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As soon as it came, it was safe, Ruan Jing resigned to his fate and sat on the chair, but he didn't even glance at the test paper, clearly unwilling to write it.

He sipped the milk, and chattered casually, "Why do you still keep the milk?"

Qin Xijue opened the balcony door, went to the balcony to enjoy the breeze, and the evening wind gently blew in, bringing some coolness.

"A sleep aid."

Ruan Jing glanced keenly at Qin Xijue's back. In fact, the sound insulation effect of this room is not very good. The windows and the door are rolled with sound-proof cotton, and there are sound-proof earplugs on the table, which proves that they live in this room. People are very afraid of noise.

But despite this, there will still be noise leaking in.

It must not be too comfortable for Qin Xijue to read and do homework here, not to mention the pedestrian street where he can enjoy himself all night, and the noise must also affect his sleep.

Milk is probably used to soothe the nerves and help sleep.

In fact, Qin Xijue was more afraid of noise than he imagined. When he first moved in, he even took sleeping pills when he was restless and restless, but the side effects made his thinking dull and memory loss, which was fatal to him, so he never used.Later, after school started to get busy, milk may also play a psychological comforting role. After getting used to it, he can now fall asleep normally.

Ruan Jing thought about the sick leave again: "Hey, Lao Xiao said you were sick?"

Qin Xijue was stunned on the balcony: "I have a cold, I went for an infusion in the afternoon, and I'm much better."

Recently, the temperature difference between morning and evening is large, Qin Xijue is always going back and forth, so it is inevitable that he will be cold.

Ruan Jing completely forgot about the test paper. Seeing that Qin Xijue would not go to work for a while, he simply moved the chair to the balcony, as if he was about to chat.

Qin Xijue: "..."

The floor where Qing Bar is located is high, there is no sheltered building outside this small balcony, and the view is good, and you can see it all at a glance.

At this time, the lights are just on, like sparks falling in the city. The flickering car lights guide the heart to go home or the courage to continue running, forming a meandering galaxy, like a colorful dream.The evening wind in the distance carried it slowly, comforting it inch by inch until the mind and soul became quiet.

Ruan Jing tentatively said, "You work here...wouldn't it be too hard, after all, you have to keep your grades."

Qin Xijue leaned against the railing, and looked down at Ruan Jing upon hearing this.

He is not used to getting along, and naturally he doesn't like to talk.These difficult things have not completely passed for him, and he is also used to suffering in silence and digesting them slowly.If you want to mention it, it seems that you don't know where to start.

But the concern in Ruan Jing's eyes is real.He didn't rush to urge, just looked at himself quietly.It seems that it doesn't matter if you don't say it, but this person will be very worried.

He suddenly thought of the night when he talked with Ruan Jing in the classroom, the little fragility that this person showed to himself, as if he tentatively reached out and tugged at the corner of his clothes.

Qin Xijue sighed in his heart: "...The boss is a friend, so he made an exception and let me come to work. So I don't go home very often, and it's more convenient to live here. I need money, and the salary here is not low."

Ruan Jing was a little surprised, and his heart tightened involuntarily. He didn't expect Qin Xijue to be so direct, going straight to the point without pausing.I didn't know how to answer the call for a while.

Qin Xijue didn't care either, he turned around, bent slightly, put his elbows on the railing, looked at the lights of Wanjia, the night wind was blowing on his forehead, and even the words he said seemed to carry some chill.

"Father used up his savings due to illness, and owed a lot of debt to relatives."

A few short words made Ruan Jing suffocate again, and his heart became dull. This feeling of embarrassment in his throat made him eager to say something, but the words disappeared from his lips when he saw Qin Xijue's back.

It would be very uncomfortable for an outsider to hear these words, let alone this person is experiencing it himself.Ruan Jing couldn't imagine the pain, and felt that any comforting words were pale for a while.

Ruan Jing suddenly understood that Qin Xijue's transfer to another school, going to work in a bar and taking time to receive tutoring were all because he wanted to plug the hole at that time and continue to support his life.

However, the most uncomfortable thing is that this hole will always be plugged one day, and Qin Xijue's tenacious efforts will also allow him to live.

But the lost ones never come back.

The night wind made Ruan Jing's eyes sour. He didn't expect that the person he was with every day had to endure so much. He suddenly blamed himself for wasting time for being lazy.

He wanted to hug Qin Xijue very much, maybe because he felt that the night breeze was a bit cold and he was wearing so little.But the thought came up inexplicably, and this idea was out of date, so I could only let it pass away.

Didn't Ruan Jing think that Qin Xijue was pitiful, this person was more tenacious and self-reliant than himself, forbearing and brave-he felt that Qin Xijue was so outstanding and dazzling, he deserved the best in the world.

Ruan Jing looked up at Qin Xijue, breaking the silence: "Qin Xijue, is there anything you like to do?"

Ruan Jing seldom called his name seriously, but now he turned his head with a little care, and saw that his deskmate was serious in his eyes.

Qin Xijue thought for a while, and was a little dazed. The word "like" seemed too extravagant. For a while, he looked like a poor person who couldn't figure out how to spend money when he suddenly won a lottery.After thinking about it, he only had things in his mind that he "should" do, such as finishing this matter, living hard, and studying hard.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Ruan Jing also understood, and asked with gestures: "Then is there anything you want to do, ideal or something?"

Qin Xijue answered immediately this time: "...to become a doctor."

Ruan Jing was taken aback, this person's wish seemed to be accompanied by a wish from experience, which sounded a bit heavy, as if it was not the same as the joy they can get from "traveling around the world" and "eating all over the world". Same.

Ruan Jing looked at him, and asked the last question anxiously: "Then you and I...are we having fun together?"

Qin Xijue was taken aback, he hadn't paid attention to this problem for a long time, but after thinking about the time after transferring to another school, he looked at Ruan Jing's expectant eyes, and finally nodded.

Ruan Jing heaved a sigh of relief, laughed, and issued an invitation seriously: "Qin Xijue, there is still a long way to go, let's work hard together."

The boy's heart was inexplicably filled with passion to ride the wind and waves, as well as unprecedented courage.He couldn't wait to move forward with this person and take him to see what he thought was wonderful and beautiful.

Qin Xijue's brows and eyes also relaxed. He looked at the entire city of stars, and suddenly felt that the stars in the night were not so lonely.He laughed silently.

Ruan Jing stood up, and the unattended test paper on his lap was suddenly blown away by a gust of wind. After a few seconds, it turned into a white butterfly that broke into the night from afar.

Ruan Jing said regretfully without hesitation: "Oh, it's really heaven's failure to fulfill one's wishes."

Qin Xijue: "..." Sui Sui didn't want him to be clear, but it was obvious that Sui Sui was the person who didn't want to do the test paper from the beginning.

At this time, someone knocked on the door, and it was a colleague who came to Qin Xijue. Qin Xijue casually threw a reference book to Ruan Jing, asked him to do it himself, and then went out to help.

Ruan Jing obediently agreed, and when the door was closed, he didn't even look at the reference book, and started wandering around Qin Xijue's room, looking carefully at every place.

He flipped through the books on Qin Xijue's desk, almost all of them were in his serious handwriting, and the number of questions he wrote was astounding.There are also vocabulary books and grammar books on the bedside cabinet, and the wall next to the bed is also covered with knowledge points sorting diagrams.

He sighed for a while, it seems that extraordinary people are because they always work harder than others in ordinary things, and they accumulate over time to achieve something.

After Ruan Jing touched every place, he sat on the bed and felt it for a while. He found that the bed was not good-looking, but it was quite comfortable to lie on. So he tried to roll around a few times before the person came back.

Three hours had passed since Qin Xijue came back.

He pushed open the door, thinking that it was time to send him back, and then went home by the way.

The door was half opened, and he froze.

Ruan Jing was already asleep on his bed.

Qin Xijue paused for a moment before closing the door and locking the noise outside. The room was so quiet that only the sound of sneaking in could be heard, vague and distant.On the mobile phone that fell off the bed, the painting tutorial was playing repeatedly, but it didn't wake people up.

The small desk lamp by the bed was turned on, and the warm light from only one side quietly enveloped the person on the bed.On the table was a sketch of a portrait drawn with carbon pens, it was Qin Xijue wearing a waiter's costume.

Qin Xijue couldn't help but lighten his steps. He came to the head of the bed and stood there for a while. Feeling helpless, he walked over and closed the balcony door to isolate Night Breeze from the outside.

He found that Ruan Jing seemed afraid of soiling the sheets when moving on the bed, so he even took off his shoes and put them neatly at the end of the bed.

Qin Xijue didn't know what to do for a while.

He didn't turn on the light on the roof, and continued to stand in the darkness, his thoughts suddenly drifting away.

In fact, these few days, he was indeed intentionally separating Ruan Jing.

Talking in the classroom that night, Ruan Jing asked him what he thought of himself, and he immediately had an answer in his mind——

Ruan Jing is smart and hardworking, and he also has the bewilderment and negative emotions of ordinary people, but he is determined in his heart, and he only cares about being himself, with a willful and sober youthful air all over his body.

This is the counselor's view of this "student".

And about himself... Ruan Jing is special to him.

After transferring to another school, I gradually got used to having this person by my side. He was gentle, lively, and caring, and he took care of the scale without imposing any burden.

Being considerate will make him forget a lot of things for a short time.

But as long as you think about it again, it seems that you have touched the warmth, and you will be more sensitive to the cold reality.Whenever he embarks on the path he should take, they will come in multiples, reminding him not to forget that he needs to do more than ordinary people.

And Ruan Jing is just a short journey in life, how long can high school be?

Just like when we first met, he drove Ruan Jing for a ride. During this journey, everyone laughed, but this person had to get off the car after all.

No one gets used to separation.He doesn't like to indulge in people anymore, and he doesn't like it.

However, what he didn't expect was that Ruan Jing came over by himself tonight. He not only encouraged him with inexplicable enthusiasm, but also roamed all over his territory as he wanted. Except for the reference book, there was no place he hadn't tried. .

The indifference towards this person, which was not easy to accumulate a few days ago, collapsed in an instant.

Qin Xijue exhaled slowly, and quietly sat down on the edge of the bed.

Ruan Jing has always been a light sleeper, and when the bed moves, he wakes up in a daze.

He glanced at Qin Xijue, but didn't get up. He closed his eyes and moved inside to make a space for others, and then groped around on his own.

"Where's the quilt... quilt, it's a little cold..."

Qin Xijue: "..." It really doesn't look out of place.

Qin Xijue had no choice but to pull off the quilt and cover it for the person on the bed who seemed unlikely to get up anyway, then turned off the cell phone that was left out on the bed, and put it on the table.

He sat on the chair for a while, Ruan Jing showed no signs of waking up.

He had no choice but to accept his fate and prepare to wash up.

He took off his vest by the bed, stopped his hand to unbutton his shirt, and suddenly glanced at the sleeping person. He was inexplicably uncomfortable, so he took his pajamas and went to the bathroom to continue.

After returning, Qin Xijue hesitated for a long time before pulling back the quilt and getting into bed.Ruan Jing domineeringly took all of his pillows, so he had to fold his clothes and replace them with pillows.

Tonight was no different from those nights before, but his heart was as quiet as the moonlight pouring into the room through the window, and even those noises that were separated by frosted glass became hazy and distant, like shadows singing from the distant mountains and mist.

Qin Xijue quietly let his thoughts wander, Ruan Jing suddenly turned over in a daze, his sleepy eyes blinked and closed again with the haze of half-awakening.

The bed was too narrow, and the quilt was only for one person. When Ruan Jing turned over and tried not to leave the quilt, he was a little close to Qin Xijue for a moment, not close to each other, but the distance exceeded social etiquette.

Ruan Jing fell asleep for a while, then muttered again: "Qin Xijue..."

Qin Xijue looked at the person close at hand, and couldn't help lowering his voice: "...Huh?"

On the verge of falling asleep completely, Ruan Jing complained, "How are you here? It's cold, no wonder you catch a cold..." After speaking, he flinched and fell asleep in a second.

Qin Xijue: "..."

indeed so.

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