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Qin Xijue has always lived too rationally.

He is used to analyzing everything in detail to ensure the desired effect.Before doing something uncertain, you will also consider the foreseeable consequences, so that you can always be in a state that you can cope with.

For Ruan Jing, he tried to use this kind of thinking.

From being unable to accept separation and staying away from each other, to rationally telling him not to confess, he has always thought in this way.

But for this person, he always runs counter to the truth immediately after he understands the truth, and does things that exceed expectations time and time again, just like asking questions without considering the atmosphere tonight, it doesn't look like himself.

He is not an optimistic person, or optimistic or pessimistic is too subjective, and his world rarely needs such a standard of judgment.

Mathematical algorithms tell people that if they think it is very simple, it means that they have made a mistake.

Regarding himself and Ruan Jing, he imagined many bad endings, as if this was in line with the law of development of things.

But at this moment, the person he thought would drift away suddenly grabbed him and explained his recent abnormal behavior as if he was going all out.

Ruan Jing threw out the words impulsively, and immediately became dumb.

It was as if a long-term battle had just begun, and he had accidentally exposed his ultimate goal, so he didn't have to go on the next journey, he could pack up and get out of the game.

It's okay to be out, and it's not like he didn't think about the consequences, but when he looked at the target in front of him, the shock in the other's eyes was too obvious, and it all showed that he didn't let the target understand the combat intention at all.

Wouldn't his half-month careful operation be in vain?I couldn't help but have a toothache.

This big guy didn't see anything different from friendship in it!

He said, why the progress of the strategy is slow, it turns out that something went wrong in the fundamental link.

This urge almost made Ruan Jing beat himself. In his plan, confession is as important as climbing to the top of the mountain, planting a flag and occupying it. He must find a good day, he has to bathe and burn incense, and it is best to spend a month before the end of the month. ...It was not like this time, the two of them stared and fell silent on the small broken steps in the semi-darkness.

It's not romantic either!

Ruan Jing touched his head anxiously and helplessly, feeling a little hopeless in his heart, but he still put on a discussion tone, trying to redeem: "...If...or if you return the things to me, I'll give it to you again. You can seriously understand it. ?”

Otherwise it would be a pity!

I don't know if I still have a chance after going up this reckless way.

The audience in the auditorium had all left, and the street lights in front of the side door flickered, unwilling to accompany the deepening night, they went off to announce the end of get off work.

Before Ruan Jing could see Qin Xijue's expression clearly, his vision immediately dimmed. He looked around in a daze, but in the darkness, he noticed that the breathing sound of the person opposite was a little obvious.

Qin Xijue's voice pierced through the night, with a restrained hoarseness: "...don't pay it back."

Ruan Jing stared at the figure in front of him in bewilderment, but it was too dark to see anything.

He was a little flustered, and he was happy when he liked people in his heart. Once he was caught off guard and poked at the other party, it was no longer his own business.

After all, Qin Xijue hadn't noticed his intention to give the gift, so he wasn't prepared at all at this time.

What's worse is that after Qin Xijue refused to return it, he stopped talking and didn't know what he was thinking.

Ruan Jing had no choice but to bite the bullet, and said falteringly: "I..." After struggling for a moment, he wanted to make a summary of his behavior during the past few days, but felt that the explanation afterwards was too hypocritical, his face became more and more hot, and his blood was on fire. Chung seemed to be stuck in his head, he didn't know how to speak for a while, "I, I..."

Qin Xijue suddenly interrupted him: "Do you still remember what I told you when we went to the bar last time?"

Ruan Jing didn't notice that the other party's tone was unusually low and hoarse. He only knew that the thing he didn't want to think about was brought up. His heart was already flustered and his eyes dimmed: "I remember, I know you like it." I know her, and I know how you want to work hard for her..."

The surrounding rustling rain and darkness surrounded Ruan Jing, making him restrain his timidity, and tremblingly pulled out the words in his heart, and his voice was involuntarily soft: "Although I am not as good as you, I also want to win Someone I like."

In the end, for fear of being accused by the other party, it was like doing something wrong: "I don't want to hide it from you, although it's too late to say I don't want to cause you trouble..."

After he finished speaking, he lowered his head as if waiting for his deathbed execution.

Qin Xijue took a slow breath, and was about to say something when a shout came from not far away.

In the rain, Sun Qi trotted over with an umbrella: "Hey, I knew you were trapped here, let's go, take you to the station!"

Lin Bai, who couldn't explain in a word, followed behind him.

Ruan Jing was in a low and tense mood, and was interrupted by surprise before suddenly waking up.

It's good to say all the words in one go. I was forced to end the long-term front, and even the follow-up battle was avoided.

I couldn't help but feel at a loss as to what to do in the future.

Qin Xijue didn't reply for a long time, and Ruan Jing's courage finally exhausted, so he hurriedly borrowed a friend not far away to come over and sneak under Lin Bai's umbrella.

Four people walk in the rain two by two.

Lin Bai sneaked a glance at Sun Qi and Qin Xijue who were behind him: "Damn, I should hold Lao Sun back... We can't come at a bad time, can we?"

Ruan Jing glanced at him listlessly: "...you came at the right time."

Otherwise, he doesn't know how it will end.

At this moment, he didn't dare to turn his head to look at Qin Xijue, but somehow felt that someone behind him was looking at him all the time, which made him feel uncomfortable.

Qin Xijue must have been shocked too, he was well educated for not turning his face on the spot.

He was too afraid to see the expression of disbelief and disappointment on that person's face.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt ashamed. As soon as he left the school, Ruan Jing raised his hand to hail a taxi, got in and went home without looking back.

Along the way, no message from Qin Xijue came.

He leaned on the back of the seat, looking at the blurred neon in the rain curtain along the way, those raindrops seemed to float to his heart, and his loneliness gradually became cold.

Total failure, he thought.

When he got home, he changed his wet clothes in a daze. Just as he put on his pajamas, his cell phone rang suddenly.

It was Qin Xijue's call.

Ruan Jing's heart was hanging in the air for a while, why did he suddenly call, this is finally recollection, do you want to make up for the deathbed execution?

The hand holding the phone was stiff for a moment, and he could only answer it through gritted teeth.

Before he could speak, the other end of the phone spoke directly: "Run away without listening to the answer after confessing?"

Ruan Jing was at a loss for words, thinking to himself, do we have to hear a rejection face to face, and put together a whole story, so rigorous?

Qin Xijue heard that he was silent, and spoke again.

"I'm downstairs at your house."

Ruan Jing opened his eyes wide, his heart was beating wildly, and the phone in his hand almost slipped.

But Qin Xijue came to him, even if he came to scold him, he still wanted to see this person.

He didn't even bother to tidy up his wet clothes, so he took a deep breath and went downstairs.

The night was too deep, approaching the early morning, and the surroundings were so quiet that only the sound of rain remained.

Qin Xijue stood at the entrance of the corridor, his clothes were soaked, but his eyes looking at him were bright as if they had been washed.

Ruan Jing was afraid that their words would be heard by his neighbors, so he wanted to drag them to transfer places, but then he remembered that he could no longer contact him casually based on brotherhood, so he had to ask Qin Xijue to follow him to a remote pavilion in the community.

He was leading the way ahead, looking down at the rainwater accumulated on the road, thinking, Qin Xijue found him at this time and was willing to face him, so he probably didn't hate him.

Whether it is to persuade him to give up, or to scold him soberly, he must at least finish what he wants to say first.

As soon as he entered the gazebo, Qin Xijue finally couldn't help it, and said, "I..."

"Wait a minute," Ruan Jing hurriedly interrupted, he had to stop the other party from swearing in a hurry. Mr. Qin's swearing was too strong, and he probably couldn't find the words after the swearing, "Let me talk first, can I?"

Qin Xijue was taken aback for a moment, his Adam's apple moved restrainedly, and nodded.

The two were silent for a while before Ruan Jing sighed and spoke softly.

"Well, you know everything. Don't ask me when I thought about it, I'm in a mess right now, and I can't answer it..."

He raised his head and took a quick glance at Qin Xijue, who was staring at him deeply. He didn't see any impatience or disgust, so he continued, "I originally thought that if I were friends with you with this kind of mind, at least I wouldn't have to bear the loss." It’s like looking at the unreachable stars, as long as you look at them occasionally, you can replenish the courage to move on, which is also very good.”

What happened next, Ruan Jing didn't dare to look at people anymore, he lowered his eyes and was a little obedient, but his words were just the opposite.

"But I'm still greedy and want a result. I like this star so much, I want to take it off and hide it and make it my own."

Ruan Jing recalled all the previous relationships between the two. This person was always tolerant and patient with him, and he simply held the idea that no matter how much he went too far, he would not be beaten up by the other party. He gritted his teeth and raised his head, looking at Qin Xijue with stubborn eyes.

"What do you think of the things I sent, do you like the small cake, do you like the reference book, and that painting..."

Ruan Jing forced himself not to look away.

"Or, do you like me?"

Ruan Jing was so nervous that he almost forgot to breathe, he couldn't help but grasp the hem of his clothes with both hands, just looking at Qin Xijue.

Finally it was Qin Xijue's turn to speak, and he was impatient to say something face-to-face on the road, but Ruan Jing's unexpected words shocked him, those words in his mind were instantly forgotten, and he couldn't find any words.

He could only look at Ruan Jing for a long time, his eyes filled with the bottomless night, and then he answered with a solemn meaning.

"I like all of them."

The firmness in Ruan Jing's eyes relaxed, showing some doubts, not knowing which sentence Qin Xijue was answering.

Qin Xijue didn't make him wait too long.

"But I like you the most."

Those heavy and affectionate feelings that can no longer be restrained turned into trembling love in the eyes, and the voice was low and slow, as if saying an oath that was unforgettable.

Ruan Jing gasped for breath, suspecting that he had heard it wrong, but his heart was full of soreness and there was no chance for him to repent, and they rushed up one after another. It took him a long time to find his own voice, but he trembled uncontrollably: "...you say it again ?”

Qin Xijue didn't speak again, he stretched out his hand to caress Ruan Jing's taut cheeks and hair on the temples, with a gentleness that was so precious, as if he was afraid of disturbing an unreal dream.

He stretched out his hand to grab Ruan Jing's nervously clenched hand, slowly opened his clenched fingers one by one, and involuntarily squeezed his own hand in.

Qin Xijue's hands were slender and strong, and the palms were moist and warm, whether it was rain or sweat.

It was the first time that the hands of two people were so close, and Ruan Jing's heart was wrapped in great joy, fearful and sweet.

And in the next second, he found that Qin Xijue's hand was holding his tightly, wanting to take up space and tighten it, but he was afraid of hurting him, so his fingertips trembled slightly.

Qin Xijue's Adam's apple twitched, trying to restrain his emotions: "That day at the bar, you left suddenly and didn't come back. Do you think I like someone else?"

Ruan Jing opened his eyes wide in surprise, re-read the words that were almost engraved in his mind, and only then did he realize Qin Xijue's intentions.

This person not only likes himself, but also so much earlier than himself!

He was surprised and delighted, so what has he been up to lately?

He was so happy that his breath trembled slightly: "...No, baby, let's not use the sub-total paragraph when we talk in the future, but the total sub-total or the total sub-section... Let me mention the key points first."

Every inch of his heart for Qin Xijue was glass, so he couldn't stand listening to the lengthy foreshadowing.

Qin Xijue's eyelashes trembled because of the address, and said in a deep voice, "Blame me."

Ruan Jing was distressed and didn't understand the atmosphere at that time, and was confessed by Qin Xijue-this must be in exchange for saving the world in his previous life.And Qin Xijue planned his future... He couldn't help but suggest: "Why don't you ask again?"

Qin Xijue held his hand tightly: "In your painting tonight, you said that the feeling of certain stages is only once. After that, it will not be the same feeling as before."

Ruan Jing blamed himself very much, did Qin Xijue really mean to criticize, and heard the other party continue: "Because I think it is meaningful as a failure, and it is a milestone in our journey."

How sad and desperate it was at that time, but now that I think about it, I realize how much the other party cared about me because of his uncharacteristic behavior.

The bitterness that has been simmering in my heart for many days has also turned into sweetness and joy entangled in my heart at this moment.

Qin Xijue suddenly didn't want to continue recalling those unclear things, even though he still had a lot to say.

Ruan Jing opened his mouth, but before he could speak, Qin Xijue took a step forward and pulled him into his arms at the same time, he was hugged tightly.

Ruan Jing opened his eyes wide, only to realize that Qin Xijue's response was not the gentle touch of accepting the confession and agreeing to try, nor was it the feedback of purely being moved and attracted, but the intense heat hidden under the calmness at this moment. Outbursts, extravagant wishes come true, can't help but be overjoyed.

Feeling the strength of holding him tightly, Ruan Jing took a deep breath of the air in Qin Xijue's arms, his eyes felt a little sore.

Who knows it's not over yet.

A soft kiss could no longer be held back, and it landed firmly on the side of Ruan Jing's neck, making him dumb for an instant.

The rain is icy, the wind and the night are cold, only the temperature of this person's embrace and kiss are hot.

It was so hot that all his thoughts were scrapped.

Ruan Jing slowly hugged him back, and under the force that was about to crush him, he realized belatedly that those feelings that he always felt close to were now fulfilled.

In his firm and warm arms, he gradually understood the many misses of the two of them, thinking that he had been blaming Qin Xi for not being on the right track, and he would not give way too much.

How hard this man chased himself.

The tip of his nose couldn't help sour: "I'm sorry, I'm too cowardly, I'm afraid I'll just lose you."

He felt Qin Xijue stroke his hair, whispered in his ear, and confessed his innermost thoughts: "I'm not sure about you, I'm afraid I'll take a wrong step."

Fortunately, those times have the same meaning for both of them.

Ruan Jing was reluctant to let go, but the night was too late, and the temperature was still dropping in the rainy night, Qin Xijue rushed all the way over, his clothes were soaked.

Ruan Jing looked up from his arms: "Go to sleep at my house, you'll have to get wet in the rain when you go back, it's not easy to take a taxi at this time."

Qin Xijue slightly bent his lips, brushed away the wet hair on his forehead, and looked into his bright eyes: "We are together, invite me to spend the night...Are you sure?"

Ruan Jing blushed, thinking that the big brother was too straightforward, getting into the mood so quickly, but the sentence "we are together" made him unable to help but feel elated.

Qin Xijue admired enough that the person in his arms was shy and pretended to be calm, and then he spoke again: "It's okay next time, the old lady is at home alone, I don't worry."

Ruan Jing just remembered that the old lady was still at home alone, and she didn't allow Qin Xijue to find someone to take care of her. Qin Xijue could only keep an eye on her situation at all times.

Ruan Jing tugged at his sleeve: "Then wait, I'll go up and find you a dress and an umbrella."

He reluctantly let go of Qin Xijue, and was about to turn around when he suddenly thought of something and turned his head to look straight at Qin Xijue.

Qin Xijue's eyes were somewhat possessive because of reluctance to let go, and before he had time to restrain himself, he didn't expect the other party to turn around suddenly, and was taken aback: "What's wrong?"

As soon as the words fell, Ruan Jing approached slowly with a serious face.

There was some cunning in Ruan Jing's eyes, and as he approached, he looked at the surprise in the other's eyes with satisfaction, and then kissed him on the cheek playfully.

He didn't dare to look at Qin Xijue's expression anymore, he quickly said "reciprocity", then turned around and ran away, running too fast, his left foot was tripped by his right foot, and he barely fell off.

Qin Xijue maintained the posture of stepping forward to catch someone, looking at the rain curtain that had long since disappeared, and slowly relaxed his stiff body after a long time.

There was still a clear and soft touch on the cheeks, and the man's breath seemed to still linger around him.He looked at a window upstairs that was still lit, with a gentle smile on his lips.

He also picked up his star.

Ruan Jing came out of the elevator again, but Qin Xijue was nowhere to be seen.

He was just about to go out to look for it when he received a message from Qin Xijue on his phone.

"I'm leaving first. I'm afraid that if I look at you again, I will change my mind and stay."

Ruan Jing read this sentence several times, and didn't react until the voice control light went off and on again.

After returning home, he washed and lay on the bed, still feeling unreal about what happened tonight.

The kissed place on the side of the neck is the most sensitive skin. It is still slightly hot at the moment, and it seems that the breath of that person is still there.

The more he thought about it, the more distracted he became, his cheeks gradually turned red from the heat, he couldn't help howling a few times in his heart, and rolled around on the bed twice.

He suddenly thought, why did he go home so soon, he should give Qin Xijue a good hug.

After leaving in such a hurry, I haven't had time to carefully rub the person I just had.

He fumbled for his mobile phone, stayed on the chat page for a long time, and stayed there for half a minute before sending two words.

"Xi Jue."

Not long after, the news from over there also came.

There are only two words.

"Small scene."

No need for more conversations, Ruan Jing's heart was so soft that he fell straight on the quilt.

He felt that he couldn't sleep tonight.