Actor, he climbed out of the crematorium

The snow in the sky was getting bigger and bigger, and it fell on Pei Yingsheng's hair, shoulders, and even the eyelashes at the corners of his eyes, with a thin layer of frost.

He listened carefully to the movement of the young man, to the sound of the young man stepping on the snow and leaving.

It used to be stepping on the snow towards him, but now it is leaving.

When the young man's footsteps could no longer be heard, Pei Yingsheng's hand in mid-air finally landed on the keys. A low-pitched piano sound rang out. The man drooped his eyes, and tears fell down, melting the snow at the corners of his eyes. Hot tears fell on the keyboard immediately. On the back of the hand, a clear tear stain was drawn on top of the snow trace.

A prelude in C major was messed up by Pei Yingsheng.At that moment, he suddenly understood why Jiang Anyu couldn't play the piano anymore.

It turns out that when people are really sad, they are afraid, trembling, and even their heads are blank.

Pei Yingsheng has been arguing with others, Qin Mo, and Song Qingyuan all his life, but at the end of the day, it's still nothing.

Unfortunately, in the end, he still failed to send Jiang Anyu a complete song in C major.

The moment the door was slowly pushed open, Pei Yingsheng didn't even raise his head.He knew Jiang Anyu too well, between Qin Mo and him, he was not worthy of Jiang Anyu's turning back.

"You play so badly that the whole hotel is about to be woken up by you."

The person who came stood at the door with a blanket on his body, "Xiao Yu is gone, why don't you follow and take a look?"

Pei Yingsheng recognized Cui Shu's voice, and without raising his head, he just finished the last piano piece.At that moment, he finally understood how important talent is to a person. His A Yu had such a rare talent, but because of him he belittled himself to the dust.

Jiang Anyu, who was held in the hands of everyone, would be discouraged and even mediocre only with him.

Left and right can't escape the word love.

On a cold winter night, Pei Yingsheng raised his head and looked at the neat row of footprints that Jiang Anyu stepped on by the light of the roadside. When he blinked, tears rolled down his eyes.

"Qin Mo is awake."

Cui Shu nodded, "I know. I saw Jiang Anyu on the road to the hotel just now. He was taking a taxi. He should be going back."

His words were very cryptic.It's so late and the weather is like this, there will be no cars at this time.

"You can persuade him." Cui Shu said, "If you wait outside overnight, it will freeze to death."

Pei Ying shook his head, and stood up suddenly with red eyes, "He has been waiting for Qin Mo for too long."

No one knows better than him how tormenting that six-month torment is.In the past six months, as long as he heard news related to Jiang Anyu, he could never sit still.

So did Jiang Anyu.What's more, that person is Qin Mo.

Pei Yingsheng thought bitterly, he took Jiang Anyu away regardless of first-come-first-served, and later broke into Qin Mo's house ignorantly... If he were Qin Mo, he would probably hate himself like this.

It is expected that Qin Mo probably doesn't like him very much.

But why did the former Jiang Anyu like such a lousy person like him?

Pei Yingsheng stepped on the snow and walked out.

"If you don't persuade him, don't stop him."

Cui Shu's voice sounded behind him, Pei Yingsheng stopped and looked back at him.

Under the moonlight, the man's body was covered with falling snow, and there was a faint layer of light, but those red eyes seemed sad as if they were about to be submerged by the sea.

"I have to see him off for the last time."

Mountains are long and rivers are far away, so far away, he and Jiang Anyu have been in a hurry for ten years, and they are still separated in this vast sea of ​​people.

The moment the man walked out, he suddenly said something nonsensical to Cui Shu, "If Ren Linran comes back, can you forgive him?"

The expression on Cui Shu's face froze, his brows were slightly frowned, and he didn't understand why he asked, "If you were me, would you forgive him?"

Pei Ying was at a loss for words, and for a moment she lowered her head and laughed.

There is no essential difference between him and people like Ren Linran, and of course they are not worthy of forgiveness.

Cui Shu looked at the back of Pei Yingsheng leaving, and he suddenly felt sentimental. Pei Yingsheng and Jiang Anyu used to be such proud people, but now one is devastated and panicked all day long, while the other is struggling to eat.

It can be said that the word love is harmful.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, breaking the silence of the night.Cui Shu took it out and took a look. It was the message from Pei Yingsheng.

For a moment, Cui Shu's fingertips turned pale.

"He is back."

"You are one of Ah Yu's few friends, and I will protect you for him."

...

In the night, the young man sat on the steps at the intersection, breathed into his palms from time to time, it seemed that he was really going to be frozen, but his eyes were slightly bent, and he looked very happy.

Sitting in the car, Pei Yingsheng suddenly remembered that the night Jiang Anyu went to Wenxing Building, it also snowed so heavily, but it was still different.

At that time, the young man had red eyes and a dull expression, unlike now, he even felt that even the air around Jiang Anyu was sweet.

Seeing the young man living freely without him, Pei Yingsheng suppressed the choking in his throat, and slowly drove the car to the side of the road, the sound of creaking and pressing the snow was obvious.

"boarding."

The moment the car window was lowered, Jiang Anyu suddenly stood up from the ground, took two steps back vigilantly, and then, like a little wolf, was wary of Pei Yingsheng's attempt to take him away.

He was overreacting.

Pei Yingsheng clenched the steering wheel unconsciously, and his voice was like a spring dried up in the desert, "I'll take you to see Qin Mo."

As soon as he finished speaking, the young man who was standing there easily opened his clenched hands and asked tentatively, "True, false?"

Jiang Anyu's expectant eyes made Pei Yingsheng's eyes turn red again in an instant.

When Qin Mo woke up, he must be so happy.

"Get in the car." The man turned his face away, covered the corners of his red eyes, and unlocked the passenger door.

The young man probed step by step until he confirmed that Pei Yingsheng was really going to send him to Qin Mo, then he sat down and said 'thank you' hoarsely.

In just two words, Pei Yingsheng paused in thought and suddenly became hoarse.

Going around and going around, I finally came to this day.

The car started slowly, and there was too much snow outside, but Pei Yingsheng still hoped that this road could be longer, longer.

Through the bright rearview mirror, the man looked at Jiang Anyu who was looking out in the back seat. His porcelain white face was so clean that it was as distressing as the clean snowflakes outside.

The two were speechless all the way.

The moment the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Pei Yingsheng couldn't hold back anymore. Looking at Jiang Anyu who got off the car, he suddenly stretched out his arms towards Jiang Anyu. He said in a hoarse voice, "Ah Yu, let my uncle hug you Hug, okay?"

Just treat it as a parting ceremony for the last ten years in the past.

His eyes were too hot, but there was a hint of despair.

Jiang Anyu looked at him in bewilderment, not understanding the meaning of his action, but vaguely felt that something was about to happen.

Time seemed to have come to a standstill, and Pei Yingsheng even breathed shallowly, for fear of disturbing the young man in front of him by making a mistake in every move.

The man's arms were held in mid-air, and for a long time, he failed to get a response from the young man.

Finally, he stopped struggling.

Pei Yingsheng took half a step back and lowered his eyes so that he wouldn't see himself in such a mess. When he raised his head again, the man had already concealed his red eye sockets very well. Except for the black eyes that couldn't be concealed, he seemed to be the same high-spirited man. The great actor.

"A Yu," Pei Yingsheng looked at him with a low voice, "This time, let's say goodbye."

"Uncle, I'll take you here."

Jiang Anyu's expression was as usual, but he was biting his teeth on the tip of his tongue and his fingertips were clutching the seam of his trousers, and could hardly hold back his strength.

Pei Yingsheng looked at him, pretending to be calm and hardly noticeable.In the past six months, they finally stopped confrontation for once.

A journey of mountains and rivers, a change of wind and rain.

He sent the children here.

Jiang Anyu watched the familiar yet unfamiliar figure getting farther and farther away from him, the tip of his lips trembled, and the words he wanted to say came to his lips, but he couldn't say anything, the cold ring hanging around his neck, no matter what Can't cover the heat.

It's just that even he himself didn't know whether the moment of sadness and the mottled redness in the corners of his eyes was because of Pei Yingsheng's departure, or because of Qin Mo's joy of waking up.

But he always felt that sadness should be greater than joy, otherwise why would he want to cry all the time.

...

When Pei Yingsheng came to this world, he was always alone.

Until ten years ago, he picked up a mute who couldn't speak in front of the rubbish dump on the roadside. Since that day, his life trajectory has changed little by little.

When returning home, a warm light suddenly lit up in the perennially cold villa.Pei Yingsheng stood at the door for a long time that day, it wasn't that there was someone extra in Xinqi's family, it was just an indescribable touch.

It turns out that someone cares about it, that's how it feels.

He liked it very much, but he also started to be afraid of losing it, so he imitated Pei Shao's attitude, hoping that Jiang Anyu would love him more and more like Qin Yanling, but he pushed Jiang Anyu further and further away.

He was supposed to live alone, but he stole ten years from Jiang Anyu.Only after Jiang Anyu left did he realize how hard he loved in those ten years.

At this moment, the man's emotions were like a landslide, and he couldn't hide it no matter what.

The Bentley was parked by the side of the road, and Pei Yingsheng sat quietly in the driver's seat with a dull expression, looking at the clusters of moths under the dim light, tears could not be stopped, no matter what.

It turned out that someone really loved for ten years, but the ending ended without a problem.

He sat here all night, until it was almost dawn, when the originally silent road suddenly heard the sound of anxious fire trucks.

rapid.

terrifying.

Pei Yingsheng looked at the track where the fire truck drove past, and suddenly woke up. There was only one building on this road.

It was the hospital where Qin Mo lived.

Pei Yingsheng's face paled in an instant, and he dialed Jiang Anyu's phone with trembling fingertips, but the other end didn't know if he blocked him, or something, but no one answered.

Pei Yingsheng's lips trembled, the moment he inserted the car key into the hole, Bentley rushed out almost instantly.

From a distance, he could see that the place where the smoke and fire was burning was full of fire trucks.

Thick smoke billowed from the top floor of the hospital, almost reflecting half of the sky.

Bentley couldn't make it through, the moment Pei Yingsheng saw that scene, his eyes were reddened instantly, and even his legs were weak, he didn't even know how he squeezed in from the packed crowd of onlookers.

Then he saw Xiao Ling anxiously calling him in the center of the crowd.

Pei Ying called him, Xiao Ling turned his head, as if seeing a savior, "Brother Pei!"

"Where's Ah Yu?" When the man spoke, even his voice was hoarse.

"You asked me to look at Cui Shu, I didn't expect Ren Linran to call him here, and not long after he went in, here..."

"I'm asking you about Ayu!"

The man's eyes were frantically red, and his hands wrapped in black rubber gloves tightly clutched Xiao Ling's collar, "Where's my Ayu!"

"Is he still inside!"

"I didn't know Xiaoyu was here..." Xiao Ling explained.

Before he finished speaking, Pei Yingsheng had already thrown him away, and the firefighters nearby stopped him from letting him in, but Pei Yingsheng easily broke away.

"A few more people! Stop him and don't let him go up, the fire is too big, and people will die!"

Pei Yingsheng was surrounded by several tall firefighters. The man's white face and shirt were covered with dust from the air, and the veins on his arms were obviously protruding, but his arms and waist were severely imprisoned, but he couldn't move at all.

Looking at the group of staff imprisoning him, Pei Yingsheng looked at them almost pleadingly, the tears from the corners of his eyes streaked across, leaving an obvious mark on his dusty face.

"He's inside." The man with a heart higher than the sky looked at the firefighter in front of him. It was the first time that he was so humble to an outsider. He trembled and felt helpless like never before. "I have to go in."

"I have to go in."

"There are many family members of patients inside! Please trust us!"

"This will only increase the difficulty of our work, don't make unnecessary sacrifices!"

"But he's on the top floor, can you go up!" Pei Yingsheng opened the four fingers of his right hand little by little, and his whole hand showed a strange purple color, as if it would break off in a second.

The man had tears streaming down his face, constantly competing with those people.

They said they would live together.

Ah Yu waited.

Blame him for leaving too hastily.

There was a crisp 'click' on the wrist, Pei Yingsheng frowned and grunted, the wrist snapped and fell off at a weird angle.The moment he broke free from those people, he casually grabbed the towel soaked in the bucket and rushed into the stairwell regardless.

"Brother Pei!"

"you come back!"

Billowing thick smoke came down the corridor, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor were almost burnt out. Under the cover of the thick smoke, he could barely see the way, and he didn't even know how many floors he had climbed to.

But he had walked that road so many times quietly that he could never forget it.

In front of him was the scorching hot breath, Pei Yingsheng continued to climb up without feeling tired.

"A Yu!"

He called Jiang Anyu's name. There were burn marks on the back of his hand. The black rubber gloves were stuck to flesh and blood, and he could hardly tear them off. "Jiang Anyu! I'm Pei Yingsheng!"

"You should answer me!"

But no matter how much he shouted, no one answered him.

For a moment, he even thought dejectedly, if he couldn't find Jiang Anyu, he didn't want to go out.

For the past ten years, he has always been something Jiang Anyu feared. If he died here, Jiang Anyu would not have nightmares.

Thinking about the worst, he would die in the same building as Jiang Anyu, and he would be able to protect Jiang Anyu every step of the way.

But Pei Yingsheng was still sad and regretful that he almost collapsed.

Ah Yu was only 23 years old, not long after his birthday, and just got rid of his disgusting existence.

He didn't even have time to be treated kindly by this world.

"A Yu!"

But no matter how much he shouted, no one responded.

Pei Yingsheng clenched his hands tightly, one sound after another without interruption.

What if, what if Ah Yu heard it.

In addition to the sound of burning things, the man's shouts echoed in the corridor on this floor.Until he heard someone knocking lightly on the door, Pei Yingsheng turned around with trembling pupils.

In the sea of ​​flames, with the help of the strong firelight, he finally saw clearly that behind the small glass viewing screen on the door was the little figure that he had been thinking about day and night, who had trouble sleeping and eating.

Someone had bolted the door from the outside and put a lock on it.

Pei Yingsheng slammed on the door, "Ayu, back off."

With a few muffled bangs, the door bolt hooked to the iron lock finally fell, and the moment he saw Jiang Anyu standing in the corner with Qin Mo on his back, his face covered with mottled black marks, Pei Yingsheng couldn't help it. Controlled tears.

Qin Mo's figure almost bent the entire Jiang Anyu.

Pei Ying sounded distressed.

"Uncle is here, Ah Yu is not afraid."

Jiang Anyu looked at Pei Yingsheng, whose shirt was burned to tatters and his wrist was bleeding, and finally couldn't help it, tears streaming down his face.

"Senior brother," he choked, but still did not let go of Qin Mo on his back, "Senior brother, no, wake up."

"Ren Ranran, lie to me!"

He cried so sadly, all kinds of grievances came to his heart, as if he finally found someone to vent his emotions, he stood in front of Pei Yingsheng, crying loudly, "He, lied to me!"

Pei Yingsheng also couldn't help but feel sad. Compared with the burn on the back of his hand and the fracture of his wrist, he felt more sorry for Jiang Anyu's tears.

He walked over, wanting to reach out and hold the frightened Jiang Anyu in his arms, but all his thoughts stopped here.

Pei Yingsheng took Qin Mo who was unconscious on Jiang Anyu's back with one hand, put him on his back, and held Qin Mo with his elbow to prevent him from falling, then stretched out his other uninjured hand, and held it tightly. Jiang Anyu's wrist.

"Don't cry."

Pei Yingsheng led him forward, with the burning sound of 'zilazila' in his ears, and he suppressed the pain in his throat without saying a word.He turned his head and looked at Jiang Anyu, whose eyes were mottled with tears. The corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, and he comforted him, "Uncle will take you and Qin Mo out."

Against the backdrop of the fire, Pei Yingsheng took his hand and wiped away the tears from the corners of Jiang Anyu's eyes, with a soft and hoarse voice, "Why are you crying?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-02-2322:52:40~2022-02-2523:44:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Lydia;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!