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Sang Qing knew very early on that Tang Yuan's orientation was normal, he would blush at the love letters sent by his female classmates, and would envy the couples on the street arm in arm.

He knew that this day would come sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

It can be said that Tang Yuan escaped, declined himself or asked the driver to take him, dragged the suitcase when he came, and boarded a taxi.

That's presumably his attitude towards homosexuality.

Auntie didn’t notice anything wrong with Tang Yuan, she just thought that he wanted to live on campus when school started, but Xiao Sangye was very sad. Anyone could see that he wanted to live with his Tangyuan uncle Qingshi’s brother forever, Tang Yuan coaxed him It took a long time to calm him down.

Before leaving, Tang Yuan tidied up the borrowed room, spread the bedding evenly, stacked the empty hangers neatly in the closet, and wiped the mirror in the bathroom carefully.

Sang Qingshi couldn't remember what this guest room was like before Tang Yuan moved in, but it has indeed returned to an empty state now.

Tang Yuan took all his things away without missing anything, but he didn't take away the seal doll he gave him.

That silly thing was left on the bedside cabinet, dazzling and ridiculous, as worthless as the sincerity.

The deceitful business field hardened Sang Qingshi's heart, but unknowingly opened a gap for Tang Yuan, revealing the soft inside, flesh and blood, which can be hurt and hurt.

He has long gone through the youthful period when he was not understood and accepted.Life is over, and the accumulated capital and confidence are enough for him to ignore all those who criticize him, enough for him not to be troubled by orientation anymore.

Unexpectedly, Tang Yuan would appear.

Strong and hardworking, passionate and innocent, and likable.

But not the same kind of people.

Since when did you notice him intentionally or unconsciously?I don't know.

Since when did you start to be influenced by his thoughts and emotions?I don't know either.

The heartbeat may not be achieved overnight, but there must be traces to follow.Chen Rui once reminded him to avoid risks, but he was lucky enough to procrastinate for a day. After all, he was sober and fell into the trap.

Tang Yuan did not stay at Sang Qingshi's house for the Lantern Festival.

It was a festival that only those close to him could celebrate together, and he shouldn't take advantage of Sang Qingshi's sympathy and affection.Besides, that home was too warm, and he would be reluctant to leave it.

Before I left, I cooked glutinous rice balls and put them on the table in the restaurant. They were filled with red beans. I don't know if Sang Qingshi ate them.

After school started, Tang Yuan lived in a muddle. Every day he worked hard to attend classes, work part-time, practice the piano, and prepare for the CET-[-] at the end of the semester.His family couldn't live in people yet, so he gritted his teeth and paid a sum of accommodation fees, moved back to the dormitory, and had to drive back to the car while working part-time.

Every day when I go to bed, I miss his seal doll, and I have been holding it to sleep for a long time, but I am not used to it without it, so that I can't sleep well all the time.

Tang Yuan's spirit is not only sluggish, but also extremely sensitive. The most frequently read entry on his mobile phone is "homosexuality". He pays attention to the most random couples of the same sex around him, and subconsciously peeps at their expressions and movements when interacting to infer whether their relationship is normal. .

The name that pops up the most in my mind is "Sang Qingshi", but I haven't seen each other for more than a month.

Tang Yuan, who had only received a text message from him at the very beginning and hadn't contacted him since he moved away, couldn't even beat his heart at that time, so he clicked on the message with shaking hands.

He told Tang Yuan that he would not go home before ten o'clock on Saturday, so that Tang Yuan could rest assured to see Xiao Yezi and take piano lessons. Everything will be the same as before, and it will be like this every week in the future.

Tang Yuan was indeed "relaxed", and felt even more uncomfortable.He seems to be afraid that when he sees Sang Qing, he is also afraid that when he does not see Sang Qing, this complicated and contradictory psychology cannot be clarified.

It's not that I haven't seen it at all, I saw it once, through a commercial and financial interview on the live webcast.

After many days, Sang Qingshi under the camera is still handsome and handsome, wearing a low-key but well-tailored suit, comparable to a model in a window.He communicated fluently with journalists from various countries in both Chinese and English, his demeanor was calm and dignified, and his conversation was restrained and elegant.

But it's so out of reach.

The interview ended in the form of an advertisement, Tang Yuan slowly turned off the computer, feeling lost in his heart.

He could obviously look at this man face to face.

It can be closer than reporters and hosts.

There is a kind of unwillingness in his heart, how should I put it, like a piece of his own is widely praised and praised in front of the public, he wants to tell everyone that it once belonged to him, but there is no evidence to prove it.

Tang Yuan didn't understand why he had such inappropriate possessiveness towards Sang Qingshi.But what is there is what is there, it cannot be ignored, and it just exists in an inexplicable way.

Especially when thinking of Ji An.

That gentle scum actually wanted to have sex with him, and at the same time told Sang Qing that he had returned to China because of him.

Why are you so shameless?

Tang Yuan didn't know how to swear, and he couldn't hold back a single swear word, but he repeatedly spurned Ji An in his heart countless times.

As time went by, I gradually became unclear why he was suffering, why he alienated Mr. Sang who was so kind to him.

The reason why he was awkward to draw a clear line with Sang Qingshi was because Sang Qingshi had that kind of thought about himself, or because Sang Qingshi's old lover came to him?

In March, Pingzhou became warm and then cold again. As soon as Tang Yuan came out of the teaching building, he was shivered by the cold wind, and his thoughts were blown off.He walked out of the back door of the school, walked along the street to the bus station, and was about to go to work in the restaurant.

Inadvertently saw his classmate named Qi Lei, standing on the side of the road looking down at his phone, occasionally looking around, as if waiting for someone.

Just about to go over to say hello, Qi Lei suddenly looked up to the other side, as if he found something, he ran over there without noticing himself.

Tang Yuan followed Qi Lei's direction and saw a black convertible sports car parked on the side of the road, and a man about the same age as Sang Qing stepped out of the car.

Compared with Sang Qingshi, she was a little less noble and a little more fierce, and she also had an outstanding figure and appearance.

During the Chinese New Year dinner and eating hot pot, Tang Wai saw this person outside the private room, Qi Lei said that his "family" came to pick him up, and thought it was Qi Lei's brother, uncle or some relative.

It was nothing at all, Tang Yuan didn't think about anything else until he saw Qi Lei rushing to hug the man.

Tang Yuan stood there stunned, watching the man get into the car together with his arms around Qi Lei's waist, and then kissed in the car like no one else was there.

Tang Yuan didn't recover until the black sports car roared out of sight.

Is this a world where all people engage in homosexuality?

Tang Yuan felt that his worldview might need to be reshaped.

It stands to reason that he checked the proportion of gay people on the Internet, and spread it out in his life, he will meet a few when he is so old.

But I didn't expect to meet so intensively at one time.

The natural kiss between Qi Lei and his lover in the cramped carriage made Tang Yuan involuntarily recall the whole journey, thinking that he passed the stop in the car and was almost late for work.

Is this how homosexuals express intimacy and love?It seems that there is no difference between men and women.

Would Sang Qing kiss others like this?

When Sang Qing said that he wanted to fall in love with him, would he also want to kiss him like this?

If Sang Qing kisses him, will he respond like Qi Lei?

Ji An described the sex between men so disgustingly that he felt chills all over his body when he thought about it, but he never thought that such a thing as kissing would be so beautiful after seeing it with his own eyes.

Tang Yuan was distracted, and knocked over a pot of tea that had just been refilled on the table when serving the food. Fortunately, no guests were scalded, and no serious consequences were caused.

Even if he burned himself, the back of his hand turned red, and it still hurts hot when he was washed in cold water.

It hurt even more as he lay still on the bed, tossing and turning again and again regretting not taking his seal.

Otherwise, next time you go, bring it back.