ring moon

After Chen Wu left, Qing Chuan sat in the dormitory for a long time before recovering. He took a deep breath and rubbed his face hard.A few days ago, he was excitedly planning to go to Guangdong to eat and play with Chen Wu. He saved several online celebrity shops in Guangzhou in his mobile phone. They all said that they were cheap and delicious. Fog went to pull the weeds together.Chen Wu was included in all his plans, but Chen Wu quietly abandoned him.

Qingchuan closed his eyes and forced himself to leave the dormitory. He didn't want to stay in this space with the traces of Chen Wu's life anymore. He wanted to kill all directions in the game to relieve the pain and anxiety caused by this betrayal.

But before entering the training room, Qing Chuan stopped. The news of Chen Wu's resignation has spread throughout the base in a short period of time. Also, among so many members who have resigned, they either can't see themselves on the field. The junior students who want to retire from the team, or have already played the game, fulfilled their e-sports dreams, and retired as full-fledged members, like Chen Wu, whose hope is close at hand, but suddenly withdraws at the door, is still the first in the team , of course became the focus of discussion.

Through the door of the training base, Qingchuan heard chattering discussions inside:

"Why did Chen Wu retire? I don't think he is worse than Qingchuan."

"Aren't you talking nonsense? If you play poorly, you can join the team? Chen Wu is already very strong, and his sniper's aim is a little more stable than Qingchuan. When playing with Brother Key and the others, Brother Key said they would watch over the data."

"You can't say that. From the perspective of the overall strength of the new team, Qingchuan is still strong. Qingchuan has fought all the way since the PFS era. First of all, there is no comparison in consciousness."

"Could it be that the two of them are Ji Shengyu and He Shengliang? I heard that in the cafeteria just now, Qing Chuan didn't know that Chen Wu was going to leave. They are still roommates, and they seem to get along day and night."

"What do you know, you can't say it because you have a good relationship, and the two of them joined the team from the youth training camp together. If you want to quit the team, will you tell your best teammates?"

It was La Guo who refuted, and La Guo's voice suppressed some malicious guesses. Qing Chuan slowly squatted down at the door, and he suddenly lost the strength to push the door in.

Qing Chuan leaned against the door, and heard La Guo continue to say: "And Chen Wu also has his own reasons, so stop guessing."

As soon as Laguo said this, she was surrounded by everyone, asking her to share what she knew. After being entangled for a long time, Laguo said: "I was also discussing with the coach a few days ago about going to Guangdong to play a game. , When it comes to personnel placement, the coach raised his mouth. I said at the time that Qingchuan and Chen Wu would continue to live in the same room. The coach said no, Chen Wu would not go to the competition. The coach told me that Chen Wu was originally admitted to the college entrance examination He came to the base after taking a break from school. His family has always disapproved of him playing a job. Besides, he was admitted to a very good university. And the time limit for his leave of school was only one year. At that time, Chen Wu should have promised his family that he would only play for one year. Just think about it again, if you can’t get good grades, you must go back to school. As a result, you also know that he was a bench player for a year.”

La Guo's words made the training room suddenly quiet. Many team members had the experience of fighting against their parents and family for their career. The pain of fighting to the death made them understand the pressure on Chen Wu in an instant.

It took a long time before someone sighed: "But it's such a pity." The sigh was like emotion, more like regret: "The team is about to make an official announcement, and the game is just around the corner. Seeing it, there is hope..."

But the voice of this exclamation is getting smaller and smaller. Everyone knows that being selected to the team is nothing, and it can never prove anything. At most, it can only show that this is a person who plays the game really well.If you want to get real recognition, you have to stand on the podium, and this step, compared with the small achievement of joining the team, is as difficult as heaven.

"I have always admired Chen Wu. When I entered the team competition, I saw his counterattack and rushing for points. I thought he was a professional player. Hey, I was mistaken." This is what Ni Jie said. As he said, he gave Chen Wu a lot of embarrassment at the time, and now that he is gone, he talked about Chen Wu's good days again.

"This kind of mentality is so damn suitable for playing professionally. I don't have his energy, and he stays with that guy Qingchuan every day. The pressure is so great. The pressure of being suppressed and beaten by Qingchuan has been overwhelmed. Why can't he bear it? To the game?" Ni Jie seemed to be full of regrets, and he seemed to be beating his chest and feet.

Indeed, Chen Wu's experience of joining the team with gritted teeth against the wind can be regarded as a small legend of the team. If he succeeds in the team and becomes famous, it will be a miracle passed down by word of mouth. Now this miracle can only be ruined here, it is inevitable It's embarrassing.

Qingchuan listened numbly, and suddenly someone asked: "Actually, I also think that Chen Wu likes e-sports quite a lot. Why did he leave so suddenly? If the school can't accommodate, it can't even say goodbye."

La Guo's voice became low, and said: "I don't know about this, but his father came here a few days ago, maybe it has something to do with his father."

Qing Chuan seemed to understand something suddenly. He remembered how many times Chen Wu was hesitant to talk to him a few days ago. He said that his father was here and wanted to see him. Why Wu never contacted his family, Chen Wu was embarrassed when he avoided this question.

Qing Chuan seemed to understand suddenly, but it was too late.

He always felt that Chen Wu was by his side. He knew Chen Wu's daily schedule, his habit of playing games, and everything about Chen Wu, but he only ignored his pain and patience.

Chen Wu has never been more relaxed and comfortable than him. The expectations he bears, the pressure he bears, the incomprehension and rejection of his relatives, the setbacks and ups and downs in his career alone, and the intense conflict between the unknown future under his feet and the stability of ordinary life. Swing, Qingchuan doesn't know about these things.

Or maybe, Qingchuan seemed to see through his heart suddenly, or maybe he didn't know, but he just didn't dare to know.He was sure that Chen Wu would choose him, that Chen Wu would always be on his side, that Chen Wu would never betray him, but he was stingy with his concern, because Qingchuan was also afraid, when he saw Chen Wu's mind, what would happen? Do you want to choose yourself for Chen Wu, or choose the life path he should have gone for Chen Wu.

Qingchuan ran away. He ran out of the training base, stopped a taxi and rushed to the airport. If he did something wrong before, then in the end, Qingchuan wanted to save Chen Wu again.

Qing Chuan was anxious all the way, Chen Wu didn't answer the phone, so Qing Chuan could only look for someone at the airport like a headless chicken, Chen Wu was the first flight, and it was night now, Qing Chuan told himself that there was still a long time It can be used to restore Chen Wu, he took a few deep breaths, and tried to calm himself down.

Chen Wu was staying at the airport, and had great plans to spend the night in the terminal building. When Chen Wu rushed to him, he kicked his suitcase, and the suitcase was knocked far away. Qingchuan simply put the luggage away. Pushing the box away, he sat beside Chen Wu.

"Can you not leave, Chen Wu." Qing Chuan cut to the chase.

Chen Wu didn't answer this question, he didn't look at Qingchuan, he just said: "You are always so reckless."

Qing Chuan quickly admitted his mistake: "It's my fault. Chen Wu, it was my fault before. I shouldn't just think about myself, don't care what you are doing, and don't care about your difficulties. Chen Wu, don't go , let’s go to the competition together, get the trophy, and you will be able to convince your parents.”

Chen Wu looked at Qing Chuan, he stared at Qing Chuan for a while, Qing Chuan had big eyes, when he looked at someone like this, the other party could easily see into his heart.What's more, that person is Chen Wu who knows Qingchuan best.

"Qingchuan, it's not that you are reluctant to part with me, it's just that it's hard for you to accept that I betrayed our agreement that you unilaterally made."

Qingchuan immediately retorted: "No!" But it was not important to Qingchuan, he didn't want to argue with Chen Wu on these matters, he just continued: "If, if you want to go back to school, it's okay, anyway, our game is in On weekends, just come to the competition on weekends, and don’t forget to practice on weekdays, and practice for two or three hours a day. This will neither delay your study nor our competition.”

Chen Wu smiled, turned his head, and asked Qingchuan: "Do you really want to win the championship?"

Qing Chuan nodded, he wanted to explain something, but Chen Wu said: "But what I want is not just a champion. Or, what I want is never a champion."

Chen Wu raised his hand and looked at his watch, then stood up and pulled his suitcase: "I'm leaving, Qingchuan."

Qing Chuan was at a loss, he didn't know which question he should answer Chen Wu, and it took him a long time before he said: "Where are you going!"

Chen Wu lowered his head and smiled, that was the last appearance of Chen Wu in Qingchuan's memory: "I feel like you will come after me, I was afraid that you would keep pestering me, so I relented, so I changed the flight, Qingchuan, I wish you all the best become."

The author says:

Chen Wu's abuse~