the 20th birthday is a salvation of the soul.

This night, Bai Xiangxiao completely vented his emotions.

It may be that she was tired from crying for too long, and her last birthday was rather sloppy. Bai Xiangxiao only ate a few mouthfuls of food, and before he had time to cut the cake, he went back to the room early to calm down, covered himself with a quilt, and went to sleep.

This night I slept very peacefully, without any dreams, it was the most peaceful sleep I had in months.

When he woke up the next day, Bai Xiangxiao only felt that his eyelids were heavy, and it took a lot of effort to force them to open. He stared at the white ceiling, not knowing what was going on, and his brain was foggy.

He got up from the bed with a muddy head, and walked to the toilet by virtue of the inertia of his feet. It was not until he stood in front of the mirror that he was completely awake from fright.

Looking at the two eyes swollen into walnuts in the mirror, Bai Xiangxiao instantly recalled what happened last night——

He wept bitterly in Han Xing's arms without shame.

Bai Xiangxiao covered his face with his hands, he was in a bad mood... I don't know why he collapsed into such an embarrassing state last night.

Although many years of heart knots have been resolved, Bai Xiangxiao, who can regain his reason, feels more and more ashamed when he thinks about it. It was just an apology, but he cried like a fool. What kind of drama is this? To the mood of wanting to die.

And I buried my head in his high-end suit and cried like a river, the suit wasn't ruined by crying, right?

What is certain is that his eye is broken.

Bai Xiangxiao lay prone in front of the mirror, unable to do anything with the pair of big walnuts on his face.

"Give it a cold compress."

Suddenly a familiar voice sounded behind him.

Bai Xiangxiao was taken aback, and turned around to see Han Xing holding a plastic bag in his hand, which contained ice water and ice cubes.

He lowered his head in embarrassment, and reached out to take the ice pack.

Han Xing stepped forward, lifting Bai Xiangxiao's chin with one hand.

"Close your eyes."

Bai Xiangxiao looked at the pair of cold gold-rimmed glasses, and quickly closed his eyes obediently.

Then I felt a slight coolness on the swollen eyelids, and my body immediately relaxed and felt a lot more comfortable.

After two or three minutes of cold compress, Han Xing let go of his hand.

"Bring an ice pack, and do not apply cold compresses for more than 10 minutes at a time."

Bai Xiangxiao opened his eyes, and gave a dumbfounded oh.

08:30 On the way to Fangrui Building with Han Xing, Bai Xiangxiao was still applying ice packs to his eyes. A pair of walnuts had obviously shrunk into almonds, but there were still signs of slight redness and swelling.

Sure enough, when they arrived at the coffee shop, they got the attention of many people. Every customer who bought coffee would take another look at Bai Xiangxiao's face, and then walked away with the coffee if he wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh. Bai Xiangxiao could only force it Brainwash yourself and pretend you don't see it.

He didn't know that his latest photos had already been successfully circulated in the marketing department's small group.

He Tao clicked on the group chat when he was fishing at work, and almost burst into laughter when he saw the photo. The little panda looked innocent and pitiful with a pair of red eyes, and he pretended to be serious when ordering, which can be said to be more serious than usual It is several times more cute, and people can't help but want to go up and rub it.

Employee A: [The photo has been saved, what should I do, I really want to ravage him! 】

Employee B: [Already saved +1, want to ravage-ravage +1. 】

Employee C: [Already saved +2, want to ravage-ravage +2. 】

Employee D: [Suddenly I really want to have a sister-brother relationship, but I really can't, it's okay to let my mother have another brother like this ()]

He Xiaotao: [None of you are curious, why are the red panda's eyes swollen? 】

Employee A: [Curiosity, He Mi, come and clarify~]

Employee B: [The small bench is in place~]

Employee C: [Snack Coke is ready~]

Employee D: [Wait and listen to Xiao Huang-wen (bushi)~]

He Xiaotao: [Oh, if you want to ask why, I don't know~()]

……

After He Tao was perfunctory, he turned off his phone and didn't watch the howling wolves in the group.

She sneaked a glance at the manager's office and saw that Manager Han was handling the project meticulously, as if it was the same as usual, but she had an intuition that something was wrong.

During the lunch break, He Tao slipped into the coffee shop on the first floor, but there were no customers, so she saw the little panda sitting in the corner and applying ice packs to his eyes.

In fact, after one morning, most of Bai Xiangxiao's eyes have subsided, and he can hardly see anything. He is completely psychological now, covering his eyes while regretting last night's gaffe, and he didn't even notice that He Tao walked behind him .

"Then why did you lose your temper last night?"

Bai Xiangxiao turned around in shock, and saw He Tao's big smiling face.

He hurriedly took off the ice pack and stood up: "What would Sister He Tao want to drink?"

He Tao pulled out the chair and sat opposite him, oops: "Don't change the subject, come and tell my sister, what happened last night?"

Bai Xiang smiled and rubbed his nose: "...it's nothing, maybe school is about to start, so I don't want to go to class."

It was only then that He Tao realized that it was the end of August, and Bai Xiangxiao had to go back to school in three days. Wouldn't it mean that Manager Han would often lose sight of the little panda? Could it be that the glory of their marketing department will end in this August? ?

He Tao hurriedly asked: "Then you are still working here after school starts?"

Bai Xiangxiao thought for a while and said, "If Manager Wu doesn't mind coming only on Saturdays and Sundays, I still want to continue working here."

After all, it is hard to find a part-time job with a high hourly salary, and he still bears his own living expenses and the money owed to Han Xing.

"I don't mind, of course I don't mind!" He Tao responded immediately, his eyes shining brightly: "If you don't have classes, you can come. The marketing department on the tenth floor welcomes you anytime!"

Bai Xiangxiao was confused by He Tao's enthusiasm.

However, he didn't think too much about it, and focused all his attention on these eyes. What reassured Bai Xiangxiao was that when he looked in the mirror at night, he found that his eyes had finally subsided and returned to normal. Manager Wu also gave him a box of macarons.

Bai Xiangxiao's first thought was that Han Xing didn't like sweets, so he exchanged macarons for a box of coffee beans with the store manager.

When he came home from get off work, he put the coffee beans on the table.

"It's from the store. It should be delicious."

Han Xing was cutting the cake he didn't eat last night, he raised his eyes and hummed.

Bai Xiangxiao turned his head and curled his lips. He didn't know if Han Xing meant to thank him, but he was generous and would not care about such trivial matters.

Bai Xiangxiao was thinking about things while eating the cake.

After living together for nearly two months, now Bai Xiangxiao has gradually gotten used to Han Xing's way of speaking and doing things, and can gradually relax in front of each other, and no longer feel restrained.

Coupled with the embarrassing crying last night, Bai Xiangxiao felt that he had no face in front of Han Xing. What could make him embarrass himself more than crying?

The answer is no.

Bai Xiangxiao couldn't help sighing, put the last bite of cake into his mouth, raised his head and found a big hand in front of him.

Han Xing stretched out his arm, and his bony fingers directly touched the corner of Bai Xiangxiao's mouth, and wiped it lightly.

Bai Xiangxiao was so dazed that he forgot to chew the cake in his mouth.

Looking at the white cream on Han Xing's fingertips, he calmly wiped it clean with a tissue, and then raised his calm eyes.

"Okay."

Bai Xiangxiao came back to his senses, swallowed the cake whole, and hiccupped.

that……

Between brothers...

Is this how you get along?

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