Actor, he climbed out of the crematorium

When Pei Yingsheng put him to sleep and the people on the bed were no longer frowning, he finally left sadly.However, not long after he left, the person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes. Hearing the sound of footsteps fading away, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and then hid himself in the quilt, hiding deeper and deeper.

He didn't wake up until Pei Yingsheng's hand landed on his back, slapping rhythmically. The moment the familiar muscle memory hit, Jiang Anyu suddenly thought that he was so gentle with Pei Yingsheng. In the dream, I thought everything was back to the time when nothing had happened.

Pei Yingsheng didn't go to the company for several days.After meeting Jiang Anyu once, he could no longer focus on those tasks.

He carefully moved the remnants of the piano that Qin Ye smashed during his graduation performance to the backyard of Li Fengyuan, where he carefully repaired it.Between the fingertips and the crevices, there are flesh and blood pierced by residual wood slag.

Pei Yingsheng didn't care. He casually pulled the paper towels on the ground and wiped them off. He was afraid that the blood would get on Ah Yu's piano. Maybe this piano was more important than him in Jiang Anyu's eyes. many.

"This piano is completely broken." Qi Fang leaned against the wall, with an unburned cigarette dangling from his mouth, and said casually, "Why don't you try worshiping Buddha, maybe you can still hear it."

Beads of sweat on his forehead fell on his elbows, as if the man didn't hear him, he was still beating on the broken crack of the piano.Where has he done these jobs, there are layers of scars on his hands.

Of course Pei Yingsheng knew that the piano was useless, but A Yu liked it, even if A Yu kept it at home and didn't play it, it was a decoration, and he was happy to watch it occasionally.Pei Yingsheng wanted to try his best to make Jiang Anyu happy.

At least, don't hate him so much.

"What do you think you are pretending to be affectionate at the moment? Does Jiang Anyu like you?" Qi Fang looked down at him, he really couldn't understand Pei Yingsheng.The white shirt of the man in front of him was smeared with oil, the sleeves were rolled up to the elbows, and mud and blood were mixed on the exposed strong arms. If it wasn't for this face, he would always think that this man came out of the construction site.

Hearing Jiang Anyu's name, Pei Yingsheng's eyes flashed past the face that was full of rejection when he saw him, and he couldn't hold back the slight tremor of his wrist, the place where the hammer that hammered the nail fell hard on the back of his hand and was hit hard It quickly became red and swollen.

The man hissed slightly, his brows frowned for a moment, but his expression didn't change. He knocked the nail in expressionlessly, changed to a carving knife, and carefully wrote "Jiang Anyu" three words on an inconspicuous corner of the piano. words.

"If you have something to say, it's okay to go away."

Qi Fang raised his eyelids, and finally said, "If you really like him, don't let Xue Songfeng torment him, okay?"

"What did you say?" Pei Yingsheng paused with his fingertips, his eyes darkened, and he stared closely at Qi Fang.

"Zi hasn't played the piano for such a long time, why do you want to learn all of a sudden?" Qi Fang turned around, the tip of his tongue was grinding against his canine teeth, and there was a slight contempt in his eyes, "I hate Xue Songfeng doing these dirty things in the name of others .”

"Your foreign securities joint venture company should cooperate with Qin Mo. Also, Xue Songfeng's investment in "Dumb Dynasty" is also linked to this company."

The man's eyes became darker when he listened. He got up expressionlessly, took a clean handkerchief, and wiped the piano that had been mended by him clean.

These years, he looked at Qin Mo, looked at all the people around Jiang Anyu who might attract Jiang Anyu, but Xue Songfeng was the only one he missed.

Pei Yingsheng pressed the tip of his tongue against the roof of his mouth. After a moment, he twitched the corners of his mouth and said, "Yes, it's hidden deep enough."

Xue Songfeng chose to return to China, and the message he sent to Pei Yingsheng was to return to China to expand his territory. Pei Yingsheng never thought that he came for Jiang Anyu.

...

Pei Yingsheng asked Su Ye to investigate Xue Songfeng's recent itinerary, and found that he had indeed been to Qin Mo's ward, and also found out that he was always staying in 'Ming Street' these days.

The rear of the Bentley braked ferociously in front of the gate of 'Ming Street', and the sharp braking sound made people on the side of the road flustered.

Pei Yingsheng got out of the car, wearing a white shirt with the cuffs on the wrists rolled up to the elbows, revealing the scratches on his arms.He didn't wear glasses today, and the gentle scum temperament covered by glasses also disappeared.

When he came in, the atmosphere was freezing wherever he went, like a god of evil, people dare not look directly at him.

At this time, there were already quite a few customers in 'Ming Street', and Pei Yingsheng hadn't appeared in the public eye for a long time, so his visit naturally attracted a lot of noise.

The sound of chattering and taking photos rang in his ears, making Pei Yingsheng feel noisy.After a while, he found where Xue Songfeng was.

Xue Songfeng is still the same as before, his whole person is gentle and outrageous.There were two cups of coffee on the table in front of him, steaming, and it seemed that the person he was waiting for hadn't come yet.

The moment the two looked at each other, Xue Songfeng seemed to have nothing happened, he got up and even wanted to say hello to him.

But Pei Yingsheng couldn't let this matter go like this, even if it was a friend of more than ten years, whoever made Xue Songfeng's mind was not right, just caught Jiang Anyu's attention.

On the way here, he even thought, if Xue Songfeng is someone who can be entrusted to him for life, if Xue Songfeng can do better than him, like Song Qingyuan, can make Jiang Anyu happy...Pei Yingsheng gripped the steering wheel tightly, he Even if he was far away from Ah Yu in this life, occasionally he couldn't help it, so he hid to see him and let him live a good life.

But Xue Songfeng is not such a person.

He is cold-blooded, and Xue Songfeng is no exception.

Before Xue Songfeng could speak, Pei Yingsheng's fist landed on the corner of his mouth.

Even after being beaten, Xue Songfeng still had a faint smile on his mouth.Without panic, he took the napkin on the table and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.

"Does he know that you have such thoughts for him?" Pei Ying looked at him condescendingly, "He always treats you like an uncle, don't make him sick."

"So in response, what do you think you are?" Xue Songfeng finally raised his head, looking at him with gentle eyes, "Used me to stimulate Jiang Anyu, refused to explain a word for four years, and now you are finally asking for trouble?"

"In the final analysis," Xue Songfeng said calmly, and glanced at the young man who came in from the door. He didn't throw away the bloody paper in his hand. "It's all your fault. If you really love him, why don't you bring He went to meet your parents?"

"Oh," Xue Songfeng was thoughtful, "I almost forgot, your family is cold-blooded, and your intention is just for fun. Of course, it may also be because of his background, how can a family with middle-level assets be worthy of him?" The first-class Pei family that everyone in the Beijing circle wants to curry favor with?"

The young man behind Pei Yingsheng paused, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

"After all, you have never looked down on Qin Mo, who came from a second-rate family. It's like you know that Qin Mo will be better and more serious about him, but you don't care about that. You only care about him stealing your favorite toy. You are very angry. , so someone drove him over and killed him?"

The young man listened to what he said, looked at the silent Pei Yingsheng, and ran away in embarrassment as if he had encountered some beast of prey.

"Yingsheng," Xue Songfeng looked at him. Over the years, he had examined this man countless times. Pei Yingsheng always got everything easily. He was very envious, but not jealous.

It was when he went to Li Fengyuan as a guest that he really had such a deformed relationship, and met a dumb boy who was squatting at the door and waiting for Pei Yingsheng to come back.

At that time, when Jiang Anyu saw Pei Yingsheng, he stood up suddenly from the ground, and before Pei Yingsheng could get off the car, he was about to throw himself on him.

That kind of emotion was too strong, so strong that Xue Songfeng even imagined that figure of Pei Yingsheng as himself.He has been working alone for so many years, and the emotions hidden in his heart suddenly erupted like a volcano after seeing the enthusiastic Jiang Anyu, out of control.

Although he has had a few relationships in recent years, he has met a devil king like Qi Fang, and he has also found college students who are young and ignorant.But Qi Fang's love is possessive, and those people's love is dependent, which is different from Jiang Anyu's pure and passionate love.

So pure that only Pei Yingsheng was in his eyes.

But the cost of raising Jiang Anyu was too high. Pei Yingsheng could throw out tens of millions without blinking an eye, but he couldn't afford it for a while, so he had to go abroad.Before leaving the country, he once told Jiang Anyu that as long as he was willing to wait, Pei Yingsheng might not be the most suitable person for him.

How could a cold-blooded animal like Pei Yingsheng feel that hot love.He could only watch as Pei Yingsheng ruined the love of the young man, but there was nothing he could do.

But I didn't expect it to be a step too late.

"I never thought that you would be so stupid." Xue Songfeng frowned, "No wonder you and Qi Fang are from the same clan, you both only label possessiveness as love. Xiaoyu loves you so much, you actually suspect that he will Qin Mo left..."You.

Before he could finish his words, he was slammed against the wall by the man in front of him, Pei Yingsheng looked gloomy, "You don't deserve to mention Ah Yu and Qi Fang!"

"Okay," Xue Songfeng frowned, "but I still want to inform you that the person I'm dating today is Xiaoyu, but you scared him away just now."

"Compared to me, he probably doesn't want to see you very much."

Pei Yingsheng's expression turned pale, and the hand holding his collar unconsciously let go.After hearing this sentence, the arrogance of the whole person was instantly extinguished, and there was nothing left.

He didn't know how he came out in a daze.He stood by a telephone booth, pursed his lips tightly, and clutched the mobile phone in his hand. He didn't know how to explain to Jiang Anyu that he didn't appear in front of him on purpose.

But Jiang Anyu knew his mobile phone number by heart, so if he called Jiang Anyu, he would definitely not answer it.

When he dialed the familiar number in the telephone booth, the tip of his lips trembled, and the hand holding the telephone line trembled accordingly.

With a beep, the phone was connected, but no one spoke for a long time, but the voice was very messy, as if in a busy city.

Pei Yingsheng was stunned for a brief moment, guessing that he probably didn't know who he was, and he didn't dare to say a word when he felt lucky and cowardly together.

"...Hey?"

The moment he heard the young man's voice, Pei Yingsheng's eyes turned red.

It turns out that Jiang Anyu's voice is like this now. Although it is not clear enough, it is also very comfortable to listen to. It turns out that Ayu can really live better without him.

Pei Yingsheng raised her head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the breath of joy and heavy loss.

"It's like this," the man lowered his voice, his original voice could hardly be heard because of his long-time film actor's accomplishments.I was going to apologize, but I was reluctant to say it when it came to my mouth.

If Jiang Anyu didn't recognize him, he could still treat him as a stranger and chat for a while longer.

"The piano you played for graduation has been mailed to your place of residence, please pay attention to sign for it."

In the dark alley, the young man was standing at the entrance of the alley, looking at the slightly bent man in the phone booth not far away, he clenched his lower lip unconsciously, suppressing his sobs, "It's broken, don't. You go back, go .”

Pei Ying choked up, not knowing how to explain to him, he has already repaired it, the damage is not much, and he can barely play the tune.

So the two of them remained silent.

In the end, Pei Yingsheng couldn't bear it anymore and said 'yes', but he couldn't bear to hang up the phone anyway.

Hearing the beep on the other end, he couldn't even send out this last thought.

...

The night in Qingshan Sanatorium was as quiet as ever.

Pei Yingsheng stood at the head of Qin Yanling's bed, looking at the skinny woman on the bed, the hatred that arose in his heart countless times was not as strong as this time.

"If you are like a normal person," the man's voice was hoarse and choked in the dark environment, "I can also take us, Ayu, home to meet our parents."

"We, Ayu, also have elders who feel sorry for us."

"You should feel sorry for him."

Pei Yingsheng put his elbows on his knees, crossed his palms, and pressed them against his forehead.In front of Qin Yanling, he cried like a child for the first time.

The woman on the bed was slightly shocked. Pei Yingsheng had never shown such fragile emotions in front of her.

It wasn't until Pei Yingsheng left that the woman on the bed finally spoke with a vicissitudes of life, "Come in, I saw your shadow, he has already left."

Jiang Anyu was a little at a loss, shivering at the door with red eyes, not daring to enter. It was the first time he saw Pei Yingsheng's mother, who was less than fifty years old, but already very old, and unspeakable emotions rushed into his heart.

Qin Yanling subconsciously smoothed her slightly pale hair with her hands, trying to make herself look neater.She propped herself up on the bed and looked much more normal now.

"Sit." Qin Yanling raised her chin at him, and then looked at him carefully. She only loves Pei Shao by nature, so she is kind of ruthless towards everyone. She seems to be talking to herself, "Pei Yingsheng is actually more like me. , paranoid, act according to his own will, but, quite insecure."

"It's true, I took him with him before he was seven years old." Qin Yanling suddenly remembered Pei Yingsheng, who was a gentleman and polite when he was a child, and a rare smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "When he was four years old, his father had already started having affairs. Ren Linran said he was his adopted stepson, but I knew it, and so did Pei Yingsheng."

"I was so paranoid at that time, I often kicked him, watched the little figure get up from the ground crying, and went to call his father and ask him to come back and take him to see a doctor. But Pei Shao was more cold-blooded, He said, don’t bother him if he’s not dead.”

Jiang Anyu clenched his fingers unconsciously.

"I still remember his tone now, tired and cold."

Qin Yanling laughed at herself, "He doesn't like me, and he doesn't even like my son. So I did a very crazy thing at that time."

Qin Yanling looked at Jiang Anyu. When she cried silently, she was still very similar to Pei Yingsheng, "I chopped off my son's little finger. But Pei Shao still didn't look back."

"At that time, he was curled up on the ground, trembling in pain, but he never called out 'Mom'."

Jiang Anyu's pupils shrank suddenly, and they were in the same place as Pei Yingsheng's little finger, and the pain in his heart spread inch by inch.He had asked Pei Yingsheng countless times why he was injured, but Pei Yingsheng always told him calmly that he was injured accidentally.

"My son is not born to be so cold-blooded and ungrateful." Qin Yanling thought of Pei Yingsheng's helpless look just now, and seemed to have finally realized as a mother. "When he was a child, he adopted a stray dog. It was dirty. He doesn't even mind eating and sleeping with it."

"Because at that time, only the stray dog ​​was complete and depended on him for life."

"He doesn't know what he likes," Qin Yanling looked at Jiang Anyu, "but if he doesn't like it, he won't keep you by his side for ten years."

"But he is also very similar to Pei Shao. Pei Shao doesn't love me, but I have loved him all my life. Pei Yingsheng doesn't like this way, but he is also under Pei Shao's subtle influence. I hope you can love me forever he."

"Because no one has ever given him a sense of security except you, and I have never loved him." Qin Yanling said, "Xiao Yu, it's not that he doesn't love, it's just that he doesn't know how to love."

The author has something to say: Pei Yingsheng: When I was a child, I lived with dogs.